Bell grass (3)

After listening to Bao Hongmei's introduction, I finally understood why Shen Linglan had no temper with Chen Sanbao. The pen is www.biquge.info because of her fragile psychology, and she can only maintain balance in the face of Chen Sanbao's family background. Therefore, it is said that Chen Sanbao chased Shen Linglan, but it is better to say that Shen Linglan chose Chen Sanbao. Chen Sanbao can have such a firm and brave performance, it should have received some hints and encouragement from Shen Linglan, otherwise how could a person with low self-esteem be so confident in his behavior.

Recalling Shen Linglan's sentence: "People with low self-esteem are the most confident." "I understand. She was saying: "My Shen Linglan's family background is not good, and I don't know the bottom of my heart to find a good condition, but I am sure if I find a bad one." I don't have to worry about him thinking differently, and I don't have to worry about someone arguing with me. ”

In the middle of a day at work, Shen Lily of the Valley, coming back from outside, holding a piece of grass in her hand, the grass was very special, the neck was straight, and there were more than a dozen small white flowers like bells neatly arranged on it. I asked, "What kind of grass is this? That's interesting." Shen Linglan asked, "Is it good-looking?" I said, "Okay!" Shen Linglan continued: "This is called Ling'er grass." I said, "This name is so nice and poetic" Shen Linglan suddenly became very happy. I said, "Yes?" Shen Linglan said, "Ling'er grass is its common name." Its scientific name is lily of the valley. I said, "If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have imagined that the flowers would bloom so neatly." Shen Linglan said: "This kind of grass is rare, and occasionally a branch can be seen in a large area of grass. I don't know who picked it so coincidentally and brought it to the factory, but left it on the side of the road. (Our factory is in the suburbs)

I asked casually, "Who gave you the name?" Shen Linglan suddenly became very solemn and said, "My father!" I said, "Your father is quite knowledgeable." Shen Linglan said: "My dad actually only went to junior high school, but he knows a lot of things? When I was in school, there were some questions that I didn't understand at school, so I went back and asked my dad, and he knew everything." My father's handwriting is the best in our village, and every year during the Chinese New Year, there are many people who come to my house to write Spring Festival couplets, and they can't finish it for several days. When she said this, Shen Linglan swept away her melancholy expression and became radiant. Obviously, she was proud to have such a father. She also said: "I sometimes ask my father, you haven't gone to much school, who did you learn from?" My father said, "I didn't learn from anyone, I just rely on my own attention." ”

I said, "Then your father is not simple!" Then my heart moved, and I asked: "What did your father say about you and Chen Sanbao?" Shen Linglan smiled: "He always has to talk about the truth." But if I did, he wouldn't stop me!" I said disappointedly, "Your father is very open-minded." ”

Shen Linglan said: "My father has a good brain, if he can keep studying, he may become a university question now, but unfortunately his parents died early, and he relied on himself to support himself in his teens." His hometown is also a mountainous area, and one acre of land can't produce a few catties of grain, and people mainly rely on digging coal to support their families, but my father's health is not good, and he can't do too heavy work, so he has to leave his hometown ....... Later, he came to our house. Speaking of this, Shen Linglan's voice was low again. After a pause, Shen Linglan said again: "A year before I graduated, my father took me back to his hometown once, and at that time I still wanted to wait for graduation to be assigned to my father's hometown county, everyone else wants to run to a big place, but I want to go to a small place." "I was speechless, life had caused her too much trauma.

Shen Linglan only worked in our workshop for three months, and then was transferred back to the coking workshop, because Liu Runlian, one of the coking micromechanics, had poor quality control and a high failure rate.

Liu Runlian is the old girl who once competed with Shen Linglan for a boyfriend, and in general, she has three major and three monsters.

