I pretended not to hear, and Xu Shenlin didn't repeat it, but the hand that hugged me became tighter and tighter, as if to rub me into his flesh, and I opened my eyes and couldn't sleep all night in his arms.

The next day, he sat on the couch with me and watched TV, and Xu's place was already a mess, but he sat there like a nobody, and occasionally laughed at a certain episode on TV, although I didn't think it was funny.

However, the phone calls are a bit frequent, and the phone must ring every ten minutes, and he listens quietly and does not speak every time, and then hangs up the phone and continues to watch TV with me.

The nanny brought me the boiled Chinese medicine, saying that it was useful for the throat, only I knew that no matter how much medicine I ate, it was useless, I couldn't speak, it was a fact, this was a heart disease, and the medicine didn't work at all.

Every time I took advantage of the nanny to turn around and pour out the bowl in my hand, and today Xu Shenlin was in me only when it was too hot and put it on the table to cool down, waiting for Xu Shenlin to leave before quickly getting up and pouring out the Chinese medicine, when he came back, the bowl was already empty, he glanced at the black mobile phone in his hand, asked casually, and drank it all.

I nodded, he reached out and touched my head, I wanted to avoid and continue to watch TV, he controlled the back of my head and kissed it, I struggled, he let go of me, licked it lightly on my lips, laughed like a stealing fox and said, there is no smell of medicine, you lie.

I raised my hand and slapped him, got up from the sofa and went back to the room to close the door, he sat on the sofa and touched his face when I was beaten, but he smiled in a good mood.

I think this person is abusive and sick.

My dad still didn't have any news, and I mentally counted the days of his disappearance day by day, worrying that he had news and that he didn't have news, and I was afraid to hear about any of them.

No one can say for sure, so I comforted myself in my heart that maybe he had now fled to a good place to start his new life, and that he would live without troubles, happy, and not stumbling over the past.

I consoled myself with this.

Sometimes I would dream in the middle of the night that my dad was sitting on the sofa at home smoking a cigarette, looking out the window with sad eyes, the light blurred the wrinkles on his face, and he was just sitting there alone.

I stood behind him but couldn't get closer, looking lonely.

When I wake up, I miss them so much, I can't find a way out of them, like getting lost in the desert looking for green space, and the feeling of being alone makes me want to cry.

The next day, Xu Shenlin went out early in the morning, and asked the driver to take me out for a walk, I held here for almost half a month, and the number of times I went out in half a month was very rare.

After Xu Shenlin left, I looked at the empty house full of silence, so I thought it would be good to go out for a walk, so I went downstairs and was driven by the driver to take me around the city for most of the day, and stopped at a small restaurant I used to go to at noon.

The driver originally wanted to go up and pay to clear the field, but I stopped him, just stood at the door and waited for half an hour, the proprietress probably packed a vacant seat for me to sit in, she asked me what to eat, I made a gesture, her face was a little weird, I slowly withdrew my hand.

Seeing this, the driver immediately came up to help me order, and I sat there for a while, watching everyone eat there with a smile on their faces, looking so happy.

I sat there alone for two hours and ate hardly much, everyone looked at me with strange eyes, I looked left and right and felt that there was nothing wrong with me, and finally took a look at the driver standing there straight and instantly felt that I was not suitable for this trip.

I just wanted to leave in a hurry after eating, the driver went to check out, I got up to leave, a person suddenly appeared in front of me, I was stunned, she sat directly opposite me and said with a smile, long time no see, quiet.

It didn't take long for the lively restaurant to clear up, because it was Chen Jinting, and her person had already cleared the place before me, so I sat across from her and smiled at her.

She still behaves dignifiedly, often with a faint smile on her face, gentle eyebrows, thinking of the day Jiangnan City abandoned her alone on the building, she has some vicissitudes of life, I don't know why I want to talk to her.

She poured a cup of barley tea, and sat there without disgust with the shabby place, and said to me, Now we know each other very well about the previous situation, and I know that it is superfluous to say more to comfort you now, and I have come to you today.

I nodded.

Seeing that I hadn't spoken, she looked hesitant and said in a hesitant tone, what's wrong with your throat?

The driver immediately handed me a pen and paper, and I wrote a few words on the white paper, but my voice was now speechless, and I was embarrassed.

After thinking about it, I added a smiley face to the back.

She makes me feel very comfortable, and never makes people find any difference and sympathy in her eyes, I am a person who does not need to be sympathized.

She said, can it be good?

I went on to write one, it can be good, it's just heart disease.

She nodded quietly and said, Wen Jing, you must be surprised that I will come to you today, right?

I nodded, quietly waiting for her words, she said, my father is now being thoroughly investigated, I am panicked that the person I can talk to now thinks that only you are left.

I wrote one on paper, what about Jiangnan City?

A wry smile came out of the corner of her mouth, that kind of smile is really sad to look at, loving someone is a sad past, everyone has their own difficulties.

She said, Jiangnan City is now no one or ghost, Wen Jing, I lost in this life, I fought with Song Lian all my life, she was too ruthless, she didn't give me the slightest chance to stay, and she began to take root in Jiangnan City's heart in this life, and she could never pull it out.

She looked at me, and I didn't bother her, Chen Jinting said, I have never been a person who is easy to admit defeat in my life, when I married Jiang Nancheng, I understood that he didn't love me, and it was never me who loved him, but I still married him, I don't know why, it's always unreasonable to love someone, we met twice before we got married and got married soon, I don't even know how I fell in love with him, she and Song Lian have been broken off I don't know, I have endured it for so long, I can't bear it anymore, I have been waiting for Jiang Nancheng to dislike Song Lian, but I have waited until I am at my age, I didn't expect Song Lian's death to turn all my forbearance and hard work into a bubble, he probably hates me to death now, he always thinks that I will hurt Song Lian, he will always protect her, and I am just a benefit in his eyes.

Chen Jinting smiled coldly and said, The person he likes so much? Do you say I am willing to hurt her? I am also tired now, and I don't have the energy to fight with a dead man for the rest of my life, I lost to Song Lian.