In the ward, Zhou Ziliang looked sideways at the window not far away.

Summer's footsteps stopped there, and her steps were extremely slow. The feeling of almost suffocation gradually came back to her heart, and she kept pursing her lips and refused to speak.

After a year of anticipation and waiting, he really woke up at this moment, but suddenly he didn't know what else to say.

He suddenly looked back at her.

Some were caught off guard.

Summer subconsciously grabbed the sleeves of his shirt that were long enough to cover his hands.

His face was pale, thin enough to see the deep outline of the side of his face. Even if he is wearing a hospital gown, it still does not affect his handsomeness, and he looks more like a college student at the moment, pure and clean. It seems that after this year's precipitation, the anger all over the body has been worn clean.

"In the summer, I'm back. ”

Summer looked at him this year. She had sat on the edge of the bed countless times and stared at him silently, seeing his face so familiarly. She also thought about making a fuss with him when he woke up and asked him to return her Ziyu to him.

Standing here at the moment, I suddenly didn't know what to use as an opening.

She remained silent, took a few steps forward, and looked at him closer.

"Zhou Ziliang. She spoke softly, her whole face was shrouded in a slight halo, she covered the position of her heart, was silent for a moment, and spoke: "My Ziyu is gone, because of you, my Ziyu is gone." ”

Zhou Ziliang squinted slightly, as if he didn't expect that the first thing she said to him would be this.

The air conditioner in the ward was turned on at a good temperature, warm, and the heart was empty in the summer. She only moved slightly, and tears suddenly fell, without warning, and she didn't react. The emotions in my heart were still blank, and the tears reacted inexplicably.

Summer gasped for breath, like the emotions in his heart, which had been suppressed to an extreme, and if he didn't release it at this time, he would torture himself to death.

Her thin back straightened and faced him: "Zhou Ziliang, do you know how I have come here this year? Do you know how much pain I have endured, now that you are awake, I am very happy, which means that I am no longer alone to bear these pains." You are behind all this, and you should suffer more than anyone else. ”

Zhou Ziliang called her: "Summer ......"

"You should be like me, heartbreaking, and spend every minute and second of your leisure in guilt and pain. I'm sorry for Ziyu, and I plan to spend the rest of my life making up for him. What about you, you have done so many wrong things, and now that you are satisfied, Ziyu is dead, do you still have no guilt at all?"

She really wanted to say all the words that she had held in her heart for a year in one breath.

"Summer!" he stubbornly stopped her, and after a moment of silence, he said, "I'm sorry. ”

Summer almost felt that he had heard it wrong, and Zhou Ziliang, who had always been arrogant and arrogant. actually took the initiative to tell her that he was sorry, but what was the use of being sorry, he was most sorry for Zhou Ziyu from beginning to end!

She quickly wiped away the tears on her face and concentrated: "You just wake up, I know that there is a person like me, who is suffering from my heart." You gave up yourself a year ago to save me, and I have been with you for a year, waiting for you to wake up. So now that I'm clear with you, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, and from now on, we have nothing to do with each other. ”

After she finished speaking, she hurriedly prepared to leave first.

Zhou Ziliang saw her leave, and his heart tingled violently. Like a pinprick, he didn't care what his current situation was, and he lifted the quilt and got out of bed to chase her. But because he had been lying in the hospital bed for a year, his leg muscles were somewhat atrophied, and he fell directly to the ground as soon as he got out of bed, and the instrument next to him suddenly made a rapid scream.

Summer looked back at him in embarrassment, and the words he had said in the snow came to her mind uncontrollably.

She closed her eyes almost in embarrassment, and turned to help him up. Zhou Ziliang was helped back by her, grabbed her arm tightly, and refused to let go of anything.

"What are you going to do?"

Zhou Ziliang said: "In the summer, do you remember what I told you in the snow? You promised me that if we can all wake up peacefully, you will forgive me and forgive everything I have done before." ”

Summer looked at him coldly: "That's what you said, I didn't promise." ”

How can I forgive him, there is no possibility in this life. She couldn't forgive herself, and she couldn't forgive Zhou Ziliang for all the harm he had done to her, Ziyu, and her family.

Zhou Ziliang's calm face was very pale, "I didn't want to let him die, I never thought about doing this." Take you away, just because I'm afraid you'll change your mind and tell him everything, accept his proposal, I just don't want to lose you and take you away, there was an avalanche in the snow and then I cut my wrists, it was beyond my control, I didn't expect things to turn out like this. ”

Summer's eyes were calm and sad: "So, you asked me to approach Zhou Ziyu at the beginning, and let me do this when you knew that he had a heart disease, didn't you want him to die?"

