The spoon in my hand slowly stirred the coffee, and I said for a long time: "Fan Ling, I heard that Xiao Bin's wife is very virtuous and has a good background, and she is studying abroad with her son." ”

Meng Fanling interrupted me before I could finish: "Yes, I know. He smiled and asked me, "How are you doing?" I heard that you became the boss?"

Seeing her pretending to be a strong smile, I stopped talking: "What kind of boss is it, go out and work alone with the original boss to make a little money." My daughter is getting older, and I have to earn enough money for her in the future, go to school, learn her specialties, and all of them need money. ”

Meng Fanling looked at me thoughtfully: "It's really not easy to have a child. ”

Looking at Meng Fanling like this, I felt faintly uneasy in my heart, but I couldn't say anything.

Soon at the end of the month, Nuan Nuan's treatment was over, and she took her to Dr. Xia for the last time, she was still ignorant, and waved her little hand to Dr. Xia at the end: "Goodbye, uncle." ”

Dr. Xia touched Nuan Nuan's head and smiled a little lost: "In the future, my uncle will not be able to see Nuan Nuan every week." ”

The daughter blinked, didn't understand what he meant, and smiled: "Next time tell a story, little prince." "My heart is heavy when I say it.

Dr. Xia thought for a moment and said to me, "Is it okay to borrow your phone?" I didn't know why, so I took out my phone and gave it to him.

He set his number to the shortcut key 1, and said to Nuan Nuan: "If you want to listen to your uncle's story in the future, press this button and try it." Nuan Nuan clumsily studied under the guidance of Dr. Xia for a long time, and finally learned to call him, and she was very happy.

I smiled: "Doctor Xia, when we have time in the future, we can get together again, and Nuan Nuan's side may still trouble you." ”

This was originally a polite sentence, just like the most commonly used by Chinese: "Invite you to dinner another day", but I didn't expect him to ask me very seriously: "Okay, what do you usually do on weekends?"

I was stunned for a moment and replied to him: "I bring Nuan Nuan at home, and occasionally play table tennis with my friends." ”

"I like table tennis too, and I have time together. He smiled heartily.

I was also interested, Meng Fanling always yelled for me to find a male partner to play doubles, this time it took no effort, I said sincerely: "Then call you next time." ”

After my birthday, Zhao Yijing became very busy. I used to meet at least once a week for dinner, but after that, I rarely received calls from him, and sometimes I would call him in a hurry, and I would always hang up after a few words in a hurry, as if I was coping with something. I don't know if he's really busy, or if he's deliberately avoiding me. Maybe my greed scared him.

Sometimes I think about it myself, and I also feel that my words that night are a little inconsiderate, not to mention that it is difficult to enter Kinmen, how many celebrities are marrying lovers, creating public opinion, and giving birth out of wedlock, they may not be able to do so. How much more so to me. And Zhao Yijing and I, in addition to being inexplicably attracted, it is difficult to find a place to match, and talking about fame too early is even more profound. But I don't regret saying those words. If you can't stay together, it's better to let go early.

It's just the process of letting go, which seems to be a bit tough. I can't help but turn the pages of his company to see what dynamic news he has recently, and I will call him, even if the other party has a clear and light voice, my heart will be much more steady.

And he often sends me text messages at one or two o'clock in the middle of the night, "have you slept", "how are you doing", "pay attention to your body", etc., I don't understand how he is so often busy until so late, at that time I have already entered the dream, the fatigue of the day and the night sleep thunder can not shake, let alone his text messages. Several times in the morning, when I saw such text messages, I was annoyed that I had slept so deeply.

After three or five times, I finally couldn't resist the temptation and turned the ringtone of my phone into a long, high-pitched tune. So at half past one in the middle of the night, I woke up with a wave of "today is a good day", and my heart was still beating. Seeing his message: "Rest well. ”

I was immediately angry and funny, and I wrote in the middle of the night to see if I could rest, so I replied to him: "Why don't you rest well?"

He quickly replied: "Why don't you sleep yet?"

I couldn't help but call him, and the phone was immediately connected, and his voice was unusually low and magnetic in the night: "Qingyang." ”

A call tickled my heart, and the original bit of good luck and fun disappeared without a trace, leaving only a belly full of tenderness: "I know that I am asleep, why don't I send it earlier." ”

He hesitated for a moment and said, "Just finished." ”

I can't help but say, "Are you just done, or do you not want to face me?"

He smiled lightly on the phone, and my mind immediately sketched out the appearance of his lips raised: "Women are so smart and terrible." ”

My heart gradually sank, and he called in the middle of the night, just because he didn't want to face me, and I asked in frustration: "Then what are you doing with texting?" ”

He replied casually: "It would be nice if I could endure it." ”

After finishing speaking, he and I were silent, and the bright moonlight outside the window was pouring out like a white practice. He and I felt each other's shallow breathing, trembling heartbeats on both sides of the phone. I don't know what it's like, maybe "can't help it" is what it tastes like?