The three are: one is a big man, more than seven meters tall, and it is also above average among ordinary men, the second is a big voice, talking wah-la-wow-wow, as if he is always quarreling with people, and the third is a big temper, and he will get angry if he doesn't go well. It doesn't matter if you are a workshop director or an ordinary worker, or whether the other party has the intention or unintention, and whether you accept it or not. Whoever provokes is yelled at whom (I have always suspected that her temper has something to do with the fact that the boss is not married.) Because later, after she got married, her temper was much smaller, but this is a later story. )

The three blames are: one is three years older and one year old, when Liu Runlian first arrived in our workshop, Chen Sanbao asked her age (although it is rude to ask a woman's age, but it is not particular among us ordinary laborers). Liu Runlian replied that she was 28 years old, and later an insider said that she reported 28 last year, and when she came next year, I heard that she was still 28 years old.

The second is that he never reads books. Since we have more freedom in our work, we often bring books to the control room to read. When Li Wenqi and Shen Linglan were there, we often exchanged books with each other. But Liu Runlian never brought books to the computer room, and she didn't respond to the books I brought. Whether it is a journal or a tome, she can turn a blind eye on the table, let alone read it, and she has never seen it when she flips through it, and later I heard that she, like Chen Sanbao, also asked for a graduation certificate after finishing junior high school.

When it is running normally, Liu Runlian spends most of her time chatting with me or other people who walk into the control room, Liu Runlian's chat is very distinctive, this is her third strange, chatting like a press conference, the story of a well-known person in the factory, the love story of young people, the new trends of the leadership in the factory, etc. Liu Runlian can tell the story, such as a few treasures. If you hear any news in the factory and it is not quite accurate, you might as well ask Liu Runlian, she will definitely be able to tell you clearly, and the accuracy rate is generally very high. Only occasionally there are discrepancies, such as about a girl she hates and her interactions with young men.

Sometimes, I really suspect that there are still things that Liu Runlian doesn't know about the coking plant. She spends most of her time in the factory in the computer room, and she has to go home after work, so how did she get so much time and energy to inquire about the things in the factory? Moreover, some of the things in the factory can be seen by her, some can be heard from others, and some belong to the high-level secrets of the factory.

Later, this Liu Runlian actually played a relationship game with Chen Sanbao. How it happened, only the two of them understand. I can only talk about what I witnessed.

After Shen Linglan left, Chen Sanbao still often walked around the computer room, and he was quite familiar with Liu Runlian. According to my observation, it was easier and happier for him to talk to Liu Runlian than to talk to Shen Linglan. Because he no longer needs to pinch his throat and speak softly like Shen Linglan. You can completely let go of your voice and yell, and compete with Liu Runlian one by one. You can also have no scruples about using words, you don't have to talk to Shen Linglan like you, you have to beware of bringing out dirty words.

One day in the middle of the day shift, Chen Sanbao walked into the computer room, and I didn't care about it at first. After a while, I realized that something was wrong. Chen Sanbao and Liu Runlian didn't laugh loudly as usual, they were silent. I looked up at Chen Sanbao and saw him walking around behind Liu Runlian with a straight face. Looking at Liu Runlian sitting at the table again, she folded her arms on the table and pillowed her head, her face was even more gloomy, and my reaction at the time was: "These two people are making trouble." I didn't make a sound, I lowered my head and still read my book.

Chen Sanbao walked back and forth several times after Liu Runlian. Several times her body rubbed against Liu Runlian's back, but Liu Runlian still didn't react. After a stalemate like this for a while, Chen Sanbao went out, and I felt a little weird: "These two people are awkward, how can it be like vomiting between lovers?"

After reading the book for a while, I stood up and went outside to check on the equipment. At a glance, I saw that Chen Sanbao did not leave, and was squatting not far from the computer room. Holding his head in both hands, it was as if his heart was in great pain. After a while, I went outside again and saw Chen Sanbao still squatting there, still holding his head in his hands, as if his heart was extremely painful.

But the next day, Chen Sanbao entered the computer room again, but he talked and laughed with Liu Runlian as usual, what contradictions happened between the two, and how they were released, I don't know, I just remember that from this day on, the relationship between the two was not ordinary.

On the surface, it's just a joke as before. But even if it is the same sentence, a person says it with love and hatred, the attitude is absolutely different, and the feeling is naturally different. It was from that day that Chen Sanbao and Liu Runlian gave me a strange feeling.

