Fear and pain that I had never felt before came up together, and at that moment, I was really afraid of being killed by him, but at the moment of despair, I still wanted to be in his arms, which was an emotion that I had never felt before. I want to die, but my heart hurts.

It took me a long time before I came back to my senses, looking at the mess marks on my body, and my heart was desolate. I slowly got dressed, Zhao Yijing leaned on the head of the bed, looked at me coldly and asked, "Does it hurt?"

My heart hurt like a cone, and the first time I was moved by him was when I was pushed onto the coffee table by Gu Jun and covered in blood in the hospital, his heartfelt "Does it hurt", and my heart began to ripple from then on. And the same sentence today is a wound he deliberately brought to me. I looked back at him coldly, too: "It hurts." After a pause, I plucked up the courage to say to him: "Zhao Yijing, I don't like you to treat me like this." ”

He lifted my chin hard, almost gritting his teeth, "What do you want me to do to you?" He tugged my finger towards his chest, and his voice grew louder. Usually he was calm and cold, and I didn't know how I could always provoke him to anger.

I couldn't help but cry: "What should I do to you? I have a daughter to raise, I have to work, I have to face other men, what's wrong with that?"

He held my hand tightly and trembled slightly, his temples jumped out, and he said hard word by word: "Did I tell you that you can change your lifestyle?

I was trembling with anger, and I didn't have enough strength to break free, so I couldn't hold back for a while: "Which kind of woman am I to be you?

He looked at me, and his lips raised coldly for a long time: "Song Qingyang, it turns out that you want so much." ”

I blocked my heart in one breath, dizzy and swollen to the sky, this sentence pierced my heart trembling, I wanted more, it turned out that in his heart, when his lover has already given enough face to the Pacific Ocean, how can he be qualified to ask for anything else. The tears that I wanted to well-up suddenly flowed back, and I tried my best to calm myself down, looking at him sadly, and my voice was calm: "What you want to give is not the life I want, even if not for myself, I am responsible for my daughter." ”

The first time he told him so clearly, his brows tightened, and he looked at me with self-deprecation: "Your ambition is used to poke me." Although his face was slightly relaxed, the corners of his forehead were covered with a thin layer of sweat, which he could see clearly in the light.

My heart throbbed, but I didn't say anything. Since you have no intention of staying with me for a long time, who can hurt whom? It's not too early, and I have to go home and watch my daughter. I packed up and stood in front of him: "I'm leaving, you're good at the door here, you don't need to send it." ”

He lit a cigarette and leaned against the head of the bed and smoked hard, not looking at me again. Walking out of the alley of his house, his mood suddenly seemed like a heavy stone had been unloaded, and he felt very strange, every time he arrived at his courtyard, his heart was extremely heavy, and a lot of pictures would appear in his mind. When I got home by taxi, I rummaged through my wallet to give money to the master, but I saw an unfamiliar box in my bag.

When I got home and opened it, I saw that it was a silk scarf, and the corner was the trademark of Silk Zhiheng. That silk scarf is a product I have never seen before, the feel is soft and smooth like a woman's delicate skin, the pattern is faint and the landscape is faint, and the small bridge and flowing water seem familiar. I think it is a high-end new product of Silk Constant. I looked at it repeatedly, and suddenly remembered the table tag I took in a small town in Zhejiang, took it out of my wallet, looked at the back, and sure enough, it was the same. My heart couldn't help but beat wildly.

Hurriedly called Xiao Bin, and Xiao Bin's sleepy voice was on the other end of the phone: "Haven't slept yet?"

I couldn't wait to ask: "Is there a new silk scarf out of Silk Zhiheng?"

Xiao Bin was stunned for a moment, thought for a while and said: "You are well-informed, recently everyone has been working hard to do this series, just rushed out of the sample, ready to take a high-end cultural route, a set of landscapes, each set of Quartet, only 50 sets of limited editions, the starting price is set at 9999 per set, do you want to have a set?"

"I'm coming, I'm coming. "I looked at the silk scarf in my hand, good guy, it's just a little, it's worth 2500.

Xiao Bin's voice sounded again: "By the way, this set also has a name, seet, sour and vulgar, I don't know so many plans, how did Zhao Yijing choose this." ”

My heart was beating harder, and I couldn't speak.

"It's okay, I'm hanging, you also rest early, what have you been busy with lately, it's hard to see your shadow. Xiao Bin said a few more words and hung up the phone.

