36. It's here to disgust you

In the past few days after my divorce from Lin Anhang, I lived at home and washed all the clothes I took from Lin Anhang's house in the automatic washing machine.

It was washed for three days, and on the fourth day it was about to wash a sheet when it struck.

I kicked it twice, and found it still didn't work, and when my sister came back, I saw that I was tinkering with the broken washing machine and laughing there for half a quarter of an hour.

She laughed at me and said, Song Wenjing, look at what you got back, I said that this broken washing machine is useless to hold, this is the family property that you have used five years of youth, and you will strike in a few days, so many years, you have slept with Lin Anhang for nothing.

I glared at her, and she smiled so loudly that she wished that people all over the world knew that I had been divorced and had brought a washing machine back to my parents' house, and it broke down within four days of arriving home.

I was a little angry, but I didn't say anything clearly, and threw the half-washed sheets into the original Haier brand washing machine at home, and continued to wash them.

The one brought from Lin Anhang has not been repaired since, and it has been left there all the time, allowing it to be corroded by the years.

Since it's redundant, it won't play any role, so it's better to let it be like this, whether it's good or not, it's none of my business.

My sister saw that my face was not good, and she understood that it was stimulating me, so she followed me into the room and said attentively, Song Wenjing, my sister is wrong, I shouldn't laugh at you, the washing machine is broken, in order to congratulate you on returning to singleness, how about my sister take you to have a good meal.

I flipped through a book without looking up and asked, how nice.

She pulled me up from the bed and said, "It's as good as you imagined anyway."

I felt like it was time to celebrate, and I had been at home tidying up my room for the past few days, and since I got married, I hadn't touched much of the things I used before, including textbooks, ragdolls, and bicycles from high school.

When I cleaned up, all the traces of youth, thinking that I am now twenty-five, the word youth has gone a tail.

The more I cleaned up, the more I felt devastated, so I simply took out all the things I had in my youth and threw them away.

When I threw it back, my sister once went home for dinner and picked up something in the trash can and threw it back to me and said, Song Wenjing, you also threw this thing, this was your baby before, I want to touch it, you have to kill me.

I have never been particularly infatuated with anything when I have grown so big, and when my sister said this, I was a little curious about what it was, so I opened a box that she threw over.

Inside is a little puppet carved out of something I don't know.,A little girl with often braids.,I look closely.,It's a little similar to me.,When I was a child, my mother liked to help me tie such braids.,Until high school, I felt too lazy to wash the third year of high school.,Wipe a knife cut.,Until now, it's been a medium length.。

I studied it carefully and asked my sister who carved it.

My sister said, who knows, I still remember when I was studying, once I went to your room and thought it was a very fun thing, I weighed it in my hand a few times, but I didn't think it was good to fall to the ground, you came over and grabbed my hand and opened your mouth and bit me, don't say, I still have your tooth marks on my arm.

After speaking, he was about to show me the long sleeves, I thought my sister was teasing me, and there was nothing special about this thing, so I continued to throw it into the box and didn't care much.

My sister took me to a small restaurant to rub a meal, I really thought she was really willing to take me to eat a good meal, in the small restaurant the two of us talked about the interesting things before, they were all laughing, laughing and laughing, she said, Song Wenjing, people in this life is to find a person who fits with it in this vast sea of people to live a lifetime, it doesn't matter if you get divorced, this is not the end of you, but you begin, just like Zhang Ailing said, meet the person you want to meet among thousands of people, there is no one step later, no one step earlier, you have to be full of hope for life, the days are still long, you will not be lonely and old。

I know she's worried about me, she must think that if I'm divorced, I'll be lonely like an abandoned woman all the time, ignoring the world in this life, and avoiding any man, which can be summed up in one word is a fear of marriage.

I think she thinks too much of me, I'm not the kind of person who feels the whole world owes me when I'm divorced, and even though I'm a second-married unmarried woman now, it doesn't stop me from wanting to live better.

In this world, no one will give up on you, what you are most afraid of is giving up on yourself, who said that a divorced woman can't get married, from today on, I Song Wenjing doesn't believe it, I can't find a better man than Lin Anhang.

I said to my sister, sister, don't worry, within two years, I will definitely find someone I love him and he loves me before I am thirty years old, my life is so long, my life is also very precious, why should I spend so long to spoil myself, I must live more beautifully.

Song Lian saw me swearing like this, and she finally breathed a sigh of relief and said, I thought you didn't plan to get married in your life.

I said, how is it possible, I am not a chaste martyr, after the divorce, I will definitely have normal relationships, normal work, and normal love.

Song Lian gave me a thumbs up, she said that you have to have such a life mentality, if you are even old, what will you talk about in the future.

After the two of us finished eating, and then went around outside, Song Lian said that he wanted to go to KTV to sing, I think this is a good idea, since I married Lin Anhang, I rarely stay outside until twelve o'clock, almost always go home after work to prepare meals and wait for him to come back to eat.

In the past, there may have been a few friends who asked me to come out to play, but since I repeatedly refused, everyone has faded and they don't call me much anymore to invite me out.

This time standing on the street at ten o'clock at night, my heart suddenly became extremely relaxed, Song Lian and I really went to the nearest club to ask for a private room, and the two of us ordered a lot of wine.

Talking about tonight's drunkenness, turning all the previous unpleasantness, tonight without getting drunk, what should I do when I wake up tomorrow morning, what are I doing.

Song Lian drank better than me, she took the microphone and howled a few words, and then she got drunk, she kept singing a very old song repeatedly, Faye Wong's famous song "Easily Injured Woman"

I don't know how to sing this song, but the tune is familiar, she sang it many times, and when her throat was hoarse, she stopped, fell on the sofa and took a big sip of wine, and then she sat there staring at Faye Wong's previously young face on the screen.

Suddenly I cried out inexplicably, I was drunk there, and I heard her broadcast a phone call to Jiang Nancheng in a daze, and she cried and asked him why he didn't want her anymore.

Then he asked him if he could come and see her, and she missed him very much.

After my sister finished speaking, she lay on the sofa and made no sound, I got up and shook the world to find the bathroom, and I didn't find it, and when the phone rang, I answered it vaguely.

It was a string of unfamiliar numbers, and after I answered, the other party asked me where I was, and I frowned and asked who it was, and he said, who do you think I am.

I hate this kind of dumb riddle guy the most, and I scolded with a little alcohol, I think you're a bastard.

After I finished scolding, I hung up my phone, and the whole person pushed open the door and went out to staggered to find the toilet, but when I turned the corner, I bumped into a person, and I squinted and looked at him in a daze.

Seeing that I was drunk, the other party took a few steps back with some disgust, and he said, Miss Song is also here, and it is incredible that she is still drunk like this.

I leaned against the wall, shook my head, looked at him a few times, and finally recognized who he was, no, how could the scumbags in the world be met by me, isn't this Jiangnan City that made Song Lian fall on the sofa and cry and call him to see her just now?

This is really a narrow road.

He stood in front of me, and seeing that I was just staring at him and wouldn't answer him, he took two steps back and said, Song Lian.

I hooked his hand at him, and I said, come here.

He looked at me suspiciously, and then I hooked his hand and said, "Come here, I'll tell you a secret of my sister."

Jiang Nancheng is naturally suspicious, but the most important thing for a person like him is that he is curious, so he really leaned over and bent over, I grabbed his neckline, and then pulled my hand away, hanging my head and spitting out in his collar.

Girl, I've been waiting so long, just to disgust you.