Chen Yanyu's words are not wrong, although she has never known much about my affairs, but she still knows a lot about the things between me and Zheng Jiayue and Yu Qian, and I don't know what kind of feelings Yu Qian has for me, but everything she is willing to do for me is definitely not just because she is a friend who is willing to help me, so I really need to cherish her sacrifice.

In this way, Chen Yanyu briefly explained a few words to me, probably the matter of this cooperation will be handed over to her to discuss, and the things in charge will be handed over to me at that time, and she will tell me what to do, but it is best to let me prepare in advance, because there is not much time left.

I heard Chen Yanyu say this to indicate that I knew, and then Chen Yanyu motioned for me to go and get busy first.

I walked out of Chen Yanyu's office and sighed before walking back to my seat.

Zheng Jiayue was rarely idle, not knowing what she was thinking, but when she saw me coming back, Zheng Jiayue immediately asked a little concerned: "Xiao Xiaoming, what is Mr. Chen looking for you?"

Zheng Jiayue never knew that Chen Yanyu asked me to talk to Queen Guo about things, so when I saw Chen Yanyu looking for me, I was naturally very concerned, probably because I was afraid of something.

Originally, I didn't plan to tell Zheng Jiayue everything, after all, if this matter let her know, she would definitely help me keep thinking about it, but now that it's like this, there is nothing left to tell her...

So I looked at her and quickly spoke again, "That... Mr. Chen asked me to talk about the cooperation with Mr. Guo, and now that the negotiation is complete, she said that she intends to let me be in charge of this exhibition, if I can do a good job without problems, then... will give me a new position, and I don't have to leave the company, if I don't do it, I will be promoted and raised to the peak of my life or something!"

Zheng Jiayue suddenly showed a surprised expression when she heard my words, she looked at me, and said excitedly: "Really, that's good, Xiao Xiaoming, it's good, I know that Mr. Chen won't help you, this is a good thing."

I didn't tell her about the cooperation before, because now that it's done, it doesn't make sense to tell her... So I looked at Zheng Jiayue and said, "Yes, it's really a good thing, but... I don't know how to organize the exhibition yet... I haven't done it before."

Zheng Jiayue suddenly laughed again when she heard me say this, she was smiling very happily, and her eyes kept staring at me.

I felt weird when I saw Zheng Jiayue's appearance, and after hesitating for a while, I asked again, "What are you laughing at?"

Zheng Jiayue said: "You guess~"

I said, "How the hell do you guess this, is it crazy?"

Zheng Jiayue glared at me, and immediately said again: "You are crazy, idiot Xiao Xiaoming, do you guess that when the company had this kind of thing before, who were most of the people in the organization?"

I looked at her and asked strangely, "Who?"

As soon as I finished asking, I thought of something again, and instinctively asked again: "Don't tell me, it's you?"

Zheng Jiayue snorted twice and said, "Xiao Xiaoming, you guessed right, it's really me, how about it?"

I nodded, remembering that when our company held a meeting before, the person who hosted the competition was Zheng Jiayue, and the little guy seemed to be able to do anything, so he should be able to help..

At this time, I looked at Zheng Jiayue and said again: "That.. Shouldn't I hold your thighs now and ask for help or something?"

Zheng Jiayue nodded with a smile, and said: "It's not enough to just hold your legs, you have to have something else... I, I want to think about it, and I'll help you when I'm in a good mood."

Zheng Jiayue's words were clearly said on purpose, I looked at her, smiled again and said, "Eh, isn't it? Forget it, since you've said so, then you're going to wash your name tonight.. I'm going to give my flesh for your pleasure."

As soon as I finished speaking, Zheng Jiayue gave me a punch, she looked at me a little embarrassed and said: "Xiao Xiaoming, you are crazy~ Don't say that in the company.. Hit you.."

I was a little speechless, and said, "Are you okay with all the fights?" Okay, okay, don't say it, how about going home? So you're happy, right?"

