She looked at him downstairs from a distance, everything outside was white, only he was standing in the snow dressed in black, with a lonely sadness: "What nonsense are you talking about, you are my friend, of course I will care about you." ”

"Friend......" Lin Mu'an took a deep breath and sighed long. "You knew from the beginning that I didn't want to be your friend. ”

"Senior Brother ......"

He finally moved, lowered his head and looked at his feet: "I won't come up to disturb you, if it's inconvenient to come down to see me because of his reasons, then forget it, I'll leave now." ”

Even if he made a choice like this, if he couldn't talk to him this time, I'm afraid he wouldn't even have to be friends in the future.

"You wait two minutes, and I'll come down right away. ”

Summer hung up the phone in a hurry, ran back to the room to change clothes, wrapped his coat tightly and rushed downstairs. Fortunately, Lin Mu'an had been waiting for her downstairs, and when he saw her coming down, he squinted slightly, and his face was already a little stiff from the cold.

Summer held an umbrella and went over his head.

"You come in with me first, it's too cold outside, what to say inside. ”

"No, I don't. Lin Muan stubbornly rejected her, smiled slightly, and he seemed to hesitate for a long time before he could ask her: "Summer, are you really with him now?"

She instantly understood, even if she hadn't made it public yet, she hadn't told them anyone, but her performance in the recent period had made Lin Muan guess.

She pursed her lips: "I'm sorry, I want to follow my heart." ”

"Follow your heart?" Lin Mu'an nodded a little lonely, the summer umbrella was light blue, and his entire face was shrouded in a light blue halo, plated with a layer of hesitation.

"Have you ever thought about what I should do, have you ever thought that there is someone behind you who has been waiting for you. Have you ever wondered how sad I would be?"

This series of questions made Summer unable to answer.

As she herself said, it's not wrong to like her, it's not that liking her deserves to bear those gossip and pain.

But because I don't like it, I can't let myself accept his good all the time, so I have to make it clear, otherwise it will really delay him.

"This decision did come very suddenly, but senior brother. You should know that even without Zhou Ziliang, it is impossible between us, and it is still too late to tell you everything, and you still have a lot of time to find someone better than me. ”

Lin Mu'an interrupted her: "Do you think my love for you is so cheap and shallow, can you dislike it if you don't like it?"

Summer looked at him.

Lin Muan said: "When you only have Zhou Ziyu in your eyes, I also persuaded you in the same way, I hope you can look forward and find a better person in the future." But you rejected me at that time, do you remember? You only knew your stubbornness, and never thought that for me, my liking for you was just like your stubbornness towards Zhou Ziyu at that time, not that you could give up if you gave up. ”

The moment I heard her admit it herself.

The whole world has changed, and it is gray and gray. There was no more brilliance, and the temperature in the air dropped suddenly. It smelled of cold frost, just as hard as his heart ached at the moment.

"I'm sorry ......"

She didn't seem to know what else to say other than that.

Lin Mu'an raised his face and let out a long sigh of relief. With every breath, a faint mist of water came out of his mouth, and he closed his eyes tightly.

"Let's do it first, there are some things, and I will slowly witness them later, but I will not give up easily. ”

He didn't know why after letting Xia Yi hear those words that day, she didn't move at all, and she didn't seem to plan to make any moves at all.

But in the face of such a person who deeply hurt their family, Lin Muan firmly believes that Xia Yan, as a mother, will never allow them to get married.

So he would wait quietly and watch what happened.

Summer called him a little hurriedly: "Senior brother......"

"Let's go back, it's cold, I'm going to go back first. ”

Lin Muan said this, turned around and left. He left a neat trail of footprints behind him. He didn't actually feel cold, even the tips of his fingers were still hot. But the snowflakes were falling in a stream, and my heart was already full of frost.

Summer stood in place and watched him go away, until Lin Mu'an's figure was completely invisible. She lowered her head a little sadly, obviously she had promised that she would never make anyone she care about sad again in this life.

But now, after all, he still broke his promise.

When she returned home in despair, she happened to see Xia Yu knitting a pair of slippers for her, very meticulous feet, and with the residual warmth of Xia Yu's hands.

The two people invited by Zhou Ziliang have already gone home for the New Year, so now there are only their mother and daughter at home.

"Every day, try the new slippers that your mother made for you. ”

Xia Yi walked up to her with slippers, and even bent down to change her shoes in person. Summer was startled, and hurriedly bent down to grab her.

