What I never let go of is the marriage that Shen Linglan chose for herself. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I first met Shen Linglan when I was eighteen years old, when I graduated from high school and knew that I would not have a chance to go to college, so I didn't want to waste my parents' hard-earned money. As soon as he stepped out of the school gate, he entered the coking plant as a worker under the arrangement of his parents.

After entering the factory, I was assigned to the computer room of the raw material workshop and worked as an auxiliary mechanic. The responsibility is to assist the main operator of the microcomputer and monitor the operation of the coal crusher. It's a relatively easy job. When it is running normally, you can sit in the computer room and chat with the computer worker, or read a book.

Not long after I took up my post, Li Wenqi, a microcomputer engineer in our class, had to be transferred to another workshop due to a disagreement with the squad leader.

One day, when we had just taken over, Li Wenqi led a female worker into the control room, who was not tall, thin, wearing a washed white military shirt and a pair of black pants. The appearance is average, but with a bit of a literate atmosphere. After entering the door, she quietly stood in front of the microcomputer display, as if she was afraid of alarming someone.

Li Wenqi walked to the table and began to introduce the operating procedures of the microcomputer to the female worker, demonstrating as she spoke, and ten fingers jumped quickly on the keyboard, making a series of crackling sounds. After the demonstration, Li Wenqi asked the female worker to operate it by herself, and then the female worker walked to the table, stretched out her right index finger and pressed the function key first, and then pressed the select key after the command was displayed, and then pressed the cursor key after the required menu was called, and then pressed the arrow key after the cursor appeared.

Accustomed to Li Wenqi's ten-finger operation, the female worker's one-finger operation is a bit naïve and clumsy. Watching the cursor move towards the modified data little by little, I couldn't help but have a smile on my face, and the female worker immediately felt it, with a panicked and painful look on her face, which scared me a lot, and I was busy holding my breath and calming down, and I didn't dare to react anymore.

After all the work was explained, Li Wenqi introduced us to Shen Linglan, the microcomputer worker of the original coking workshop, who was transferred to replace Li Wenqi. During the chat, I learned that she was still a secondary school student who graduated from a chemical school and had been in the factory for almost a year.

Shen Linglan's first impression to me was that she was very weak and would never hurt anyone. The most strange thing to me is that her gaze is a little straight, as if she has just been stimulated and wronged, but in the days that followed, I saw that she kept such a gaze.

The next day, Li Wenqi went to work in the coking workshop, and on this day, I received a call from Bao Hongmei, a microcomputer worker in the coking workshop. I didn't know her, but she asked me to take more care of Shen Linglan in my future work in the tone of the eldest sister. Soon after entering the factory, I was so entrusted by others, which made me excited for a while, and only when I calmed down did I think: "People are old workers who have been in the factory for almost a year, and they have only been in the factory for a few days, what can they take care of others, is this kind of entrustment a bit unreasonable?"

In the following days, Shen Linglan quickly confirmed to the people around her what a good person she was. She has a gentle personality, treats people sincerely, and is very easy to get along with. At all times to anyone, she always speaks softly, slowly, and tepidly.

At work, Shen Linglan is even more impeccable. Not only is she conscientious about her work, but sometimes when I am not in the control room and there is an abnormality in the crusher, she will contact the maintenance worker and never wait for me to come back. In the first month after she came, the quality control was relatively good, and the factory rewarded her with five yuan. But she said that it was a joint credit between me and her, and that she wanted to divide the five yuan equally with me. I didn't want it, so she bought ice cream for me from the commissary. On the way, he was "intercepted" by our squad leader and belt worker Chen Sanbao. She bought another trip, but she spent six or seven dollars for five dollars.

Soon after Shen Linglan came, Chen Sanbao, the belt worker in our class, came to the computer room for some time, which obviously meant that he wanted to pursue Shen Linglan. But I don't think it's possible.

First of all, Chen Sanbao is a farmer, and he is just a temporary worker in the factory. Although Shen Linglan is also from the countryside, she is a regular worker who has jumped out of the farm and has a diploma and an urban hukou. To put it more high-soundingly, Shen Linglan is still a state cadre? Even a city girl without a diploma will never find a peasant boyfriend. Unless the man is rich, it is not a general little, but there are a lot, or it can be considered. Although I still don't know Chen Sanbao's family background, I guess from his usual performance that his family is by no means a family with a little money. It may seem a bit too philistine and vulgar to say this, but it is indeed the code of conduct that most people usually follow.

