Zhou Ziliang's eyes gradually sank, and he looked at her: "He said in the letter that he hopes you can be happy." ”

Summer screamed and covered her ear with her other, unrestrained hand.

"Zhou Ziliang!" She trembled slightly, gasped, and looked directly into his eyes with trembling: "End here, don't let me hate you again! No matter what Ziyu says, we are not qualified, and we will never be able to." ”

She can't listen to anything, she can't do anything, she just hopes that all the love-hate entanglements will end here, and she really can't continue!

Zhou Ziliang took her hand with a tough attitude, and was about to say something.

Xia hurriedly opened his mouth to block his words, not giving him a chance to speak, she said: "Zhou Ziliang, you can let me go." At that time, when Ziyu was still there, I begged you to let me go, but you refused, now that Ziyu is gone, I beg you again, you let me go!"

She was afraid, afraid that she would hurt anyone again.

Zhou Ziliang's eyes gradually sank, and his jaw tightened. is also dead, he can't even die in exchange for her forgiveness, and Zhou Ziyu is enough for her to remember for a lifetime, and she is no longer willing to accept anyone.

"You said you were sorry for him and wanted to make amends to him. Have you ever seriously thought about what he wants, you were sorry for him when he was alive, do you still torture yourself like this after he dies, so that he will not even die in peace?"

Summer's face turned pale in an instant, she pursed her lips and refused to let herself make a sound, and then she broke free of his hand with all her might.

Zhou Ziliang is like a magnet attached to her, saying that she can't break away from anything.

"You're just selfish, you're just trying to punish me, you want to hate me, you torture me, so you torture yourself and go to hell with me. He raised a self-deprecating smile: "Why bother, if you want me to suffer, you can tell me, why torture yourself like this." ”

Summer shivers.

Despite countless hangovers, the pain of heartache spreads throughout the body after a midnight dream. But she has always been reluctant to admit that she still has the last trace of pity for Zhou Ziliang, and the hope that supports her to survive is that Ziyu wants her to live, and her mother needs her.

"I do hate you, but I hate myself even more. Summer shuddered lowly and looked up into his eyes, "If I had been brave and told him everything, he wouldn't have died." ”

"So, you just have to hate me. Don't torture yourself, you have to fulfill Zhou Ziyu's last wish and live happily. ”

"Happiness?" she seemed to think it was too funny, and wiped away her tears as she cried, "In this world, the person who can make me happy is dead, where else can I find my happiness?"

Too many people persuaded her to let go, too many people told her that it was all about her. But she was never able to untie the knot in her heart and let go of the obsession in her heart.

Zhou Ziliang tightened his thin lips: "This is Zhou Ziyu's last wish before he died, he asked me to take care of you, he hopes you can be happy." Whether you're with me or not, he wants you to be happy. Don't you keep saying that you love him, do you want him to go to heaven, and worry about you?"

Summer's face became more and more pale, and Zhou Ziliang's words came out of his mouth, plain and bland. Every word was like a knife, plunged into her body. Cutting her body completely, great grief welled up from her chest, and she grabbed her heart's clothes with her other hand, and broken tears fell to the ground.

In just a few words, he disintegrated the resistance she had accumulated over the years.

She took a deep breath: "It's not like this, happiness is not like this. ”

Summer whispered to himself, and it took a lot of self-control to gradually calm himself down.

"For me, it's just about being around my mom and watching her," she said. As long as I have a job to fill my life, I don't have to care about anything, love is not that important to me, as long as I can be with my family, I am already very happy. If Ziyu knew about my current situation, he wouldn't blame me. He's so nice and will understand everything I do. When he was alive, he was the only person in this world who could give me happiness, and now that he is dead, he wants me to live, which is the reason for me to live. ”

She cried uncontrollably, like a child crying for too long, gasping from time to time.

"Ziyu is dead, I am in the summer, I will not marry or have children in this life. If my mother also leaves one day, I am qualified to accompany my mother to heaven to find Ziyu, so that I can meet with my mother An Xuan and Ziyu in heaven, and I will never have to be separated again. ”

She suddenly raised her hand to cover her face, and a small cry came out of her fingers: "When I saw Ziyu at that time, I could tell him that I had spent the rest of my life to make up for him." ”

Too much uncontrollable sorrow.

This is the first time in a year that she has cried in the state of Zhou Ziliang's waking up. When he woke up, he told all the grief in his heart.

Zhou Ziliang's brows gradually wrinkled tightly, and he suddenly felt that his heart was depressed. A light of compassion and brokenness gradually appeared in his eyes, and he struggled when he was unconscious, struggling to die. All the pain was not worth what she said at this moment, and he thought that there was still a chance to make up for it.

