After enduring it, Bian Xuedao still asked Shen Fu: "How did Professor Shen go?"

Shen Fu turned his head to look out the window, and said leisurely: "When he was running for my business last year, he contracted SARS, and he was exhausted and had a very poor physique, so he didn't carry it.

Shen Fu looked out the window and didn't know what to think.

Bian Xuedao thought back to the serious, rigid old man who rarely smiled, and the room suddenly became quiet.

Shen Fu asked Bian Xuedao again: "Is it 600 lines a month?"

A simple sentence, combined with Shen Fu's tone and expression, Bian Xuedao judged one thing: Shen Fu didn't have much money.

Bian Xuedao suddenly thought of the post about Shen Fu in the forum.

Shen Fu in front of him, within a year, experienced a series of changes that most people can hardly bear because of her husband's cheating, her child miscarriage, her own lawsuit for hurting others, compensation, divorce, her father's death, and her mother's paralysis.

It seems that there is one more article to add, I went back to my hometown to find a job, because the old thing was revealed, and I lost my job not long after.

This should be a veritable family ruin.

Bian Xuedao even thought that could it be that the price of the house Shen Fu is renting now has risen, and she has no choice but to rent a room to relieve the financial pressure, and help her mother recover her memory by the way?

It's just that I'm afraid she didn't expect that renting a room here is similar to renting a house outside.

Bian Xuedao felt that he couldn't refuse Shen Fu.

With his intuition as an adult man in his thirties, he could feel that the pressure on the woman standing opposite him had reached its limit.

Now that Bian Xuedao understands, the ethereal temperament shown by Shen Fu during class is a kind of self-closure and a kind of lovelessness.

If it weren't for my mother's illness, she might have jumped from the top of a building with her beloved musical instrument in her arms.

It is true that Bian Xuedao is a layman, but he also hides goodness in his heart, and the common goodness of human nature.

Sometimes, he'll kill them all.

Sometimes, he would help the needy.

After listening to Shen Fu's words, Bian Xuedao said happily: "I didn't know that so many things happened in Lu Dao before, and when I rented here, Teacher Shen took good care of me. Since it is helpful for Mr. Shen's condition, you and Mr. Shen should move over. The rent is not in a hurry, and it will be settled together at the end of the year. By the way, when will you move? Tell me, I'll find someone to help. ”

Shen Fu didn't expect a sudden turn.

At the beginning of entering the door, the boy surnamed Bian was obviously very resolute that he would not rent it, why did he suddenly agree, and even the rent could be delayed, could it be ......

Shen Fu naturally thought, could it be that this boy heard that his father was gone, what intentions did he have for himself?

Let's take it one step at a time!

After moving over, I changed the lock on the door of the room and brought a knife with me.

Shen Fu was indeed a little out of breath because of the problem of money.

For the house rented before, the landlord wants to increase the price, and it is okay to say that the price is not increased, and the payment must be made annually.

But Shen Fu's current savings are less than 3,000, and she has no money to pay for the whole year.

Now she doesn't have a job.

Songjiang is not like Beijing, where there are not many parents who are willing to pay for good teachers to teach their children music.

Since losing his job as a teaching assistant at Songjiang University due to rumors on the Internet, Shen Fu has almost lost his source of income and lives entirely on his mother's pension.

She even gave up her face to apply for jobs in bars and night clubs, but her instruments and music were too elegant and quiet to be suitable for that kind of noisy place, and she was fired after working for three days.

It's really exhaustive.

The Shen family's relatives are thin, and Professor Shen is old-fashioned and high-minded, and he has always been infrequent with his relatives.

Shen Fu's character inherited ninety percent of her father's character, and she was also a noble and arrogant person.

In the past, there was little contact when it was beautiful, but now that I am in trouble, I naturally have no face to ask for help from those relatives who have not come to the door for more than ten or twenty years.

The ex-husband was a negative one, because the divorce was very stiff, and Shen Fu didn't think about looking for him at all.

There are some students with good relationships with his parents, but when Shen Fu had an accident last year, Professor Shen tried his best to find all the students who could be found and could ask for help, and only then did he prescribe a psychiatric evaluation for Shen Fu to avoid prison.

