53. Forgive me
Maybe I was too young at the time, or maybe the way she used it was really too intense, even though I don't remember the past, I still can't help but feel uneasy when I hear them say it.
What a heavy thing it must be for a mother to stand in front of her sixteen-year-old daughter with a knife and threaten her with her own life.
I don't understand how I felt at the time, but I still don't understand when she says that now.
My mom said that my personality had always been a little boring before, but because of the rolling down the stairs that time, I lost my memory, but my personality became more cheerful.
And the family also discussed what they should do, but nothing happened, thinking that maybe I had amnesia was the best choice, so for so many years, Song Lian and my father and my mother didn't take amnesia very seriously, and they also understated it.
They certainly didn't expect me to regain some of my memories when the blood crashed.
He must not have thought of it.
After my mother said this, she paused for a long time, and then said that Mrs. Xu's death was something I didn't expect, and our family killed her indirectly, but Wenjing, we are a road of no return, and there can be no fault at all, do you understand?
I looked at her for a long time, and asked in disbelief, Mrs. Xu is really dead?
My mother nodded, and said in a choked voice, she is a good person, but I can't help it.
Then we were each silent for a long time, and just when I thought we would be silent forever, my mother spoke again, this time Mrs. Xu's son came to me I did not expect, and his only condition now is that you marry him, and then transfer the ten percent equity to him, and your father will be safe.
I didn't expect my mother to choose to give up on me at this time, I rushed up from my seat, looked at my mother sitting in the hospital bed in disbelief, and said, Mom! You are so ridiculous! How can you do this!
My mother was startled when she saw me so excited, but she still had to say in a soft voice, "Mom, please, Wen Jing, don't you like him?"
I can't accept the fact that one mother gave me up for the same reason one after another, and although I didn't complain in the slightest to save my father, I couldn't bear that they exchanged me for a kind of goods, the first time, the second time.
They are my relatives, and I am not the goods in their hands, and I like Xu Shenlin That's another thing, I can't do this to fulfill my marriage, maybe he approached me for the 10% equity.
Thinking of this, I felt that the usual pictures had become a deep mockery, my mother was lying on the hospital bed and just wanted to say something, I couldn't listen to it anymore, I just got up from the stool, and hurriedly said, you let me be quiet first.
Then I turned around and hurriedly walked out, I walked out of the hospital and sat alone on the side of the road late at night, the wind was a little cool at night, but my brain was a mess of porridge.
I felt a little annoyed, found a teahouse and sat until six o'clock in the morning, and then went home, and when I woke up, it was seven o'clock, and the hospital called again to urge me to pay the fee.
I could only get up and go to the hospital to pay the money that Lin Anhang lent me, and it was half spent, and I saw my dad in the hospital in the morning, and my mother would definitely not know about my dad, even if he was stabbed to go to prison now, he could go or not, a person who couldn't even speak comprehensively, the police were afraid that it would be a trouble to accept it.
While I was feeding him some liquid food, I saw him looking at me with dull eyes, and he couldn't say anything, just dumbfounded, I looked at him like this, and I felt sad and wanted to cry.
He sometimes sends out a few words similar to Song Lian, and he can't understand what I say to him, and often sits in a daze on the bed all day long, I have asked the doctor, whether my father's disease has been cured, and the doctor said that he should recover slowly.
The despair of life was about the same, and I was terrified of what my mom would do if she knew what my dad had become.
I accompanied him in the hospital for a morning, and he had a conversation, although I knew that he could not understand, in the afternoon Lin Anhang called me, asked me if the washing machine at home could be returned to him, I scolded him on the phone shamelessly, he smiled and said, didn't you say that I was free and easy? This is just a nostalgia for the old feelings, just when the warranty was found out by him.
I found a car in the afternoon and asked someone to transport it out of my house, anyway, if it breaks at home, it is better to let him take advantage of it, and it happens that I will pay him back the money.
He said thank you to me when he got the washing machine, and I said, don't call me in the future.
Lin Anhang paused for a moment, and I said, the two of us are over.
Lin Anhang said, I know.
I said, I know you're still fighting.
Now, he said, it's just in the familiarization phase without you.
I said, so did I.
Then I hung up the phone, and just as my head hurt for what my mom had said, Susie, a neurotic, came to me and asked me what I meant.
At that time, I was about to go out to the supermarket to buy some food and plan to make dinner, and I was really surprised to see her at the door of my house for a long time.
At least the neighbors are serious and know that I Song Wenjing was given three by my best friend, and I am still single, and I received a call from an aunt a few days ago, asking if I am in the mood to consider remarrying now.
I was stunned, because since I was twenty years old, people often called my mother to introduce me to someone, from my marriage to the present, this period has been unattended, today suddenly someone called again, as if through time, I feel that I am back to twenty years old, but let me be in a trance for a long time.
I just wanted to ask the aunt what kind of young talent the resource object is.
Aunt opened her mouth and said to me directly, the dead wife's, planning to continue, I said directly, thank you, and then hung up the phone with a straight face, by the way, in order to prevent the aunt from repeatedly harassing, and a little uneasy dragged the blacklist.
Now Susie still dares to stand in front of me and look like a teacher asking for guilt, even her mother's old face doesn't dare to come out of the community to be embarrassed, she really dares.
She didn't plan to open the prelude to the first sentence of the direct meeting, and asked me why I borrowed money from Lin Anhang, and I really didn't feel used to the contrast that my own things became used by others to question.
I stood there and gave her a blank look, planning to ignore her vexatiousness, Susie is not such a good person, standing there and shouting for me to return the money I borrowed from Lin Anhang.
I asked her what her relationship was with Lin Anhang now.
She paused for a moment, and replied quickly and affirmatively, girlfriend.
I laughed nakedly and said, I'm still his ex-wife, sharing a bed for five years, much tougher than your girlfriend who may be renewed at any time, maybe we can remarry at any time.
Susie was so angry that she was about to explode, she said like a shrew, Song Wenjing! How can you be so cheap! The surname Xu really takes a fancy to you, he is really blind, you have been sneering at others since you were a child, which point is worthy of being liked by others!
I said, do men like women like you who take off their clothes and go straight to the man's bed and take the initiative to throw themselves into their arms?
She made a big fuss in front of our house, when the neighbors came back after buying vegetables and saw such a scene standing there and watching with relish, I don't know how I borrowed Lin Anhang's money, how did Susie know.
Anyway, she ran to me and questioned me, which made me feel as uncomfortable as someone had stolen money for the day, and I felt that I was too lazy to quarrel with this madman, so I directly called Lin Anhang to pick up someone.
When Lin Anhang arrived, Susie was stimulated by me and planned to fight with me, I closed the door, and then said to Lin Anhang, optimistic about your so-called girlfriend.
After speaking, he turned around and took the bus to the vegetable market.
When I first arrived, I was picking shrimp in the vegetable market, and the boss was red-eyed and red-eared, and the parents who killed the two people for one piece and two pieces did not admit it, and I almost used eighteen kinds of martial arts before he promised to give me twenty-two yuan a catty.
When Xu Shenlin called, I was sneering at the boss there a little bit, I didn't even see who called, I pressed the answer button and just wanted to speak, Xu Shenlin's voice came from the phone.
I was startled when I heard this, and immediately covered the microphone, feeling that something was wrong, and immediately released the hand holding the microphone and pressed the hang up button.
Forgive me, the last thing I want to see at this moment is you, even though I miss you like that.