This sentence has been accumulated in his heart, and he has never sincerely apologized to her. Probably because of her emotions, watching her pain like walking on thin ice, I felt very painful in my heart.

When you don't love her, no matter what you do, you take it for granted. felt that she was just a cheap play, so he used her unscrupulously and hurt her.

killed Zhou Ziyu, and he was also terrified in his heart. It was his brother, even though there had been a lot of misunderstandings between them. People say that he is born Yu and he is bright, but it is always his brother.

There are some things he has never said, he has never wanted to let anyone die, he just wants to use his own paranoid methods to accuse the world of unfairness.

It wasn't until later that he gradually realized the importance of summer in his life, until he found out that Summer was in love with Zhou Ziyu. only to realize that it was too late, only to find out...... He was so afraid of losing the only thing he had.

But it was too late to understand, and there was no room to make up for it.

Summer was trembling slightly, listening to his whispers in her ears. That sorry sentence seemed to have some magic power, which made her originally cold heart gradually thaw.

If, as he said, at that time he could listen to himself and stop. If he could have fallen in love with her earlier, he would have understood the importance of her in his heart. Then nothing will happen after that, she is already very determined to hate him for the rest of her life.

Why say sorry at such a time?

Shake her determination to make up her mind.

Summer simply hated her indecisive character, and she was able to have compassion for someone who hurt her like this.

But I couldn't control my tears from sliding down, like pearls with broken threads. She couldn't control the fall, her mind was chaotic, and the alcohol had eaten away at her brain, leaving her with no room to think.

Only the grief in my heart remains, and that sadness radiates from the inside out.

"I'm sorry, I really never wanted to hurt you. I used to be paranoid about that, just because I didn't meet it, because I didn't understand it, until I gradually understood my feelings for you, and I didn't know that there really were feelings in this world. I know it's useless to say anything now, so whatever you want to punish me, I'll take it. ”

Zhou Ziliang hugged her very hard, which was different from the line of life and death in the snow field that time.

That time, I could only feel each other's temperature getting lower and lower, and my consciousness was getting more and more blurred. This time was different, Summer could feel the scorching temperature coming from his body, it was the fire of love for her that burned in his heart.

Summer cried until she was trembling, and her suppressed lips turned a pale purple.

She endured it for a long time, and finally she couldn't help but cry: "Why do you say these things at this time, why do you do this? Why do you ...... like this?"

She cried bitterly while desperately beating Zhou Ziliang.

Zhou Ziliang remained silent, just hugged her tightly. In fact, it is enough to be able to feel her real in his arms. As long as you don't separate and can look at her by your side, you are already very content.

He had never known that he was such an easily satisfied person before, and just looking at it made him feel content.

Summer cried almost suffocating: "Zhou Ziliang...... Why are you the way you are, why are you being so nice to me now...... Do you know that I should hate you, I should hate you for the rest of my life. I should never forgive you, but why are you so nice to me......"

Her cries mingled with the sound of the breaking wind, and the familiar despair welled up in her heart, making her almost choked to breathe.

"Summer ......" His eyes gradually turned red, he never shed tears easily, but for the summer. All the tears in this life are for her.

"How do you let me see Ziyu, how do you let me meet him...... You have forced me to be like this, what do you want me to do...... Even the last vestige of dignity in my heart, do you want to trample under your feet?"

It's just a year, and the two of them are standing on the top of Chashan Mountain again.

is already in a completely different mood and situation, the person in her heart is not him, and he only has her in his heart.

Summer cried for a long time, and her eyes were red and swollen from crying.

At last he was tired of crying, and fell into his arms, and fell asleep in a daze. Zhou Ziliang found the tent and sleeping bag she had hidden in a crack in the stone not far away, and finally stretched the tent and sleeping bag open.

Finally, he took out a wet wipe from her bag, wiped her face, and carried her into the sleeping bag of the tent.

Lying in the tent, you can still hear the wind whirring outside. The noise was so loud that he couldn't sleep for some reason. Zhou Ziliang almost doubted that they would be blown away by the wind directly on the top of this mountain.

But because she is with him, he is not afraid of death even if he dies.

She still had a strong smell of alcohol on her body, and both of them drank a lot of alcohol.

He should be the most sleepy when drunk, but he doesn't feel sleepy at all. Just holding her in his arms, looking at the faint light on the top, he looked at the sky, and many strange memories flashed in his mind.

It was pitch black in the tent, but her body temperature was very high, warm like a cat, and her breathing was slightly similar to a cat's snoring sound, which made him feel very reassuring to listen to.

It's bitterly cold outside, but it's a little hot and dry in the sleeping bag.

