Before he went, the hospital staff originally wanted to give it to Xia Yu. But Xia Yan couldn't understand English, so he only handed the letter to him after he, the person who could communicate, arrived.

He originally thought that since things had developed to this point. Then it didn't make any sense to hand over this letter to her, but suddenly I saw her look like life was worse than death.

I didn't know that the string had been touched like this, so I thought about handing over the letter to her at this time.

Summer suddenly took the letter from his hand and wanted to open it, but he didn't dare.

She wanted to know what Zhou Ziyu wanted to say to her at the last moment. But she was afraid, what if he hated her because he knew the truth?

"I don't know what to say, I know you hate the boss right now. But...... You don't know what he's been through, and even if you hate him, there's nothing you can do. In the summer, the boss has really atoned for your sins. ”

So much so that until now, he is still lying in the hospital.

Summer didn't say a word, and didn't want to answer him at all. He took the letter numbly and turned back to the hotel.

When she returned to the room, Xia Yu was waiting for her in the room.

On the table were the meals and apples she had prepared for herself because they had been sitting for too long. The soup noodles have solidified with a layer of fat, and the apples have oxidized and discolored.

Seeing her come back, Xia Yan hurriedly got up and prepared to heat a hot meal for her.

Summer hurriedly stopped her, "Mom, don't be busy, I don't have much appetite and don't want to eat." ”

Then he sat down on the bed very tired and lay down on the bed. But as soon as I lay down, I felt that my eyes were sour, and my eyes couldn't stop crying. She turned her face sideways, not wanting Xia Yan to see her tears.

"Every day......" Xia Yi called her worriedly, she didn't tell her anything, and kept hiding it from her.

Until now, she didn't understand what was really going on. I only knew that I was in a coma after a car accident, and when I woke up, I only knew that I was in New Zealand. Then Xia and Zhou Ziliang were seriously injured, and then they returned to China inexplicably.

"What's wrong with you, what's going on during this time? Why don't you tell me anything, how is Mr. Zhou now, what's going on between you and him? And An Xuan, I haven't been able to contact him. You must also tell me about the big thing, you are hiding it from your mother like this, do you know how anxious I am?"

Summer slowly curled herself up and curled up in a ball on the bed. As if she was too tired, she sighed tiredly.

Then he said, "Mom, don't say any more." ”

Xia Yi looked at her injured appearance with some difficulty, puzzled, and even more helpless in the face of such a summer.

"Mom......"

Xia Yi reached out and patted her on the back: "Mom is here, what's wrong?"

She called again: "Mom......"

"Mom is here, what's wrong?"

Summer stubbornly refused to answer, but tears welled up in an instant. Xia Yan was taken aback: "Tiantian, are you okay, don't scare your mother like this, what's wrong with you?"

She didn't answer, stubbornly weeping tears.

"Every day, don't scare your mother, you must say something, your mother can bear it with you, if you make a mistake, we will correct it......"

Xia Yan's voice was close to her ears, calling her name, holding her anxiously and comforting her.

"Mom. Her whole body trembled slightly, "I'm so tired, how could I be like this, how could I be such a bad person." ”

is too tired, in a short period of time, she lost An Xuan, almost lost her mother, mixed with the pain brought to her by Zhou Ziliang, and faced the pain of losing Ziyu again. There were so many things in her face that she couldn't breathe like a tsunami.

Xia Yan panicked and pulled her, "What nonsense is suddenly ......"

Summer rolled over and grabbed her arm tightly. stubbornly refuses to let go, afraid that as soon as she lets go, her only reliance in this world will disappear.

She stretched out her hand, and all the squeezed painful emotions were released, and she cried almost incoherently: "Mom, what should I do? How can I persevere, I am a bad person, how can I be so bad? Ziyu is so good, how can I hurt him like this......"

She couldn't control her incoherent speech, her whole body trembled violently, her brain seemed to have crashed, and there was no room for thought.

She raised her face to look at Xia Yu, her face full of tears.

"My Ziyu is gone, he said he would accompany me for the rest of his life, why did he lie to me, my Ziyu is gone......"

It turns out that my heart hurts like this, and I bear such empathetic pain. understands how painful it is to lose someone, and only then does it hurt Zhou Ziyu deeply.

Zhou Ziyu, who didn't know anything from beginning to end, why didn't she wait for her, and didn't wait for her to explain everything clearly?

God is so stingy, he is not willing to give her more than a minute or a second.

