My mother was taken to the hospital for emergency treatment, she has always had a heart attack, and she has been protected by Western medicine.

The doctor told us privately several times that with her current condition, she could no longer stand any stimulation and could live a year, a year.

Over the years, my sister's temper has also subsided a bit, although she still sometimes quarrels with my mother, at least not as fiercely as before.

And my dad also gave up his hobby of being an old smoker.

How we were afraid of losing her.

I still remember when I was a child, I was sick, covered with measles, itchy and red, lying in bed and couldn't sleep at night, and my mother was afraid that I would always scratch blisters.

I didn't sleep all night, hugged me on the bed and blew it on me, while fanning me with an old pu fan made of palm leaves in my hand, while fanning and coaxing me to say, "Wen Jing is obedient, if you don't scratch it, if you scratch it, it will leave a scar, and the scar will not be beautiful when it grows up." ”

She coaxed me, the wind was cold, I was very itchy, I wanted to scratch, I wanted to cry even more, so I really hummed and cried in her arms, she touched my forehead with distress, wiped away my tears with those rough hands, and said, "Don't cry, don't cry, mom blows Wen Jing." ”

She is a kind mother, although she often loves to nag, but she is really good to me and my sister, and I have my heart all my life, I never thought that she would fall in this quarrel today.

I squatted in the hospital corridor and cried silently, my sister sat in the corridor and opened her mouth to scold Lin Anhang, who was standing one meter away from me, her voice was a little excited, she said, "Lin Anhang, Song Wenjing is really blind to marry you, if my mother has something to do, I will let your mother accompany her to the funeral!"

My sister scolded a few more bits and pieces, but Lin Anhang never returned the favor, he stood a meter away, the sunlight outside stretched his shadow, like a vine growing to divide the underground sunlight into dappled time.

He walked up to me and stood in front of me, trying to reach out as if to comfort me, I covered my face and didn't look at him, just said, "Don't touch me yet, let me be quiet." ”

He sat there with me for a long time, until the doctor came out of the ward, flipped through my mother's medical record book in his hand and read it for a long time, and said with a somewhat solemn face, "The patient is a little stimulated today, I told you last time, so that you young people have a little temper and nowhere to go, just find a tree outside and scold cleanly, what should you do when you come back, but in today's situation, it seems that you didn't listen to my words at all." ”

My dad is a lot older, in this life, except for my mother, I have never had a hard bone, but outside, at least the face and waist bones of the grandfather are still there, the doctor's opening remarks are to scold, my dad is like a primary school student, but if it is, I am afraid that if my expression is wrong, the doctor will leave my mother alone.

A big man, he is so timid as a mouse at this moment, and his heart is even more sour.

The doctor scolded a few words, probably seeing that my dad was old, and he was more than ten years younger than my dad, and it would definitely not be the same if he continued to scold, so he patted my dad on the shoulder and said, "Don't worry, heart disease is not an incurable disease, just pay attention next time." ”

After speaking, he closed the medical record book in his hand, and my dad thanked him in the back, it was troublesome.

My sister stood aside and looked at my dad's courteous appearance, he taught us since we were children that we should straighten our waists to be human, and all crooked ways are useless in the face of justice.

will be destroyed by justice, but now he has softened his waist like that, where is there still the momentum that trembled when he looked at me and my sister.

My sister and I looked at each other, each knew it, I asked my dad to go home and rest first, he looked at it for a long time, and then saw my exposed scars, sighed, and said, "Don't blame me, I and your mother have had a face for a lifetime, and this half of the body is half covered by loess, and we can't afford to lose this person." ”

I said, "I understand." ”

He looked at me again for a long time, "Since you are pregnant, you should go home first, and your sister and I are here to watch." ”

He glanced at Lin Anhang behind me and didn't speak.

I snorted, or it was best to follow my dad at this time, if I was still stubborn with him at this moment, he would definitely blame me for being ignorant.

My sister came up and held my hand, "You go home and sleep, here I am, I tell you, you are pregnant now, a woman can't treat herself badly." ”

I understand that Song Lian won't say anything moving, her simple and pure care makes me feel that she has begun to grow up, and she knows that she is in charge of herself, and she is no longer the crazy girl who took me all over the mountain to dig birds' nests.

When I left the hospital, I was waiting for the car at the door, and when I looked at the side, I saw several black cars driving over in order, just parked in the hospital, led by a business-type car, the door was pushed by someone, and the driver in a black suit looked like a person helped down, and the person who came down had gray hair, and the doctor was already standing at the gate to greet him.

