Hearing Yu Qian's voice suddenly coming out of the phone, I immediately froze.

At this time, I had such a feeling, I felt as if I hadn't heard Yu Qian's voice for a long, long time...

The sensation made my chest tighten, and I quickly took another deep breath and spoke into the phone

"Hmm.. What's wrong.."

As the words fell, a cold wind blew, and I looked up, only to feel that the lights of the cars passing on the road next to me were so dazzling.

Then there was silence on the phone for a while, and then Yu Qian's voice came again

"Where are you?"

Very straightforward words, although it was over the phone, I still heard the meaning of Yu Qian's tone that he cared a little.

This caught me a little by surprise, and I was silent for a while before I answered truthfully

"Home.. I'm home.."

After that, there was a long silence, and if it weren't for the shallow breathing of Yu Qian on the other end of the phone, I might have thought her phone had hung up.

Yu Qian was quiet for a while before she heard her ask in a low voice

"Is it home? Have you returned to your hometown?"

I took a deep breath and replied

"Hmm.. Yes.."

There are no other words, just a simple answer, it's not that I don't want to say it, I just don't know what to say to Yu Qian... Yes, what else can I tell her at this time? I know that I have a lot of questions in my heart that I want to ask her, but when I think of the picture of her agreeing to Lu Mao's marriage proposal at the booth, I feel that there is no point in asking anything.

Even if you ask, what can you do? Even if you ask Yu Qian's thoughts clearly, what can you change?

I already know very well that the distance between myself and Yu Qian is getting farther and farther away, so no matter how much I struggle, I can't change the bloody reality now.

Just as she was thinking about Yu Qian's voice on the phone again, her voice was a little hesitant, and she seemed to ask a little tentatively

"You.. When did you go back to your hometown? Why didn't you tell me in advance, I called you yesterday too.."

Yu Qian's words only stopped halfway through, and the rest of the words did not come out.

And I heard her and guessed what she was trying to say, she must have wanted to say something about the fact that she called me yesterday too.

It made me think about it, and I spoke anyway

"I only came back yesterday, and I don't have anything important, just come back to relax... By the way, you call me.."

"Is there something wrong?"

After asking, there was silence on the phone for a while, and soon Yu Qian's voice came again

"Nothing, it's just.."

"Came back to you and found that you were not at home, and then called you and didn't answer.. It turns out that you are back to your hometown... When are you coming back~?"

Yu Qian's words made my heart ripple again, because if she said so, then she would probably have gone to look for me yesterday, and called me again after finding out that I was not at home...

I was stunned when I thought of this, but I still spoke again

"Oh .. I.. Maybe I'll have to stay at home for a few days. Maybe.."

I wanted to say that maybe I wouldn't go back, but I still didn't say it.

Yu Qian also seemed to hear that something was wrong in my tone, and she was silent for a while, as if she didn't know what to say.

The two of us suddenly held the phone, listening to each other's shallow breathing on the phone.

She didn't mean to hang up, and neither did I.

I don't know how long it took for me to suddenly remember something again.

This makes me a little unbearable, although I know that I will definitely die uncomfortably after asking, but I don't know why, I still want to ask by luck, I think maybe everyone has a kind of nature to die, right?

In this way, I took the phone again, and then moved my mouth and asked in a low voice

"That's right... Are you still at home... No.. Are you going to go out?"

I deliberately kept my tone very calm when I asked this, but it couldn't hide the sound of my heartbeat at all.

However, after I asked this, it took a long time before Yu Qian's voice rang again on the phone

"Hmm.. Yes, I'll be out tomorrow.. So, maybe Wang Ming, you will return to Beijing before me."

Yu Qian's answer made my originally nervous heart turn to ashes in an instant, I trembled a little, and the hand holding the mobile phone tightened.

But soon I gritted my teeth and said to Yu Qian on the other end of the phone

"That's it.. That.. Have fun.. It's hard to get out.. All right.. There's nothing else.,I'll hang up first.,I still have some things.. You should rest early, too.."

As I said this, I only felt the strength in my body draining little by little, as if all my senses had become sluggish, and the cold wind blew my limbs cold.

And after I finished speaking, Yu Qian on the other end of the phone seemed a little strange, but it didn't take long for her voice to come.

