I have been recuperating in the hospital for a few days, except for my sister who took care of me a few times, there really no one came to visit, naturally although the matter of my induced labor was quite big, but the Lin family at least had a little conscience and did not make trouble in front of my parents.

After Lin Anhang's mother fainted in the weather, she didn't have the energy to run in front of my parents to make trouble.

Although Lin Anhang and his mother lived next door to me in the hospital, he never came to see me, and I didn't go to see him, I remember asking Lin Anhang a question a long time ago.

Many years ago, after I was discharged from the hospital, I asked him and said, "Where were you when I fell?"

Lin Anhang was cleaning up the room at that time, I was lying on the sofa eating watermelon, he didn't look back at me, and he didn't speak out of the ordinary, but his answer was a little slow, I guess he didn't think of a good explanation.

He said that I was found by Susie when you fell down after you were drunk, and when he found out, the hospital had already come to pick up people, and he had also drunk, and he didn't remember what happened.

I didn't doubt it when I heard that, he was the person I trusted the most, I had no reason to doubt him, I happily sat on the sofa and nibbled on watermelon, and after I finished eating, I called and said that I was ready, and asked Susie to take me shopping, she knew that the style of clothes in many places was quite close to mine.

So this matter was put on hold by me for five years, and when I thought back on it again in five years, I felt that time had passed, and their original deception was like watermelon juice stained with fingertips, and I forgot it for a long, long time as soon as the water washed away.

Regaining it just made me understand a truth, you are gambling with all your trust, especially to trust a man.

From now on, I will never be as stupid and naïve as I was at the beginning to believe in anyone, Lin Anhang is the only one and the last.

After all, this world will not hurt itself the most, and only yourself can deceive yourself.

Knowing this, I suddenly saw through the world, and all grievances and hatreds were like what Mr. Jin Yong often wrote, drowning in the surging red dust.

So in the afternoon, I carried a basket of fruit from the ward that I didn't know who sent it, and went to the opposite ward.

When I went in, Lin Anhang happened to come out with a hot water bottle, and bumped into me at the door, I greeted him with a smile that was not unusual, he glanced at me, probably guilty for the thing that almost killed me that day.

It's not that I usually look fierce, I laughed a little shamelessly and said, can I go in to see your mother?

Lin Anhang's hand holding the kettle changed one hand, he glanced into the ward and said, You are just right, go to the ward and lie down.

I naturally knew Lin Anhang's excuse, and her mother estimated that she even had the heart to strangle me now, so I didn't bother myself, handed him the fruit basket and said, in this case, you can help me get it in and help me say sorry.

Lin Anhang didn't answer, I directly grabbed his hand and stuffed it into his hand.

But in the end, he still carried the basket and turned around and went to the ward, I stood outside and waited for him to come out, about three minutes, Lin Anhang came out again, and saw me standing there with my back against the wall and looking at the little moth that was fluttering on the other side.

He was a little surprised and said, why haven't you left yet?

I stood up straight, faced him, looked at that face, and took a deep breath, Lin Anhang, let's get a divorce.

The surprise on his face could not be taken back, and his expression was strange on his face, especially stiff, as if he had been run over by a wheel.

I smiled and said, what kind of expression do you have, isn't it a matter of time for us to divorce? I'm not kidding you, this dream has been going on for so long, it's time to wake up, I find that I don't like you as much as I imagined, so don't think that you are responsible for me, in this marriage, we are just a tie.

When I said this, I always looked at him with a smile, and I felt that after arguing with each other for so long, when we parted, it was to draw a happy picture of this broken marriage.

He tugged at his lips, and the surprised expression was finally taken back by him, and he also had a smile on his face, saying, Do you think about it?

I nodded solemnly, and then stretched out my hand to gently brush the side of his face, I said, Anhang, how many times do I want to tell you, if you lie to me, I won't believe it, because how can you lie to me, you are my husband, I said at the wedding and the priest's witness, I want to pay for support until old age, no matter whether we are poor or sick, we can't let go of each other's hands, but I didn't expect that Ping's poverty, illness didn't let us let go of each other's hands, but in the end, it was because of a person's insertion, just like that crisp and crisp walked a distance, how much you love Susie I don't know, but I just want to tell you that I loved you more than Susie, but you don't like me rarely, naturally I don't have to lick my face to beg for your like, and live a good life in the future.

I took my hand off his face and smiled at him, just like when we first met, I blushed and my voice was so small that I was afraid to wake him up.

This dream lasted for five years.

The smile on his lips didn't stop either, and he said, yes, and so will you.

When you said this, there was a gleam in his eyes, I don't know if he was crying, but at least we were all laughing, and it was better to break up with laughter than to cry.

He said, Song Wenjing, I didn't expect you to be so free and easy.

I said, I remembered a lot of things from the past in the past few days when I was in a coma.

His expression froze, and I continued to smile, I kept thinking about the question, if I hadn't pestered you to go to Susie's birthday party in the first place, things would have been different.

He hesitated for a moment and asked, you know?

I nodded, I know.

After that, neither of us spoke, and he was silent for a long time, and finally exhaled and said, At that time, I felt that it was good for you to deceive you.

I said, yes, at least now I think about those things, and it doesn't hurt like that.

So our conversation ended here, because Lin Mother called him in the ward, Lin Anhang hurriedly said goodbye, and then turned around and entered the ward, and he focused on the door at that moment, driving the wind.

I stood there until the door was completely closed, then turned around and entered the room as well.

I was in the hospital for a week because my sister didn't have time to take care of me, and my mom was discharged early.

When I was discharged from the hospital, I met Susie in a bookstore, she was wandering in front of a row of baby bookshelves, and I stood outside to see her reach out and stop on the books that reflected the baby's smiling face, and then put down her hand and walked to the magazine section.

She grabbed a few random magazines, and when she came out to pay for them, she saw me standing in the doorway, and she paused in her steps, but soon walked away from me as if nothing had happened.

That seems good.