But human affection is like this, use a little bit to be thin.

Shen Fu didn't want to open his mouth again because of money, it would be too embarrassing for his deceased father.

Shen Fu persevered and couldn't see any light.

But she can't give up, she can give up on herself, but she can't give up on her seriously ill old mother.

In order to help her open an appraisal, the old couple took out the coffin and spent it all in order to have a private lawsuit. Even if Shen Fu wants to die, he has to wait until he sends his mother to the end.

Shen Fu has already thought about it, and when she finishes moving, while trying to compose music at home, she will go to a musical instrument store to see if anyone is recruiting, but it is really not good, even if she goes to the roadside to perform in the short term, she must find a way to make money.

On the third day after talking with Bian Xuedao, Shen Fu moved over.

She didn't tell Bian Xuedao to help before, but in the morning, she directly pushed Teacher Shen to the downstairs of the unit in a wheelchair, and went up and knocked on the door herself.

As a result, I didn't know in advance that I went to practice in the morning, and no one opened the door, so Shen Fu waited downstairs with Teacher Shen.

When Bian Xuedao came back from morning practice, he was startled when he saw these two people.

Hurriedly ran over and asked Shen Fu: "Why don't you say it in advance." ”

Shen Fu said: "It's okay, I have to come out anyway." ”

Shen Fu carried Teacher Shen on his back, and Xuedao carried a wheelchair in the back and went upstairs together.

Open the door and enter the house, settle Mr. Shen on the bed in the east room, and Shen Fu go back to move.

Bian Xuedao wanted to go with her, but Shen Fu said three times that he didn't need to, and Bian Xuedao didn't insist.

Shen Fu ran back and forth 7 times by himself, and then moved his home.

Simple bedding, clothing, kitchenware, chopsticks, toiletries...... The rest, it's all musical instruments.

Looking at Shen Fu's such a simple "home", Bian Xuedao felt that his heart trembled a little, how strong a woman must be to carry it?

After moving in the morning, Shen Fu went out at noon.

When she returned in the afternoon, she carried a plastic bag with a new door lock and two boning knives.

After just one glance, he knew who these two things were prepared for.

Teacher Shen was taking a nap, afraid that she would wake her up by opening a fire in the kitchen, so she learned what to eat in the cafeteria.

When he came back, he saw that Shen Fu had already removed the lock on the door of the east house and was trying to install a new lock.

It seems that the size of the new lock is a bit inconsistent with the hole in the door, and Shen Fu has worked hard for a long time but has not installed it.

Bian Xuedao saw it, walked over and said, "I'll help you settle down." ”

Shen Fu glanced up at him, continued to file the wood around the hole with a file, lowered his head and said, "No." ”

While learning the Tao and knowing the Tao, Shen Fu really didn't trust himself at all.

If it weren't for Mr. Shen's illness, if it weren't for lack of money, if it weren't for the fact that he happened to keep the East House and not changed it, all kinds of factors came together, a woman like Shen Fu would never live under the same roof with herself in this life.

Bian Xuedao was very knowledgeable, walked back to the bedroom and packed a small bag of clothes, found a spare set of door keys and put them on the coffee table and said: "I live in the bedroom tonight, the door key is here, and I will sign the rental contract with you tomorrow." By the way, there is food in the refrigerator, and there is also food in the locker next to it, all of which my girlfriend bought before, I don't like to eat it, and it will expire if I keep it, you can eat it. ”

Shen Fu was still buried in fiddling with her door lock, didn't look at the way, and didn't say a word.

It wasn't until Bian Xuedao went out and went downstairs, listening to his footsteps gradually becoming inaudible, that Shen Fu put down the tools in his hand, sat on the ground against the wall, looked up at the ceiling, and two lines of hot tears slid down her beautiful face.

Shen Fu, who has been proud for 30 years, doesn't want to be sympathized, doesn't want to be pitied, and doesn't want to be charity, but now, she uses the sympathy of others in exchange for care and pity.

In particular, it was a little boy who was nearly 10 years younger than her who gave her charity.

The sadness in Shen Fu's heart, no one can really feel it.