"Ahhh Well, well, that's .. Come back and talk about it.. You can also rest at home.."

As soon as Yu Qian's words were finished, I hung up the phone.

Because I'm afraid that if I don't hang up again, Yu Qian will hear my heartbreak.

After hanging up, I stood there for a long time before putting the phone back in my pocket.

I can't find any good words to describe my current mood, in short, it's almost that feeling of despair...

Thinking about it carefully, she is really ridiculous, she clearly knows that Yu Qian has agreed to Lu Mao's marriage proposal, how can she not go out with Lu Mao?

Why do I know everything, but I still have to ask Yu Qian with luck?

Maybe this is the legendary slut, right? Knowing that the result is not good, he still wants to die and struggle.

Thinking of all this suddenly made me feel a little irritable, and everything around me seemed to be laughing at me, laughing at my pathos, my incompetence.

This made me clench my fists, wanting to vent but not knowing how to vent.

After all, this is the street in the center of the city, how can I vent? Am I running to the middle of the highway and tearing my pants and shooting hard?

Wouldn't that make you want to be a clown even more...

I was so irritated for a while, and suddenly my hand went into my pocket again.

Fortunately, I still had a cigarette on me, and it seemed to have become a lifesaver for me, so I took out a cigarette and lit it, and took a hard puff, as if I had sucked all my worries away.

After smoking several cigarettes in a row, my mood finally stabilized a bit...

At this time, I walked to the platform on the side of the road and sat down, looking at the light in front of me in confusion.

There are cars driving in front of me, and people are constantly passing by...

And I was alone and tasted sadness, sitting here limply.

After sitting for a long time, all of a sudden, the phone in my pocket vibrated again.

The vibrating sound stunned me for a moment, and I quickly pulled my phone out of my pocket again.

As a result, as soon as I took out my mobile phone, I found out that the person who called was Zheng Jiayue.

I only remembered her when I saw Zheng Jiayue's three words, which made me take a deep breath and adjust my mentality before answering the phone again.

As soon as the phone was connected, I heard Zheng Jiayue's voice coming from inside

"Xiao Xiaoming, what are you doing? It takes so long to buy a meal~ Even if you go to grow food, you will grow up.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me embarrassed for a while, and I remembered that I still had a task to do... At this point, I was a little flustered, but I lied anyway

"Uhhh I'm buying, I'm buying, there are a bit of people, and I'm going back right away.. You wait.."

"Oh~ Okay, Xiao Xiaoming, hurry up, if you don't come back in another 10 minutes, you may have to trouble you to collect my body when you come back~ Because I must be starving to death at that time.."

As soon as I heard Zheng Jiayue say so pitiful, I immediately said into the phone

"Ahhh Okay, okay, right away.. Hold on and hold on.."

With that, I stood up, hung up the phone, and walked straight ahead.

In fact, there are really a lot of things sold on this street, but because I was delayed for half a day just now, I can only pick some ready-made ones for Zheng Jiayue to buy.

However, I walked around and found that everyone else on the scene had to wait, but there was only one Malatang that was already hot.

I didn't think much about it, I bought two Malatang and left for the hotel again.

After returning to the hotel, I went upstairs, and I knocked on the door for a long time before Zheng Jiayue came to open it.

As soon as I walked into the door of the room with two spicy hots, I saw Zheng Jiayue stop me.

She pointed to the bottom of my feet and spoke

"Change your shoes, change your shoes, change your slippers first.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me look down, this little guy is bored in the room by himself, and he has already changed into slippers, I guess maybe she will eat slippers if I come back later?

At this time, I thought about it, but I shook my head and said

"Wait a minute, I don't think you want me to take off my shoes before you're done eating."

My words made Zheng Jiayue frown, but she still compromised and spread her hand, and immediately took the spicy tang in my hand and asked

"Why did you go, Xiao Xiaoming?" It took so long to buy food, did you get lost?"

I closed the hotel door behind me and watched Zheng Jiayue speak

"No, you can't imagine how many people are buying food below, I still tried my best to get these two Malatang back.. It's good to eat some.."

Although I'm talking nonsense, Zheng Jiayue seems to believe it.

She looked like she was hungry for a long time, but she nodded at me and then spoke

"Well, for your sake, I won't bother with you... Hurry up and eat.. I'm starving.."

