Summer only felt weak in her hands and feet for a moment, and tears quickly blurred her vision. She hurriedly raised her hand to wipe away the tears in her eyes and covered her lips tremblingly.

Being able to see every minute of her mother is extremely important to her.

It's more important not to cry in front of your mother, if you let her know. If she is so reluctant and sad like this, her mother will definitely feel sad.

"Every day, I heard about you and Mr. Zhou. Mom always thought that you had found a good home. So I've always been very supportive of you, but only now do I realize how much of a mistake I made. If it weren't for me, wouldn't you have to endure all this?"

Summer shook her head desperately, and shook her head again.

It's not like that, it's really not like that.

If there is no mother in your life, you will continue to walk without her to accompany you. Without her mother as her most solid backing, she would not have persevered until now.

Mom......

Why know this misinformation at such a time?

If she could have been brave earlier, take the initiative to tell her everything. Let her know that she is doing well now and is ready to really accept Zhou Ziliang.

If there had been no such misunderstanding, would everything have been different?

Summer always said that the last thing I want to hear is the words "later" and "if". But when it really came to this time, I realized that she was so cowardly.

Summer couldn't hold back the tears that were pouring down, and she suddenly remembered that time. She heard that something was wrong with her mother's state, and what Xia Yu said after rushing back.

It turned out that she already knew at that time, and she was already preparing to leave. Why at that time she didn't understand anything, didn't notice anything.

These days, how the hell is my mother who bears these pains alone? Stay up until this day of the New Year and accompany her through the last New Year.

"And Mr. Zhou...... Although Mu An said that he forced you to do those bad things and hurt you. But I can feel that he is not a bad person in his bones, and in the future, when his mother and An Hyun are gone, you don't have to be controlled by anyone anymore. You have to be good so that your mother can leave with confidence. ”

Summer couldn't control her emotions, and tears fell and dripped on the back of her hand. A small splash of water soaked the entire back of the hand.

How could she do that...... Unfilial......

"Every day, these two days I always dream about what you looked like when you were a child. People say that when you are on the verge of death, you will have the most important person in your life in mind. Mom is proud to have such a wonderful daughter as you. You have to be good...... Such...... That's how I ......."

Xia Yu bit her lip tightly, like the summer outside, tears wet her whole face.

She choked up and almost couldn't speak. But he was still stubborn and insisted on finishing the last sentence.

She said: "In this way, I can go to An Xuan with confidence, you can rest assured, my mother will definitely take good care of him below, and beg him to forgive you." ”

'Click', and the mobile phone that Summer was holding in his hand fell to the ground in an instant.

Zhou Ziliang, who was outside the door, heard this, immediately pushed open the door and rushed in.

Summer is like seeing a life-saving straw, and she doesn't care who the people who come in are at all. Two steps rushed over and hugged him, rushing into his arms.

If she didn't find a pillar to support her at this time, she was afraid that she would really fall down immediately.

Zhou Ziliang hugged Xia tightly, he couldn't understand when An Xuan died before, Xia was crying so sadly. But now, Xia Yu is dead. He vaguely felt a lot of pain in his heart, not a sharp pain, a dull pain from the inside out, a dull pain emanating from his bones.

Xia Yan has always been very good to him before his death, taking care of him as a family. But he didn't apologize seriously until she died, letting Xia Yi know that he knew that he was wrong now and was already starting to repent.

Life is always like this, and the wrong thing always happens at the wrong time and in the wrong place.

By the time you look back and want to make amends, it's already time has passed. No matter how much you struggle and regret it, you can't go back to that time.

They are not the only ones who have a bad New Year, but also Wen Zhaohan and Tong Yan.

Since a few days before the New Year, Tong Yan has been constantly wanting to discuss the details of the New Year with Wen Zhaohan. She hoped that Wen Zhaohan could spare two days to accompany her home and see her mother.

But he was always busy, so busy that he didn't even have time to answer her. Whenever she was resting, Wen Zhaohan was already asleep.

Tong Yan could feel how much his attitude towards himself had changed, from the first New Year they spent together last year to now. It's almost a world of difference, and at that time he will take the initiative to ask her opinion, caring about her feelings.

But now......

His indifference to himself was like a different person.

Even on the first day of the Lunar New Year, he was not at home. I got up early in the morning and went to the company, because for the Chinese New Year, the windows and doors outside were pasted with the word "festive".

But when she woke up, there was no temperature on the pillow. There was no figure of him next to him, there were only two aunts who stayed to work at home, and Nuoda's home was deserted and terrible.

Tong Yan got up and put on a dark green tight skirt, then got up and went to the bathroom to wash.

