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Why?

Sheng Xia wanted to know why he let himself inject drugs, obviously he also knew that this kind of thing would destroy himself completely sooner or later, obviously he also knew that every time she was injected, she would look down on herself even more, despise herself more, and obviously he also knew that he hated and hated this kind of thing.

Midsummer's question, Lu Yuan understood, he looked at her, and then gently picked her up from the ground, carefully put her on the bed, he said:

"Midsummer, I don't want to, but now it's temporary, I'll let you quit it, definitely!"

——

The days after that seemed to be the same, Lu Yuan tried his best to supplement the nutrition of Midsummer's body, and Midsummer was also actively cooperating, because no one wanted to quit this kind of thing more than her, her strong will when she was awake was a little terrible, until she lost consciousness, she was out of control and no one could control it, she would not accept Lu Yuan to inject drugs for herself, she said:

Lu Yuan, you are harming me.

Midsummer's determination Lu Yuan saw it, but he couldn't make a decision for a long time, he thought that he would be ruthless, and there would be no unbearable situation like Lu Li said, but now the road of drug rehabilitation has not yet begun, just looking at her out of control, he has already wavered.

Lu Li will often come to see Midsummer, she has changed from the initial resistance to calm, although not as usual jokes and slapsticks as before, but she can also chat with him calmly, Lu Li has never asked about Midsummer's life in the past three years, I can't bear her to mention it, and I can't bear to listen to it.

Lu Yuan will also call Lu Li to come over often, because there are some things that Midsummer will not say to himself, but he will say to Lu Li.

The relationship between Sheng Xia and Lu Yuan Lu Li didn't know how to describe it, he could see that Sheng Xia was resisting Lu Yuan, and the reaction he made when he was sober would not deceive.

"What are your plans with Lu Yuan?"

Midsummer was drinking a glass of boiled water, and when he heard this, he paused slightly, and was silent for a few seconds before slowly asking Lu Li's opinion:

"Lu Li, am I very selfish?"

"Why do you say that?"

"Although I live here now, I rely on Lu Yuan for food, clothing, housing and transportation, but I never thought of going on like this with him forever. ”

Lu Li smiled slightly and looked at her:

"Do you want to leave Lu Yuan after you quit your addiction, like before?"

"We don't fit. ”

"Even three years ago, I didn't hear you say anything like that. ”

Midsummer smiled desolately:

"It wasn't suitable before, but now it's even more impossible to be together. ”

"Is it because of your drug addiction? In the middle of summer, Lu Yuan won't care, if he minds, he won't bring you back at all, and he will help you so wholeheartedly, you know, even when he asked me to go back to Lu's house, he used means, and never disdained to impress people with feelings, you can be treated like this by him, which means that he puts you in his heart." ”

Sheng Xia shook his head slightly, but didn't speak, Lu Li was just about to say something, Su Liang's sudden appearance interrupted his words, he glanced at her lightly, there was no extra expression and emotion, Su Liang didn't look at him, and sat next to Sheng Xia, she probably heard the conversation between the two, and spoke directly:

"Midsummer, if you do something sorry for Lu Yuan again, I won't let you go. ”

Su Liang has come to visit her countless times since she came back from Midsummer, she has also stayed at the Lu family, and she has also seen Midsummer go crazy and out of control, she knows that Midsummer has endured a lot, and she also knows that she will have to endure more in the future.

"I know you've suffered a lot in the past three years, but Lu Yuan is not much better, he was in a coma for three years because of the car accident, everyone suspected that he was going to sleep like this, and he would never wake up again, but he still woke up, you probably never know what the first words he said were when he opened his mouth. ”

Midsummer looked at Su Liang and asked with his eyes.

Su Liang said, "It's your name." ”

Midsummer's eyes flickered for a moment, but in the end they were silent.

"He didn't have any consciousness in the past three years, but the first thing he said when he woke up was you, it can be seen that he has been thinking about you even in his dreams in the past three years, because of you, he almost died, and even the company he founded was almost about to collapse, and even ......" Su Liang paused for a moment, and then spoke: "If you still want to leave him after Brother Lu has endured so much for you, it is really too cruel to him." ”

Lu Li got up from the sofa when he heard this:

"It's not too early, I have to go back to the company, and I'll come to see you another day." ”

Midsummer looked up at him and nodded faintly:

"Good. ”

Lu Li was supposed to leave, but after taking a few steps, he stopped, looked back at Midsummer, and said:

"Midsummer, don't put so much pressure on yourself, like you, love you, and never even forget you, it's all Lu Yuan's behavior, you didn't ask him to do it, so, it's not your responsibility, as for the car accident, I believe you are also a victim, and the company, the current Lu family is more than one step higher than before, you don't have to dwell on the past. ”

Lu Li's words were undoubtedly denying Su Liang's words, and she almost subconsciously got up from the sofa and looked at him:

"Lu Li, what do you mean?"

