After a while, I turned around and walked back to my room.

Although I was very unwilling to come to Zheng Jiayue's house to sleep in the guest room, but when I looked around, this guest room was obviously cleaned up for me, and I felt a lot cleaner than before, even the bed sheets and other things seemed to have been freshly washed.

I lay here, and after a while I fell asleep in a daze.

I slept quite soundly this night, and when I woke up the next day, Zheng Jiayue had already gotten up and was making breakfast.

This surprised me very much, seeing that I got up, Zheng Jiayue turned her head to look at me, and said, "You're so lazy, you Xiaoxiaoming... ：

My egg hurt, and I said, "If you get up earlier than me, I'll be lazy, what kind of logic are you? Also, what do you do to eat? It's so good, get up and make me breakfast?"

Zheng Jiayue smiled and said, "Don't be stinky and beautiful, who will do it for you, I happened to get up early, and I had nothing to do, and I happened to be a little hungry, so I made it early, and by the way, I will do your share~"

Zheng Jiayue didn't admit it, and I didn't bother to say anything, I looked at her and smiled again, and said, "Eh.. Anyway, I'll just eat it, I'll go wash my face first.."

Just like that, when I washed up, Zheng Jiayue had already prepared the meal, and the two of us finished eating breakfast and quickly walked towards the company.

Zheng Jiayue kept telling me when she was on the road, saying that when Mr. Chen handed over the matter to me, she would help me again, and she would help me again.

I don't care, I can even say that I am very happy, after all, if Zheng Jiayue can help me, things will be better, and it can even be said that there should be no big problems, as long as there are no problems in this exhibition, I can have a good position and get a good salary, it is all good to think about.

In this way, we soon arrived at the company, and after going upstairs, Zheng Jiayue began to get busy again, and I had nothing to do, wondering when Chen Yanyu would talk to Mr. Guo about things.

However, just when I was doing nothing at the company, all of a sudden, the mobile phone in my pocket rang.

I took out my mobile phone and found that the person who called me was none other than Zhang Ming.

I was very surprised to see Zhang Ming's call, but I quickly connected, and as soon as I answered the phone, I heard Zhang Ming's voice coming out of the phone: "Wang Ming, what are you doing?"

I thought about it for a while, and said that it was too bad for me to stay in the company, so I said, "It's nothing, is there anything wrong with you calling me?"

Zhang Ming paused and said on the phone: "It's really a bit of a private matter, but it's inconvenient to say it on the phone, so let's do it, isn't tomorrow Saturday, you should rest, how about we meet and talk about it then?"

This made me feel quite surprised, I don't know what Zhang Ming asked me to talk about, but I still agreed, after all, I didn't have anything to do on Saturday, and listening to Zhang Ming's meaning should be more important.

After agreeing on the phone like this, Zhang Ming quickly hung up the phone, and not long after Zhang Ming hung up the phone, Jiang Ziyun actually came to me again.

I didn't see him in the company after letting him go to see Wang Hanyin that night, and I was a little surprised to see him coming, and asked him what was the matter...

Jiang Ziyun looked at me and said, "It's nothing, just now.. That Zhang Ming called me and said that he would ask me to go to his house tomorrow to have a chat, and said that you know the place, let me come to you and talk to you."

Jiang Ziyun's words made me understand immediately, and I understood why Zhang Ming said on the phone just now, "You should rest.." So Zhang Ming not only made an appointment with me, but also with Jiang Ziyun? This is very unexpected, what is the matter?

Although I felt that it might have something to do with Wang Hanyin, I couldn't be sure, so I could only nod and say, "Eh.. Did he say that? He called me just now, but he didn't say anything about it, so that's what do you think? Are you going?"

Jiang Ziyun heard me say this and thought about it, and quickly said, "Go.. It's all called, just go for it, and.. I always felt like he had something to say to me."