However, if Chen Sanbao's own conditions are excellent, he may become an exception. It is a pity that he is not only not tall, but also very low, not only handsome in appearance, but also lewd, not only in temperament, but also in a languishing state. It is like Chen Sanbao's character, which is not only not good enough, but also very problematic.

I don't know what he did before, but I can see it from one thing he did after I entered the factory.

One day not long after I went to work, Chen Sanbao walked into the computer room in the middle of work. As soon as he entered the door, he groped here and there very irregularly, and inadvertently pulled the drawer on the table, and it actually opened. I saw that it was occupied by the last shift, and I forgot to lock it after work. Chen Sanbao picked up the contents one by one and looked through them, and then pushed the drawer up. Halfway through the push, he stopped again, reached for a spoon, and pushed the drawer up. When I saw it, I said, "Don't touch other people's things." "Since they forgot to lock it, as a colleague, I have an obligation to take care of them on their behalf. Unexpectedly, Chen Sanbao said violently: "What theirs, this is mine! They won't pay me back if they use it." As soon as I heard this, I didn't say anything more.

When I took over the shift the next day, Xiao Yongqiang, an auxiliary mechanic on the previous shift, asked me: "Have you seen the spoon I put in the drawer?" I said: "Chen Sanbao took it yesterday, and he said that it was his, and you should not return it to him." Xiao Yongqiang shouted: "What? Fuck the bullshit! No wonder at noon today, I saw the spoon that Chen Sanbao was holding and looked familiar. It's really mine. Later, Xiao Yongqiang told me: "I asked Chen Sanbao to borrow a spoon today." When I ran out, I washed it again and returned it to him. What do you call this? Damn, this brother-in-law!"

I was also angry and surprised. How could Chen Sanbao be such a person? A small spoon, to put it bluntly, is just a small piece of stainless steel, at most a few dimes, worth it?

Why is Xiao Yongqiang called Chen Sanbao's brother-in-law? It turns out that Chen Sanbao has an older sister who also works in the coking plant. His sister is very temperamental, and her relationship with many men in the factory is not normal. Chen Sanbao relied on this sister to enter the factory. The workers in the factory gave him this nickname. The meaning is naturally very vicious. No one has ever dared to call Chen Sanbao like this to his face.

However, it was this brother-in-law Chen Sanbao who actually wanted to pursue Shen Linglan, a secondary school student, and he was not sneaky, he was a big model, and he was extremely firm and brave. It seemed that he had been given some kind of reassurance, and he was completely sure.

Looking at Chen Sanbao's appearance, I felt angry in my heart, I was too self-conscious, too self-aware, and simply too arrogant! At the same time, I also wondered: "Why is there no outstanding young man to pursue Shen Linglan? ”

After inquiring carefully, when Shen Linglan first entered the factory, there were really many young men who pursued her, and many of them were outstanding. But for some reason, they were all politely rejected by Shen Linglan.

The only time that people know that Shen Linglan showed love to others was to a squad leader in the same workshop as them, but the old girl in the factory who bit the gold ------ came out halfway, and Liu Runlian, who was in the same workshop as Shen Linglan, also fell in love with the squad leader. For this reason, the relationship between the two was very stiff for a while, and it was not until the squad leader chose another girl that the matter was over.

People also criticized Shen Linglan's choice this time, although the squad leader was tall and strong, he was very capable of working. However, the education is not high, and it is a rural hukou, and the family background is not very good. With Shen Linglan's conditions, how can he find a citizen who lives in the city and has a regular job. Otherwise, why do you study so hard? Isn't it just to live the life of a city person.

However, to our surprise, just when we snickered at Chen Sanbao for being a toad, the swan meat actually fell into his mouth.

