But......

The child, who had been kind from birth to death, was gone.

No one will be willing to stubbornly resist and decide their own life and death for her.

So much has happened this month, even though it's early spring. Even in an air-conditioned cabin, it still feels so cold and cold. It seems that the cold temperature of being unconscious in the snow will always be retained in the arms, and no matter how much you cover it, it can't be warm.

When the plane landed at the airport, it was past seven o'clock in the evening.

It wasn't until they took a taxi and the driver asked them where they were. In the summer, he realized that he didn't even have a place to go, he had been living in Zhou Ziliang's house before, and now, his home definitely couldn't go.

She paused for a long time before saying, "Excuse me...... Just dropped us off at one of the nearest hotels. ”

It was the first night back in China in nearly two months. She was afraid that she would disturb Xia Yu's rest at night, so she opened two rooms.

She stood by the window for a long time, and the air was too cold in the middle of the night. She was shivering from the cold, and with tears in her eyes in the summer, it seemed as if she was still in the small town of Tekapo, why was the sky different from here, why...... The fact that you have to face so much pain when you come back?

Until the early hours of the morning, because there was no rest for too long. In the summer, my eyes hurt a lot, but my brain seemed to blow up, and I didn't seem to feel sleepy at all. At four o'clock in the morning, she really couldn't withstand the invasion of exhaustion, so she fell asleep on the bed.

She slept only four hours and woke up at eight in the morning.

Now here, it seems that Yu Lin is the only person she knows who can help her go to Ziyu's funeral. So she was extremely frightened, afraid that he would give up taking her to the scene for fear of causing trouble to himself.

On the way to the funeral hall with her, Yu Lin told her uneasily: "I'll take you in, but you must wear a mask and not reveal your identity, otherwise you will definitely be kicked out." ”

Xia looked at him blankly and sleepily: "But I want to see Ziyu, I want to apologize to his family." ”

Yu Lin interrupted her: "The old man lost two sons at the same time, one is already dead, and the other is lying in the hospital like a living dead. And the affairs of the two of them have nothing to do with you, Miss Xia, do you think they are still willing to see you?"

Yu Lin was very anxious, and after a pause, he continued: "What's more, now, the old man has great doubts and misunderstandings about the matter between you and the boss. When you appear at this time, whether you tell the truth or not, he will not let you go. ”

Summer forced herself to listen to all these words, and she gradually understood that there was no way to undo it. Seeing Ziyu for the last time is already God's greatest kindness to her.

So she had no choice but to nod, and when she arrived at the venue, she obediently put on the mask Yu Lin gave her and entered the venue.

The whole venue is filled with chrysanthemums, and it is white all around.

Desolate, bleak, sad in the sky, thin and cool in the sky.

Yu Lin took her into the hall, because he was afraid that she would lose control of her emotions and do something she shouldn't do, so he kept pulling her tightly.

In the distance, Summer saw Zhou Ziyu's face.

In the black-and-white frame, from a distance, his face was the same as before his death, looking at her and smiling.

Even from birth to the age of twenty-six, he has been suffering from illness. But he still used to smile so warmly, and he once fought against the disease.

Summer turned back in a hurry and dazedly, wanting to break free from Yu Lin's hands. She said, "I want to go see him now, can I ......?"

"You have to be calm, if you want to see him up close, you can't reveal your identity. ”

She had to be patient, and she didn't know what was going on during the whole process. I only knew that I was waiting blankly, and waited until Yu Lin took her and began to approach the coffin step by step.

In a pile of blooming white chrysanthemums, Ziyu's body was there. He was sealed in a coffin and lay there as if he were asleep, as if he were asleep.

She just stood there, tears pouring down her face. She tried her best to restrain her trembling, and after only looking at it for a while, someone stepped forward and wanted to close the coffin inch by inch, she seemed to be stupid, watching Ziyu's face disappear from sight little by little.

The words that Ziyu had told her in the past suddenly flashed in her mind, and sadness suddenly came over her like a tsunami. She could no longer hold back her emotions, like a fish on the verge of death out of the water, screaming hysterically.

She never forgot, he said, summer, I am not afraid of death, but I hope to accompany you on the way.

He said that when my surgery is successful, I will accompany you to all the places you want to go. Go to the stars and find a one-of-a-kind asteroid that belongs to both of us.

He promised her that he would believe her no matter what he heard, that he would have the operation as scheduled, and that he would wait for her to come back.

He had promised her, but he had done nothing. Not only did he not believe her, but he didn't even promise that he would have a good operation and accompany her on the way!

How could he do that?

