Chapter 645: There's still something strange

Jiang Ziyun said this, I was shocked, think about it carefully, damn it, since I like Zheng Jiayue, then why do I have to separate from her? What's more, what Jiayue's mother says is always very selfish, why should I bother with her selfishness?

But although I thought so, I was still a little concerned, and at this time I looked at Jiang Ziyun and said again: "Well, I said so, but... I'm still quite entangled, that, Xiaoyue's family, you should have known about it a long time ago, right?"

I remember that since I first joined the company, Jiang Ziyun has been particularly protective of Zheng Jiayue, which shows that Jiang Ziyun has long known about Zheng Jiayue, he has always treated her as a sister and has been taking care of her.

At this time, Jiang Ziyun nodded, looked at me and said, "Well, I do know a lot, do you mean, is it about the separation of her parents?"

I nodded, the reason why I would talk to Jiang Ziyun about this matter is because Jiang Ziyun knows a lot of things, so it will be very simple to talk to him.

At this time, I took a deep breath, looked at him and said again: "Well, that's it, her mother is still in the country now, in fact, it's because of this, she thinks.."

"She wants to take Xiaoyue abroad, she should also reconcile with Jiayue and her father, and then, she wants the family to move abroad to live, she is afraid that Zheng Jiayue will not want to go because I don't want to go, so... They came to me and wanted me to separate from Zheng Jiayue.. She said that what Zheng Jiayue has always wanted most is a new home, and I should think about it."

Speaking of this, I paused, still looked at Jiang Ziyun and said a little uncomfortable: "Sadly, I also really think, because I think that Zheng Jiayue really hopes that her parents can be together again, maybe after so long, she really hopes that her home can be restored to the way it was before or something." ”

Seeing me say this, Jiang Ziyun's face finally showed a trace of surprise, he stared at me for a long time, and then said slowly: "Xiaoyue's mother really told you that?"

I nodded and said, "Well, yes, I can't help it, although I know that I won't agree to her request, but I don't know why, I always feel that I really seem to have become an opportunity to hinder Zheng Jiayue's family reunion... That's why I wanted to come to you... I'd like to hear your thoughts.."

After I finished speaking, a hesitant expression flashed on Jiang Ziyun's face, and he pondered for a while before he spoke again

"To be honest, although I don't know exactly what Xiaoyue's mother is planning, I think... You may have misunderstood this matter, I think her original intention was not to give Xiaoyue a home, but... I just want you to break up with Xiaoyue... Don't you feel that way?"

Jiang Ziyun's words surprised me, I looked at him, nodded first, and then shook my head and said, "This... I'm not sure, why do you feel that way?"

Jiang Ziyun said: "It's very simple, if she just wants to give Xiaoyue a good home, she can reconcile with Xiaoyue and her father, but it has nothing to do with going to live abroad? In other words, since she wants to give Xiaoyue a new family, it was because of going abroad that Xiaoyue's family was separated, how can she continue to insist on going abroad now? Going abroad is a very strange reason!"

After Jiang Ziyun said this, I suddenly realized that it really meant a little bit, yes, if I think about it carefully, why do I have to go abroad? Originally, it was because of going abroad that the family was not good, right? Why do I want to go out now? Is it just because the living standard is better over there, there will be a better life?

I don't think so, Zheng Jiayue has lived here for so long, how can she get used to life over there? The question is, is she really willing to go?

I think if Zheng Jiayue is willing to let her mother and her father get back together, this is for sure, but if it is said that they want to live abroad together, Zheng Jiayue really has to think about it, and more importantly, the premise is to separate from me, I don't think Zheng Jiayue can easily part from me or anything now.

Thinking of this, I actually had confidence for a while, I looked at Jiang Ziyun, hesitated for a while and then said, "Do you think that in fact, she just wants me to separate from Zheng Jiayue?"

Jiang Ziyun nodded, and immediately said: "I'm not sure, because I don't know what kind of person Xiaoyue's mother is, but I think that Xiaoyue's conditions are very good, and their family should want to find a very perfect person, I don't say that you are not good, but in the eyes of outsiders, you are not the most suitable person for Xiaoyue, and parents will consider these for their children."

"Moreover, I don't think they will definitely go to live abroad, unless there is some reason why they have to go, otherwise I think they should want you to leave Xiaoyue's side. ”

Jiang Ziyun said it very directly, speaking of which, he has always seen things very thoroughly, at first I didn't think so, but now I think about it like this, the reason is indeed a bit perfunctory, is it just for the sake of the family to live abroad, do you have to let me break up with Zheng Jiayue?

Just thinking about it, Jiang Ziyun paused again, and then said: "Actually, I think you can go and talk to Xiao Yue about this matter, Xiao Yue shouldn't know about this matter now, right? This kind of thing, it's not up to her parents to decide, in other words, it's up to the two of you to decide, either you want to leave her, or she wants to leave you, as long as that's not the case, you don't have to worry about what to estimate, two people who want to be together, there is no way for others to separate them, if it really doesn't work, you can elope or something.."

Jiang Ziyun's previous words were quite reliable or something, and the elopement in the back made me completely speechless, at this time I looked at him and said: "Eh, what the hell is elopement? That's not it, I definitely don't want to be separated from Zheng Jiayue, if she says, I don't think she will want to be separated from me."

Jiang Ziyun smiled and said, "That's it, then what are you worried about?" You just go and talk to Zheng Jiayue and ask her what she thinks. ”

I looked at him, although he said it very easily, but do I really have to tell Zheng Jiayue about this matter? I was a little undecided, so I looked at Jiang Ziyun and said, "Do you really want to tell her? Do you think it's good to tell her?" I think telling her is to make her embarrassed."

