Susie came out of the operating room after the miscarriage, her face was pale and terrible, she walked almost exhausted what little strength she had left, and she slowly walked to Lin Anhang's side.

Then standing in front of him, Lin Anhang supported her, and Susie said with a pale face, "It's a boy, it's already formed, and he was still moving in my stomach when I was lying on the operating table." ”

After she said that, Susie's tears flowed down her eyes, Lin Anhang hugged her tightly, and he repeatedly said sorry, Sissi, I'm sorry.

I stood there, like an outsider, no, maybe I was an outsider, I couldn't get into the feelings between them, I was like a murderer who killed their children.

They really love each other, but I am Lin Anhang's wife, and they should accept such a punishment, I walked to them and handed the brown sugar water I just bought out in my hand to Susie, but she didn't take it.

Lin Anhang suddenly pushed my cup of brown sugar water hard, and the brown sugar water rolled on the smooth floor with the lid on it a few times, and the liquid poured out inside.

Lin Anhang said a word, he said, "Are you satisfied now?"

I kept my last pride, and I didn't have to feel guilty about his rudeness and blame, and smiled faintly. I'll act like nothing happened. ”

After saying that, I didn't look at the brown sugar water on the ground again, turned around and left without hesitation, I felt that this was the only way for me to maintain my last bit of dignity, my man and my best friend hugged and supported each other in front of me, and I stood aside like a fool.

Their children weren't supposed to come into this world, and I didn't feel sorry for anyone, but they were sorry for me.

After I left the hospital, my whole body was in a particularly heavy state, and I even dragged my feet home, since he had done what he promised me.

I promised him that he should do the same, and when I got home, I was packing up the things I had moved in the past few days in the bedroom, and my sister walked in from the living room and saw that I was packing my bags.

He was biting on a peeled cucumber in his hand and asked, "Where are you going?" ”

I cleaned up and said, "Go home." ”

My sister rushed over, snatched the luggage in my hand, and screamed, "This is your home, are you going back to Lin's house!" Song Wenjing, don't forget Lin Anhang's bunch of, he didn't carry a sedan chair to pick him up, why did you walk back by yourself, will this matter be too easy to forgive!"

I can't explain my matter to her now, so I just snatched the luggage from her hand again, continued to stuff things, and said, "Susie's baby is gone, I took her to the hospital today." ”

My sister stood there with a cold face, "So what? The child is gone, you just run back, Song Wenjing, don't forget that your mother is still lying in the hospital! Whose credit is this, don't forget! The Lin family, don't want to muddy a pot of water and act as if nothing happened! Can you not be so cheap!"

I understand that my sister has a lot of opinions about the Lin family now, but some things can continue to live without a stalemate, since I have avenged this revenge, I naturally have to settle the grievances between me and Lin Anhang.

I didn't pay attention to my sister, I packed up my things and called a car to go back to Lin's house, Song Lian was angry on the spot, and when I went out, I also threatened to let me die outside, and don't go back to my parents' house if I have grievances.

She has a violent temper and speaks unscrupulously, and I don't blame her.

When I returned to Lin's house, Lin's mother and Lin's father greeted me happily there on the spot, and asked me to live a good life with Lin Anhang in the future.

I sneered in my heart, no one should mention or care, do they think they can live this life? When did they become so naïve.

Although I thought so in my heart, I still talked to them with a pleasant face, and Mother Lin happily went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, and also wanted to make up for my precious grandson one by one.

It looked like a living child could pop out of my belly at any moment.

During dinner at night, Lin Mu called Lin Anhang and asked him to come back for dinner, and I don't know what means Lin Mu used to put pressure on Lin Anhang in this matter.

He usually didn't dare to disobey his mother's orders, but when Lin's mother called him home for dinner, he didn't wait for Lin's mother to finish speaking, and hung up the phone directly.