He was a wicked man, and the hat had been firmly fastened to his head, and now no matter what he said, it seemed that he could no longer be whitewashed.

Summer stood there quietly, waiting for his next words.

Zhou Ziliang said: "Ji Shengyu, He Shengliang, when I realized that you were sincere to him, and I was powerless to stop it. I've thought about letting go, I just want to take you to Tekapo, to where you want to go the most, and make a memory. In the snow, I want you to remember me, even if you will hate me, you will be with him after you survive, I don't care, I don't want to see you cry again, I don't want to hurt you again. ”

Summer's resistance and indifference to him softened slightly in his words, as if willing to listen to him finish the rest of his words.

"I can understand that you hate me, and I am willing to spend the rest of my life to make amends for you. I accept whatever you want me to do, but, don't leave, don't see me, I will do my best to protect you, please don't leave me. ”

Summer listened to his words quietly, and her heart was relaxed for a moment. But when I think of Ziyu, the heartache can't be suppressed. The breath that gradually softened gradually stabbed again, and her face turned slightly pale, and she wanted to leave directly.

But Zhou Ziliang grabbed her hand tightly and suddenly pulled her back. When he had to sit on the edge of the bed in the summer, he had already hugged her hard.

"I am willing to endure all the tribulations you have given me, and I am willing to accept any punishment. Even if it's the ice and fire of hell, I'm willing, but I can't leave you. His voice was close, in her ear, "What should I do, I'm addicted to you." Like a drug addict, you can't quit. ”

Summer gasped slightly, her eyes widened slowly, and the breath of her whole body slowly converged, as if she was being put on her neck with a knife, she didn't even dare to breathe, her body trembled slightly, and his breath was so painful and strong, tightly surrounding her.

He had really wanted to die to solve all this.

If he dies and summer can be happy, everything can go on track. He was willing to pay the price with his own life, but it backfired.

Now that he woke up, Zhou Ziyu was gone. Does it mean that God is willing to let the story between them continue, which means that it is still possible for them to be together.

Opportunity is in front of him, if it is he who is blinded by jealousy. And now he knows that opportunities are earned by himself, and he doesn't want to be a person who likes to wait for nothing.

Summer tears can't stop sliding down, why do you say such things at this time?

Why is it at this time to realize their mistakes, if it is put together. For the sake of Ziyu and her family, she will definitely agree to be with him immediately, why did he say this now.

There was a broken light in her eyes, and as a result, the whole world she saw in her eyes was already broken.

Her lips trembled slightly, and she tried hard to break Zhou Ziliang's hand.

The air is so hot, and the wind at night is so thin and cool.

The fragrance of flowers in the room has thinned, and the warm light has become dim. No matter how beautiful and warm things are, under her eyes, there is a faint layer of cold frost, like sadness and crying, and the sadness of loneliness like silk cannot be dispersed.

Summer shook her head vigorously, and finally struggled to speak: "Zhou Ziliang, I can forgive you, but you can't forgive yourself." You don't deserve happiness, and neither do I. I hate it when you force me the most, so you'd better stop pushing me until I hate you again. ”

She was unwilling to accept his signals, unwilling to fall into his sweet words.

He has committed such a heinous crime, can he just apologize and be forgiven by everyone? What is the guilt and pain she has endured over the past year? What is the death of Ziyu and An Xuan?

Thinking of them, the courage she had finally adjusted was instantly overwhelmed.

She said: "Do you feel guilty, whether you will atone for your sins I can't control you." But I will atone for my sins, and the first point of atonement is to get as far away from you as possible. ”

She built a high wall in her heart, and with the power of such pale words, she struggled to push the emotional power that wanted to bring him closer.

"Summer ......" Zhou Ziliang seemed to want to say something.

Summer interrupted him: "That's it, don't look for me again in the future, if you don't want me to hate you." ”

She couldn't let herself look directly into his eyes, and a trace of embarrassment gradually appeared in Zhou Ziliang's beautiful eyes.

Zhou Ziliang suddenly tightened his arrogant jaw, and his breath became cold, "Zhou Ziyu's letter to me! ”

Summer was stunned for a moment, she could guess what Ziyu would say in the letter she left him. The moment she sensed his intentions, her heart fluttered, panicked and frightened, and she couldn't continue to listen anyway, she wanted to end this conversation, to end all this suffocation, and she began to struggle violently.

"I don't want to know, Zhou Ziliang, let me go, I'm leaving!"