My mother always wanted to keep my brother guarded, not let him go out on his own, not let him make friends, for fear that there would be one more person in his life, and if it weren't for the fact that I could give her money, I probably wouldn't let me see my brother.

In fact, I asked some doctors if I could let my brother go to a special school suitable for mental retardation, although he could not be the same as a normal person, but at least it should be no problem to maintain a normal life, but my mother refused to let him out.

He said that I was ruthless, for fear that my brother would not have an accident: "He is outside and no one cares, what should I do if someone hurts him? If something happens and he dies, you will be happy? You don't have such a black heart to harm your brother! I can't imagine that your heart is so very!"

I cried so much that I didn't dare to say it anymore.

I wonder why my brother hasn't grown up for years. As with children, it's hard to say that it's not because my mom is pushing around.

I think that for the sake of my brother's future, I have to study hard and treat my brother in the future, and I can't let him be a poor child who doesn't understand anything all the time.

I went to the hotel, and I didn't have time to think about anything, so I quickly changed my clothes and went to hand out flyers.

It's been a day of experience, so today's work is very smooth, I put on all the clothes I can wear, and I am thickly wrapped, so it is not as cold as the day before.

I was worried that less than half of the leaflets had been distributed in the morning, but at lunchtime, I was relieved to see that everyone had not distributed much.

I asked the lady who introduced me to a job if there was a safe women's apartment nearby.

The eldest lady was eating steamed buns, and when she heard my words, she frowned and said: "The women's apartments here are not good, don't look at all women, but in addition to some people who come from other places to work, there are many unserious women, all of whom are in that line of work...... Forget that you are so young, you don't understand, these women are not indiscrete, and they often take some bad men to go. Sometimes men stay there and don't leave, and that place only charges 200 yuan a month, who cares?"

I was very uncomfortable when I heard it, I just thought that the house could be cheaper, but I really didn't expect it to be like this!

"Think about what if your stuff is stolen, what will you do if you meet a hooligan? Also, some people have dirty diseases and don't pay attention to things at all, if your bed sheets and covers are dirty, you are infected and sick, who will you go to? So if you don't know the root cause, try not to go to that place. ”

When I heard this, I was also shocked into a cold sweat, and I was about to vomit.

I'm not afraid of no good things, I'm afraid of no good people, if you really meet such a person, it's really scary. In case you meet a bad person, it's really unclear what will happen in the future.

The eldest lady said, "I think so, I'll help you find it, if there is any good place, I will inquire if there is any kind of single woman who wants to rent out the room, isn't there a school nearby, there are the kind of parents who accompany the students, the rent is too expensive, it is estimated that I should also be willing to rent out the traffickers." I'll find you a cheaper one, and I'll take you to see it when the time comes, try not to live with a woman like that. ”

"Okay, thank you, auntie!" I said gratefully.

"Don't be in a hurry to thank me yet, it's not certain if you can find it. In fact, if you have a dormitory in your school, it is safest to live here. She laughs.

I said with some regret, "Our school doesn't have it." ”

I thought that if I were to go to junior high school, I would like to go to a junior high school where I could live in a dormitory, so that I could have a place to live. The dormitory is very cheap, and if you don't go home, it won't be abrupt. But it's only March, and we have to hold on for four or five months before we can have a place to live.

The eldest lady nodded: "Okay, it's wrapped around me." You kid, you've really suffered a lot. ”

I smiled and didn't speak, I wanted to give my steamed buns to the eldest lady, but she refused: "I'm full." But you, don't eat these things all the time, it's not nutritious, and it's not good for your body. Otherwise, you won't grow tall!"

I smiled gratefully, "Yes, I do." ”

My mom hated me to eat steamed buns dipped in salt and salt, but she never cared if I could eat enough. The people who care about me are strangers.

When I was handing out flyers in the afternoon, I saw Liao Gang and my cousin Jiang Yingying again, yesterday it was their two families who had dinner together, I was scared at the time, but today I am not afraid at all.

Because I've been kicked out, she doesn't care what I do.

But these two people were very surprised to see me, and Liao Gang came over quickly: "What are you doing?"

"Yes, cousin, what are you doing here?" Jiang Yingying's voice was soft, the kind that boys like the most.

I said, "I'm here to make money handing out flyers." Isn't the school going to pay thirty yuan tomorrow, and I don't have any money, so I can only find a way. "I'm just going to say everything to satisfy your curiosity. If you want to make a joke, just laugh at it.

