Chapter 256: Knock out this child
The words came out of his mouth and he didn't seem to think about the consequences of the matter at all. But it made Tong Yan's heart like ashes, and his hands and feet were cold for a moment.
It doesn't matter how you give when you love, now that you don't love anymore, you can hurt her unscrupulously.
She was stunned for a moment, and finally showed an almost desperate smile: "My life and death are so indifferent in your eyes now, right?"
She quickly took out the inspection report she checked today from her handbag, and Wen Zhaohan casually picked up the report and looked at it. It was confirmed that Tong Yan was almost two months pregnant.
Wen Zhaohan's brows furrowed fiercely, and his body seemed to be instantly shocked. Stopped there for a moment, then raised his head and asked her in disbelief, "Are you pregnant?"
"The facts are right in front of your eyes, and now that you see it, ask me what to do. ”
His hand tightened suddenly, and the report card was crumpled and distorted in his hand. Immediately, his eyes became cold, with a chill: "Did I tell you to take precautions yourself, at present, you are not qualified to give birth to a child for me." ”
Not eligible?
Tong Yan almost felt unreasonable, she always thought that Wen Zhaohan was a rational person. But now, it seems that she has never understood what kind of person he is from beginning to end.
Between them, separated by misunderstandings and concealments, there is a huge gap hidden in the seemingly intimate marriage relationship.
"Then what do you want me to do now?" Tong Yan smiled mockingly: "Do you want me to kill this child?" Wen Zhaohan, this is your child! Since you think I am not qualified to have children for you, why do you want to marry me, why do you want me to be your wife?"
His eyebrows were very light, and there was a strange sense of alienation.
Almost without hesitation, he replied, "Okay, then beat him." ”
There was a strange coldness in his eyes, and without any hesitation, he wanted to kill this child. This child they have in common, the first, and possibly the last.
A strange fear and helplessness sprung up in Tong Yan's heart. She raised her hand to cover her belly, and a little life was being conceived inside.
She had never considered this kind of problem before, but now that she had encountered it. She could feel the strong maternal love in her body, which was flooding and churning, this was her child, the child between them. She wanted to keep him, perhaps this would make up for her guilt and ease their relationship.
Tong Yan swallowed the pain stiffly, and immediately looked at him: "This is not only your child, but also my child, so I want to keep him." ”
"I said I don't want it, you have to beat him. Tong Yan, you heard me clearly, I'm not discussing with you, I'm informing you!" Wen Zhaohan suddenly raised his voice, and his voice became cold and sharp.
The winter sun is rarely bright, and the curtains in the office are ajar. But there was still a ray of sunlight that came in through the gap and shone straight on Tong Yan's face. The golden light, warm as rebirth.
It was a feeling a lot like when she knew the child existed, and it made her feel as if she had been born again. Breaking away from everything that was dirty before, she felt that she still had some meaning in living in this world.
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
"Why?"
"For no reason, you are not qualified to decide whether he will stay or not. If I say kill him, I have to kill him!"
Wen Zhaohan said this coldly, and got up, as if every minute and second he stayed with her was torment, so he didn't want to see her again, he left the office directly and went to other places.
Tong Yan stood in place for a long time, her eyes were already full of tears. As long as she moved slightly, it would flow, but she still tried to hold on and not cry.
It's just that I've been holding back, and my throat is a little choked. For a moment, she felt that she couldn't lift her breath, so she could only gasp for breath, and finally moved to the sofa next to her and sat down.
She only now felt that she didn't know Wen Zhaohan at all, and she didn't know what he was thinking at all. He became strange, depressed, preoccupied, forbearing, and indifferent.
No......
He is no longer the boy he saw when he was studying in Australia, and since the day Wen Mengfan left this world, he has become less like himself.
Tong Yan waited for a long time and couldn't wait for him to come back, and finally had to drag his tired body out of the company.
There was snow outside, and it was cold and cold.
She walked alone on the side of the road, letting the snowflakes fall on her face and fall into her eyes. Blinked vigorously, she couldn't even find anyone to rely on in this big city.
At times like these, there is not even one to talk to.
I don't know why she thought of Zhou Ziliang, so she unconsciously walked towards Zhou Ziliang's residence. Who knew that when he walked to the street near his house, he happened to meet Zhou Ziliang coming from the front.
Zhou Ziliang's face is not very good-looking, he is dressed very thinly. With an angry face, he walked in her direction, Tong Yan looked behind him a little blankly, and there was no one around. He hasn't changed at all, as before, he is a warm and handsome big boy.
The broken hair on his forehead was soft and collapsed, as if the edges and corners had been smoothed by time, and there was no trace of the original fierce words.
