After I finished speaking, Zheng Jiayue didn't squeak anymore, and I looked at her again, and felt that the car started quickly.

I don't know if the Hakodate Mountain is not far from here, but it feels like it should not be far away, and sure enough, the car drove for a while, and soon Zheng Jiayue dragged me again, stretched out his hand and pointed out the car window.

I looked in the direction of Zheng Jiayue's finger and soon saw a mountain.

It's not a very high mountain, and it doesn't seem to have the momentum of a mountain at all. But it's high, it's really high.

I think this should be what Hakodate Mountain is, and if you look closely, you can really see the cable car that goes up next to it, and the cable car is much bigger than I imagined, although I can't see anything from such a distance, but I guess there must be a lot of people who go up at a time.

This makes me feel a little emotional.,It seems that that place should be pretty good.,But it's not particularly high.,It's too high to meow into the clouds.,Look at a hairy night view.,I can't see anything estimated.,So the eight achievements are very general peaks.。

While thinking about this, I looked at Zheng Jiayue and said, "Are you thinking, it's too much of a loss not to take the cable car?"

Zheng Jiayue turned her head and looked at me when she heard me say this, she shook her head and said: "No, although it feels better to take the cable car, it is estimated that there are a lot of people, and it will take a long time to queue, and then it will be dark before you go up, and you can't see the sunset, so you must drive faster."

Zheng Jiayue understood very well, I looked at her, nodded and said: "Indeed, it should be faster to drive, but look at the cable car is very large, and many people can go up at one time, but the queue is really troublesome, in short, we can only take the car to make do.."

Thinking of this, Zheng Jiayue nodded at me again, and didn't say anything else, and the car started again, and soon it was getting closer and closer to the Hakodate Mountain...

The closer I got to the mountain, the more I felt that I had lost my eyes, and damn this mountain is actually not low... And at this time, the car we were sitting in seemed to be preparing to go up, and re-entered the mountain road.

Damn, this mountain road is much narrower than the mountain road when I went to Qingzhou with Yu Qian before, and what makes me even more concerned is that there is no guardrail next to it!!

And this mountain road is very winding, almost all the time in a circle or something, every time the opposite car comes to me I can feel that the two cars are almost rubbing together..

I was as nervous as a dog, and every time my palms were in a cold sweat, I didn't go up to Mt. Hakodate before I went up.

Fortunately, this driver is really an old driver, and he drives very steadily. The tour guide told us that there are generally few drivers who are willing to drive up, because it is really difficult to drive, but the driver saw that most of the people in the group were some old people, and they were afraid that everyone would be tired after waiting for the cable car for too long, so they drove up.

The old people in the same car were very moved, and the tour guide said that everyone would get off the bus and say thank you to the driver at that time, and there was no need to give money or buy anything, because these drivers are not short of money, and their people here are such a working attitude..

I heard the tour guide say this and felt a little emotional, indeed, no matter where it is, there will be good people and bad people... It's the same in any country..

Some good people are really good, and some bad people are just bad for no reason.

In this way, the car drove around the mountain road, driving up slowly, I looked at Zheng Jiayue beside me, she didn't know why she was also looking at me, and her expression seemed to have something to say.

The two of us looked at each other like this for a while, and Zheng Jiayue suddenly smiled and said, "Xiao Xiaoming, you are really not scared at all."

I laughed and said, "Didn't you notice that I was wetting my pants?"

Zheng Jiayue knew that I was joking, so a smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, and after a while, the car seemed to really drive up.

After waiting for the bus to stop, the tour guide signaled us to get off the bus, and we will meet in the car when it is later.

Zheng Jiayue and I got out of the car hand in hand, and as soon as I got out of the car, I felt a gust of cold wind blowing.

Sure enough, it's not cold at the heights, and although it's not the top of the mountain, it's really cold.

I saw Zheng Jiayue shrink and couldn't help hugging her into my arms.

And Zheng Jiayue glanced at me, and quickly looked around again. This is the place to park, and there is a big observation deck next to it, which seems to have two floors, and you can already see a lot of people on it...

It seems that there are still more people, and most of them should be waiting to see the sunset or something.

It's not completely dark, but it's not too early...

I looked at Zheng Jiayue beside me, and said again: "Let's go, let's go up and have a look."

Zheng Jiayue nodded, and followed me towards the steps next to me.

The stands on this hill are quite big, the stairs are not high, but after going up, I found that the stands have two floors, and there is a higher floor, but there are many people on the top of the high, and the place is also small, and now it is estimated that there is no good place to go up.

