Summer didn't answer, Zhou Ziliang continued to take care of himself.

"For example, do you really have feelings for me as you say, only hate. For Zhou Ziyu, how much do you like it, and how much is it out of guilt. You keep saying you hate me, but that's not the case. ”

The wind was blowing through my ears, and in summer there was a strand of hair floating next to my cheeks with the wind. Her cheeks itched, and she quietly pulled her hair behind her ears.

Smile: "What is it that makes you so narcissistic?" Zhou Ziliang has to understand that even if I don't hate you, I will never be able to fall in love with you. ”

"Then why did you indulge yourself in sex with me last time. ”

It was as if she had seized her lifeline, knowing that saying so would make it impossible for her to refute it. Zhou Ziliang opened his mouth suddenly, after that night, neither of them deliberately mentioned that incident, and Xia didn't expect him to say it so bluntly at this moment.

"Indulgence?" Summer chuckled, seemingly unimpressed. "People all have physiological needs, and they take what they need. It's just a sleep, do you want me to be responsible for you?"

Zhou Ziliang sneered: "It's not that she is a chaste martyr all day long, and she wants to die and live for him, when did she become so shameless." ”

In the summer, he looked up at the sky and poured a big sip of liquor.

"So, we're half-pounded. It's all the same bad, and neither is in a position to accuse the other of anything. ”

Zhou Ziliang's brows furrowed fiercely, he was most afraid of seeing her look like she was dead. It seems that nothing in this world has anything to do with her, even if she dies immediately, there is no anger or anger.

There is a faint sunset in the sky, very beautiful colors.

Summer stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, and a low voice came out of his fingers: "Don't worry, just like you said, I will never seek death until you die." ”

She suddenly turned to his side and looked at him with a smile.

"Zhou Ziliang, don't you know me very well now, why don't you guess what I'm going to do in the next stage. ”

She smiled beautifully, her eyes crooked. The eyes are facing the direction of the sunset, and there is a very magnificent orange red under the eyes, which is unexpectedly demagogic.

Summer wore his hair loose and he sat beside her. From time to time, the wind passes, and you can still smell the faint fragrance of her hair.

He paused for a long time before asking, "What do you want to do?"

Summer waved her hand aggressively, and she could smell the strong smell of wine on her body while talking and laughing. There were already several beer cans on the ground, and the bottle of liquor she was holding in her hand was almost bottoming out.

She said: "Of course, I have treated others the way they are, didn't you say that you like me now." Didn't you just want Ziyu to taste the taste of love at the beginning, so now, I want you to taste this taste too. ”

Zhou Ziliang suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart, and he frowned: "What do you want to do!"

"Don't want to do anything. Throwing away the empty liquor bottle in his hand, Summer took a new bottle of liquor from the bag and unscrewed it, "It's nothing more than a taste that you can't taste." ”

Her current thoughts are actually very naïve, she just wants to leave him immediately, make him feel itchy, and become a person who suffers from gains and losses.

And finally, abandon him.

Zhou Ziliang was silent for a long time.

"In the summer, will the energy of the rest of your life be used only to take revenge on me?"

"You think I'm going to gamble the rest of my life if I'm going to give you a taste of this? You're thinking too highly of yourself, you're not worth it. ”

Every time she opened her mouth, white smoke came out of her mouth, and there was an uninhibited coldness between her eyebrows.

Zhou Ziliang suddenly raised his head and poured a large sip of liquor, the high degree of liquor was under his stomach, the smell of wine was very strong, and his chest was warm.

"I accept your revenge. He said, "Whatever you want to do to me, I'll accept it." ”

As long as you can watch her by your side, watch her be by his side. Even if she doesn't have him by her side, as long as there is no one else, it's okay.

He will never forget the first time he saw her when he woke up, and she told him so resolutely, 'I will live well, but if I continue to live, it is to be entangled with you until death, and I would rather choose to die.' ’

And her willingness to entangle with him now can be regarded as an improvement. It is far better to be entangled to death, and to die than not to see, hear, and love.

I probably didn't expect him to answer like this, and Summer was a little surprised.

Her smile was very bright: "You have never been such a temperamental person before, why, suddenly become so easy to talk." ”

Zhou Ziliang didn't answer, raised his head and poured a big sip of liquor.

Summer watched him look up and drink, and a drop of white wine slipped from his lips. His Adam's apple moved slightly, and his straight silhouette looked like her Ziyu on the side......

Summer suddenly reached out to cover her face and wiped away the wet tears from the corners of her eyes. It seems that she is really drunk, and her Ziyu is long gone. The person in front of her is her enemy, where is there a little like her Ziyu.

She raised her hand and wiped it on her face, her snot and tears wiped together, and she didn't care about it.