And said in a particularly bad tone, "I'm not available." ”

Mother Lin scolded there and said, "This bastard boy, the more he grows up, the more he doesn't listen to discipline, how can he talk to me like this, and I won't pick his skin when he comes back." ”

She thought about it in pieces, and Father Lin sat at the dining table and said, "Okay, okay, he doesn't feel good during this time, he is also very busy at work during this time, don't provoke him, let's eat." ”

Mother Lin returned to the dining table and saw that I was sitting there without speaking, as if she was afraid that I would mind, so she immediately explained with a smile, "Wen Jing, don't think about it, he must still be working overtime, I'll leave him some food later, let's eat first." ”

By the way, I was left with a bowl of soup.

I said, "I know, everyone has been tossing and turning all this time, and now that things are over, I believe everything will be fine." ”

Mother Lin smiled with relief and praised me for being sensible.

At this point, Lin Anhang must be accompanying Susie undoubtedly, now that she has no children, doesn't she need Lin Anhang to ask for warmth?

The excuse that he is busy with work is really used to deceive three-year-olds.

Lin Anhang came back in the middle of the night, I was lying on the bed with my eyes closed, but I didn't fall asleep, I heard the movement of his return clearly, he first took a bath in the bathroom, but did not go to bed, but smoked outside the balcony, one after another, until the belly of the sky fish turned over, he still had half of the unburned cigarette in his hand on the balcony pinched.

After entering the bedroom, we rolled over and lay down on the bed, and the distance between us was a man's width, and no one wanted to break it.

I rolled over, opened my eyes and asked, "Is she okay?"

In the dark, Lin Anhang didn't speak for a long time, and when I thought he was asleep, he said, "The mood is very unstable." ”

I said, "Oh. ”

After another silence, Lin Anhang spoke again, "Song Wenjing, I owe you this time, and now it has been repaid, and we will live a good life in the future, and no one will mention this matter." ”

After he finished speaking, he turned his back to me, and I didn't answer, but closed my eyes, and felt a string of warm liquid slip down from the corner of my eye, silently melting into the cotton wool.

In the next few days, the Lin family tacitly agreed not to mention the name Susie, Lin Anhang also went home from work on time, and never stayed outside again, and the second elder of the Lin family happily prepared some things for the child to be born.

The child is very healthy when he is four months old, and Lin Anhang also took me to the hospital for several prenatal checkups.

I sat in the passenger seat, and I didn't have the slightest interest in saying a casual word.

He saw that I didn't have much interest, thinking that I was too tired to talk about the child, I nestled in the car, looking at the scenery that was gliding quickly, and when I went home, Mother Lin happily walked up with a small hand-knitted shirt, and said with a smile Although I don't know if it's a man or a woman, the blue one should be used, and all the things I wore when I was a child were all knitted by me, and over the years, the craftsmanship has also become rusty.

After she finished speaking, she asked me if I looked good, and I took the little dress she knitted and put it in my hand for a long time before choking up and saying a word, it looks good.

Mother Lin didn't notice my abnormality, and ran to discuss with Father Lin, who was reading the newspaper on the sofa.

The four-month-old child was formed, there was no morning sickness when she was pregnant, but when she was about to stabilize, she vomited very badly, and every time she ate and ate, she ran to the bathroom and vomited out the bitter water, and she didn't want to eat anything, and she was getting thinner and thinner.

Mother Lin was afraid that there would be something wrong, so she planned to ask Lin Anhang to take me to the hospital again to have a look, but I immediately stopped me and said, "Anhang is very busy at work during this time, so I'll go alone." ”

Mother Lin said, "Is it convenient for you to be alone?"

I said, "Convenient." ”

Then I went to the hospital in the afternoon, and when I finished the B-ultrasound, the doctor was there and told me about these precautions, as well as the psychological preparation for the next pregnancy, and asked me to see some taboo things for pregnant women in advance.

She was still babbling to me, and I suddenly said, "Doctor, I'm here to have an abortion today." ”

The doctor's remaining words were stuck in his throat, up and down, as if he couldn't breathe out.