31. Love is not careful
The moment Lin Anhang choked me, I felt that I would suffocate to death, and at the last moment I struggled desperately, sweeping off a drinking cup on the bedside table, and after the doctor heard it outside, someone immediately rushed in and pulled Lin Anhang away, I was lying on the bed coughing fiercely, and the moment the air was inhaled into my nose, I felt that I was still alive.
Many people grabbed him, Lin Anhang said with red eyes and a broken expression, Song Wenjing! I will never forgive you in my life!
I looked at him like that he wanted to kill me, and he smiled contentedly, and after laughing, I said, Lin Anhang, it's best for us not to forgive each other for the rest of our lives, and I don't want to ask for your forgiveness.
He cried and laughed and said, Song Wenjing, when I was really willing to start over with you, you gave me such a slap, he is your child, you killed him with your own hands, you really used just one day to let me understand you today.
I said, thank you for seeing me like this.
After that, he was taken out of the room by the doctor, and I lay on the bed feeling empty in my lower abdomen, and buried my face in the pillow and cried silently.
I was lying on the bed drinking the chicken soup that Song Lian brought me, and she didn't expect me to be so ruthless, saying that if it was gone, it would be gone.
I told her not to tell my mom that she wasn't well.
Song Lian sat on the edge of my bed and looked at me for a long time, and suddenly sighed, when you called me yesterday, I thought you were joking with me, looking at you like this today, it is estimated that Lin Anhang even has the heart to kill you, and he is not young anymore, although it is not impossible to find a woman to have a child, but both of them are gone, you wait for Lin Anhang's mother to find you to work hard.
I said, sister, if it were you, would you be willing?
Song Lian was stunned when asked, and simply stuffed the bowl in his hand to me, let me drink it myself, quietly, if it were me, if I loved Lin Anhang, I would definitely bless them with my greatest tolerance, after all, one is the person I love the most, and the other is my good friend who has played since I was a child.
I held the bowl tightly and asked if I was too ruthless.
Song Lian shook his head and said, no, I don't think you are ruthless, there are countless people in this society who do this like you, and there are even more ruthless revenge than you, just like the last time I watched a news, a man found a wife, the two of them went from being together to nothing, his wife accompanied him to endure hardships for ten years, and the man had a little achievement, ten years from nothing to a successful person with real estate, cars and shops, but at this point, success means that there are a lot of temptations, now so many young and beautiful girls want to get something for nothing, use their youth to grab something, and want to climb to the sky in one step, men also love young, ten years, love can withstand the torment of several decades, the man betrayed his wife who accompanied him step by step to endure hardships, after the wife knew, while he was sleeping with the mistress, a fire burned the sleeping them inside, and he also held his five-year-old son to die in the river, you are quite sensible, I can only say that you don't love Lin Anhang enough, loving a person is not about equality and pay, loving a person is no matter how unfair the other party is to you, you will not care about him.
I said, I don't know, I just can't tolerate both my best friend and my man betraying me.
Song Lian held my hand and said, I understand, you are not a ruthless person, if you want to be a ruthless person, according to Lin Anhang's type of work, you directly pick this matter to his unit, I estimate that he will not be resigned immediately in a day, where else can he go if he has a criminal record? It's just that I think you're completely hurting yourself by doing this, if Lin Anhang divorces you, he can immediately find a woman to have a child with him, and you, look at you, if you divorce, it will be considered a second marriage, and then I'll see how you can find it, and you will have to steal fun if you can find a man with a dead wife.
I looked out the window at the morning light and smiled, young and vigorous, always wanting to be competitive, in fact, winning the battle is not necessarily how happy it is.
Song Lian fed me half a bowl of chicken soup, the two of us chatted for a long time, in my impression Song Lian has always been a person who cares more about gains and losses than me, when I was a child, if my mother gave me a little more pocket money, she would be dissatisfied, always asking for fairness and justice.
And she has been hotter than me since she was a child, she is easy to do things impulsively, and often says that wind is rain, but what she said today is something I can't imagine.
Probably she is the kind of typical knife-mouthed tofu heart, and I, although people often compare me with Song Lian, saying that I have a gentle temperament and no temper.
But when I really encountered something that I couldn't let go, I was more ruthless than Song Lian.
We are different people, she can endure from the age of twenty to the present for a man, but I can't.