"You go back, it's dangerous to drink too much and go down the mountain. I've hidden my tent and sleeping bag here, and I'm not going back at night. ”

Zhou Ziliang looked around: "Do you really plan to be a wild man on the top of this mountain? It's not summer anymore, and it's easy to get sick." ”

Summer was a little funny: "You are so enthusiastic to me again, and you still drink with me, what do you have in mind?"

"Don't you know what I'm thinking, of course it's to get you drunk, take it home, and cook raw rice into rice. ”

Summer's eyes narrowed, and the smile on her face became more and more unbridled. Probably because alcohol gradually eroded the brain, and I couldn't control my incoherent speech: "How can there be any talk about raw rice and cooked rice among us, this pot of rice has long been spoiled, and it can't be cooked." Even if it is forced, it will only stink all over the sky. ”

The heat in her chest was uncomfortable.

As Zhou Ziliang said, he is the pot. And she is the rice that has broken in the pot, and she can't cook the rice.

Zhou Ziliang looked at her drinking like drinking water, wanting to stop her, but he didn't know how to speak.

His anxiety surfaced again at this time, and Zhou Ziliang took out a cigarette from his pocket. Ignite skillfully, take a deep breath, and exhale a long smoke.

Seeing him swallowing clouds and spitting fog, Summer suddenly reached out and snatched the cigarette in his hand.

"If you smoke, I'll smoke too. ”

Then he put the cigarette in his mouth and took a puff as he did. But I was choked immediately, and the smell in my mouth was terrible. She pouted, wondering how they could get used to the taste.

Zhou Ziliang raised his hand to cover the position of his chest, which was very painful now.

What else can I do?

Seeing the person you like become like this, but at a loss. No one could relate to the despair anymore, and he remembered the summer he had seen for the first time. only to realize that he didn't cherish her at that time, and that summer was gone.

Time flies so fast, as if the sand between the fingers, silently crosses, the footsteps are light, leaving no trace.

"I'm not telling you, I'm going to sleep. ”

Summer said that his cigarette was thrown on the ground and put it out with his feet. He took the bag again, picked up all the garbage on the ground, and staggered to his feet.

She was too close to the edge of the cliff, and Zhou Ziliang saw her stumble to her feet, and her eyelids jumped in fright. hurriedly stepped forward to support her, but Summer was very disgusted and pushed him away.

Zhou Ziliang's face was gloomy, but she looked slightly drunk. He swallowed back the vicious words that had come to his lips, and stepped forward to pull her from the dangerous place.

"When did you get so good. Summer looked at him with a smile. "I slapped you again, and I made you ugly in public, and you can actually hold back and lose your temper with me. Should I cherish this time and vent all my dissatisfaction with you. lest your temper deteriorate again in the future, and I will have no chance. ”

Zhou Ziliang said: "I will not lose my temper with you again in the future." ”

"Why?"

Zhou Ziliang was silent for a long time, and said the words that he had always wanted to say very seriously. If it weren't for the fact that she was slightly drunk now, probably he wouldn't have mustered up the courage to say it.

"It was I who made you like this, caused you to lose An Xuan, and made you feel guilty for Zhou Ziyu. You want to make it up to him, I can accompany you, but I'm a practical person, and now all I can make up for is you. ”

Summer was slightly stunned, and her chest was hot, as if something was rolling.

She waved Zhou Ziliang's hand away: "What's the use of saying these sensational words now, no matter how you make up for me, they won't come back." ”

"I just want to tell you that I also have a heart, and I also have feelings. It's just that he understood too late and woke up too late, so he wants to make up for it now.

"I didn't expect people like you to have feelings. ”

"I have. ”

"yes, I've never seen it. ”

Zhou Ziliang grabbed her hand, put his other hand around her shoulder, and took her into his arms.

His gentle whisper whispered in her ear: "I will do my best to make up for you in the future, my feelings are only for you, and I will make up for all the missing feelings in your heart." ”

In the summer, her eyes were already hot, and the wind was blowing on her face. It hurt like a knife, her face was buried in Zhou Ziliang's shoulder, because she knew that he couldn't see her current expression, so she cried uncontrollably.

Zhou Ziliang continued: "If I could turn back time, I hope I would go back to the past now. beat up Zhou Ziliang, who didn't listen to the persuasion of the bastard at the beginning, and made him stop. In this way, nothing will happen after that. ”

Summer has been silent and has not spoken.

People say that everyone should have a chance to be forgiven, and she doesn't seem to have given Zhou Ziliang a chance to be forgiven. It's just that people like them have done too many wrong things, and they are destined to be different from others and are not qualified to be forgiven.

The heat on his body spread unhindered to Summer, and he hugged Summer tightly.

He moved his lips to her forehead, tears dripping into her hair: "Summer, I'm sorry. ”