Chapter 252: Uncontrollable Pain
After washing the dishes in the summer, I went to the living room with Xia Yu to watch the Spring Festival Gala. For many years, even if there is only their mother and daughter, they will definitely get together to watch the Spring Festival Gala on New Year's Day.
It's just that there was more An Xuan later, and the three of them celebrated the festival together, which was a little more lively. This year...... It's back to the way it was before, and there's something going on on TV, but Summer doesn't actually watch it at all.
Just looked at Xia Yu's side face, and felt inexplicably relieved. She leaned over the sofa next to her, put her arm around Xia Yu, and rested her head on her shoulder.
Xia Yi didn't refuse, the two of them leaned together and watched the Spring Festival Gala for more than an hour, and the eyelids of Xia Yan fought, and they almost fell asleep like this.
Finally, near twelve o'clock, a call came in. The mobile phone was placed on the coffee table in front of her, and Xia glanced at the caller ID, it was Zhou Ziliang's phone, she smiled happily and answered the phone.
Zhou Ziliang's voice came: "I'm downstairs in your house now, come out." ”
Summer thought about it for a while, and after making sure that she really didn't have an appointment with him tonight, she replied, "Why did you let me come out at this time?" We didn't make an appointment in advance, and I didn't prepare anything at all. ”
Zhou Ziliang burst out laughing: "Come out, this is the first time I have had the opportunity to stay together for New Year's Eve after I was with you." At night, there will be a lot of people outside to put Kong Ming lanterns, don't you like it very much, so I want to put Kong Ming lanterns with you. ”
That's really ...... It's sweet to listen to.
Speaking of which, I've been with him lately. There are no more barriers in the past, just give your sincerity. It seems that the mood is much better, and even she is about to forget that this year is the first New Year they have spent together in the real sense.
Xia Yuguang glanced at Xia Yu, hesitated for a moment before agreeing, and got up after hanging up the phone.
"Mom, that, Zhou Ziliang asked me to go out and put Kong Ming lanterns together. I won't watch it with you first, you also rest early, don't be too tired, anyway, you can watch the replay tomorrow, I'll go out first. ”
Xia Yi nodded: "It's cold outside, wear more." ”
In the darkness, she looked up at Summer, her gaze following her movements.
Because the light was too dim, she couldn't see it in the summer, and at that time there was guilt, anxiety, forbearance, and sadness in her eyes.
In the summer, I quickly changed my clothes and tied my hair into a very refreshing ball. Wearing a long down jacket and boots, a scarf and a mask, he hurried to the door to change his shoes.
When she ran to the door, Xia Yu stopped her.
"Every day. ”
"Ah, what's wrong Mom?" Summer looked back blankly.
There was no light in the room, and Summer could only see a faint light in her eyes. She thought it was just the light from the TV, so she didn't pay any attention to it.
Xia Yan pursed his lips and pulled out a smile: "It's okay, you go and have fun, and you have to be as happy as you are now." ”
"Hmm. Summer nodded in surprise.
I don't know why, my mother always says such inexplicable things recently, and after listening to it a lot, she has become accustomed to it, and it may be ...... It's menopause.
She went out in one go, because it was New Year's night, so no one took the elevator at all, she quickly took the elevator downstairs, and as soon as she got out of the elevator, she saw the man standing in the snow waiting for her outside.
Summer bloomed into a smile and smiled crookedly.
strode out and threw himself into Zhou Ziliang's arms.
"So fast, I thought you'd be down in at least half an hour. Zhou Ziliang lowered his head and touched her forehead affectionately.
"Because it's night and I'm coming out wearing a mask, I don't have to wear makeup. But you said to put Kong Ming lanterns, where are we going to put them?" Summer blinked, and felt very happy when he thought about it.
In fact, after so long, I have long forgotten about it. It turned out that just such a small thing could make her so heartless and happy.
It's just that as soon as she came out of the house, her hands immediately became as cold as ice cubes. Zhou Ziliang took her hand into the palm of his hand and led her to the direction of the park.
"You'll know when you get there. ”
He drove all the way forward, and Summer recognized the direction he was driving in the direction of the square. But because it was him, he didn't ask too much and let him go forward with him.
When we arrived at the square, people had already started to set off Kong Ming lanterns and fireworks. The sky is full of brilliant colors, and there are many couples standing in the square, relying on each other very intimately, and jointly putting Kong Ming lanterns into the sky.
Zhou Ziliang led her to the direction of the square with the Kong Ming lantern, surrounded by couples gathered together. In summer, there is an inexplicable illusion of stars exploding and becoming a declaration of love, and everything around is very eye-catching.
Zhou Ziliang lit the candle in the middle of Kong Ming's lantern, and the faint flame illuminated the distance between the two people. It's a warm orange, and there are small snowflakes floating in the sky.
