At this time, I had a very, very uncomfortable feeling in my heart, because I realized that what Jiayue's mother said was not wrong.

In that period of life without me, what Zheng Jiayue needs most, what she desires the most, and what she looks forward to the most is definitely the reconciliation of the family, because that is the pain in her heart, and only when everything is restored to perfection, Zheng Jiayue will feel completely happy or something.

I didn't expect my appearance, but now it has become a gap to put the puzzle together, no wonder Jiayue's mother asked me out alone, it turned out that she had such an idea.

Although my heart is a little touched now, I still looked at Jiayue's mother in front of me, stiffened my head and said, "Auntie, it's good that you want to make up for your previous mistakes, but do you have to use this method? Do you think that if I separate from Zheng Jiayue, she will be fine? Do you want to use one pain to compensate for another pain?"

My words made Jiayue's mother have a sad expression on her face, she must have known that it would be like this, how could she not know that Zheng Jiayue would be sad if she separated from me? But since she came to me and told me such a thing, it shows that she still chose herself, or rather, chose this family, and chose to let this family return to the beginning.

I can't say that she is selfish, I can only say that she chose something better, at least something she thought was better, so I just said this to remind her that this thing was not too perfect in the first place.

And I also want to make it clear that I don't want to be separated from Zheng Jiayue at all, it's not my reason in the first place, why did I have to make such a sacrifice in the end?

This idea made me even more reluctant to give in, although I could understand a little bit of her thoughts and feelings, but I didn't want to be separated from Zheng Jiayue or something like this.

Jiayue's mother probably didn't expect me to say this, she stared at me for a long time, and finally said: "I know that this matter is difficult for you to accept, but I still insist on my own ideas, the reason why I came to you is to do your work first, if you can't make sense here... Next.."

Speaking of this, Jiayue's mother paused, and immediately spoke again: "Next, I may go to communicate with Xiaoyue, you don't want her to be embarrassed, right? But in this matter, what do you think she will choose? I don't want that, so I hope you can think about it, I... I can only give you a period of time to think about it, and when you have a reply, just call my mobile phone number, which is the number I just called you, I hope that you can think about it from my point of view, and when the time comes, I will thank you very much, and I hope you will give me a chance to reunite our family.."

Speaking of this, Jiayue's mother stood up, looking at her appearance, she was obviously planning to leave or something.

I didn't think that she was just trying to tell me these things, and it seems that she didn't plan to convince me this time, but asked me to think about it, or rather, just give me a wake-up call first?

At this moment, my mind began to be a little messy, although I felt that Zheng Jiayue would not make the decision to separate from me in this matter, but it was not easy to say, after all, family is Zheng Jiayue's favorite all the time?

This kind of thought makes me very weak-hearted, but I still haven't shown it, at least I can't show anything in front of Jiayue's mother at this time.

Jiayue's mother saw that I was silent, and said again: "In short, I still think you are a sensible child, I believe you will make your own judgment... Well, don't you still have work to do, just go back to the company if you're fine, I'm going to leave too. ”

Jiayue's mother doesn't plan to continue to consume with me, at this time I stood up, thought for a while and said: "I still think, this is not good, I don't want to be like this, I like Zheng Jiayue, I don't want to be separated from her, no matter what it is..."

I thought that saying the word "like" in front of a mother would win the favor of some Jiayue's mother, but I didn't expect Jiayue's mother to look at me, smile and say: "If you really like her, you naturally know that her happiness is the most important thing, so you should be separated from her, because we are her parents, and only the family can make her happy.. So, think about calling me, otherwise I can only go and tell Xiaoyue, I'm her mother, how can she listen to me... It's just not good like that.."

Jiayue's mother's words made me stuck, and I could only look at her, watch her walk to the side to settle the bill, and then walk out of the store.

I didn't seem to wait for me, and I didn't seem to plan to listen to what I said anymore, I walked out of the door of the store and found that Jiayue's mother had already taken a taxi, and I didn't know where to go when I got in the car.