After a few days, our workshop was shut down for maintenance. Workers from the factory were transferred to the maintenance workshop to support our workshop. Since we were working in our own workshop, we naturally took on the most heavy part. As the only female worker, Liu Runlian only needs to stay aside and hand over the tools occasionally.

Among the people who came to the maintenance workshop, there was a well-spoken young man, who came for a while, and amused Liu Runlian.

In the middle of the work, I straightened up and stretched my sore waist. I accidentally caught a glimpse of Chen Sanbao lying on the belt far away, stilting on his legs and smoking. I don't know when it slipped by. Looking back at the workers in our class, they were all sweating profusely. I won't be angry. But at this time, Chen Sanbao had been promoted to our squad leader, and the director was not there, so no one could help him.

I had nothing to do, I turned around and saw Liu Runlian chatting happily with the young man, and suddenly remembered the situation of Chen Sanbao and Liu Runlian in the past two days, and I had an idea in my heart.

I dropped the wrench in my hand, climbed on the belt lazily, sat down next to Chen Sanbao, and without waiting for him to speak, I said: "Liu Runlian has taken a fancy to the little plum in the maintenance workshop, and I see how affectionate the two of them chat." "Actually, Liu Runlian and the young man were standing in front of the belt, and they couldn't see it at all.

As soon as Chen Sanbao heard this, he jumped off the belt and walked towards the front half in three steps and two steps. Immediately afterwards, Chen Sanbao's sharp and thin voice sounded: "Xiao Lizi, I called you here to help with the work, not to let you contact the girl (the joke of the workers for pursuit)." Xiao Lizi didn't show weakness, and shouted: "Lao Tzu just contacted the girl, and I will go to Lianjiao to contact Shen Linglan when I go back?" Chen Sanbao shouted: "Go, go!"

After that, when I went into the computer room to see the behavior of Chen Sanbao and Liu Runlian, even a fool could see the strangeness.

Originally, I didn't approve of Shen Linglan's choice of Chen Sanbao. Now that I see that Chen Sanbao is flirting with another woman behind Shen Linglan's back, and this woman is Liu Runlian, who had a holiday with Shen Linglan, I am upset for Shen Linglan. Especially when he saw Chen Sanbao walking into the computer room, he felt disgusted with Liu Runlian's obsessive face. Later, as soon as Chen Sanbao walked into the computer room, I simply stood up unceremoniously and strode out the door.

In this way, Chen Sanbao had no intention of restraint, and still went in and out of the computer room in a big way, often staying inside for an hour or two without coming out.

As mentioned earlier, Chen Sanbao has become our squad leader at this time. When the belt conveyor is operating normally, in addition to the full-time belt watcher, the squad leader also bears part of the management responsibility. One of the most important tasks is to remove the coal surface that leaks under the belt and then use a shovel to feed it onto the conveyor belt.

Chen Sanbao stayed in the computer room for a long time and did not come out, and the work of cleaning the coal surface under the belt had to be undertaken by Sun Jinwang, the belt watcher. Once, I met Sun Jinwang on the side of the conveyor belt with a shovel to deliver coal to the belt, tired and sweating profusely. At that time, Chen Sanbao was in the computer room, so I smiled and said, "Take a break, people are happy inside, you are suffering outside, what are you doing stupidly." ”

Sun Jinwang stopped the shovel in his hand and asked, "Is Chen Sanbao contacting the old girl inside?" Sun Jinwang is in his thirties, but he speaks innocently and straightforwardly, and he talks very well with us young workers, I say: "You also know?" Sun Jinwang said: "What do you not know, look at the momentum he has been drilling into the microcomputer room for the past two days, you can't see it?"