One day at work, Shen Linglan and I were chatting in the computer room, and somehow we got to Chen Sanbao (now I think it must have been deliberately mentioned by Shen Linglan). Shen Linglan suddenly asked me: "Are people talking about me and Chen Sanbao?" I said: "People are talking a little, but ......" Before I finished speaking, Shen Linglan hurriedly asked: "What are people talking about?" Does it mean that Chen Sanbao and I are working together during work hours and not working well?" I was stunned for a moment, I didn't know what was going on, so I hurriedly changed my words: "But...... As long as you two are willing, it doesn't matter what others say!" Shen Linglan said: "I'm afraid of being like Wenqi and letting people say it!" Li Wenqi and her boyfriend talked about me in the computer room during work hours, which attracted the unanimous ridicule of the workers, and my predecessor automatically applied for transfer because he couldn't get used to their behavior. The conflict between her and our squad leader also arose because of this. Shen Linglan said to me solemnly: "When Chen Sanbao comes in the future, you don't want to leave, just do whatever you have to do." "My ex was disgusted with Li Wenqi and her boyfriend's behavior, and every time Li Wenqi's boyfriend came to the computer room, he left angrily.

I promised with my mouth, but I didn't believe it was true. I really want to ask Shen Linglan: "Have you thought about it? How is this possible?" ”

Whether I believe it or not, from that day on, Shen Linglan and Chen Sanbao officially started their relationship. For a time, the whole factory was in an uproar, and all kinds of criticism and difficulties came to them.

In the first few days when the relationship between Shen and Chen Sanbao was made public, Li Wenqi came to me to learn about the situation of the two of them, and told me how the female workers led by Bao Hongmei and her saved Shen Linglan. They shook out all Chen Sanbao's family background. Chen Sanbao's family is in the poorest village in the most remote township of the city, and his parents died one after another when he was still a minor, and his brother and sister raised him as an adult. His sister was a temperamental, but his brother was an honest farmer, who only knew how to farm and tended to the crops, and did not know any other way to make money. But not only to support his wife and children, but also for his younger brother to study, life is more tense, and so far I still live in the old cave left by my parents, and I can't afford to renovate it.

Chen Sanbao is much smarter than his brother, but he is a lazy worm by nature. I didn't go to school anymore, and I didn't want to work in the fields, shouting that I would do business and make a lot of money. He followed his fellow villagers to sell fruits in the provincial capital for two years. The money was not earned, and he learned a lot of bad things, and his brother was afraid that he would ruin him if he continued like this, so he asked his sister to take him into the coking plant.

However, no matter how Bao Hongmei, Li Wenqi and others said the benefits and disadvantages for Shen Linglan. Shen Linglan made up her mind that she had to follow Chen Sanbao.

One night, we were on the night shift. The door of the computer room suddenly opened, and Zheng Yuhu, the forklift driver in the factory, walked in. Zheng Yuhu is known for being arrogant and domineering. Because his head is one size bigger than ordinary people, people call him "Brain Shell" behind his back, and "Brain Shell" likes to drink, and when he gets drunk, he gets drunk, and when he gets drunk, he makes trouble. Before he could come, a smell of stinking wine rushed over him.

"Braincase" walked straight up to me and said, "Get out!" I didn't move, thinking to myself why I was let out for no reason? Just as I was about to ask rhetorically, "Braincase" grabbed me by the collar of my coat, lifted me up, dragged me to the door, and pushed me out. Then the "brain shell" closed the door.

I muttered a few words of scolding, and suddenly remembered that this "brain shell" had also pursued Shen Linglan at the beginning, and now Shen Linglan chose Chen Sanbao, presumably he was not convinced, and today he borrowed alcohol to make trouble.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but worry about Shen Linglan, and hurriedly went to the belt control room to find Chen Sanbao, now only he can help Shen Linglan, he is Shen Linglan's rightful boyfriend.

I walked into the belt control room and saw that Chen Sanbao and the squad leader were there, so I said to Chen Sanbao: "Shen Linglan is looking for you." "I thought: I will understand it as soon as I pass. When Chen Sanbao heard this, he got up and left. I sat down in his vacant seat. After a while, Chen Sanbao came back, and after entering the door, he said lightly: "It's okay." I sat down again, and I was full of suspicion, thinking: Braincase is gone so soon?"

I went back to the computer room and looked in through the window, but I saw that Zheng Yuhu, the "brain shell", was still sitting there. was tilting her head and saying something to Shen Linglan, but Shen Linglan lowered her head, and her face was almost on the table.