Xia Yu hugged her numbly, she didn't know who Ziyu was in Xia's mouth. But she had never seen Summer cry so sadly, never seen her cry so sadly.

It's like a heartbreak, and only when you die immediately can you resolve your grief and indignation.

She didn't know how long she had been crying, maybe two hours, maybe three hours, and her chest hurt like a stone.

Until more than twelve o'clock, it was already time to rest at night. Finally, there was a person in the next room who couldn't stand it, and came to knock on the door to no avail, so he went to the hotel front desk to find the staff to solve, and the staff took the room card to open the door.

"I'm sorry ma'am, it's time to rest now, if you have anything sad, can you solve it outside first and then come back, you have already affected the normal rest of our other customers. ”

Xia Yi hurriedly got up and bowed again and again to apologize.

"I'm sorry, my kid just got a little irritated, don't worry, I'll appease her as soon as possible. ”

Finally, when the staff left, Summer seemed to hear their conversation. Obediently shut up and stopped crying, but his shoulders were still slightly shaking, and he would sobble from time to time, like a child crying for too long.

Summer wouldn't say anything, just curled herself up in the quilt without making a sound.

When the lights were turned off, the room was pitch black and nothing could be seen. Xia Yu stayed in her room for a long time, probably hearing that Summer was breathing evenly, and only left after making sure that she was asleep and went back to her room.

As soon as she left, Summer got up.

Taking out the letter from under the quilt, which already carried her body temperature, she didn't dare to turn on the light, for fear of alarming her mother.

So she could only use her mobile phone to turn on the flashlight, and with the faint light, she restrained and urgently tore open the letter that Ziyu left for her.

The envelope was opened layer by layer, and inside the letter was the familiar Ziyu's handwriting. Very beautiful handwriting, in addition to the letter left for her, there are also sketches drawn by Ziyu for her.

Summer shuddered and opened the painting, and suddenly something peeked out of the paper. She took her phone to light it, and suddenly her whole body trembled, and she slowly reached out and picked up the little thing.

Place it in the palm of your hand and look closely.

It was actually the ring that Zhou Ziyu was going to use when she proposed to her, a very ordinary ring. The diamond is not big, but the style is very beautiful, and it is shimmering under the faint light of the mobile phone.

Summer's eyes moistened almost instantly, and the phone in her hand instantly slipped onto the bed. She held the ring tremblingly, and took his letter with her other hand.

The content of the letter is not long.

Zhou Ziyu sat in the ward where he was in the summer in the snowy weather, and wrote such a last letter with his own hands.

Xia Xia, when you read this letter......

'Xia Xia, when you read this letter, I should have been gone. After knowing some of the real facts, I don't seem to know what to call you. Because theoretically, you were never my girlfriend.

I always thought that we were close friends who talked about everything, and there were no secrets. I always thought that you and Ziliang were just friends, and I never doubted you.

Ziliang is my own brother, and I have always been self-righteous before, thinking that I know him. But the truth always hits me hard at the last minute, telling me that everything I used to think was nothing more than my self-righteousness.

I don't know why Zi Liang hates me, but I don't hate him either. I'm his brother, and he hates me so much because I'm not good enough in some way.

Instead, I want to thank Him for letting me meet you. When I met you, I had the urge to live.

It's the same in other directions, if he hadn't arranged for you to come close to me, I wouldn't have been actively treated, and I wouldn't have lived long.

So, there is no need to feel guilty, there is no need to blame yourself.

I want to thank you for bringing me this wonderful memory, I am truly invested in my love. I know you're just as nervous and tangled, I don't know if you've ever loved me, but I can feel that you're kind to me, not a pretense.

You can't hide if you like someone, even if you don't say it, it will run out of your eyes.

Since my death can solve everything, then I choose to fulfill my son's forgiveness and fulfill myself. It's my own choice, so I don't blame anyone and I don't hate anyone.

You have to fulfill your promise to live well and find an asteroid that has not yet been named in your lifetime.

Don't blame yourself, don't hate my desperation, and don't hate my son.

I love you.

- To my love, summer. ’

After reading this letter, Summer was almost in a state of death.

She didn't know how heartbroken Zhou Ziyu was when he knew everything, and she didn't know how desperate he wrote this letter.

He is so good, even if he knows everything, he doesn't blame anyone, but has been defending Zhou Ziliang.

Summer tried to hold back her tears.

Ziyu, Ziyu......

In her life, how can she get such a deep love from Ziyu?

With such a painful and heavy sense of guilt, how could he live as he expected, without scruples, as if nothing had happened.