I said, "Shen Linglan is really unlucky to choose such a thing." Sun Jinwang said: "She asked for it." Who the fuck did I mess with, and I suffered so much with it. I said, "You won't go to the director and sue him." Sun Jinwang said: "I can't tell it, people have already given it to the director." I asked, "What to eat?" Sun Jinwang said, "In the autumn of which year, Chen Sanbao didn't give the director a bag of small white pears." Usually when he "climbs three" (a kind of gambling played with playing cards), when did Chen Sanbao not give the director the bottom?" I said, "Then how much money can I buy the director?" Sun Jinwang said: "Look at your descendant, how much power can he have as a director? That is, take advantage of a small advantage." Do you still expect someone to send a refrigerator and color TV? If someone has it, they will also send it to the factory director!" I have no words, I have doubts in my heart that such a lazy person as Chen Sanbao can be a shift leader, and I also feel strange about his fearless attitude when he is usually lazy. I always feel that bribing leaders costs a lot of money, and people like Chen Sanbao can't do it. But I didn't expect the director to be so easy to buy, just a bag of small white pears.

I heard Sun Jinwang say again: "I killed a sheep this winter, and I must pick five catties of good meat for the director." Next year, I will also get a squad leader to do it, and I will not be angry with this nest again. As we were talking, we saw Chen Sanbao come out of the computer room and go to the belt control room. Sun Jinwang said: "Let's go, go and teach the old girl a lesson." ”

The two of us pushed open the door of the computer room, Liu Runlian glanced back, turned her head to the display screen again, Sun Jinwang said as he walked to the table: "You be careful, you be careful, be careful to let Shen Linglan break your feet and neck." Liu Runlian said: "Oh, we won't do that kind of thing?" But she clearly admitted that there was such a thing, because Sun Jinwang didn't say why Shen Linglan broke Liu Runlian's leg. And Liu Runlian immediately explained that there would be no such thing, indicating that she knew exactly what she was referring to. And Liu Runlian's temper, if someone is accused of that kind of thing, she will jump up and scold the other party for a bloody head. And she only weakly explained: "We don't do that kind of thing." "It shows that there is still a ghost in my heart.

Liu Runlian also felt speechless, and then let Sun Jinwang say anything, she didn't open her mouth anymore, Sun Jinwang spit in vain, and had to leave in a huff.

In addition to flirting in the computer room, can Chen Sanbao and Liu Runlian have a deeper contact? I have not seen it, nor have I heard of it, and my inference is that no.

From Liu Runlian's point of view, although she has a strange temperament, she is not a light and woman. Even if she becomes an old girl, she still has to be a woman of a good family, and she will not do anything excessive. In addition, Chen Sanbao's conditions in all aspects are too far from Liu Runlian's mate selection criteria. First of all, Liu Runlian was born tall and big, while Chen Sanbao was thin and withered, half a head shorter than Liu Runlian. Liu Runlian has repeatedly said that a man shorter than her is absolutely not found. Secondly, Liu Runlian's marriage conditions are also very high. When she first came to our workshop, she said that marriage must be "three golds and one smoke" (gold necklace, gold ring, gold earrings and motorcycle). Later, it rose to the point of "four gold not open air (gold necklaces, gold rings, gold earrings, gold bracelets and cars)." If she never marries, I don't know if it will rise to "hardware flying to the sky" (gold necklaces, gold rings, gold earrings, gold bracelets, gold anklets plus airplanes).

is "three golds and one smoke", and it is extremely difficult to do it with Chen Sanbao's family background. Not to mention the "four golds are not open-air". Liu Runlian will not play the trick of "sacrificing herself to rob her lover". Her flirtation with Chen Sanbao is nothing more than the loneliness and loneliness that has accumulated in her heart when the boss is not married. Naturally, it won't get out of hand.

Therefore, from the beginning, Liu Runlian appeared relatively calm. It didn't let the emotional fire burn away. When I was disgusted by their actions, and every time I walked out of the computer room with Chen Sanbao, Liu Runlian secretly asked me, "What are you doing out?"

