I bit my lip, money, it's really something that can make people lose all their self-esteem and principles of being a man.

I said after a while, "I know, I really need the money now, and I will pay it back to them in the future." "I feel ashamed that a penny is a hero.

Dr. Zheng looked at his watch, "I'm leaving work, are you going to leave too?"

I quickly agreed to follow Dr. Zheng outside, he took off his white coat and put on a long black coat, and I was a tattered cotton jacket, a scarf that no one had worn for a long time, a pair of tattered rice cotton shoes, and a wound on the head.

Dr. Zheng asked me about the school I went to, and then he said, "It's very close to my school, there is a hotel near my school, and I'll take you to the one I often go to." Cheap and quiet, you go and stay for a few days. ”

I didn't speak, I glanced at him, I had long heard that college students often come out to live with their girlfriends, so I was familiar with it?

Dr. Zheng happened to look at me, and when he saw the expression, he couldn't help but smile: "Your appearance is very connotative, don't get me wrong, it's not that kind of relationship." I'm about the same as you, but better than you, my father died, my mother remarried, and I already have another family, so I don't go home during the holidays, I stay in a hotel. My mom didn't care much about me, but she was still very generous with money, and my other family members also cared about me, so I grew up very happy. ”

I hurriedly said: "You are very lucky, because even if your family is flawed, your three views are still so positive." ”

"A kid knows a lot. ”

"I'm sorry......" I don't know why I apologized, probably because he saw how unbearable a person is.

"Nothing to be sorry about. I can understand you, because you need to be very sensible and obedient to survive since childhood. He put his hands in his pockets and walked forward: "It's very tiring like this, and I keep paying, but my relatives take it for granted, and when I don't do well, I will be scolded." ”

I completely empathize, yes, unloved children, really pitiful.

He said to me, "Are you really never going back?" I don't think it's likely, I have to find a way to solve this." Otherwise, your heart will not feel good. ”

"I don't want to go back for the time being, my mom says that about me, and if I go back, I'm going to compromise with my mom. After that, she became even more aggressive with me, I am a human being, and I have my own thoughts, why do I keep ordering me to do what she asks? I really can't stand it. ”

If I go back like this, my mother will definitely let me drop out of school, work at home every day, and then find a hard job, and she will be responsible for swallowing all my money, and then when I am old enough to sell me for a bride price, and enter the cycle of the previous life, I will not agree.

He nodded to me: "You are a very clear child, it's hard for you, so let's live outside for a while now, are you afraid?"

I smiled and shook my head: "I'm not afraid." ”

Dr. Zheng took me to the hotel, and the people over there really knew him, and greeted him warmly, Dr. Zheng said, "Didn't I rent that room for a long time, my sister wants to live here, just count my money." ”

I was about to speak, but he held me down, "I know I have money now, but I don't know how many places I need it." You can keep this money to pay for your tuition. When you have the money, pay it back to me. ”

I can only forget it.

"Okay. The boss looked at me: "It's still a child." Are you scared to live alone?"

I shook my head and didn't speak, I don't like people to inquire about my life.

Dr. Cheng also told me that there are some places nearby that sell delicious food and that there is a path to my school, which I am very grateful for.

When he was sent out, Dr. Cheng said that he would come to see me tomorrow: "Shall I bring you clothes and bedding?"

I hurriedly refused, "Thank you very much, Dr. Zheng, but you've done enough for me, don't come in the future." If my mother sees it, you'll be in big trouble, so you should think about it for my sake, right?"

Dr. Zheng hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "I see, you must be careful, oh, I'll give you my phone number." He took out a pen from inside his clothes and wrote a string of numbers on the palm of my hand: "My name is Zheng Guangyuan, contact me if you have any questions." ”

I smiled and nodded, "I see." Thank you, Dr. Cheng, you are such a nice person. ”

"You're welcome?" Dr. Zheng waved at me and left.

I looked at the phone number in my hand, although I was still grateful, but I decided not to remember, what kind of person my mother was, I knew too well, if I knew that he was a doctor, even if I didn't scold him, he wouldn't have a good time in the future, so one of the first things I did was to wash off his phone number.

Because he's a good guy, I can't catch him into the abyss of bad luck. The rooms in this hotel are not big, only 20 meters in size, but they are fully equipped with facilities.

