When we got home, Lin Anhang's mother sat in the living room and asked me with concern, how is my mother's condition, her face did not have the sharp expression she had before, and she also returned to normal at this time, and it was rare to have a trace of apology.

I naturally understand where her apology comes from, about me and Xu Shenlin being bumped into by her that day, she has no basis for what she said, and there is no evidence to prove the relationship between me and Xu Shenlin.

And Lin Anhang's derailment is a certainty, and she can't erase the fact, she was able to run to my house to beg for a talk without me knowing, knowing that my mother is not in good health, and now half of the responsibility for my mother's admission to the hospital is attributed to her.

Nothing she wanted to do with me happened, but I couldn't.

I ignored her, and directly pushed Lin Anhang, who was blocking the front, and pulled the door open by myself and locked myself in it without caring about anything, and when I closed the door, I faintly heard Father Lin's low voice and said, "I said you, you, if you don't figure things out, you went to someone's house to make trouble, now it's okay, Wen Jing's mother has always been in poor health, and now she is in the hospital, how is this good." ”

When Mother Lin heard Father Lin say about her, she was unwilling, "Now you blame me! If you want to blame, blame your son for not being angry! You really embarrassed me today, the Song family's Song Lian's mouth is really murderous, she said that our Lin family was born with this! Why were you so obsessed with that dead old woman in the first place? If it weren't for me, wouldn't you even want this family?"

Father Lin said impatiently, "How did you get involved in this matter, how long has it been, these are completely different things." ”

Mother Lin sneered, and said in a strange manner, "I don't think two different things, now I don't think we can handle this matter, let your son make a statement, now Wen Jing is pregnant with a child, it is best to deal with the unclear things outside, although our Lin family is not a famous family, it is also a scholarly family." ”

I leaned against the door and listened for a while, and then the whole person slid down the door, and my whole body was weak, as if I had been squeezed clean by someone.

It was already dark at this time, there was a strong wind outside, the windows were open, and the white curtains were gilded with a layer of white moonlight in the darkness, hazy.

Lin Anhang's voice floated in through the crack in the door, and he said, "Susie is also pregnant with my child. ”

Mother Lin's original basket of words came to an abrupt end at this time, probably not knowing what to say.

I sat at the door from night to night, and the next morning, before dawn, I went to the hospital to see my mother, and when I arrived at the hospital, it was exactly seven o'clock in the morning, because there were no beds in the hospital, and my sister slept all night in the corridor outside.

She was lying on the bench when I went, shivering from the cold wooden chair in the long corridor, and I walked up to her and leaned over to wake her up.

She seemed to be dreaming, and her body was startled in an instant, and she slowly opened her eyes, and found that it was me, so she rubbed her eyes sleepily, and her voice was sleepy before she woke up, "Why did you come so early." ”

I handed her the breakfast in my hand, "I'm hungry." ”

She looked at the meat bun in my hand, rubbed her stomach and said, "I'm a little hungry." ”

Then I took the meat bun I handed over and ate it alone, and after she finished eating, I asked her to go back, she was probably really tired, and she didn't stagger out of the hospital.

I sat alone in the corridor, and after about ten minutes of doing this, I got up and went into the ward to see my mother, who was still asleep, her eyes closed, and her hair was a little gray.

I sat on the edge of her bed, holding her old hand tightly, her palm was warm, and I called softly, "Mom." ”

My mother, who was sleeping soundly, opened a glimmer of light with her tightly closed eyelids, her eyes circulated on my face, and she saw that it was me, pinched my hand twice, and her voice was a little hoarse and came slowly, "You're here." ”

I nodded, the hand holding her hand trembled a little unconsciously, she grinned at me, her smile was full of tiredness and kindness, I thought she would beat me, she would scold me, blame me, but I didn't expect her to still smile at me so kindly and cheerfully.

In fact, now I hope that she will give me a slap directly after waking up, scolding me for being so ignorant, why I am so big, and I can't handle my own affairs well.

How I wish she would scold me so that I can feel better.

Probably because she slept for too long, she spoke intermittently, hoarse in the early morning, "Mom believes in you, marriage is not what you want, it's not your fault, it's just that it's hard for you." ”

I shook my head, buried my face in the palm of her warm hand, and said in a choked voice, "Mom, don't you blame me?

