Hearing Zheng Jiayue suddenly say such words, I only felt a buzz in my head, as if someone had hit me head-on.

I looked at Zheng Jiayue's face, although her expression was a little disappointed, but still very calm, she looked into the distance and continued to speak

"I originally thought that Xiao Xiaoming would know what happened to you, but in the end... Or did I tell you myself... But.."

"I don't blame Xiao Xiaoming, I know Xiao Xiaoming, you are good to me, I know that you just, I don't like to know me very well... So I'm not angry, just a little bit of a loss... The reason why I had to ask for this group was because I felt that the last day of my trip to Hokkaido was my birthday, and it would be very memorable. So it's ahead of schedule~"

Zheng Jiayue seemed to be telling a very ordinary thing, and my heart was like a knife when I listened, and a coolness surged up from the soles of my feet.

I didn't expect it to be like this, I suddenly remembered last night, remembered that I seemed to see Zheng Jiayue get up alone and look out of the window in the middle of the night last night, I thought it was a dream of my own, but I didn't expect it to realize now that it was really happening, right? Zheng Jiayue must have gotten up by herself in the middle of the night last night, looked out of the window, and ushered in her birthday.

No wonder she kept saying that I didn't understand anything before coming to Hokkaido, it turned out that Zheng Jiayue was already hinting at me at that time, and at that time she had already hinted at me that she was going to celebrate her birthday...

It's just that I haven't understood it all the time, it's just that I've always thought about it, but I've never read Zheng Jiayue's information, and I haven't learned everything about her.

Although Zheng Jiayue didn't say anything on the surface, in fact, she was still very disappointed in her heart, right?

In fact, she must be very sad, her boyfriend didn't even know her birthday, she hinted so many times, I still don't know what day it is, but I thought that today was just the last day of the trip to Hokkaido for the two of us, and answered her so casually, how could Zheng Jiayue not be sad...

At this time, I lowered my head, and the expression on her mind when she looked at those birthday cards at noon came to mind... She must have wished I could go up and buy it and give it to her, and say to her, Happy Birthday, right?

However, I didn't do anything, all I did was let her hopes slowly fall through.

At this moment, I was extremely self-blaming, I looked at Zheng Jiayue in front of me, and after a while, I lowered my head, and said in a trembling voice: "I'm sorry, I..."

"I really didn't know, I didn't think of it, I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.."

I know that sorry is the most useless word in this world, but I can only keep saying this to Zheng Jiayue, I hurt her, and in this matter, I hurt her completely unintentionally.

And Zheng Jiayue just shook her head slightly when she heard me say this, she still looked into the distance, and said: "Didn't I say everything, actually, I'm not angry with Xiao Xiaoming, because ah, I've long been used to the boring past of birthdays, but... Do you know why I'm lost?"

"Because I remembered the day you celebrated Sister Qian's birthday, I felt that my chest was very uncomfortable, and there was a kind of indescribable jealousy.."

Zheng Jiayue put her hand on her chest while talking, not only her, I looked at her in front of me, and the whole person was also tightened, I stretched out my hand and hugged Zheng Jiayue tightly into my arms, hoping that this would make her feel better.

But after being held in my arms, Zheng Jiayue showed a trace of sadness, I knew that she would be like this, I knew that she was just strong in her mouth, but she was actually very sad in her heart.

No one will be happy when they encounter such a thing, no girl will be like this...

It turned out that Zheng Jiayue finally arranged it like this, and arranged for me to spend her birthday with her in Hokkaido, but I didn't expect that I didn't know it all day, and now this day is about to pass, how can Zheng Jiayue be happy?

As soon as I thought of this, I hugged her a little distressed, and I looked at her, and after a while I spoke in her ear again

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, if I knew, I wouldn't have let you pass like this today, and.."

"Even if you think Yu Qian's birthday is good, but today is not over, I know what it means to come to Hokkaido, and I know that you have been creating a lot of surprises since you came, but now..."

"Let me come, although I have just learned about your birthday, but isn't it a while before your birthday has passed? How about compensating you for this birthday with the surprise I can give you?"

Zheng Jiayue finally glanced at me when she heard me say this, she broke free of my embrace a little, then looked at me and said, "Really? Is it okay?"

I nodded and said, "There's nothing wrong with it, I'm sorry I didn't know it was your birthday for the first time, but believe me, from now on, I will create a lot of surprises for you, so that your birthday is no longer such a day, is it okay?"

In fact, when I said these words to Zheng Jiayue, I didn't have any bottom in my heart, I had no idea, and my mind was even blank, but I can only say this, I can only use this way to not make Zheng Jiayue sad...

I've always believed that there must be a way before the car reaches the mountain, so I think I'll always come up with a good way to make Zheng Jiayue's birthday happier, and what else can I do? Can it be worse than now? Of course not...

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Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?