Jiang Ziyun knows what happened between Wang Hanyin and Zhang Ming at the beginning, and Zhang Ming also knows how Jiang Ziyun feels about Wang Hanyin now, I always feel that these two people will say something great when they meet... It's a bit of a pain in the moment..

But it's all like this, and it's hard for me to get out, after all, Zhang Ming and Jiang Ziyun aren't very familiar with each other, so I still nodded and said, "Okay, then you can drive to me tomorrow in the morning, and then we'll go to where he lives."

Jiang Ziyun had no objections, nodded and agreed. As soon as the two of us finished speaking, Zheng Jiayue on the side suddenly said, "Hey, hey, what are you two going to say, where are you going?"

Damn patronized and chatted with Jiang Ziyun, and forgot that Zheng Jiayue was still around, just now this little guy was busy with work, so he just listened to something about it, and now he naturally wants to ask me and Jiang Ziyun..

I didn't know what to say, so after thinking about it, I simply looked at Zheng Jiayue and said, "Tomorrow the two of us are going to find Zhang Ming..." Changping over there.."

Zheng Jiayue was a little interested when she heard me say this, and immediately said, "Is it? Why do you want to go? I don't have anything to do tomorrow, can I follow?"

Zheng Jiayue's words made me embarrassed, I looked at Jiang Ziyun, I don't know what to say, I don't care, Jiang Ziyun should also ask him if it's not big, that is, the person who invited us is Zhang Ming, so I don't know if it's convenient to take Zheng Jiayue...

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath and said truthfully: "I don't know what to talk about, and... Zhang Ming didn't say that he wanted so many people to go, so... Why don't I ask him?"

Zheng Jiayue's eyes flashed a trace of loss when she heard me say this, and soon she shook her head and said, "Forget it, I'll still find Jiaojiao to go shopping, who knows what you three big men are going to do..." I'm going to bother you guys again. That's not good~"

Zheng Jiayue's words made me very speechless, Jiang Ziyun on the side smiled and said, "What, I can't do without Wang Ming now? Is there no freedom left?"

Jiang Ziyun's words made Zheng Jiayue's face blush, she looked at Jiang Ziyun and pursed her lips, and said: "Cut, come less, I don't have the freedom to care about him, if you want to play, you can play~ I won't go~"

Zheng Jiayue's words are not angry, it should be that he knows that the things he may want to talk about are more serious or something, after all, Jiang Ziyun and I rarely go out so seriously.

In this way, I made an appointment with Jiang Ziyun, and Jiang Ziyun went back.

And Zheng Jiayue didn't ask much, it seems that she is still very relieved of me...

In this way, when I got off work at night, Zheng Jiayue went back to my home, and I also went back to my own place.

When I got home, I packed up my things again, and soon I fell asleep, and early the next morning, my phone rang.

I took out my phone and found that it was Jiang Ziyun calling, and before I could connect the phone, I heard a knock on the door outside.

This made me hesitate for a moment, but I still stood up and opened the door first, and as soon as the door opened, I saw that the person standing outside was Jiang Ziyun...

I was stunned for a moment when I saw Jiang Ziyun, and quickly said, "My day, you are so excited, come so early?"

It seems that Jiang Ziyun is still very concerned about this matter, and he came to me so early...

Jiang Ziyun looked at me with a tired face, and said, "I haven't slept well all night, and I got up very early in the morning, so I came to look for you first, why haven't you gotten up yet?"

I looked at Jiang Ziyun and said, "Who gets up so early on Saturday? I don't even know what time Zhang Ming will go there, you can come in first and rest."

After speaking, I got out of the way and motioned for Jiang Ziyun to come in.

Jiang Ziyun walked in and looked around, and soon turned his head to look at me as if he had found something, and said, "Are you moving?"

I was stunned for a moment, I didn't expect Jiang Ziyun to be able to see this, and nodded immediately.

Seeing me nodding, Jiang Ziyun smiled lewdly and said, "Are you going to live with Xiaoyue?"

__Heard Yu Qian say something like this.. I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.