Zheng Jiayue glared at me again and said, "I didn't say that that kind of thing would make me happy, Xiao Xiaoming, don't think about it, I... It depends on your performance, if you perform well, I will help you~"

Zheng Jiayue really knew that I was fine, so she began to torture me, I looked at her, paused and said, "Okay, what do you want? Invite you to dinner? Or, take you to play? Don't let me make any surprises, I can't stand the bird."

Zheng Jiayue smiled and said, "Don't embarrass you~ Hmm.. I want to think.. By the way, isn't it Thursday?"

I looked at my phone, looked at her again, and said, "yes, what's wrong? What happened on Thursday?"

Zheng Jiayue soon laughed again, she looked at me and said, "I know where I'm going~Xiao Xiaoming, I'll take you after work today~?"

I don't know what Zheng Jiayue thought of at all, but she said so, so I nodded and said, "Okay, I'll do it, as long as you can be happy, anyway, if you don't help me, I'll be finished..." When the time comes, I leave the company, and you will have no one to bully.."

Zheng Jiayue just laughed twice when she heard me say this, and then chatted with me casually, and she began to get busy...

There was nothing to do for the rest of the day, I didn't see Yu Qian, I wanted to go to her and tell her about what I promised Chen Yanyu, but I was still not embarrassed to go.

And all I think about in my mind is the separation of Yu Qian and Lu Mao, where did Xiao Kai get the news of his dog's day? Now he has indeed become Lu Mao's dog leg or something, could it be that Lu Mao told him? But what does it mean that others play with the rest in his mouth, could it be that Yu Qian has been Lu Mao... Played around?

It's a little hard for me to accept when I think about it, although I've thought about it many times and thought about it many times. I won't have any problems with Yu Qian, but thinking about it this way, I still feel very depressed in my heart.

In this way, we waited for a while when we got off work, and when the people in the company were almost gone, Zheng Jiayue and I went downstairs again.

As soon as I left the company, it was already dark, Zheng Jiayue looked at me and said, "Xiao Xiaoming, you won't go home tonight, right~?"

I looked at Zheng Jiayue, paused for a moment, and then said, "What are you doing?

Zheng Jiayue "Bah~" and said, "You want to be beautiful, if you don't go back, don't worry.."

I hesitated for a moment, but still said, "Let's talk about it then, don't worry, you can go back or not."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue said "oh~" and said, "Okay, let's go first.."

After saying that, she took me and walked towards the bus stop sign on the side.

This is the bus stop sign on the other side, Zheng Jiayue and I waited there for a while, and the bus came.

Zheng Jiayue took me to the car, I couldn't help it, looked at her and asked, "Where are you going?"

Zheng Jiayue smiled and said, "A place I've been to before, don't you remember Xiao Xiaoming?"

I looked at her and said a little speechlessly, "There are so many places we've been, I have to know where I know if I remember, right?"

Zheng Jiayue smiled slightly, and soon she took a deep breath and said, "You'll know in a while~"

I saw that she deliberately refused to tell me, so I simply didn't ask any more...

After a while, the bus finally arrived, I followed Zheng Jiayue to get off the bus, and I saw Zheng Jiayue take me to the door of a shopping mall.

I stood on my feet when I saw this mall, indeed this place has been to it before, and more than once...

I looked at Zheng Jiayue and asked, "Haven't you been here a few times? Why can't I remember? What are you bringing me here for? Don't tell me, you want to go to the mall, let me accompany you for a good time?"

Hearing my words, Zheng Jiayue smiled slightly, she shook her head, and said: "Of course not, let's go, you will know what I want you to do for me immediately!"

Before that, I definitely didn't care about anything... But I don't know for Mao, today I always feel that what Zheng Jiayue asked me to do is not a good errand... I don't know if it's my delusion or something..

And Zheng Jiayue was very happy, hooked my arm and pulled me into this shopping mall...

Every time I used to come to this kind of place, I always felt very uncomfortable, as if I didn't belong to this kind of place... Even the lights feel dazzling.. Now at this point, I realize that I have unconsciously become accustomed to it... Accustomed to coming and going anywhere in the city...

At this time, Zheng Jiayue took me upstairs directly after entering the door, as if she had a goal for a long time.

I didn't ask her, I was wondering what she wanted to do...

———— heard Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.