How can you deceive her?

She struggled desperately, trying to break free from Yu Lin's grasp.

But he pulled it so tightly that he wouldn't let go. Summer was in a hurry, screaming hysterically as she struggled to break free of his hands.

"No, you let me go, I must see him no matter what. He promised me that he would not leave me, he promised me that he would accompany me wherever I wanted to go......" She gasped, and the sound of her roar had caught the attention of many people around her. But she tried her best to just cry and listen to nothing.

She finally broke free from Yu Lin's restraint and immediately pounced in front of the coffin like a small arrow.

Zhou Yufeng and Zhou's mother stood there, watching her suddenly pounce. It wasn't until she pushed the staff who closed the lid with all her strength that Zhou's mother recognized her.

Then her tears fell even more fiercely, like a choked breath in her chest that did not come up, and she suddenly fainted with weakness in her hands and feet, and then was hurriedly supported by the people next to her.

Summer cried breathlessly: "Zhou Ziyu, you get up, how can you lie to me...... You promised me, how can you do this...... Get up!"

When Zhou Yufeng saw her, it seemed that there was only anger left, so he immediately commanded others to pull her away.

Summer desperately reached for the corners of the coffin, and couldn't care if her fingers were scratched by nails.

"No, let me go with him, I beg you not to pull me, he promised me to live...... He won't leave me. ”

She was shaking from crying, and her fingers were broken one by one. But the guilt and pain in her heart turned into a stubborn brute force, wanting to break free from everyone and stuff herself into the cold coffin.

It seems that only by dying immediately, immediately throwing into the fire, and leaving with him, can the grief be resolved!

She lost her sense of hearing, oblivious to everything that was happening around her. Regardless of the persuasion and pulling of others, he only heard his own miserable cry, hoarse and desperate.

She didn't understand why this was happening. Obviously, he had promised her that no matter what happened, he would believe it, and no matter what happened, he would carry out the operation according to the original plan. But why is it the way it is?

The last two hands were grabbed by the staff, who were holding her arms. Pulling her out of the mourning hall mercilessly, she watched Ziyu's coffin get farther and farther away from her.

It wasn't until she was left at the door of the hall that she gradually understood from her despair.

Her Ziyu is really gone, no matter how much she cries. No matter how much she howls and cries, Zhou Ziyu will not come back, and Ziyu, who said that she would spend her life with her, will not come back.

He said that he would wait for her, would believe in her unconditionally, and accompany her wherever she wanted to go.

She thought that there would really be such a day in this life, but she could never wait.

He loved her like this, just like Zhou Ziliang said, even if she deceived him, he would definitely forgive him.

So he chose to leave silently, without complaining to her or asking her why. did not leave anything accusing her and Zhou Ziliang, and chose to sacrifice himself and bury all these ugly things to protect her.

Summer fell to the ground shivering, crying until her voice was hoarse, as if she could no longer make a sound.

Yu Lin walked over from the side and looked at her condescendingly.

In the past, he always felt that this woman was the biggest trouble, whether it was for the boss or Zhou Ziyu. is the biggest trouble, but now it seems that maybe she is just the pitiful one, or maybe she is really sincere to Zhou Ziyu.

When she gradually cried until she could no longer shed tears, she cried until she couldn't move.

Yu Lin stepped forward to pull her up and stuffed her into the car. But her whole person is like a lost soul, no matter how she talks to her, no matter what she asks, she stubbornly refuses to speak.

He had no choice but to continue driving, dropping her off at the hotel where she stayed yesterday, and continuing to call her downstairs at the hotel.

"Hey, what you need me to do for you, I've done it for you. Don't waste any more time, you have to know that it is not only Zhou Ziyu who was injured this time, but also the boss, who has not woken up until now for your sake. ”

Summer still falls on deaf ears.

Zhou Ziliang......

Who is to blame for the way things are now?

If it weren't for his stubbornness to hurt Zhou Ziyu, none of this would have happened. Even if he's in the hospital right now, so what, people always have to pay for what they do, don't they?

She didn't want to say a word, and she was about to leave with a hollow open door.

Looking at her crumbling figure, Yu Lin couldn't bear it. After all, he still stopped her, "In the summer, there is something for you, Zhou Ziyu left it for you." ”

Hearing Zhou Ziyu's name, she trembled violently. Then he turned back sharply, and his empty eyes seemed to be instantly injected into his soul.

"What's that?" she said hoarsely.

Yu Lin took out a letter from the car, which was a letter left by Zhou Ziyu when he finally left New Zealand, one in the summer, and one in Zhou Ziliang.