Song Lian will never understand what kind of suffocating pain betrayal is, it will make you sleep deep at night, why so many betrayers choose to die together.
This is the unwillingness of the betrayer, what I spent most of my life waiting for, but it only took a tenth of a minute for her to destroy.
I talked to Song Lian for a long time, and she told me not to think so much, take good care of my body, and it hurts me to induce labor.
She was getting up to clean up the thermos on the table, and I was going to sleep to pass the time.
There was a noise in the corridor in the afternoon, I didn't understand what was going on, Lin Anhang's parents rushed in outside, I didn't see it clearly, she walked up and slapped me directly, that slap really came and went without a trace, I always felt that Lin Anhang and his mother beat people really had a set, even Song Lian was beaten so quickly last time.
The slap in the quiet ward was particularly crisp, and there were five bright red finger prints on my face in an instant, and half of my face was numb, Song Lian just wanted to rush up, I immediately called out to her, I said, sister, this is a matter between us, don't interfere.
Song Lian moved, and finally didn't go up to stop it, Mother Lin slapped me and stood beside my bedside, and said with tears in her eyes, Song Wenjing, you are so ruthless, you will take the lives of my Lin family at once, I really misjudged you at the beginning, I didn't expect you to be such a vicious woman!
Father Lin stood aside and supported her, his face was wrinkled like a ravine, he said, don't make trouble, things are already like this, you are looking for trouble and there is nothing to make up, and this matter is also the fault of the unfilial son of our family, if it weren't for him, where would these things happen.
Mother Lin was obviously in the moment of excitement, where could she still listen to Father Lin's persuasion, she pushed Father Lin who was holding her away, and said excitedly, the meaning is all An Hang's fault! Didn't we say that we didn't mention it together?! Why did we turn around and come to such a show! What is really the most poisonous woman's heart! Lao Lin and the two of us have never been sorry for anyone in our lives, and today this incident really surprised me, it turns out that none of them in the Song family is really good! The old one pretends to be confused! The little one pretends to be innocent! The poison is more ruthless than the other!
Song Lian couldn't listen anymore, and stood aside and said in a loud voice, "Old woman! What nonsense are you talking about here! What a little old one, let me tell you! From beginning to end, your Lin family is sorry for us, don't beat us here, let me tell you, you Lin Anhang lost two sons in a row, he brought it on himself!
Mother Lin's whole body trembled at Song Lian's words, and her face began to twitch in a small area, I understood that I couldn't stimulate it, so I immediately rolled up from the bed to stop Song Lian.
Stand in the middle of them and say, Mom, it's not right that I didn't discuss this matter with you, don't do this.
After Mother Lin saw me, she was even more stimulated, and trembled for a while before squeezing out a paragraph, she said, if you don't want to have a voyage with my family, you can tell us directly, our Lin family is not a love to force people, you beat the child and divorce It has nothing to do with it, why did you force Susie to beat the child, and even beat your own child, Song Wenjing, you are so ruthless
When she said this, she suddenly knelt under me and grabbed my hospital gown with both hands, and cried there, Wen Jing, it's my mother begging you, you return my grandson, is it okay for you to return my grandson, my mother is old, and I don't know how long I can live, if you kill him, it is equivalent to killing me, our family An Hang is sorry for you, can I apologize to you now? When my mother begs you, you can give it back to me.
Mother Lin knelt on the ground and begged bitterly, I wanted to help her up, but she refused to die in the ground, and finally I was tired, standing there tired and closing my eyes, and said calmly, Mom, don't be like this, the child is gone, in the future, Lin Anhang and I will marry each other irrelevantly, Susie's child should be returned to me, and this child should not have come to this world, it is useless for you to beg me.
Mother Lin's eyes widened, as if she dared to accept this fact, she sat on the ground and cried loudly, Father Lin sighed, squatted down to help her and said, what are you making trouble now, get up quickly, the child can be reborn after it is gone, don't be angry.
Mother Lin cried a few times, and suddenly cried, her face turned yellow, she covered her chest and gasped, I understood that the situation was wrong, and immediately ran out and shouted in the corridor!
Song Lian was also a little panicked, and immediately ran out with me, and the doctor heard our shouting, and immediately ran in, squatted down and pinched Lin Muren, who had passed out, and immediately called for a stretcher to take her out.
Song Lian stood beside me and asked with some uncertainty, won't you be angry?