Lu Li smiled faintly:

Literally. ”

——

Lu Yuan only appeared in the living room after Lu Li and Su Liang left, he carefully observed the state of Midsummer, it was not very good, but it did not get worse, so he did not disturb her, and went directly to the kitchen to prepare dinner, but he didn't want to do it halfway, someone appeared at the door, quietly, so that Lu Yuan was a little frightened.

He smiled helplessly:

"You scared me. ”

"It's you who are too serious. ”

"Well, cook for you, don't dare to slack off. ”

There was a brief silence in the middle of summer, she watched Lu Yuan's movements from unfamiliar to skillful, and suddenly became curious about their initial encounter, so she spoke:

"You never told me when we met and when you liked me. ”

Lu Yuan looked up at her when he heard this:

"Want to know?"

"Well, curious. ”

Lu Yuan didn't plan to bring that dusty past to the table again, after all, so much time had passed, and it was not a good memory for him, but since Midsummer wanted to know, there was nothing wrong with him saying it, after all, in this state now, there were really not many things that could interest Midsummer.

"Do you remember when you were in elementary school?"

Midsummer is a little surprised:

"Elementary school?"

"Well, that's the time. ”

Midsummer shook her head:

"I only remember which school it was in, but I can't remember who my classmates were, what the teacher's last name was, did we meet at that time?"

"Yes, you were a little man at that time, but you saved me. ”

Sheng Xia didn't speak again, but her whole expression was full of suspicion, she didn't think that she had saved anyone, nor did she think she had that ability, she even felt that it was Lu Yuan's memory that was confused, and she was mistaken for someone.

Lu Yuan saw Midsummer's appearance, smiled slightly, temporarily put down the work in his hand, walked over, and looked at her face to face:

"You must not have imagined that I, who is standing in front of you now, used to be a coward who was so weak that he didn't even dare to fight back when he was beaten and scolded, and he could only cry and not even dare to tell his parents and teachers, right?"

Midsummer nodded:

"It's unthinkable. ”

"But this is a fact, maybe it's because I'm small, or maybe I'm transferred halfway, there are their own small groups in the class, plus my personality, I can't fit in, so I gradually became the one who was bullied, this time passed about half a year, that time was the most depressing time in my life, I even carried a knife on my body, I thought about stabbing them to death, but in the end I still didn't have the courage. ”

"And then?"

"Later, you showed up. Lu Yuan looked at her with burning eyes: "Everyone has a limit to bear, at that time, I was constantly refreshing my bottom line every day, but I knew that one day I would not be able to bear it, that day I brought a knife like before, and I was determined to fight them to the death, that is, either you die or I die, because I am really fed up with that kind of day." ”

"That day they pushed me to the school pantry again, this time they intensified and let me go through their crotch one by one, I looked at their disgusting faces, and kept thinking about the question, why do they have such a dirty heart at such a young age? I can't change them, so let me end them, just when I decided to take out the hidden knife, you appeared, and came out lazily from behind a shelf, looked at them, very contemptuous eyes, sarcastically said to them. You scum'. ”

Lu Yuan said this, Midsummer didn't have any impression at all, and she even had a feeling of listening to other people's stories:

"What's my end?

Lu Yuan smiled helplessly:

"Midsummer, have you really forgotten that you once learned taekwondo?"

A long memory, Midsummer is indeed a little vague, but it seems that there is such a thing, at that time she almost forced her mother to let herself learn, because she thought that only by learning kung fu well, she could protect her mother from being bullied, but later, she stopped learning, because she knew that there was no learning, some bullying, not physical at all.

"I saved you?"

"Yes, you saved me, defeated everyone with one enemy and seven, and finally when everyone ran away with their tails between their legs, you grabbed a person and trampled him under his feet, and announced domineeringly: Don't let me see you bully him again in the future, he will be protected by me in the future, you know?"

Midsummer smiled slightly and shook her head gently:

"I don't have the impression that it seems to be someone else's story, are you sure you don't recognize the wrong person?"

"No, because when you left, you told me that if you have difficulties in the future, you can go to your class to find you, and tell me your name, Midsummer. ”