I held the silk scarf in my hand, horizontal silk to vertical silk, I didn't know that Zhao Yijing still had such a delicate side, I just wanted to take the things there back as a souvenir, and he could think of turning that beautiful town into an eternal silk scarf to keep, and he could always take it with him.

Seeing that the time was almost 12 o'clock, I washed up and lay on the bed, but I couldn't fall asleep over and over, looking at the silk scarf again and again, my heart was difficult to calm down, I didn't know when he put the box in my bag at night, I didn't pay attention, maybe it was to go to his car, or after arriving at his house, I couldn't think of it. Suddenly, the phone rang, I opened it and saw that it was a system text message: Happy birthday to the dear customer. This is followed by a thank you for supporting their product and so on.

My brain was pounding, it was my birthday, and I was too busy to forget. That's the reason why Zhao Yijing didn't come to me tonight, no wonder he misunderstood me and Dr. Xia. The reason why he rushed out this batch of samples turned out to be the same. My heart began to ache, and I couldn't help but write him a text message: Yijing, thank you for the gift.

He didn't reply, maybe he was asleep, and I lay in bed tossing and turning all night, unable to sleep. That kind of life, if you face a person who cares about yourself so much, can you give up that little principle? The night is warm, and I almost intoxicated myself with the haze of the summer night.

The next morning, I struggled to get up with panda eyes, looked at my ignorant daughter, and took the rare initiative to say "Mom, hug." "My daughter didn't see me when she came back too late last night, and she would get tired of getting up early in the morning. Holding my daughter's soft little body, her little hands rubbing against my face, the little thought I just had last night disappeared with the morning sun and my daughter's smile.

The new company "Hexi" finally opened after some intensive preparations, the company was too small, plus the two people recruited later, a total of only 5 people. There was no fanfare, but a few companies that had a good relationship were invited, a small opening ceremony was held, a few opening gifts were given, and speeches were given in turn, and it was simply over.

I sent an invitation to Si Zhiheng before, and I personally delivered it to Zhao Yijing's hand, he had no expression, looked at me and said, "Very good." Then I will send somebody. ”

On the day of the opening, only the original sales manager Bai Yinian came over to give a pair of large vases that could be placed in the entrance hall, tied with red ribbons, and left in a hurry. But it is not easy for Si Zhiheng to come personally, and Lao Deng is overjoyed.

It's easy to have a little time on a weekend, and I met Meng Fanling and Xiao Bin to play together, Xiao Bin went on a business trip, and only Fan Ling and I were left. I chose a club near my house, and I went over with Nuan Nuan to let her have more contact with others.

Meng Fanling's state that day was not very good, there was a lot less fierceness to fight, and she hesitated like a distraction, I joked with her: "Which handsome guy do you want?" ”

She has always been generous, and her face flushed, and she shook the slap: "Don't fight." But he slammed his arm on the platform and screamed.

The two of them were not in the mood to fight anymore, so they simply found a place nearby to drink coffee together, and ordered a small cake for Nuan Nuan to eat by herself. Meng Fanling was still grinning: "It's terrible." ”

When I looked at it, there was a scratch on my arm, a little broken skin, and I rummaged through the bag: "I didn't bring a band-aid, do you have anything, wrap it, it's not good if you don't get infected." ”

Meng Fanling rummaged through her bag, took out a silk scarf, and was still pulling it, I picked it up: "Isn't this good?" She was shocked, and immediately reached out and grabbed it: "This is not good." "The movements are urgent, fast, and a little stiff. Nearly grabbed my hand.

She and I were stunned, I stared at the silk scarf in her hand, although it was different from my pattern, but the trademark of Silk Zhiheng would not be wrong, and the workmanship and texture would not be wrong, I looked at her in disbelief: "Who sent you?"

"I bought it myself. Her face flushed slightly.

"Fan Ling, and I still need to hide it, this is a new product of Si Zhiheng, just made a sample, and it has not been put on the market yet, it is impossible to get it if it is not an internal person. "I felt a little uneasy in my heart, and I really didn't want to hear that result.

Meng Fanling bit her lip and hesitated, and simply told me: "Xiao Bin sent it." ”

It was like a heavy piece of iron falling into my heart, and I couldn't help but say, "Xiao Bin has a family." ”

"I know, I have nothing to do with him, just friends, he said a new product, it was very interesting, and he gave it to me. Meng Fanling shrugged, "It's ordinary, isn't it?"

I didn't say anything, I just looked at her with a compulsive demeanor, was she really just a friend? I don't know what to say.