Sometimes, Liu Runlian is flirting with Chen Sanbao, and even in the mood to ridicule Chen Sanbao. Once Chen Sanbao heard that a girl in the factory had fallen in love with an inconspicuous young man, so he came to ask Liu Runlian. After receiving the confirmation, Chen Sanbao commented: "Blind. As soon as he went out with his front foot, Liu Runlian turned back to me and said, "People still say that Shen Linglan is blind when he finds him, and he still laughs at others, and they are better than him again." "I, the second monk, was confused. "Are these two lovers or enemies? ”

From Chen Sanbao's point of view: First, in the relationship between men and women, without the acquiescence of the woman, men generally get nothing. Since Liu Runlian is unwilling to be presumptuous, Chen Sanbao will naturally succeed in anything. Second, it is different from the general likes of the new and dislikes the old and cheating. Later, Liu Runlian became the most ideal lover in Chen Sanbao's mind. Under the divine emotion, evil thoughts are not easy to arise.

For a person like Chen Sanbao who has not finished junior high school, does not like to study, and lacks education, there is nothing that can affect his soul in a well-educated person like Shen Linglan, who speaks in Sven and practices calligraphy in his free time. If there is an impact, it can only make him feel inferior and avoid those things more sensitively. This is also the reason why Shen Linglan regrets that Chen Sanbao can't see her value. Chen Sanbao pursued Shen Linglan just because Shen Linglan was a woman who was suitable for marrying him.

And people like Liu Runlian who have not finished junior high school, don't like to read, and yelling when they are angry. Her taste, ideological level, and knowledge level are close to Chen Sanbao, and her words and deeds are naturally in line with Chen Sanbao's spleen and stomach. Chen Sanbao's emotions were greatly aroused. Spiritually I got a pleasure that I had never felt before. So in a short period of contact, Chen Sanbao became obsessed with Liu Runlian like a demon, and invested more enthusiasm for her than Shen Linglan, I have never seen Chen Sanbao and Shen Linglan chatting in the computer room, and they can chat for several hours.

Even, after Chen Sanbao and Shen Linglan got married, when they saw Liu Runlian in the computer room, Chen Sanbao said with regret: "I don't have money, if I have money, I don't want her Shen Linglan, I'll contact you." In front of me, Chen Sanbao unabashedly said what was in his heart, making Liu Runlian's face flushed with shame, and she could only shout in a thick voice: "If you have the courage to take Shen Linglan off, if you have the courage to take Shen Linglan off!" Chen Sanbao said without scruples: "If you take a break, you will leave her, will you marry her?" Liu Runlian, who asked, didn't dare to speak again.

In Chen Sanbao's mind, Liu Runlian is the most ideal lover and partner. It's just because I don't have money that I can't bear to cut my love. Just like Shen Linglan, she didn't appreciate Li Zhiping who could write love letters more in her heart, but she chose Chen Sanbao because of the disparity in family background. Their marriage is not the product of love, but the result of a combination of various material conditions. But I don't know if it's only Chen Sanbao and Shen Linglan who are like this.

However, these are all things that I only figured out later. At that time, I only knew that I was unhappy for Shen Linglan. I continue to spread the warm relationship between Chen Sanbao and Liu Runlian to the people around me. I hope it can reach Shen Linglan's ears and let her and Chen Sanbao cut it off, but I don't know if Shen Linglan heard it, Chen Sanbao heard it, which undoubtedly angered him. As a result, Chen Sanbao often troubled me and threatened to kick me out of the computer room, which made me very annoyed, and I always wanted to find an opportunity to pay tribute to him.

One day in the middle of the night shift, Sun Jinwang walked into the computer room and looked around, and asked me: "Chen Sanbao didn't come in" I said: "No, what's wrong?" Sun Jinwang looked at Liu Runlian, left without speaking, I came out with and asked, "What's wrong." Sun Jinwang said, "Chen Sanbao has been walking for more than two hours, and he has never been to the computer room?" I said, "No." After a pause, he patted his thigh and said, "By the way, he must have gone to 'climb three'! This brother-in-law knows 'climb three' as soon as he gets paid. If you go to the middle room in the third row, it must be there. ”

As Sun Jinwang said, I came to the window of the middle room of the third row of dormitories, looked in, and in the dim light, I saw Chen Sanbao and the other three people sitting on the bed and gambling. I sighed for Shen Linglan and turned back to the computer room.