At this time, a cold wind blew, and my face was cold, and my heart was also cold.

I really didn't expect this to happen, I really didn't expect that there would be such a thing all of a sudden, what's wrong with me these days?

If you think about it carefully, in fact, what should you have discovered from the last time Zheng Jiayue's parents came, right? Maybe at that time, these things have already begun to have a clue and begin to sprout slowly, but now it's time to grow.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, then turned around, shook my head and walked slowly in the direction of the company.

Along the way, I kept thinking about this matter, kept thinking about Jiayue's mother's words, and kept thinking about what I was going to do? I want to tell Zheng Jiayue about this matter, and then see her reaction? What will she say? Will she choose?

To be honest, I really don't have the courage to talk to Zheng Jiayue about this matter, because, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that Zheng Jiayue will really choose a family, I'm afraid that she will choose, she may look forward to her dream for many years, but if she doesn't tell Zheng Jiayue, will it be consumed like this?

Thinking of this, I couldn't do it in my heart, and when I came back to my senses, I had already walked downstairs to the company.

At this time, I stopped, hesitated, or sorted out my mood, and walked upstairs, this is not the time to worry about this matter, because there are more important things in front of me, I believe that Jiayue's mother is not sure that Zheng Jiayue will choose them, so she will come to tell me this, so it should not be enough to tell Zheng Jiayue soon, otherwise, she must have said it a long time ago, and now it is better to make the exhibition explained by Chen Yanyu better, otherwise the problem will be serious when the time comes.

In this way, I quickly went upstairs and walked to my seat, where Zheng Jiayue was already sitting.

She looked very happy, she first said hello to me when she saw me coming, and then said: "Xiao Xiaoming, didn't you say that you will be there soon~? Why has it been so long, are you lost and looking in the wrong place? I know that without me, you can't do anything... You must be in a hurry in the morning, right~?"

Zheng Jiayue's appearance made my mood improve a little, I looked at her, smiled reluctantly and said, "Eh, do I look like someone who will get lost? I can do it very well without you, things are almost arranged, there should be no problem..."

Zheng Jiayue was quite surprised to see me say this, but immediately she smiled again and said: "When my mother came yesterday, did you scare you to death, I looked at you at that time, I was afraid to die, I must be afraid of what my mother said about you~?"

Hearing Zheng Jiayue mention that her mother was coming, I took a deep breath and said, "Yes, who knew that your mother would come suddenly, don't you know?"

Zheng Jiayue nodded and said, "Of course I don't know, I was shocked when I saw my mother come yesterday, but... It's so good, it feels like suddenly my mother comes to see me, it's so good~ I was super happy yesterday Xiao Xiaoming.."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this, my heart was not a taste, I looked at Zheng Jiayue's happy face now, and I couldn't make a sound at the moment.

The more happy she feels, the more bad I feel if... If it was true that Zheng Jiayue and her parents were reconciled, and Zheng Jiayue went abroad with them, would she be so happy every day?

At this time, I took a deep breath, looked at Zheng Jiayue a little embarrassed and asked, "You are very happy to see your mother, she..." Didn't she tell you anything?"

Zheng Jiayue looked at me with a smile and said, "Of course I'm happy~ She didn't say anything, don't worry, she didn't think you would live with me, she just thought that you might just be late, and fortunately you haven't moved here yet, otherwise if she finds out that I live with you, she will definitely tell my dad, when the time comes... Hmm.."

Zheng Jiayue's words were not finished, but obviously there would definitely not be too good things happening at that time...

Seeing Zheng Jiayue like this, I am even more entangled, I don't know what will happen when Zheng Jiayue really has to make a choice, and I don't want to see her tangled and uncomfortable.

At this time, I could only follow her, and pretended to be happy and said: "That's good, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay..."

As a result, the tone of my words seemed a little wrong, Zheng Jiayue heard it, she looked at me, and asked a little concernedly: "Hmm? strange, why do you look weird, Xiao Xiaoming?

———— heard Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.