"Mom, what are you doing here, it's just a matter of changing shoes, I can change them myself. ”

Xia Yi continued to change her shoes regardless of it, and secretly raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, only by lowering her head like this, Xia would not see the tears in her eyes.

She said: "This is the last time my mother will knit slippers for you, and my mother wants to change them for you herself." ”

Some owe debts to others and are destined to be repaid.

But if you owe someone's life, what should you do, it is naturally life for life.

This sensitive word made Summer very uneasy: "Mom...... What are you doing with such inexplicable words? I'm still waiting to wear the slippers you knitted for me every year, but if you're tired, don't knit, I'll buy you new ones later. ”

Xia Yan smiled: "If you buy it outside, how can you make it yourself." ”

Pursing her lips in the summer, she always felt that such a mother was a little weird: "Mom...... Do you feel uncomfortable in any way?"

"No, mom is fine. She got up, took Summer's hand, walked to the sofa and sat down, holding her hand and refusing to let go. "Every day, you have to take good care of yourself, you know. ”

"With my mother here, how can I not take good care of myself, don't you keep reminding me?"

Xia Yu's hand paused, and she raised her eyes. He reached out again to touch her face, and his eyes were full of pity and reluctance.

Her daughter is the best child in the world. But she has suffered so much for her, and now that she has decided to leave her, will this relieve some of the burden on her stupid child?

Will she no longer be under the control of Zhou Ziliang, and she will be able to live a good life in the future, and she will no longer have to worry about being threatened by anyone.

Thinking of Ahn Hyun...... Her tears welled up for no reason.

Summer finally sensed that something was wrong, and grabbed Xia Yu's hand caressing her cheek. Her palms are a little rough, but they have the power to reassure Summer.

"Mom, what are you crying about, I thought you were weird last time. Ask you what's wrong, you haven't been telling me, you have something to tell me, what's wrong?"

She hurried forward and looked anxiously into her eyes. But Xia Yi raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and instead burst into laughter.

She laughed and couldn't hold back her tears: "Mom just thought that you are not young, and when you get married in the future, I may not be able to see you often, so I am a little sad." ”

Summer frowned tightly, panicked and didn't know what to do.

Mom is the only relative in this world, and her every move can always quickly involve her nerves. So when I saw her crying, I didn't know what to do in the summer.

"Every day, you tell your mother, do you really like Mr. Zhou, do you really want to live with him for the rest of your life?"

Summer was stunned for a moment, but she didn't expect her to suddenly ask about Zhou Ziliang. She smiled reluctantly: "Why are you asking this at this time, it's been so long, of course I really want to be with him." ”

This is true and not false.

Xia Yi looked at her deeply and said, "Mom knows that you have always wanted to improve our living conditions because of our bad situation in the past. But mom always wants to tell you that if there are some things that you don't want, you must learn to refuse, mom is your strongest backing, definitely not a burden to you, do you understand?"

This inexplicable remark made Summer feel even more uneasy, and she looked at her for a while before stumbling to ask a question.

"Mom, is someone talking nonsense to you again?"

"No, how could it be. Xia Yi wiped away her tears and looked at Xia Xia again, she wanted to laugh, but let out a long sigh. "Every day, you must be good, no matter what happens, you must be good, your mother will always support you in every decision you make, you must remember. ”

Summer's heart tightened, and a feeling of nausea instantly rose from her chest. She covered her lips tightly, gesturing to vomit, and finally covered her mouth and retched for a long time, but nothing came out.

She only thought that she had such a problem because she was overly nervous, so she didn't care at all.

Xia Yan watched her series of actions behind her, and her eyes flashed with very sad emotions.

Is it too late, if it is too late, she can't let this tragedy continue. It must be stopped in time, otherwise, it will harm Tiantian's life.

She prepared a very hearty dinner, although several of the dishes were leftovers from the day. But a few new dishes were added in the evening, and the mother and daughter sat down to eat together, which was also very warm.

Xia Yu has been constantly preparing vegetables for summer, and she eats a lot of face in summer. After dinner, she went to wash the dishes, and Xia Yi kept standing at the kitchen door looking at her.

Talking to her from time to time, Xia Yan didn't know what she was talking about. It's just greedy to look at Summer a few more times, and keep in mind what she looks like now.

Everything I have experienced in this life is still vivid, and the love and hate over the years have flashed through my mind one by one. There are no lines in the corners of his eyes, and his heart is already full of morning frost.