35. There is still a lot of beauty in this world

After that, Lin Anhang and I quickly went through the divorce procedures, the house was Lin Anhang's, he had already bought the house when I married him, and there was really nothing to divide the family in.

There is a fully automatic washing machine, which is a thing that I bought with Lin Anhang, when I bought it, because there was not enough money in the card, after paying half of the cash, I called Lin Anhang to find him for help, he drove over to pay for me by swiping the card, and I used it for half a year, and I almost didn't use it much.

Because I like to wash by hand, except for the winter clothes that are particularly difficult to wash, the short-sleeved shirts in summer and Lin Anhang's shirts, I almost always use a washboard to help him clean one by one.

After washing, I always have a sense of happiness on the balcony, and it is an indescribable sense of happiness.

However, the washing machine that the two people bought jointly was eventually taken away by me, and the people who were let down always wanted to take a small advantage to satisfy themselves, and lived in this home for five years, I took this washing machine with me, and then all my clothes, cosmetics, bags, and books.

When my sister came to help me pick up the big bags and small bags, she screamed for a long time when she saw the washing machine I moved over, and she asked me why I just brought a washing machine, saying that it was too useless, and I got divorced, so I shared a washing machine, and she was ashamed of me when she said it.

I smiled and didn't speak.

Finally, after thinking about it, I felt that this was the truth, and it was indeed a bit embarrassing, so I ran home and moved a notebook back at home.

When I saw the things I had produced after five years of living were piled up in the boudoir where I spent my entire youth, I felt an indescribable sourness in my heart.

And the whole process of my move, Lin Anhang didn't show up, and I didn't ask, I don't know if he will get used to the days without a washing machine when he lives alone in the future.

Of course, he could have bought a better one again, and maybe it would have turned out to be better and his clothes would have been cleaner and tidier.

However, on the day of our divorce, we had agreed to arrive at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau at 10 o'clock in the morning, and I arrived early in the morning, but Lin Anhang was late in the last hour of the Civil Affairs Bureau's closing.

I waited for him there for a day, and when he arrived, his eyes were red, and I deliberately didn't look at him, but just said, since we arrived, let's go in, there is still an hour, there are many formalities to be done, and I don't know if there is enough time.

Lin Anhang stood behind me and said, since I am afraid that there is not enough time, we will be tomorrow.

I turned around and looked at Lin Anhang behind me, I've been waiting for you for so long, I can't wait in vain.

He didn't speak, and in the end, the two of us, witnessed by the staff of the Civil Affairs Bureau, announced the breakdown of our five-year marriage, with the deaths of our two children in between.

The marriage perished.

When the Civil Affairs Bureau was closed, it was almost dark, and Lin Anhang proposed to have a casual meal, I think this is a good proposal, and others will have to practice it when they send a few people.

We are divorced, and there is no dinner to say goodbye, which is indeed a bit unruly.

We came to a small restaurant, Lin Anhang ordered a lot of wine, I didn't drink it because of the induction, but he drank happily, and finally he suddenly fell on the table and cried bitterly.

He cried and said, Song Wenjing, I don't know why, I would be so sad, I never thought that we would divorce, really, not once, even if you induce labor, I thought we would at least be able to get by.

I knocked on the edge of the bowl with chopsticks in my hand, watching this man cry in front of me, my eyes were red when I smiled, this thing can't be settled, Lin Anhang, I have never been a person who loves to settle.

He said, "I understand."

I said, you understand, still crying?

He said, "I just think that there will be no relationship between us in the future, and I feel very sad."

I poured him a glass of wine and comforted him, don't be sad, just think it's a graduation.

He drank a lot, and then he collapsed on the table, and I called Susie to come and pick it up, and when Susie came, I was eating half a bowl of rice that had been cooled down.

She stood outside the door and saw Lin Anhang who was drunk, and stood there indifferently and said, what are you calling me to come over.

I pointed to Lin Anhang on the opposite side and said, he is drunk, you can move him home.

Susie said that he had nothing to do with me.

I smashed the bowl in my hand to the ground, Susie's body was shocked, I looked at her and said, Susie, can you not be so twisted, when it was my person, you didn't hesitate to be sorry for me, now it's not my person, what are you pretending to be high here, do you see this man, or do you see him my man?

She was choked by me and couldn't speak, I smashed the bowl, put the chopsticks down and went to the front desk to pay the bill, and didn't care about Susie standing at the door, when she came out after buying the order, Susie was helping Lin Anhang to stop the car on the street.

The city at night, to be honest, really doesn't have many stars, but the city's neon lights are particularly bright, and they go around one by one, and the lights of thousands of homes don't seem to go out.

Susie helped Lin Anhang to stand there, and I stood behind them and watched for a long time, thinking that the two of them looked like a good match, in fact, I should have done this a long time ago.

I also smiled with relief, and at the moment when Susie was about to stop the car, I walked up to her and said a word, I will give him back to you, whether you have children or get married in the future, it has nothing to do with me, Susie, all this has nothing to do with me.

She glanced sideways at me, I coldly withdrew my gaze from her, turned around and pulled the door of the car parked in front of me and sat in first, the door closed.

The wind blew in through the half-open window, the hair flew, and the figures supporting each other behind were getting farther and farther away, and I said in my heart, goodbye.

After the car drove a long way, I sat in the car and covered my face and cried, and the driver of the car was scared of my crying, and he asked me what I was crying about.

I said, Master, I'm divorced.

The master said, why the divorce.

I said, he doesn't love me.

The master said, you young people, what do you say about love or not, when you reach our age, you will understand that love is better than a glass of wine.

When I heard this, I began to cry in the car again, and the master sent me to my destination, and the person was very good, and confiscated my fare.

I said thank you, the master asked me to remember the license plate number, don't stop his car in the future, he still has to support his family, after saying that, he closed the car door, stepped on the accelerator and the car rushed by.

In this world, there is a lot of beauty, and you can't feel like the end of the world because of a failed marriage.