After about an hour, Chen Sanbao walked into the computer room with a tired face. Looking at the appearance, you can tell that you have just come down from the "field". I asked sarcastically: "How's your luck?" Chen Sanbao was stunned for a moment, fixed his mind, and suddenly shouted: "No, I didn't climb three!" was stunned for a moment, and sneered at me with understanding: "You ......", so he didn't say any more, bit his lower lip with his upper teeth, shrunk his neck, and tried to shake his shoulders a few times. It seemed to mean that my question was ridiculous, and he tried to hold back his laughter.

I didn't see anything ridiculous about my question. I saw him gamble with my own eyes. Even if I didn't see it, I was wrong. It's not ridiculous enough to bite your lip with your teeth. What's more, Chen Sanbao saw that others had done ridiculous things, and there was absolutely no shameless laughing.

Chen Sanbao just wanted to cover up the fact that he was gambling. Because he was afraid. Gambling, and gambling at work, is not a small crime in the factory. He piqued my competitive spirit. The heart said: "If you honestly admit it, but you still want to play this trick of self-deception, then I have to sue you to see if you are afraid." ”

The next day, I went to the workshop director to expose Chen Sanbao's gambling during work hours. Although the director ate Chen Sanbao's bribe, he still reprimanded him a few words, after all, it was difficult to explain what happened.

After going to work that day, Chen Sanbao walked into the computer room and didn't bite with a stiff face. Liu Runlian didn't speak, I didn't pay attention to Chen Sanbao, and I watched him snort and turn around on the ground a few times, and I walked out again.

When I came back, Chen Sanbao was already gone, and Liu Runlian climbed on the table without raising her head, I picked up my water cup and was about to drink it, but I found that there was a thick layer of coal at the bottom of the water cup. It was as if I had been bitten by a scorpion and jumped up. Blood poured straight to his face, dry and angry and helpless. In the end, I had to throw the water glass out of the window. No matter how I tossed, Liu Runlian always crawled on the table without looking up.

When I got off work, I pushed the bike out of the carport. I was just about to ride, but I found that the tires had been deflated. When I looked up again, I saw Chen Sanbao looking this way not far away, with a smug look on his face. At a glance, you can see that it is Chen Sanbao's ghost. My lungs were going to blow up, but I couldn't do anything about it. With this kind of means, I am not Chen Sanbao's opponent. I can only scold Chen Sanbao's ancestors for eight generations in my heart. At the same time, he and Shen Linglan couldn't do it.

However, contrary to my wishes, Shen Linglan and Chen Sanbao got married that winter. And when she got married, Shen Linglan was five months pregnant, because, only five months after getting married, Shen Linglan gave birth to a daughter.

Chen Sanbao's house is far away from the factory. After getting married, the two lived in a rented house near the factory, and the two took their children to support the door independently. Moreover, with all the debts they owed when they got married.

In order to take care of the children, the two of them had to go to a class alone, got off work in the factory, and then went home to take over the work.

Regarding Shen Linglan's predicament after getting married, people became calmer, and they just said: "Look, it's not what I expected", and gradually no one mentioned it.

Now, I can often see Shen Linglan at the gate of the factory, she walked in hurriedly with her head down, or walked out in a hurry, neither looking up at people, nor taking the initiative to greet people. The fat overalls were draped over her, and they looked empty. His face was yellow, and only a pair of large and distracted eyes were left on his face, and when he occasionally smiled with people, the wrinkles on his face were like blooming flowers.

Whenever this happens, I think that Shen Linglan may be like this in her life. Unless there is a major change, there will be no change. However, she only stayed in our workshop for three months. Not to mention that in the long river of time, even in the years of life, it is very short, however, it has determined her life.

Thinking about it carefully, it was actually very accidental, and there was no reason to say that Shen Linglan had to replace Li Wenqi at that time. If she didn't come, there would be no opportunity to contact Chen Sanbao, and there would be no way to give Chen Sanbao some hints and encouragement, Chen Sanbao would not have the courage to pursue her, and naturally the story told in this article would not happen. So, what will Shen Linglan's life be like?