As soon as I saw it, I was angry in my heart, and secretly scolded: "What kind of trick is Chen Sanbao! My girlfriend is coerced, and he can calmly say that it's okay! I have the heart to go in to help Shen Linglan, and I know that I am not the opponent of the "brain shell". Standing outside the door for a while, an idea came to me.

Turning around, I came to the belt control room again, and said to Chen Sanbao: "You go to the coking microcomputer room and tell Bao Hongmei to make a call here, just say that you have something to do with Shen Linglan, let her come over." When Chen Sanbao heard this, he didn't leave immediately, but looked at the squad leader and said, "What do you say, you are the squad leader" as if to prove to us that he is not without ideas. Our squad leader didn't make a sound, just looked at Chen Sanbao and smiled. After a while, Chen Sanbao was embarrassed to look at, so he hurriedly left with his head down.

I waited a little in the belt control room and returned to the computer room. As soon as I arrived at the door, I met Shen Linglan coming out of it, and when she saw me, she said, "Look at it for a while, I'll go to coke." I nodded, and she was gone.

I walked into the computer room, and Zheng Yuhu asked, "What did Shen Linglan do?" I said, "I don't know, wasn't it still here just now?" Zheng Yuhu waited for a while, then stood up and walked out.

After a while, Chen Sanbao walked in, and I glanced at him without making a sound. Chen Sanbao said to himself: "It's really unlucky to meet such a mourning god." As soon as the words fell, Zheng Yuhu, the "brain shell", pushed the door and walked in, and saw Chen Sanbao sitting there, Zheng Yuhu reprimanded: "It's not good to look at the belt, who let you run to the post!" Chen Sanbao hurriedly stood up and smiled at Zheng Yuhu: "Please sit", Zheng Yuhu said: "I pry your line here, you still let me sit?" Chen Sanbao didn't gnaw again.

Brainshell sat down and asked me, "What's the coke number?" and I pointed to a form on the wall and said, "It's all printed on it." The "brain shell" leaned over to find it. Chen Sanbao hurriedly said: "She didn't go to coke!" "Brain Shell" turned around and pushed Chen Sanbao violently, saying, "Get out, go out, watch your belt! Chen Sanbao took two steps back, but he didn't mean to leave immediately, probably he felt that it was too shameless to let Zheng Yuhu drink like this in front of me. Seeing that he didn't leave, Zheng Yuhu simply said: "Get out!" Seeing that Chen Sanbao didn't mean to leave, Zheng Yuhu turned around and picked up a glass of water on the table, and poured it over according to Chen Sanbao, which I had just fallen down and was still hot. Chen Sanbao's face immediately turned red, and while wiping the water he had picked up with his sleeve, he glanced at Zheng Yuhu in a panic, bowed his head and left.

Zheng Yuhu turned around and picked up the phone, dialed the coking microcomputer room, and directly said that he was looking for Shen Linglan, and said in my name that there was a situation here, and asked her to come back quickly, and after the call, Zheng Yuhu went out again.

I hurriedly picked up the phone, and called the coking computer room again, telling Bao Hongmei that it was okay here, so that Shen Linglan could rest assured, and Zheng Yuhu might have passed, so let her hide quickly.

That night, Zheng Yuhu, the "brain shell", ran back and forth between the coking microcomputer room and the raw material microcomputer room several times, but did not find Shen Linglan. In the end, he walked away.

Wait until the sky is bright before Shen Linglan comes back. I saw that she was covered in dust, and when I asked, I realized that she had stood under the dusty coke oven for half the night before she escaped Zheng Yuhu.

Since this happened, I have felt more and more worthless for Shen Linglan to choose Chen Sanbao, and I really can't figure out why Shen Linglan did this? For money, for power, Chen Sanbao has nothing to do with either! All material reasons can be denied, and it seems that it is really for love. But with Shen Linglan's character and quality, how could she fall in love with someone like Chen Sanbao?

Judging from Shen Linglan's behavior, she is also very clear about the gap between Chen Sanbao and her. As soon as Chen Sanbao came in, she opened the book to tell him about the coking production process, Chen Sanbao barely listened to it twice, and he couldn't listen to it. Just because he was afraid of studying, he stopped studying halfway through junior high school, and his graduation certificate was still asked for by the school later, so Shen Linglan had to give up.