In the middle of the night, he inexplicably wanted to smoke a cigarette, but he was afraid of waking her. So I had to open my sleeping bag and go outside to smoke, but I didn't expect that in this early morning, standing on the top of the hill and looking at the outline of the whole city had a different style.

In the distance, there are flashing neon lights, brilliant colors.

It's too far away so it's quiet, it's quiet.

It was so quiet that only the whirring wind could be heard, with the occasional sound of planes flying by. Listen closely, but look up far away, so far away that it seems like another world.

He stood outside all night and did not go back, holding her in his arms.

If he couldn't get her answer and couldn't get her answer, Zhou Ziliang didn't dare to do anything to her easily. His own actions blasphemed her, and would make her sad.

The genius was slightly bright, and he had already sneaked down the mountain.

Fortunately, Yu Lin was asked to park the car at the foot of the mountain yesterday, so he got into the car just after coming down the mountain. Driving back, he didn't sleep all night, his eyes were a little bloodshot, but he was unexpectedly in good spirits.

Summer slept until 11 o'clock at noon and woke up to find himself lying peacefully in his sleeping bag.

After a hangover, there seemed to be two people fighting in his head, dizzy and painful. She slowly crawled out of her sleeping bag, remembering the previous night.

She and Zhou Ziliang drank a lot of wine, and in the end she drank too much. It seems that I still hugged him and cried for a long time, and there ...... Zhou Ziliang told her that he was sorry.

There were so many words that she couldn't remember them for a while.

When she got out of the tent, a strong wind blew in her face, and she suddenly came to her senses.

Get up and stand on the edge of a cliff in the summer, looking out over the city from afar. The corners of her mouth sank slightly, she felt that she was simply a masochistic physique, Zhou Ziliang had done so many things to hurt her, but now ...... It was as if she was becoming softer and softer towards him, and more and more unbearable to hurt him.

She didn't go home as soon as possible, but went to Zhong Ling to rub the bathroom and clothes first.

I have also cooperated with Zhong Ling many times in the past year, and the relationship between the two is not bad. At this time, you can't go home with a smell of alcohol, let alone go to Lin Mu'an or Zhou Ziliang.

So, I had to go to her.

Zhong Ling was startled when he saw her full of alcohol. Thinking that she had encountered something sad again, she hurriedly opened the door and let her into the house.

"What's the situation with you, Miss Xia, you really use me as a refuge. If you are in trouble, you will come, and when you are usually fine, you will not make a phone call. Zhong Ling poured her a glass of water, handed it to her, and then got up and went into the bathroom to prepare a new bathrobe for her.

Summer smiled: "Only you are the most suitable place for me to take refuge, it's good to have a friend like Senior Sister." ”

Zhong Ling prepared everything, and stood at the door of the bathroom with his hands on his chest and watched her drink water.

"Stop, stop slapping me on the back. But where did you go last night? Lin Mu'an came to me, saying that he was looking for you, and I don't know where you went. He couldn't find anyone and left in the end. ”

Summer was a little weak and didn't dare to look her in the eye.

I'm afraid that after she finds out what she did last night, she will scold her for her brain.

"I ...... I didn't do anything yesterday, I just went to the top of Chashan Mountain and drank some wine. ”

"You went to the top of the mountain to drink again?" Zhong Ling looked helpless, "How many times have I told you, how dangerous the top of the mountain is." What if you get drunk and fall off the mountain, you just ignore my words. ”

It's not the first time that she has climbed to the top of the mountain alone to drink in the summer, in fact, every time she can control her amount, and when she is slightly drunk, she climbs into the tent and sleeps.

Drinking so much last night...... probably also felt that Zhou Ziliang was beside him, so there would be no problem, so he dared to indulge himself so much.

Zhong Ling thought about it, and saw that she didn't look in a bad mood, so she asked her: "But what is going on with you and Lin Muan and that Mr. Zhou." I know the rumors aren't credible, but you've got to tell me what's going on. ”

She was panicked to death, just afraid that the little caution in her heart would be exposed.

So I hurriedly got into the bathroom, turned on the faucet and started to shower.

Even though there was the sound of rushing water as a cover, Zhong Ling's somewhat displeased voice could still be heard coming from outside: "You don't tell me anything, do you treat me as a friend?" ”

She already felt that she was about to explode when she thought of Zhou Ziliang's matter, so she said perfunctorily: "That's it, anyway...... A scandal is a scandal and it will never come true. ”

Zhong Ling pouted speechlessly, knowing that he must be speechless now.

So he changed his position again, ran into the kitchen, prepared ginger soup for her, and relieved her of hangover.