With every breath, a white mist wafted out of the mouth, and at such times, even this mist was pleasant.
Two people, four hands together, grasped the edge of the Kong Ming lantern.
Zhou Ziliang said: "It's the first time to put Kong Ming lanterns with you, today is such a special day, should we make a wish?"
Summer nodded.
The first time they put the Kong Ming lantern, when they made a wish, they remembered everything in the past, and only then did they know that they had known each other for more than two years. At that time, I never dreamed that they would come to this point, but today, everything is still in time.
Summer obediently closed her eyes and made a wish, and after thinking about it for a long time, she realized that she had been without desires for a long time, and now if she had to make a wish, it would be ...... I hope that everything in the future will be like now, and no one will be hurt again.
Before she could open her eyes, she felt someone come up and kiss her on the forehead.
Summer opened his eyes, and in front of him was Zhou Ziliang's happy smile.
looked at him and smiled, and the two of them released the Kong Ming lantern in their hands at the same time. The Kong Ming lantern instantly slowly rose and floated into the sky.
After putting on the Kong Ming lantern, Zhou Ziliang drove her home directly. After all, it was too cold outside, and he was afraid that he would catch a cold in the summer.
After returning home, Zhou Ziliang pestered her and refused to let go. Summer quietly opened Xia Yu's door and found that she had already laid down, and she should have fallen asleep. I secretly ran to Zhou Ziliang's house opposite, and on a cold day, I should have hugged a warm baby.
That night, Zhou Ziliang actually had insomnia, holding her in his arms, as if he had finally obtained the treasure he had coveted for a long time. So he refused to let go of anything, and just wanted to use all the scoundrel means to keep pestering her.
When he woke up the next summer, he found that Zhou Ziliang had not slept all night. I just hugged her and lay down all night, and as soon as I woke up, I was stared at like this, she inexplicably felt that her scalp was numb, and she grabbed the quilt and pulled it over her head, wrapping her whole body in the quilt.
After making a fuss for a while, Summer finally got up and went back to his house.
According to the previous situation, she should have opened the door and found that Xia Yu had already prepared breakfast. Waiting for her to come back to eat, but this time when she came back, it was empty, and there was nothing.
Xia rubbed her hair, thinking that it was because she ran out early last night, and after coming back, she didn't go home directly, but stayed at Zhou Ziliang's house all night, so Xia Yan was angry.
She stepped on her slippers and pushed open Xia Yu's door in surprise, shouting as she walked.
"Mom, I'm back......"
As soon as she pushed the door open, the whole person froze there, her hands and feet were cold for a moment, and the blood in her whole body was flowing backwards.
Xia Yu lay straight on the bed, his eyes closed as if he was asleep, motionless. She had blood oozing from her mouth and nose, the blood had dried up, and she was still clutching a summer dress in her arms.
She remained calm all this time, as if nothing had happened. But in fact, every day she is suffering, every day is counting on her fingers, how long she should live.
If it weren't for the fact that the New Year was coming soon, she would have wanted to spend the last New Year with the summer. When she knew the truth that day, she would immediately choose to die to make up for the mistakes that Summer had to make.
As usual, she endured and endured.
I finally endured it on the day of the New Year.,According to my heart's thoughts, I spent the last birthday with the summer.。
There are no regrets anymore, in her heart, choosing to leave is to not cause trouble to the summer, in order to let her get out of it all.
But she didn't know that it was all over, and now that the summer was fine.
In the summer, my feet were so weak that I almost fell to the ground. She crawled towards the side of the bed, shivering and touching Xia Yu's skin, her skin was already cold, and her limbs were stiff.
Summer held Xia Yu's hand tightly with both hands, hoping to warm her hand. The temperature returned to the past, but it was too cold and too cold to cover the heat.
"Mom...... Mom...... What are you doing here, what are you doing, I'm back, your daughter is here, what are you doing now, get up......
Summer cried so much that she could barely make any sound. She got up to shake Xia Yu's body, and raised her hand to wipe the blood from the corner of her mouth. But the blood had dried up and clotted, and I couldn't wipe it off.
Zhou Ziliang heard the screams of summer, opened the door and rushed in, and also saw such a sad scene.
Summer went limp, and the bag in her hand fell to the ground. She almost crawled to the side of her handbag, desperately trying to take out the phone in the bag and call the emergency number, but she couldn't get it out.
"Summer ......" Zhou Ziliang's throat was so dry that he called out.
Summer immediately crawled over and hugged his legs, begging him: "Zhou Zi forgive me...... You can help me call, you help me call an ambulance, my mom...... My mom...... I can't lose her! I can't ......."
Tremendous grief and fear overwhelmed Summer's consciousness, and she couldn't control her incoherent speech.
Zhou Ziliang frowned tightly, took out his mobile phone from his bag, and quickly dialed the emergency number.