Chapter 286: Midsummer Lightyear
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After the story was told, Midsummer didn't have the slightest sense of substitution, because she had no impression, but at the end of the day, she believed that what Lu Yuan said was true, because he was willing to come to his own life, he must have decided it, otherwise he wouldn't be so stubborn.
Lu Yuan smiled slightly and looked at her:
"Forgot?"
Midsummer tells the truth:
"I really don't have any impression anymore. ”
"I don't need you to remember, I just remember. ”
Sheng Xia smiled faintly, didn't say anything more, and forgot the purpose of coming to Lu Yuan at this moment, and finally Lu Yuan reminded her:
"Have something to say to me?"
Midsummer raised her eyes to look at him:
"If you have time. ”
Lu Yuan glanced back at the rice being cooked, calculated the time, and nodded:
"Well, half an hour is probably enough time for you to speak. ”
Midsummer lowered her eyes and didn't say anything, and walked straight to the living room, Lu Yuan looked at her background, silently following behind, always feeling that what she was going to say was not what she liked to hear.
In the living room, the two sat facing each other, and Lu Yuan didn't speak, because the person who took the initiative to initiate this conversation was not himself, and he didn't expect such a conversation, but he understood that he couldn't hide.
Sheng Xia looked at Lu Yuan and said softly:
"Lu Yuan, I know your thoughts, I knew it three years ago, but three years ago I had no way to respond to your feelings, and it is the same now, I must admit my selfishness, I have no way to leave the Lu family at this time, because I need your help, because only you can save me. ”
Lu Yuan looked at her quietly:
"You mean, you want to leave after you've quit your addiction, or...... Divorce?"
"If you can......"
"No, you can't. Lu Yuan bluntly cut off her thoughts: "I won't agree, my answer was like this three years ago, and there will be no change now, unless I die." ”
Sheng Xia looked at him intently, her eyes were very calm, as if she had expected him to say this, but she still had her own doubts:
"Why? Why didn't you let me go until now, just because I inadvertently saved you at that time? But Lu Yuan, even if you didn't have me, you would have saved yourself, it wasn't that I had to, I just appeared in front of you at a suitable time, I am not the one who saved you, whether you repay me or want to thank me, it is enough, you don't need to do anything to me, and I have nothing worth doing. ”
"But have you ever thought about why you appeared at that time, you said it was the right time, and I thought so, but I thought differently from you, I think this is the most perfect encounter that God has arranged for you and me, so that you can appear at that time, so that I remember you and never forget it. ”
"We have never been suitable for each other, I used to reluctantly talk about the past, but what about now?I am a woman with drug addiction, a woman who has been ...... by others" Sheng Xia didn't continue, but Lu Yuan suddenly clenched his fists, he didn't dare to imagine what was hidden by what Sheng Xia said, he didn't deny that he wanted to know, but he was even more afraid of knowing, so he endured it, was silent, and gave the choice to Sheng Xia, if she said it, she listened, if she didn't say it, she would never ask again.
Midsummer didn't say it, she buried the unspoken and unspoken words in her heart forever.
"You are the leader of the Lu Group, everyone will watch your every move, and it is not suitable for me to exist by your side. ”
"Why do you think that dead company is more important than you? Why do you think I care about other people's opinions? I want to live with you, not people who don't know right and wrong, and can only chew the root of their tongues, who don't deserve to care about me. Besides, you don't need to be so arrogant, the woman I Lu Yuan fancy must be the best woman in this world. ”
"Isn't it that you won't give up no matter what I say?"
"Would you give up on someone you like?"
There was a brief silence in Midsummer because of this question, and after a moment she looked up at Lu Yuan and responded:
"I don't have anyone I like. ”
"Don't worry, you will always meet it, by then I believe you will feel the same way as me, as for now you don't need to think so much, it will take a long time for you to quit drugs, at least a year will be considered a preliminary success, and we will talk about it at that time." ”
Midsummer opened her mouth, and wanted to say something, but after all, she didn't say anything again, because Lu Yuan was right, she and he still had to live together for a long time, and it was too early to talk about leaving.