After a long time, I whispered softly: "It's going to cool down tomorrow, don't forget to wear a coat." ”

His voice was also rare gentle: "Good." ”

That night, it was cold in early autumn outside the house, and I had insomnia all night, and my heart was only filled with a warm sentence: "It would be nice if I could endure it." "There is a sweet tremor in the heart, and there is also the pain of gaining and losing.

I didn't go to Dr. Xia for two weekends, and Nuan Nuan's little temper came again, and she dragged me on the weekend and asked, "Mom, go find your uncle." ”

I had to persuade her good-naturedly: "Uncle is busy, we won't go to uncle in the future, okay?"

"Not good!" the daughter's head shook like a rattle, "Uncle tells a story, little prince." ”

"Mom said the same thing. I took out the book and prepared to give my daughter a colorful speech, but before I could speak, my daughter's little hand had already pulled the book off my hand: "Mom is not good, I want my uncle to speak." ”

My heart is very uncomfortable. In fact, I also vaguely felt that Nuan Nuan had not seen Gu Jun for a long time, and transferred my strong longing for Gu Jun to Dr. Xia, because in our life circle, either Sister Li or a young teacher in kindergarten, the only man I can often see is Dr. Xia, who also cares about Nuan Nuan.

Nuan Nuan has been talking less since she got sick, and people are not as lively and cheerful as before, but now it is easier to get better, and gradually she talks more, but she is also a little stubborn, maybe she has lost too much in an instant, for fear of losing what she cherishes. My heart ached, I didn't want my daughter to be lost, so I handed the phone to Nuan Nuan: "Uncle taught you to call, you want him to call him." ”

My daughter happily took the phone, to my surprise, she quickly dialed Dr. Xia's phone, I didn't expect that he only taught Nuan Nuan that day, after so many days, my daughter still remembers clearly.

Before Dr. Xia could speak, his daughter had already shouted loudly: "Uncle, Nuan Nuan." ”

"What are you doing?" Doctor Xia's gentle voice sounded, with a bit of heartiness, "Guess uncle, have you made trouble, have you lost your temper?"

"Nope. Nuan Nuan continued to scream, "Tell a story, uncle." ”

I was a little embarrassed, if this story had to be told about the Year of the Monkey, I hurriedly took the phone from my daughter's hand and said, "I'm really sorry, Dr. Xia, Nuan Nuan really misses you and bothers you." ”

"I miss her too. Dr. Xia smiled, "Let's have dinner later, I have two books for you." ”

I hesitated for a moment, and when I saw my daughter's big eyes staring at me, I had to whisper, "Okay." ”

Putting down the phone, I looked at my daughter and said solemnly: "Let's go see my uncle later, but Nuan Nuan, my mother told you that we can only see my uncle again for a long, long time in the future, and I want you to behave well." ”

Nuan Nuan glared at me and asked, "It's long, it's long, how long?" I was speechless for a while, and now the child is really scratching his head.

I took Nuan Nuan to the agreed restaurant, we have been there before, the taste is very good, Nuan Nuan ran over when she saw Dr. Xia, Dr. Xia picked up Nuan Nuan, held it high and swirled, I lost my mind for a moment. I remember when I was young, I was also lifted by my father. At that time, my father was still in good health.

In the process of growing up, girls need a pair of strong male hands, and this is a deficiency that no matter how hard a mother tries, she can't make up for it. I smiled apologetically, "Doctor Xia, I'm bothering you again." ”

Doctor Xia put down Nuan Nuan and looked at me and said seriously: "I am more than a doctor now, Nuan Nuan calls me uncle, you can call me by my name, so as not to see the outside." ”

Zhijin? Thinking about calling him like this, I was really not used to it, so I had to purse my lips and smile.

The meal was not so much that I was eating with Dr. Xia, but that Nuan Nuan was eating with him, Nuan Nuan didn't even care about eating the dessert pudding, and chased after Dr. Xia and asked, "What about the back?" Dr. Xia even said that he chatted with her for a long time, and Nuan Nuan finally smiled.

Before parting, Dr. Xia handed me two books on early childhood education, which were the latest editions that had just been launched, mainly for some foreign language training for situations like Nuan Nuan, which were practical and simple. Naturally, I accepted it gratefully. Dr. Tong Xia politely said, "I'll look for you again when I have time." ”

Nuan Nuan Leng said: "Mom said it would be a long, long time." ”

Tong Yan Wuji, my face suddenly turned red with embarrassment, and I made up: "I'm afraid that it will affect your work." ”

Dr. Xia smiled, looked at me very seriously for the first time and said, "Qingyang, if you take me as a friend, don't always see me like this." Our goal is to restore Nuan Nuan's health, right?" he said, "In my heart, you and Nuan Nuan are not only the patient's family, but also my friends. Nuan Nuan is a very critical period, I just stopped training, I can't give up all my efforts, I also hope that what you said will find me again, not a polite sentence, but at any time. ”

His sincerity made it impossible for me to refuse, and I looked at him and nodded: "Okay, Zhijin." ”