I took a look, and my body dodged next to the big stone pillar, and sure enough, the next moment, the back seat of the business car headed by someone was pushed from behind, and it was Xu Shenlin who came down.

After he got out of the car, the man who had changed into a black suit, and he supported the old man, the gray-haired old man seemed to be familiar with the doctor, and the two of them stood at the gate and exchanged pleasantries for a while.

The doctor led them in, and Xu Shenlin didn't have a lot of words as always, followed behind him silently, occasionally saying a few words.

It's too far away for me to hear clearly, but it's a coincidence that I'm able to meet him in the hospital today, if I hadn't looked around twice today, if I had just bumped into him directly, I really didn't know what to do.

I was about to wait for Xu Shenlin and their group of people to leave, but Lin Anhang, who ran to drive, drove the car directly one meter away, and when the window opened, I saw him waving at me and shouting, "Wen Jing! I'm here! Get in the car!"

Before I could retract my gaze from Xu Shenlin's direction, he didn't know if he heard it or what, and suddenly turned his face to look at me at that moment.

I didn't even have time to dodge when I collided with his line of sight.

I could only see the outline of his face from too far away, and the elder next to him stopped when he saw him, as if to ask him what was wrong?

He bowed his head and said something, and I didn't have time to discern it.

Lin Anhang saw that I was stunned and didn't move, so he simply parked the car at the gate, pushed the door and ran over to me, saying, "Wen Jing, let's get in the car first, it's very hot now, let's go home first." ”

I was afraid that Lin Anhang would find out that I was abnormal, so I didn't look back immediately, and followed Lin Anhang into his car.

When the car drove away from the hospital, I breathed a sigh of relief, and Lin Anhang saw that I looked like a thief, and asked a little inexplicably, "What's wrong?" and didn't speak. ”

I turned my face away, looked out the window, and said coldly, "There's nothing to say." ”

He shut up in amusement, and just concentrated on driving the car, the scenery outside slid backwards very quickly, and I could only catch some architectural outlines and tree shadows, and I looked out the car window in a daze.

Lin Anhang, who was concentrating on driving, suddenly spoke again, "Wen Jing, what you said today made me feel very guilty, and I admit that I am sorry for you." ”

This kind of atmosphere is too suitable for talking, if I hadn't seen Xu Shenlin at that moment just now, maybe this is the most suitable time for me and Lin Anhang to confess my feelings after five years of being a husband and wife, but now my whole thinking is very chaotic.

Lin Anhang said such things in a deep tone, and I didn't react much, just responded coldly and perfunctorily.

Seeing that I didn't answer him, he turned the car a little embarrassed, simply parked the car on the side of the road, took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and just wanted to light it, and glanced sideways at me sitting on the side.

I put the cigarette back in my hand, I didn't speak, he didn't seem to think about what to say, the atmosphere in the car was a little silent, only a few faint steam sounds came from the window.

He turned on the radio, the evening radio has always been terrible, the DJ in the radio is a female voice, she said word by word with deep affection, if one day, the person next to you is not me.

The DJ read it densely, and I just clearly heard Faye Wong's ethereal voice drifting in the radio, like a cloud suspended in the air.

"You must think I'm a special failure now, Wen Jing, you asked me if I love Susie before, in fact, I can't answer you at all, I don't even know if I love her or not, she's very good, she accompanies me when I'm lonely, gets up in the middle of the night to cook me a bowl of noodles when I'm hungry, can let me confide in me the best company when I'm lost, I just enjoy the comfort she brings me. ”

I listened quietly, and he continued, "You have always been a good wife in my mind, although I am so much older than you, but you have always done things in an orderly manner, sometimes I feel that we are not at the same age, my life needs stimulation, probably I am greedy for Susie to be able to bring me stimulation, and when I was with Susie until now, I never thought that one day I would divorce you, I never thought that I should live with you for the rest of my life." ”

After Lin Anhang finished speaking, he rubbed his eyebrows with his hand, it seemed that he was very tired during this time, and when he looked at him like this, he was not high-spirited, and there were fine lines at the corners of his eyes, which were left by time, all of which were squeezed out of the years.

It looks a bit vicissitudes and decadence.

He concluded, "I'm not going to divorce you." ”

I looked at him like this and asked softly, "Did I say I would divorce you?"

His somewhat depressed eyes suddenly seemed to jump into the light in an instant, and he asked in surprise, "Really?"

I looked at the crowd outside the windshield, grabbed the bag of my handbag tightly, and said indifferently, "Yes, but I have a request, you and Susie must be broken, and her child can't be kept." ”