Liao Gang frowned slightly: "Is your mother still like that? Thirty yuan is not out, how can this work!"

He looked distressed, he cared about me, right?

But I know that he will not do anything other than worry, he does not dare to care what money my parents want to help me, nor can he help me out of the predicament, let alone say anything to my parents, he just said it worriedly, and then everything is as usual, he can only watch me suffer from a distance, full of sympathy.

Jiang Yingying sighed: "Auntie can't do this all the time, how can this be, I'll talk to my mother, I'll let my mother help you out for thirty yuan, you go back first, cousin, it's so cold, how can it work?"

"I'm really hard, but it's okay, I've already made money by handing out flyers, and I'm about to get off work, and I'll get thirty yuan soon, I can handle it. I grinned and said, "What are you guys doing here, are you dating?"

Liao Gang and Jiang Yingying were stunned, and Liao Gang's face was not very good.

Jiang Yingying's face turned crimson: "No, what are you talking about, how can I possibly go on a date!" I just met him occasionally and said a few words!"

Liao Gang said, "I made an appointment with her to go to the library today, and when we had dinner together yesterday, she said she wanted to buy a few books. So we met. ”

I looked at Jian Yingying with a smile. She likes to lie and play tricks, but Liao Gang is telling the truth. That's not right.

Jiang Yingying's face was a little embarrassed, but she quickly returned to normal: "I'm also worried that my sister will be unhappy." It really wasn't intentional yesterday, and we had a meal because of the two mothers. She looked in Liao Gang's direction.

Liao Gang kept looking at me, and then nodded slowly: "Don't get me wrong. ”

I smiled and said, "You don't need to tell me about this, it's great that you can get together together! Unfortunately, I don't have any money, and my mom will never take me out to dinner. Don't quarrel with the two of you when you're together and with Meimei. ”

Liao Gang's brows have become a Sichuan character, and Jiang Yingying is also very surprised, unable to say anything.

In my previous life, I cared about Liao Gang very much, and when I knew that Jiang Yingying was close to Liao Gang, I kept messing with her and said a lot of ugly things.

I went to her school and cried and begged her: "We are sisters, you are so good, why do you want to rob my only boyfriend, what do you want, I will go with nothing, you have taken away even the last bit of hope for happiness, you are too much! Don't affect our happiness!"

Because of this incident, she was watched by the whole school, talked about it for a long time, and even suffered from depression.

Later, my second aunt came to our house to make trouble, my mother beat me and scolded me for being shameless, and Liao Gang didn't understand me, I felt too wronged.

Now that I think about it, there was no difference between me and my mother at that time, no matter what I had, I wouldn't think about anything, I followed that I was weak and I was reasonable, how could you rob me of my things? But Liao Gang was never mine. He didn't break up, probably because he was too pitiful to see me, right?

At that time, I became very ugly, Liao Gang didn't like me anymore, I was so noisy, so that he didn't have any pity for me, and it was strange not to be dumped. And Jiang Yingying was still with Liao Gang in the end. She didn't come to show off, she just gave me a slap in the face. Let me understand who is the one who has love.

In this life, I took the initiative to quit and let the two of them be happy. I'm so stupid, I won't intrigue, I won't keep my feelings, so I'd better not get involved.

Liao Gang was very unhappy, and suddenly grabbed my arm; "Why are you like this! You don't remember what I said to you?"

"I'm handing out flyers, don't make a fuss. Aren't you going to the library too? Go, when is it, and you're going to be late if you don't go. Jiang Yingying, don't hurry up, the bookstore will be closed in a while. I smiled and pushed him.

Jiang Yingying looked at me in surprise, but she still agreed, and pulled Liao Gang away. Liao Gang looked back at me as he walked, very unhappy, and I pretended not to see it, shouted loudly, and handed out leaflets.

Jiang Yingying whispered something to him, kept persuading him carefully, and patted Liao Gang's back with her hand. A girl in the sixth grade of elementary school will be so flirtatious, which is great.

I saw the two of them gradually leaving, shrugging their shoulders, after all, it's not mine, don't be greedy, don't make trouble for yourself.

After this episode, time seemed to pass a little faster, the leaflets were distributed, the money was collected, and then I flew back to the hotel. I took a shower and changed my clothes, and then I did my homework.

The quiet room, a lamp, and I sat behind the seat and did my homework, which was a familiar scene for other children, but it was really a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for me, my mother would never see me studying, nor would I be comfortable.