Jiang Ziyun glanced at me helplessly, and said: "Damn, otherwise, don't you say that sooner or later her parents will have to tell her, right? Won't it be more difficult for her at that time? And if her parents add fuel and vinegar to the side at that time, wouldn't it be even more unfavorable to you? At this time, the first strike is stronger, and the second attack will suffer, do you understand?"

Jiang Ziyun has completely become an expert-level analyst, I looked at him, and said with a little pain: "Okay, what you said makes sense, it's just, it's just that how can I tell her, I still feel very entangled in it."

Jiang Ziyun smiled at this time, looked at me and said: "Just say it directly? But think about it, you better find a suitable opportunity, I think, Xiaoyue's mother may not tell Xiaoyue about this matter in a short time, otherwise she won't look for you first, you just think about how to say it, and when the time comes, look at Zheng Jiayue's thoughts, I think Xiaoyue should know how to do better.."

Jiang Ziyun knows what kind of person Zheng Jiayue is, so he is also very relieved of Zheng Jiayue, seeing what he said so easily, I really feel a lot better in my heart, at this time I took a deep breath, and then said: "Okay, I think about it, I have a chance to talk to Zheng Jiayue.."

Jiang Ziyun immediately smiled again when he saw my hesitant appearance, and then said: "Don't worry, there's no problem, I don't know how Zheng Jiayue feels about you, and you still don't know yourself? Have confidence in yourself, you can't give up easily if you like someone, I think in your heart, it's just not confident enough, if I am you, I don't bother to care about this matter at all, it's okay."

Jiang Ziyun's chic look made me a little speechless, I looked at him, nodded after a while, and said: "Okay, just believe you once, that, I really feel better when I hear you say this, let's eat first.. Thanks buddy.."

Jiang Ziyun was not polite at all when he heard me say this, and quickly started eating.

The two of us ate for a while, and finally finished eating, although this restaurant is very small, but the food is really delicious, so that I have the opportunity to really want to take Zheng Jiayue to come or something.

After eating and going out, it was already dark outside, I said that I was going home, Jiang Ziyun asked me with an obscene look if I was going back to my own house or to Zheng Jiayue's house, what else did I have to think at this time, and told him to go back to his own home..

Jiang Ziyun insisted on sending me, I was afraid of death, so I declined him, and asked him to find a nearby subway to throw me down, and it happened that on the way back, I also thought about how to tell Zheng Jiayue when the time came..

Jiang Ziyun didn't say anything else, and separated from me after sending me to the subway station.

I got on the subway alone, and my mind began to think about these things again, and it was okay if I didn't want to, but when I thought about it, my heart became messy again, so when I got home, I simply stopped thinking about it, and soon fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up the next day, I was almost late, maybe I was physically and mentally exhausted in the past two days or something, I didn't think much about it, and soon arrived at the company, after arriving at the company, Zheng Jiayue had already come, seeing me hurriedly Zheng Jiayue looked at me, smiled and asked: "Xiao Xiaoming, I thought you were going to be late, didn't you say that you were going to Mr. Guo's company today?"

I was stunned for a moment when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, and quickly said: "Well, yes, but it's not good for me to go alone, find Jiang Ziyun to follow me, if he is okay, let him drive.. Why, do you want to follow along?"

Although I forgot to tell Jiang Ziyun about this yesterday, if I go to Queen Guo's company, Jiang Ziyun will definitely not refuse... After all, where is Wang Hanyin, and although I don't know if there will be something on Queen Guo's side, it's always good to ask, and I feel that it is impossible to have nothing, after all, the exhibition is about to start, and it seems that many things have not been communicated or anything.

Originally, I just said this to Zheng Jiayue casually, but Zheng Jiayue was immediately interested when she heard my words, she looked at me, and immediately said: "Okay, anyway, I don't have much to do today, it's good to follow you, the main thing is that Xiao Xiaoming, you must not be able to remember many things yourself, and I can help you remember things with you."

I was a little speechless when Zheng Jiayue's words were said, I thought about it, but I nodded and said, "Okay, okay, I know, you don't have anything to do anyway, just follow it.."

At this time, I got up again and went to find Jiang Ziyun, Jiang Ziyun also came, he was idle and his egg hurt, and when I heard me ask him if he would go to Queen Guo's side, he immediately happily agreed..

In this way, the three of us quickly went downstairs, and when we saw that Zheng Jiayue was also going to follow Jiang Ziyun, a sly expression flashed in her expression...

I noticed Jiang Ziyun's expression, so for a while it felt as if there was nothing good about him meowing.. Sure enough, not long after the car drove away, Jiang Ziyun suddenly said: "Xiaoyue, when are you and Wang Ming going to invite me, who is my brother, to eat candy? I see that the two of you are so affectionate, you should have thought about the future, right?"

Jiang Ziyun's words shocked my tiger body, I glanced at him with a weak heart, and quickly understood what he meant, damn it, Jiang Ziyun is planning to help me knock Zheng Jiayue on the side first!

And Zheng Jiayue's face flushed when she heard Jiang Ziyun say this, and she soon stammered a little: "You... Brother Yun, what are you talking nonsense, we.."

"We haven't thought about that aspect yet~ Besides... This kind of thing: Main.. It depends on what the boys think~right~"

When Zheng Jiayue said this, she looked at me, and her shy expression was like a delicate red apple...

———— heard Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.