After saying this, Zheng Jiayue walked aside, put the spicy tang on the table, and motioned for me to hurry up and eat...

In fact, I was still very hungry before going downstairs to buy food for her, but because of Yu Qian's phone call just now, I didn't want to eat at all, but I was embarrassed not to eat when I saw Zheng Jiayue like this, so I could only walk to her and sit down, and follow her to eat.

As a result, as soon as I sat next to Zheng Jiayue, Zheng Jiayue frowned, only to see her turn her head to stare at me, and suddenly turned her face over, and her nose moved slightly, as if she was smelling something.

Her actions made my old face blush, and before I could react, I saw her shrink back again, and then looked at me and asked

"Xiao Xiaoming, are you smoking~?

I was stunned when I heard Zheng Jiayue's words, but after thinking about it, I nodded and spoke

"Yes, you're a dog, you smell it?"

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue glared at me again, and then asked

"Why do you smoke? You've definitely smoked several!"

I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue's nose to be quite smart, so I hesitated for a moment and opened my mouth to justify

"I haven't eaten either, how can I have the strength to grab food for you if I don't smoke? Chakra, you know, right?"

My words made Zheng Jiayue look confused, she didn't seem to know what I was talking about at all, but she thought for a while and still spoke

"I've told you that you are not allowed to smoke, and you are not obedient at all, so you should eat quickly, and go to the shower after eating, otherwise..."

"Otherwise, you'd better sleep in the bathroom tonight, you can smoke enough in it!"

As soon as I heard that Zheng Jiayue was going to deprive me of the right to sleep in the bed, I immediately nodded, compromised and said

"Okay, well, eat first, and I'll take a shower after eating.."

Seeing that I promised Zheng Jiayue, she pursed her lips again, and at this time she ate again, obviously hungry.

Although I don't have much appetite, but after all, I haven't eaten for a day, and I still ate the spicy tang quickly, but seriously, the feeling of tasteless food is really bad...

I didn't expect that the mood would also affect the sense of taste...

But Zheng Jiayue next to me is very happy to eat, she is not afraid of spicy, and she eats very crisply.. I think maybe a snack still has the happiness of a snack goods, right? It's just that I'm a little curious, why does this little guy love to eat so much?

Although strictly speaking, her figure is not as exciting at a glance as Yu Qian, Zheng Jiayue's figure is absolutely outstanding, and it can only be said that her light is covered by others...

And just when I was thinking about this, Zheng Jiayue saw that I had finished eating, so she looked at me again and spoke

"Have you finished eating, Xiao Xiaoming?"

I heard her say this and nodded, then spoke

"Uhhh That I.. This is going to take a shower?"

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue nodded, and immediately spoke again

"You've washed it first, but... You're going to have some hot water, because I'm going to wash it when you're done... You're going to run out of hot water... You've got to sleep in the bathroom tonight.."

I was a little speechless when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, and looked at her and said in pain

"I've been working together for a long time, it's still a question whether I can sleep in bed today?" Is that all right?"

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue seemed to feel a little reasonable, but she thought about it, and quickly nodded and said

"Okay, that.. I'll go wash it first.."

After saying this, Zheng Jiayue stood up, and then walked towards the bathroom.

However, as if she had thought of something, she quickly turned her head again, looked at me and spoke

"That's right~ or else.."

"Otherwise, Xiao Xiaoming... Let's wash together?"

Zheng Jiayue's cold words made me feel relieved all of a sudden, but when I looked at the expression on her face, I knew that she was joking.

It's just that I was a little surprised, I didn't expect this little guy to tease me... This made me stunned, and I quickly laughed and followed her words

"Okay, I don't care, you just have to be willing.. It seems like it's good to wash together, at least don't worry about hot water.."

As soon as the words fell, Zheng Jiayue's face turned red, she probably didn't expect me to answer her so ruffianly, only to see her pout, looked at me and said

"Look, let's just say that Xiao Xiaoming is a pervert, right? The beauty you want.. Whoever wants to wash with you, dream your dreams!!"

Zheng Jiayue's reaction was what I expected, and I shrugged my shoulders helplessly and spoke

"Just now the puppy said he was going to wash it with me.."