"Why should I blame you, you're not wrong about this, you just didn't keep it. ”

"Am I useless, you taught me a lot before I got married, a lot of how to please my mother-in-law and father-in-law, I try to be a good wife, but Lin Anhang still doesn't like me. ”

I felt the fluid coming out of my eyes, intertwined along the lines of the ravines in my mother's warm palm.

She reached out and rubbed my hair, and said in a soft voice, "If you don't like it, you don't like it, and we don't want him to like life." ”

I said, "But I'm not willing." ”

She patted her hand on the top of my head, as if to ease the sadness in my heart, she said, "What can you do if you are unwilling? Wen Jing, when you reach your mother's age, then you will think about the love that will die before, without it is like losing half a life, love can't die people, you just haven't understood it yet, it's just a temporary fantasy, firewood, rice, oil and salt, the trivial life of children will have nothing as soon as they occupy, and illusions are used to shatter." ”

I was frustrated and unhappy like I was a child, and I was in her arms, and she didn't comfort me with anything, just quietly let me hold her.

Illusions may really be used to shatter, do I love Lin Anhang or not, we really loved each other in the first year of our marriage and when we first met, when I was twenty years old, it was the age when I was full of fantasies about love.

But I didn't expect this fantasy love to be shattered so quickly, and now I am twenty-five years old, an age from an ignorant girl to maturity.

I missed a lot of them, such as falling in love normally like my peers, never trying to accept anyone's pursuit, and not meeting someone who could make me desperate for it.

Getting married so early made me understand the cruelty of marriage, and there was no reason for his betrayal.

I babbled a lot in my mother's arms, and I don't know if she listened to it, she blamed herself and said that she shouldn't have let me get married so early, and she said that she never thought that Lin Anhang would be such a bastard.

She blamed herself very much.

After she finished speaking, her strength was a little exhausted, so she closed her eyes and fell asleep.

I said, "Mom, I don't blame you, I don't blame you at all, if I don't like it, even if you force me to marry with a knife, I won't necessarily marry, no one is to blame." ”

She fell asleep and ignored me, not knowing if she heard or not.

I was bored by myself, and after the doctor came to check on my mother, I stayed with her in the ward for a while, then pushed the door and walked out, wiping my tears with my sleeve casually.

I was walking through the corridor with my heart full of thoughts, and after walking for a while, I felt that something was wrong, and I looked up.

At the end of the hallway, there was a man in a black suit, and I wanted to turn around and leave, but my steps gradually panicked.

The man behind him followed, and he grabbed me as soon as he tried to pull my legs, and the force of his palm on my arm seemed to crush me.

I was pulled by him, and he trapped me directly between the walls, trapped me in his arms with both hands, and he said in my ear, "You want to hide from me for as long as you want." ”

I didn't dare to look at him, I couldn't escape from being trapped in his arms, so I could only keep my head very low, staring at my toes, and saying casually, "When did I hide from you, I have forgotten the events of that day, it was a misunderstanding." ”

His face was almost a centimeter away from my forehead, and I heard his voice above me, a little cold in it, "Really?

I said, "Isn't that a misunderstanding?"

He suddenly pinched my chin and forcibly lifted my chin to look at him, his dark pupils reflecting my astonishment.

He said, "Song Wenjing, it doesn't matter if you don't remember me, it's just that I remember you unilaterally." ”

I was scared of his approach, and I was still in a public place like a hospital, and if someone suddenly broke in, there would be nothing between me and him.

When I thought of the strange eyes of those people, the whole person broke out in a cold sweat, and his tone began to be impatient, "Since you remember me unilaterally, what does this matter to me! Xu Shenlin! I am no longer an employee of your company! And I am still a married woman, and the way you treat me now will only lead me into gossip, I am a person with a family, please respect yourself." ”

His hand that clamped my chin slowly lowered, and the momentary fluctuations on his face returned to calm, as if the disturbed water in the pool had gradually returned to the ancient well.

He said, "Yes, you don't even ask me why." ”

"I don't want to ask why, because I know there won't be a why, and there's no need to ask. ”

He let me go, moved away from me for a distance, and stood in the hallway, his face changing to the same indifferent and serious face he had seen for the first time.

I still didn't dare to look at him, seeing his serious face, I was afraid that he would raise his hand to hit me the next moment, and if I wanted to escape, there would definitely be nowhere to escape, so I could only continue to keep my head low.

My feet moved boredly in the light and shadow, and I wondered if I should leave now, but it would be rude to walk away without saying a word.

After a long time, his voice came in a suppressed voice, "I won't approve the company's resignation." ”