And the floor below is okay, although there are a lot of people, but the place is very large, and the height is not much different, and what is better is that there seems to be a place next to it that is empty, I glanced at Zheng Jiayue and quickly walked over.

I saw that there was a fence here, similar to the kind when I was in school, Zheng Jiayue and I just walked to the side, looked down, and soon all of us were speechless.

I really can't think of how to describe the scenery in front of me, in short, at first glance, I soon saw two fan-shaped seas, I looked at the left, it should be the Hakodate port I went to with Zheng Jiayue just now... On the right-hand side is an unseen sea.

Most of the clouds are on the sea on the right, and what separates the two seas is countless houses and buildings.

It's too much, it's so dense that there's no end in sight.

I think maybe the appearance of this city is presented in front of my eyes and Zheng Jiayue, although it is not dark yet, I seem to be able to feel what kind of scenery it will be like after it gets dark.

It must be beautiful, it must be spectacular, right? I was suddenly a little nervous, Zheng Jiayue next to me felt the same as me, she kept looking into the distance, and her eyes were a little crazy.

After a while, she turned her head, looked at me and whispered, "It turns out that this is such a view, I really didn't expect it... Do you remember Xiao Xiaoming? I remember when we went to Tianjin..."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me slightly stunned, and I quickly reacted, what she said should be the time when the two of us went to Tianjin Tianta, and it was also a very high place at that time, and then I looked around and saw a very beautiful scenery..

But to be honest, it's still too bad, although the scenery I saw that day was also very beautiful, but in comparison, it was better here.

Thinking of this, I nodded at Zheng Jiayue and said, "Do you mean the Heavenly Tower? I remember, the scenery I saw that day was not bad."

Zheng Jiayue saw that I still remembered, and immediately nodded again, she looked at me, and then said: "However, I still think this place is better-looking, why?"

When I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, I quickly smiled again and said, "That's because you can see the sea here, and it's not the same scenery."

"In Tianjin, what you see on the tower are some very modern scenery, all of them are high-rise buildings, buildings or something, but here is different, what you see here is nature, it is the beauty of the combination of nature and modernity. Do you know why Hokkaido is so beautiful? It's because there are so many natural things here, I thought it would be very modern and technological, but after I came, I realized that the real beauty is its nature, so... It's a little better to look here, and it's not just some, it's a lot.."

Zheng Jiayue heard me say this and looked at me for a while, then turned her head again, looked at the distance and said, "Yes, really.. That's right.. Blue sky, blue sea... That's nice.."

After saying this, Zheng Jiayue fell silent again, I looked at her, I didn't know what she was thinking.

At this time, I looked around again, and there were more people, and the red sun in the sky looked like it was about to set.

Zheng Jiayue looked at it for a while, then turned her head and smiled at me and said, "The sunset will be in a while, you should be able to see the night view, right?"

I nodded and said, "Of course, when can I see it, I feel that as long as the lights are on, I should be able to see the best view."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue nodded again, she was just about to speak, and suddenly heard a little excitement behind her.

The two of us turned our heads and found that at some point, a group of middle school students came up behind us, all wearing beautiful school uniforms, and seemed to be gathered together to take a group photo.

It's not very serious at all, and every student seems to be happy, gesturing with beautiful gestures and arguing with each other.

Zheng Jiayue and I leaned together, looking at the group of students in front of me who were full of youth and vitality.

I am reminded of a saying that when people look at good things, their mood will also become bad.

It turns out that this is really the case, I can't remember the time when I was a child and my classmates went on a spring outing, but in my high school, there was almost no such moment, and my classmates threw a lot of time in books, but slowly, there was no such innocent and youthful smile.

I was touched by a lot of reading, and I was distracted for a while..

After a while, I heard Zheng Jiayue say again: "Looking at them, it feels so good... Later.."

"If I had a child, I would have made her smile like this."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me can't help but turn my head to look at her, I still rarely heard her talk about this topic, I thought for a while, and then said, "Is it? Strange, I seem to have such an idea just now?"

Zheng Jiayue smiled happily, blushed and said, "Of course, idiot.. My child.."

"Isn't it your child~ in the future..."

"I will give birth to a very cute child for Xiao Xiaoming!"

Zheng Jiayue's voice did not become smaller when she said this, but was very serious, which made me look at her, and I didn't know what to say for a while, in short, I heard her say this, and my mood was very complicated, or rather, a little nervous.

I know that a girl said that she wants to give birth to you, what does that mean, that means, I am already one of the last important people in Zheng Jiayue's life...

I finally smiled and asked, "Really?"

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Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...