Zheng Jiayue was choked by my words, she glared at me fiercely, but she still turned around and walked into the bathroom, and soon the sound of the door closing came.

Seeing Zheng Jiayue walk into the bathroom and close the door, I took a deep breath, and then showed a depressed expression on my face.

At this time, I walked to the side of the bed and sat down, staring at the wall of the hotel in a daze.

At this moment, my heart was a little irritable, and I didn't know what I was going to do next.

Do I want to go back to Beijing? Do I want to go back to that company?

If I go back, Chen Yanyu doesn't know what the situation is, if what Gao Feng said is true, I won't stay long before I will be killed by Chen Yanyu for a reason, and what makes me even more uncomfortable is that if I go back, I still have to see Yu Qian, maybe I just see her as usual, but maybe, I will see her and Lu Mao together in the company, right?

It almost suffocates me just thinking about it, so I kind of don't want to go back.

But if I don't go back like this, can I be considered an escape? What will she do? I obviously know what happened to her, but I still selfishly chose to escape, Zheng Jiayue must be very sad, right?

The more I thought about it, the more entangled I became, and I almost couldn't help but pull a cigarette out of my pocket again...

But soon I got up and walked to the side of the window, opening it to let in some air.

Because it's the 6th floor, the view from the outside is okay. Anyway, from my point of view, the night scene outside is full of colors, which makes people feel better in their hearts.

I stood quietly for a long time, when suddenly the sound of the door opening behind me came again.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, I couldn't help but turn my head, only to see that Zheng Jiayue had already come out.

I didn't expect this little guy to take a shower so quickly, so I couldn't help but look at her and asked

"Washed so quickly.."

As a result, Zheng Jiayue glanced at me, only to see her blushing, and quickly nodded again

"Yes, I... I haven't washed my hair again, of course it's almost ... You forgot that I just washed it the day before yesterday.."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue's words, I recalled that when it rained the day before, she took a bath at her house, and I went home...

This made me stunned for a moment, and then I asked

"Then I'm going to wash it, is there still hot water in it?"

"Yes.. You go and wash Xiao Xiaoming~ Don't use the face pool when brushing your teeth~ The wooden fish is still in it.."

I couldn't help nodding when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, and soon walked into the bathroom again.

Walking into the bathroom, the small room was still steaming, like a fairyland.

I don't know if it's because Zheng Jiayue has just taken a bath, there is a faint aroma in the whole bathroom, which makes people feel a little confused.

I walked around and realized I hadn't changed my shoes yet, and then I walked out of the bathroom again.

As a result, as soon as I went out, I saw Zheng Jiayue standing in front of the TV and fiddling with the remote control, and when she saw me coming out, Zheng Jiayue couldn't help but be stunned, looked at me in surprise and asked

"You're faster than me, Xiao Xiaoming.. ？”

I waved my hand and pointed to the slippers beside me

"You're the Flash, I'll just change my slippers."

With that, I changed into slippers, turned around and went back into the bathroom.

I quickly stripped myself naked after coming in this time, and I was just in time to take a shower, maybe I could wash away my worries.

I'm a person who takes a shower very quickly, and probably a man takes a shower very quickly.

And I have to admit that taking a bath is indeed a distracting thing, because I stood here and washed for a while, and I couldn't help but imagine that Zheng Jiayue was also standing here just now, taking a bath.

I don't know why I think so, but the beautiful picture seems to be imprinted in my mind all at once.

I was a little out of control, and after a while, I silently turned the hot water into cold water to calm myself down.

Fortunately, the stimulation of the cold water calmed me down, and at this time I was suddenly a little surprised, surprised that I had just been... Meaning "lewd" Zheng Jiayue?

This thought made me a little painful, and I felt that if I continued to wash it, I would not be able to help rubbing my little prince, so I hurriedly stopped, and when I was almost washed, I got dressed and walked out.

As a result, the moment I walked out of the bathroom door, I suddenly found that Zheng Jiayue was not watching TV.

At this time, she didn't know what was going on, and she stood in front of the window where I was standing just now, quietly looking out of the window.

I was stunned when I saw this picture, and at this moment a feeling came up from the bottom of my heart.

At this moment I felt like never before. I and Zheng Jiayue are actually the same kind of people...

We are all lonely people in this world...