I never thought that Zhou Ziyu was so important in her heart that it was like a sword with barbs piercing his chest. The blood on his thin lips faded, and the load of heart pain reached its peak, and his hand slowly let go of Summer, raised his hand to cover the position of his heart, and grabbed the clothes there.

Fate was so ridiculous that it pushed him into hell without giving him a chance to regret it.

He has been wrong for most of his life, hesitant for most of his life, and indecisive for most of his life. I finally wanted to make a decisive decision and wait for her to have an answer.

But fate went the other way, too late, too late.

"Summer ......" he looked at her with red eyes, "then what should I do? When I was unconscious, I felt like my whole body was being dragged into hell. But I struggled desperately, because I wanted to live, survive and apologize to you, even if you are with Zhou Ziyu, I am content. Why are you saying such a thing, pushing all the effort I have made. ”

"And what about my pain!" Summer, as if she couldn't suppress the pain in her heart any longer, suddenly screamed. "The pain I have endured, the An Xuan I have lost, the Ziyu I have lost, who can give me back everything I have lost?"

Summer raised her face and looked at him bitterly and angrily: "Now you say you know that you are wrong, when you did those things in the first place. Have you ever thought about what kind of consequences your words and deeds will bring to us? Who will be harmed? Zhou Ziliang, compared to the pain you have brought me, what you have endured is nothing. ”

Zhou Ziliang bit his lip tightly and bit his thin lip out of blood.

Summer got up and fled from him: "It's too late, Zhou Ziliang, you woke up too late, it's too late." ”

He understood too late, for Zhou Ziliang. In addition to memory, he sacrificed his life to save her in the snow field, which brought her guilt in her heart. There was nothing else to be found, and there was no extra place left in her heart for him!

Summer's hand climbed the doorknob at the door: "For Ziyu, for my mother." I will choose to live well, but if on this basis, I would rather choose to die if I am entangled with you until death. ”

Everything he had pressed on her and caused her hurt and pain. Now it's all starting to bounce back, bounce back to him one by one, and he'll go through all the pain he endured in the summer.

She was like an iron-faced and selfless judge, who easily sentenced him to death, without giving him a choice.

Zhou Ziliang completely felt her resolute attitude, and restrained the sad pain in his eyes. Her attitude was too resolute, and there was no hope for it.

Summer wiped the tears off her face, put on a mask, opened the door mercilessly, and walked out.

It wasn't until I saw the people standing in the corridor outside that I was slightly stunned.

Lin Mu'an and Yu Lin stood next to them, while the benches opposite them were sitting. It was Zhou Ziliang's father, Zhou Yufeng, who was rarely calm, and had been waiting outside for Xia and Zhou Ziliang to finish what he had to say.

"Uncle. Summer bowed slightly, which was a greeting.

Now that Zhou Ziliang has woken up, it means that the third article of the third chapter of the law between her and him should take effect. It's time for her to leave Zhou Ziliang and never see him again, the farther away the better.

Zhou Yufeng glanced at her slightly, got up with a cane, and said as he passed by her, "Wait for me outside, I have something to say to you." ”

Summer nodded.

She thought it was probably about the three chapters of the covenant.

Lin Mu'an saw her sitting down on the bench by herself, and wanted to go up to help warm her hands. But his hands were too cold to give her warm water, so he had to start rubbing his hands vigorously to keep warm.

In fact, Zhou Ziliang was very happy to wake up. It means that Summer no longer has to live in guilt all day like before, which means that she can accept a new life.

From the time I came out until now, the summer has been quiet and I don't say a word.

She was wearing a mask, but her red and swollen eyes could still be seen. She was just in there, and she must have cried.

A few people waited outside for a while, and Zhou Yufeng came out of the ward. Yu Lin stood up straight, and got up from his chair in the summer.

The old man looked at her thoughtfully, probably wanting to say something. But in the end, he didn't say anything, just told Summer: "He still needs to recuperate for a while, and during this time, you take care of him." ”

He was not at all a negotiate, but more like an order. The tone is light, but with unmistakable power.

Xia didn't know if Zhou Ziliang told him something, she thought about it, and still asked him: "Uncle, have you forgotten the agreement I made with you before?" Now that he has woken up, I should ...... it."

Zhou Yufeng raised his hand to interrupt her, "I have a very important meeting and need to go abroad for a while. During this time, I was afraid that he would have any accidents, so you accompany him, and I will talk about other things when I come back. ”