When she brushed her teeth, she looked at her current appearance and was simply shocked. Because she doesn't seem to have managed her figure for a long time, she has gained a lot of weight, and her cheeks are a lot rounder, and she is very healthy and ruddy.

Tong Yan frowned and brushed his teeth, and his stomach suddenly churned. She quickly took out her toothbrush, covered her mouth, and vomited at the sink for a long time.

In the end, nothing came out, just pure retching.

After going downstairs, the aunt at home had already prepared breakfast. As usual, a simple sandwich and boiled matsutake porridge with xiao long bao.

Tong Yan's face was very tired, and recently, she was always sleepy, retching, and drowsy.

It's the same in the morning, when I eat, I just picked up a spoon and fed matsutake porridge to my mouth. When she smelled the smell, she felt a churn in her stomach, and when she saw that she was about to retch, she quickly covered her lips and rushed to the bathroom.

The aunt followed her to the door of the bathroom and looked at her for a long time, and suddenly asked with some hesitation.

"Madam, you didn't come this month, did you?"

Tong Yan reacted for a moment, and then realized what she was talking about, shook his head and said, "I've not been allowed, it's okay." ”

The aunt stubbornly said: "It's right if you didn't come, I see that your current situation is eighty percent." ”

"What's there?" Tong Yan asked instinctively, frowning.

Under the aunt's inquiring gaze, the expression on her face froze suddenly. Tong Yan pushed her away like crazy, hurried her steps, and ran upstairs. I took out the pregnancy test stick I bought the birth control pill last time I bought it from the drawer, and I did a simple test according to the usage method written above.

When he finally took the pregnancy test stick to his eyes, Tong Yan was completely stupid.

She's pregnant? How could this be?

She unconsciously remembered the previous few times, when he came back drunk. Regardless of her physical condition, he always forced her, and on two occasions she was too tired to take birth control pills.

Tong Yan pinched the pregnancy test stick and struggled in the bathroom for a long time, and finally decided to go to the hospital for a specific examination first. She wants the most accurate data, and then she can ask Wen Zhaohan's attitude.

There were still snowflakes outside, and the driver followed Wen Zhaohan to the company early in the morning. Tong Yan drove to the hospital alone, and a series of test results came out, confirming that she had been pregnant for more than a month and almost two months.

At that moment, she had mixed feelings.

After all, between them...... There has always been a barrier, so now that this child is here, should she welcome it, can she really adapt to the role of a mother? Even if she adapts, will Wen Zhaohan let her keep this child?

Too much unknown, too much incomprehension.

With this complicated feeling, Tong Yan drove to WinZeon Company alone.

When she arrived at the front desk, the people at the front desk recognized her. So he didn't call to report to the secretary upstairs, so he directly asked Tong Yan to go upstairs.

After going upstairs, the secretary told her that Wen Zhaohan was in a meeting, so Tong Yan could only wait in the office alone.

She waited a long time in the office, although the heating was on. But she still felt cold in her hands and feet, standing in this position and looking at everything below, the traffic outside was already covered in heavy snow.

Two years ago, she was not married to Wen Zhaohan, and her father was not in prison yet. She also used to stand at such a height, when she only had cold goods in her eyes, only interests.

But now, the fairy tale who used to be above the sky and arrogant has really changed.

She bowed her head a little sadly, and her hand was attached to her stomach. At this time, the door was suddenly opened, and she was startled and instinctively looked back.

I saw that Wen Zhaohan's face was not very good-looking, and he walked in from outside.

"Why are you here?"

This was the first sentence he said, his voice was cold and hard, and his tone was light.

Tong Yan looked at him a little crampedly and walked towards her, she paused before saying, "I found that I was a little uncomfortable in the morning, so I went to the hospital for a checkup, after all, today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, so I want to come and see you......"

Wen Zhaohan impatiently returned to his seat and sat down, diving headlong into the papers, not wanting to pay attention to her.

"Go back, there's still a lot of work to do, you can go back and see your mother today." ”

Tong Yan's heart was sour, and she took several deep breaths before she could barely maintain her apparent calm.

"Didn't you say you wanted to go back with me?"

Wen Zhaohan didn't raise his head: "You see, I'm very busy now." ”

"No matter how busy you are on this special day, you must always accompany me back to see my mother. She almost felt unreasonable, "Also, I went to the hospital for a check-up, and you don't want to know what I was wrong with at all, and what results I went to check?"

Wen Zhaohan frowned, and finally raised his head impatiently, almost sneering: "Okay, then tell me, what's wrong with you, what terminal illness do you have?"