Later, Shen Linglan asked Chen Sanbao to try to become a peasant contract worker in the factory. And asked around how many years the peasant contract system worked, and then he could transfer his urban hukou, and later, Shen Linglan proposed to let Chen Sanbao buy a commercial house in the city, which even we felt was too much. Because Chen Sanbao can't do it at all, if Chen Sanbao has to buy a house, it is better not to find Chen Sanbao at all, why bother?

One day at work, I chatted with Shen Linglan and talked about Chen Sanbao again. Shen Linglan asked me: "What do you think of Chen Sanbao" I didn't expect Shen Linglan to ask this question directly, I didn't know how to answer for a while, I had the intention to say that Chen Sanbao was not good, I was afraid that Shen Linglan would be embarrassed, and I had the heart to praise Chen Sanbao for two sentences, but I really couldn't think of anything good about him, so I said hesitantly: "This person ...... It's hard to say. Shen Linglan saw my embarrassment and said frankly: "Wen Qi has no good impression of him and does not approve of me looking for him." One is to say, 'By what else?'. Listening to her say this, I knew the bottom of my heart, so I said: "Li Wenqi also has her truth." Shen Linglan continued: "Others have introduced me to a few before, and they are all stronger than Chen Sanbao in terms of conditions, but I don't know what's going on, as soon as I see Chen Sanbao, I lose my temper. "No temper" means willing to accept it, but I don't understand why she doesn't accept the good conditions, but accepts the bad ones. Shen Linglan said again: "I have also met that the conditions are quite good, but there are always people who fight with me. I don't want to fight with anyone!" Why is that? I didn't understand, so I didn't speak.

After a pause, Shen Linglan smiled slightly, and said in a resolute tone: "Chen Sanbao will not be promising!" Hearing this, I breathed a sigh of relief, I have always wanted Shen Linglan to understand this. It turned out that she actually knew.

Shen Linglan continued: "Wu Yuezhen said that I found Chen Sanbao, and I may be like her second aunt in the future. I asked, "What's wrong with her second aunt?" Shen Linglan said, "Her second uncle is a slacker." Every day, after eating, I either lie down at home and sleep, or wander the streets. There is no rice or noodles at home, and it doesn't matter at all, it all depends on her second aunt to handle it alone. Her second aunt is still a teacher. She usually teaches, and when she is on vacation, she follows her students to other places to buy goods. Which village rushes to the market, and brings the goods to sell by yourself, but it is hard. When she met a bad guy outside and robbed her of her goods, her second aunt returned the goods to her with a mouth!"

I said, "That's not easy. Then I said, "You said she couldn't have a better choice." Shen Linglan was stunned, lowered her head and muttered for a long time, and said resolutely: "No, no, everyone's situation is different, whoever is is what life, and I can't change it if I want to!" I was at a loss.

After being silent for a while, Shen Linglan said again: "You see that Chen Sanbao usually sighs and talks a lot, but there is no him at the critical moment." I asked him what he liked about me, and he would just say, 'You're good, you're good'. "When Li Zhiping, who was in the electrical department, came to me, he knew that I had gone to a secondary school and had knowledge, and that I had good handwriting and talent. I hurriedly asked, "Did Li Zhiping talk to you?" Shen Linglan said embarrassedly: "No." He only wrote me a few letters and sent me home a few times, but I didn't let him get them home. As soon as I got out of the city, I let him go back, and his letters were very well written, and he was very knowledgeable, and he knew a lot about them. Seeing that Shen Linglan was nostalgic, I asked, "Then why didn't you negotiate?" Shen Linglan did not answer me directly, but said: "I made it clear to him at the beginning, even if I can't negotiate with someone else in the coking plant, I won't look for him!" I asked, "Why is that?"

Shen Linglan didn't answer, paused, and diverted the topic: "Chen Sanbao is actually very inferior, the first time I asked him to look for me in the women's dormitory, he didn't dare to go, and finally followed Wen Qi's boyfriend before he dared to go in." I smiled, didn't squeak, and was still thinking about why Shen Linglan was so ruthless to the talented Li Zhiping? Shen Linglan then suddenly said: "People with low self-esteem are the most confident!" I was even more confused when I heard it, so I had to be silent