The two of them seemed to be at the end and the beginning of a line, and the way he strode towards her was the picture she had ever wanted to see.
Until he walked past him in direct ignorance of her and opened the car door with the car keys. Tong Yan woke up like a dream, and suddenly caught up.
"Zhou Ziliang, wait a minute!"
I don't hate him at all, from beginning to end, I still treat him as my best friend. So I really want to confide in him, I want to tell him about my current situation, let him comfort himself, give me advice.
Zhou Ziliang's hand on the door paused for a moment, only to find that Tong Yan was running towards him not far away.
He was feeling annoyed that he was depressed in the summer and didn't eat or drink.
Because I stayed at home for several days in the summer, the company had a backlog of a lot of things that had not been dealt with, so I was ready to take advantage of the summer sleep time to go to the company to deal with it simply.
Seeing Tong Yan panting and running in front of him, Zhou Ziliang frowned: "Why are you here?"
Tong Yan didn't know how to speak for a while, and paused before answering him.
"I ...... Come out and walk around, and before you know it, you're here, and I didn't mean to follow you. ”
"Is there something wrong?"
He looked painless and didn't want to continue to talk to her.
Tong Yan lowered his eyes a little disappointed, "I'm ...... Happy New Year. ”
"Thank you. Zhou Ziliang casually responded to this sentence and continued to open the door.
Tong Yan suddenly stretched out his hand to stop him, and his emotions were a little out of control. Her eyes were red and her eyes were full of tears, "Can you talk to me, I just want to talk, you don't need to say anything, just listen to me, please." ”
Zhou Ziliang felt very impatient, but at this special time, he saw her so pitiful. After all, I was still a little soft-hearted, so I opened the car door.
He said, "Get in the car." ”
Tong Yan woke up like a dream, hurriedly walked to the co-pilot's position, pulled the car door and sat down.
After Tong Yan got in the car, he first asked if there was any, but Zhou Ziliang didn't have the patience to listen to her nonsense. So she had no choice but to cut to the topic and confide in Zhou Ziliang about the confusion, incomprehension and grievances she had encountered recently.
In the end, when it came to Wen Zhaohan's asking her to kill the child directly, there was no room for negotiation at all. She couldn't help covering her face and crying bitterly, Zhou Ziliang took out one hand and handed her a box of tissues.
It seems that their married life is not as satisfactory as the outside world sees.
Perhaps, the last conversation had made Wen Zhaohan realize that Wen Mengfan's death was inseparable from Tong Yan, so now he is stepping up his revenge on Tong Yan.
Zhou Ziliang parked the car downstairs in the company and waited until she was tired of crying. It seemed that there were no more tears to shed to answer her question.
"Since he doesn't like it, this child will not be blessed even if he is born, so let's get rid of it. ”
Tong Yan looked at him in disbelief: "The life and death of me and the child have nothing to do with you, so you can make a choice so easily." ”
Zhou Ziliang glanced at her and looked away: "Since you have always thought so in your heart, then why did you come to ask my opinion?"
Tong Yan was speechless in an instant.
Yes, there is no one in this world who will truly love her. Why should she take her own humiliation, and get in his way here.
Zhou Ziliang didn't care if she could listen to it or not, and continued.
"I know that you have been unhappy about Wen Mengfan's affairs, and you want to give birth to this child to make up for him. But Tong Yan, her death is not a mistake for us. Don't put yourself too low, if you can't do it, you must resist, divorce is also possible. ”
When she heard him say the word divorce, she stopped crying and looked at him in astonishment.
The heart seems to be pinched tightly, and this heartache is even no less painful than the pain of being rejected by Zhou Ziliang at the beginning.
Zhou Ziliang looked at her impatiently: "Are you finished, I still have to go to the company when I'm done." ”
Tong Yan woke up like a dream, pushed the car door and got out of the car.
Zhou Ziliang also got off the bus from the other direction and entered the company without looking back.
Tong Yan walked outside for a long time until his legs became weak. And because I didn't eat lunch at noon because I was pregnant, I almost collapsed on the side of the road from exhaustion. Fortunately, I was able to find a taxi in the end, and I didn't get back home until the evening.
Her stomach was so hard that it looked like it was stuffed with stones, and she didn't have any appetite at all. As usual, I thought that Wen Zhaohan was not at home at all, and he was so tired that he just wanted to fall asleep.
So he waved his hand habitually: "Auntie, I'm tired today and don't want to have dinner, so I'll go up and rest first." ”
As soon as one of her feet stepped onto the stairs, Wen Zhaohan's cold voice came.
"Where have you been, and why did you come back so late?"