"Okay, we'll talk about that then. ”
Lu Yuan smiled slightly and looked at her:
"Good. ”
When Lu Yuan got up and was about to leave, Sheng Xia stopped him:
"Lu Yuan, you don't need to give up the company for me, although I sometimes get out of control, I won't do anything. ”
Lu Yuan smiled faintly:
"Nothing is more important than you now, not to mention, handing over the company to Lu Li is something I have wanted to do for a long time, compared to getting up early and greedy in the company, I prefer the feeling of not having to do anything, just lying at home and collecting money. ”
Sheng Xia couldn't help but laugh when he heard this, Lu Yuan couldn't help but be a little stunned, after all, since they met, he had never seen her smile again, Sheng Xia also felt his gaze, but he didn't know why he suddenly looked at himself so inexplicably, and couldn't help but ask him:
"What's wrong? Why are you looking at me like that?"
Lu Yuan retracted his mind and smiled slightly:
"It's nothing, I just think you look good when you smile. ”
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A month later, after examining the doctor's body for Midsummer, he determined that her current body was fine, Lu Yuan took good care of her, and she could already start detoxification, which was originally a happy thing, but Lu Yuan didn't say anything for a long time after hearing the doctor say this, and Midsummer noticed his abnormality and looked at him:
"What's wrong with you?"
Lu Yuan slowly moved his gaze to her face, and after a few seconds, he smiled slowly:
"Nothing. ”
The doctor instructed Lu Yuan about some conditions that he might encounter during drug rehabilitation, and some coping methods, Lu Yuan listened very carefully like a student, sitting on the sofa in midsummer, looking at Lu Yuan who was standing at the entrance and listening carefully, he suddenly felt that he was very charming, and the afterglow of the sunset hit his body, covering him with a layer of warm yellow, which made people inexplicably reassured, she thought, this man is undoubtedly a warm man.
After the doctor left, Lu Yuan returned to the living room, sat opposite Midsummer, and looked at her intently, before this, Midsummer was not very sure what Lu Yuan's reaction was for, but when the four eyes met, she suddenly understood, she understood his reluctance.
Lu Yuan spoke:
"I know you're ready, but in the middle of summer, I have to make sure of one thing to you. ”
Midsummer looked at him and asked with her eyes.
"Do you have to quit drug addiction?"
Midsummer responded to him firmly:
"Yes, I have to. ”
"You see, it's a difficult road to take, and it's not an exaggeration to say that it's inhuman suffering. ”
"I know. ”
Lu Yuan looked at her, there was no sound for a long time, Sheng Xia got up and walked over, sat down beside him, gently held his slightly cool hand, and said:
"Lu Yuan, I understand your thoughts, but you also know that drug rehabilitation is a must, don't you? You don't have to be reluctant, you don't have to have any psychological burden, this road is what I want to take, and I will definitely go, even if you are not by my side today, I will definitely quit it, I will not let it control my body, I am not so cowardly, and I will not watch my life succumb to drugs. ”
Lu Yuan held her hand:
"I understand. ”
"So, don't have any worries, I need your help. ”
Lu Yuan didn't say anything more, took Sheng Xia's hand and kissed it lightly, then took her hand and walked upstairs, in front of the safe in the cloakroom, he opened the safe in front of Sheng Xia, and then took out the few injections and drugs left:
"I won't need it anymore. ”
In the toilet, Midsummer personally pushed the drugs in the injection into the toilet, pressed the flush button, and watched them disappear from sight with a whirlpool, and her heart was rare relaxed and comfortable, as if from this moment on, she had gotten rid of their control, which made her feel free.
She looked at Lu Yuan with a smile and said:
"Thank you, Lu Yuan. ”
That night, the two reunited people shared a bed for the first time, and Sheng Xia thought he would do something to herself, because she obviously felt his hardness and heat, but he just held himself from beginning to end, without any movement, Sheng Xia was hugged by him in his arms, it seemed to be a kind of warmth that she had never experienced in her life, making her feel at ease, comfortable and down-to-earth.
Midsummer Says:
"Lu Yuan, don't you want me?"
Lu Yuan was actually a little surprised that Midsummer would say such a thing, but thinking about what she told herself before and her reaction today, she understood a little, Lu Yuan said:
"Midsummer, you and I are husband and wife, and being happy as a couple is a very enjoyable and happy thing in itself, so I don't want you to treat this matter as a task or just a way to repay your kindness. ”
Sheng Xia didn't say anything more when she heard this, because she did think so, but she didn't want to be seen through by Lu Yuan at a glance.
"I do want you, but you are about to quit drugs, I don't want to hurt you at this time, after you quit drugs, I must get back the sum of money you owe me, so now, don't worry. ”
This night was the most restful night in the past three years in the summer, she had a very beautiful dream, in the dream there was her mother, there was Lu Yuan, and a strange and familiar little handsome guy, they sat around a dining table to eat, happy, she heard the little handsome guy call herself: Mom.