I went to take a bath first, because I lived in a bungalow, and the family had no money, so I didn't have much opportunity to take a bath, so I could only wipe my body with a towel, so my body was very dirty, if I didn't have a new birth, I guess the bathroom would not be used, I comfortably soaked in a bath, closed my eyes and leaned inside, thinking about what happened when I was reborn, it was really strange. It's completely different from my previous life. Although I was still very unlucky, I met a good person.

I'm constantly fighting myself, and it's been a great experience.

I didn't bring a change of clothes, so I had to put them back on, and now I desperately need a few clothes.

And the most important thing is that I don't have a school bag, I haven't done my homework yet, I gritted my teeth, it seems that I still have to go back to the house once. I got into bed and started planning. When my mom is gone, I'm going home. Don't touch her anymore. Otherwise, you will be beaten.

Now this room belongs to Dr. Zheng, and I can't live in it forever, so when I hand out flyers tomorrow, I will inquire about the nearby women's dormitory, I live there, and I am trying to find a way to make money.

The next morning, I got up early, there was a watch in the hallway outside, and at half-past four, I went out. My mom should be out at this time.

It was not yet dawn, and it was dark all around the bungalow area, except for a few houses with occasional lights, and it must have been three shifts of miners going to work, right? These faint orange-yellow lights gave me a sense of security. Some are very remote places with a lot of dirty snow that is expected to melt soon.

It was so cold that I quickly wrapped up my clothes and quickened my pace.

I walked to the alley of the house, and I saw my mother come out, dressed in a cleaner's clothes and holding a shovel in her hand, and was reluctantly saying goodbye to my brother.

"You stay at home, don't open the door when anyone comes, I'll be back in a moment. ”

"I know Mom. ”

"There's cake and fruit in the cupboard, you're so delicious. Oh, by the way, if your sister comes back, just hold her for me and don't let her go, I'll take care of her!"

My brother said, "Mom, what are you doing beating my sister all the time, she is good to me, and she is good at home." ”

"What do you know! She doesn't understand at all, she doesn't listen to me at all, if I don't take care of her well, there is a good one, you just keep her, don't let her go!" she finished and left.

I saw that after my mother left, she went home, and as soon as I pushed the door, I saw my brother standing in the yard in a daze, with a very ugly expression, and when he saw me coming back, he quickly smiled and said, "Sister, you are back, how are you?"

I smiled and said, "I'm fine, I'll get some things and leave." ”

My brother quickly said, "Okay." Our mom asked me to keep you, but you better go, she wants to beat you, it won't be good if you get beaten, I'm worried about you. ”

I hugged my brother with emotion, "What a good boy." Why are you so well-behaved? ”

My brother was a little embarrassed, and laughed, and then suddenly remembered something, and patted his head: "Oh, I forgot, I have something good for you!"

I went to my own room, put my schoolbag on my back, found a big bag, stuffed some clothes and stuffed it indiscriminately, and I went to find some steamed buns. I put some radish pickles in a bag and breaded them, so that I would not have to buy food for a few days. I'm fast, I've got to hurry, and I'm going to hand out flyers. If my mom comes back in the middle, it's miserable.

I walked to the door, and my brother came out with a handful of delicious dates, apples and cakes in his hand.

"Sister, you take it. ”

I shook my head: "I don't want it, if my mother finds out about you, it won't be fine." ”

"It's okay, if my mother beats me...... Mom didn't hit me, just run away. He said seriously.

I smiled and rubbed his hair: "It's okay, I don't want her to scold me behind my back, don't eat, next time my sister makes money to buy you a lot of delicious food." Is it okay, Junjun?"

My brother didn't speak, but raised his hand and touched my forehead: "Do you hurt sister?" I'll tell my mother next time, don't let her beat you, otherwise I won't eat, and my mother will definitely listen to me." I will protect your sister and never let anyone bully you again. ”

Tears rolled in my eyes, and I smiled and said, "You're so good, wait a few years, and you'll grow up." I'm much taller than me, and you'll protect me when the time comes. ”

"Hmm. Okay!" my brother said earnestly.

I told him and left with my bag. In fact, after I got married, my mother wouldn't let me see my brother or talk to him alone.

Because she was worried that my brother would help me get ahead, and because she had already regarded my brother as all her sustenance, and treated him as if he were a child of several years, and she would not allow anyone to come near my brother and take him away.

Now I can fully understand my mother, she is really completely abnormal in the later stage.