133. Time flies
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People will say goodbye to many people in this life.
I covered my face outside and cried for a long time until I couldn't cry anymore, and the doctor urged me to go in, and I wiped a handful of tears to regain my mood.
Pushing open the door and walking in, my mom was lying on the hospital bed and just raised her head to look at me, she seemed to be in good spirits, she was still smiling at me, and I walked towards her step by step.
She sat on the bed and looked at me kindly, but said lightly, you came, and you didn't ask me where I went, why I didn't come to see her.
I didn't dare to look at her with red eyes, she took my hand and said, "Wen Jing, where is your sister?"
I said in a muffled voice, "My sister is watching TV at home."
She sighed, a trace of loss flashed in Qingming's eyes, but then she said: I don't know why I dreamed of your sister when I fell asleep just now, she was wearing the new dress I bought for her when she was twenty years old, and repeatedly asked me if I was beautiful, I was annoyed by her, she loved beauty since she was a child, and she didn't even let me live in a dream.
I sat on the edge of her bed and snuggled my face in the palm of her hand, trying not to let her see my face, and I asked her, "Then how do you answer?"
The old lady said: I don't say she's pretty, okay? She is a ghost girl who has been running forward after I said she is beautiful, and she has disappeared in front of the old little tree house, I can't find her no matter how I look for her, she has been naughty since she was a child, and I am most worried about her among the two sisters, she has a dry temperament, and she can't stand the slightest grievance.
My mother sighed and said, "She's thirty, and I don't know when she'll change her temper."
I pruned my face and cried, I muffled my voice oh, my mother must not know that Song Lian is no longer there, she will never be there, I tried my best to hold back my crying, I wanted myself not to leak it, but my mother was so thoughtful that she heard that my voice was wrong, and asked me what I was crying about.
I don't have a face and say: I just can't bear you.
She sighed and said: What is there to be reluctant to, I have been satisfied to live to this age in this life, but I am very worried about your father, what should I do if he is gone.
I said, "She can't bear you."
She touched my head with her hands, like when I was a child sleeping next to her arms, she always used to touch my head with her rough hands, singing that the moon is hanging high, and the baby is going to sleep.
I hadn't heard her sing to me for years, and I snuggled into her rough palm and said, "Mom, sing me a song."
She asked, what song do you want to listen to?
I said, you used to sing songs to me and Song Lian when you were a child.
She asked, what's wrong? Want to hear it?
I nodded vigorously, but she smiled and shook her head and told me that she didn't have the strength to sing anymore, and she said tell me about what happened when Song Lian and I were young.
Her eyes are full of memories, as if we are still very young, she said that Song Lian was very naughty when she was a child, often playing with others, because of disagreements, she was able to fight with others, she also said that at that time I always loved to play behind her, I was often bullied when I was a child, when I was a child, Song Lian was always the first to rush up and clean up the people who bullied me, and I was covered in mud, and when I came back, I was beaten by my mother and said indifferently: If anyone bullies my sister, it is bullying me.
She said that Song Lian and I were naughty at that time, one loved to get into trouble and the other was silent and broke her heart, but she looked very cute, especially Song Lian's neighborhood, who loved to hug her and tease her, her mouth was also sweet, and she could cheat a candy with a blink of her eyes.
When someone asks me to call someone laugh, let alone sugar, even if they pull my mouth, I won't open my mouth to make people laugh at them.
My mother said a lot, she sometimes laughed when she talked and talked, as if the scene was right in front of her, many years ago she was still young, Song Lian and I hadn't grown up yet, my dad would stand there in a rough voice and call her Li Shizhen.
But all of this has long since become the past.
She listened quietly, her voice became quieter and quieter, she glanced at the door and said: Wen Jing, why didn't Song Lian, a dead girl, come to see me, I've been waiting for her for a long time, and I'm almost out of strength.
I couldn't hold back my crying anymore, my mother was lying on the hospital bed dying, but her eyes were staring at the door of the ward, I begged her and said: Mom, don't sleep, Song Lian will come soon, she is on the way, and now my dad is probably coming in a traffic jam.
I held her hand tightly, and I didn't know why I cried so loudly, I held it for a long time or didn't hold it to the end, my mother squinted her eyes and said, and said weakly: Wen Jing, my mother has nothing else to tell you, you have lived a sober life, you are the most reassuring to me, you have to help your mother watch Song Lian, she didn't listen to me, and she is still pregnant with a child.
I nodded, she was full of tiredness and wanted to say something, suddenly looked at the empty door and grinned and said: Wen Jing, you see that your sister is here, I know that this dead girl is coming to see me, you let her come in and sit down.
I followed my mother's line of sight to the door, and when I found that there was no one, I cried and said, "Mom, why are you confused, there is no one there at all."
She shook her head, as if she was afraid that someone outside the door would leave, and her tone was extremely anxious and urged me to say, you are talking nonsense, it is obviously Song Lian She is still wearing the red dress I gave her and smiling at me. She anxiously held my hand and said: Wen Jing, why didn't your sister come in, why didn't she come in, you let her in!
I don't know where she got the strength to push me hard, she kept shouting for me to pull Song Lian in, I looked at the deserted door and didn't move, she didn't have the strength to speak, I got up and shouted for the doctor!
A few people in white coats rushed in at the door of the ward, and I rushed up and knelt down in front of them, and I cried hoarsely and said, "Doctor, please save my mother, I kneel down and beg you, you must save her."
The doctor lifted me up from the ground and hurriedly said, "You get up first." I quickly rushed to my mother's bedside, stretched out my hand, rolled my mother's drooping eyes, and took another thing to take a photo.
After being silent for a long time, he shook his head and said, "Let's mourn."
As soon as my body was weak, I fell to the side of the bed, my mother's half-open eyes kept looking at the door, until her snort completely turned cold, I lay on her and cried no longer half of the strength, I felt that my voice must be wasted today.
In the end, I didn't know if I was tired or without tears, and three people walked in outside the door, panting, and I looked back at the door.
Xu Shenlin looked at me with a little messy hair, his eyes darkened when he turned to the hospital bed, and said with some hesitation: Uncle, I have already brought it.
I closed my red and swollen eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: I didn't have time, I was gone.