Shen Xingyao lowered his eyes and smiled bitterly, he only felt that his lips were dry, and the words that reached the tip of his tongue were difficult to speak.

"Do you know it's still necessary?" he asked, a subtle hint of hope in his tone.

An Xiaojing nodded seriously, and her attitude did not hesitate at all.

Shen Xingyao sighed silently, he knew An Xiaojing's temper.

"You know my family is a family of medicine. ”

An Xiaojing's body stiffened, and the corners of her mouth pulled up a touch of sarcasm, "Do you look down on my birth?" Just like Fu Xiaoyi and Sheng Sixue looked down on her, they felt that a girl who grew up in an orphanage couldn't stand with Huo Yao at all.

Identity is really a wonderful thing, some people don't care about it at all, and some people use it as a yardstick to measure others.

Just like Ji Yun Cheng Cheng is to Ji Yun, but it is the difference between her biological mother, she is considered a thorn in the flesh and a thorn in her eye, even if Ji Cheng Cheng does not pose any threat to Ji Yun.

And Ji Chengcheng was also forced to give up the relationship he once had.

An Xiaojing was suddenly ridiculous, but she was in the game again, and she couldn't laugh at all.

"Xiao Jing, you know that I have never looked down on you. It's just that my family wants me to marry a girl who is the right person. Shen Xingyao was afraid that An Xiaojing would misunderstand, so he hurriedly explained.

After he finished speaking, he felt that he was trying to cover up, and it was too late.

"I don't want to do what they want, but I don't want to hurt you, the only thing I can do is to leave the country. Xiaojing, I'm sorry, I thought this was the best for you, but I didn't want to hurt you. ”

He finally said all the words hidden in his heart and waited for An Xiaojing's reproach.

It's just that to Shen Xingyao's consternation, An Xiaojing never complained or blamed, probably because her heart no longer likes Shen Xingyao as before, so all this is inconsequential to her.

An Xiaojing knew that if she had been four years ago, she would have worked hard to make Shen Xingyao's family recognize her.

But now, she already has Huo Yao, a person who doesn't care about her identity.

"Xingyao, you didn't feel sorry for me. She smiled softly and looked back at him, without reproach or forgiveness in her eyes, as if she was telling a strange thing, "Maybe it's fate that doesn't belong to us." ”

Shen Xingyao's heart thumped, he knew that he would never have a chance.

"Stop worrying about me getting hurt and worrying about me, I'm not worth it. Xingyao, it's time for you to wake up from your old memories and find your own happiness. Her expression was calm, sincere blessings.

There was no chance to say this before, but this time it was different, she had completely let it go, what she wanted to see was Shen Xingyao's happy smile, and that was enough.

She can't give Shen Xingyao's happiness, and her own happiness has to work hard to create.

After An Xiaojing said this, she no longer paid attention to Shen Xingyao's expression, pushed open the door and walked out.

She noticed that the sun was shining outside, and a large area of light was shining down the corridor, reflecting the happy or sad faces of every patient, and she suddenly realized that life was the same.

Shen Xingyao sat on the bed a little dejectedly, and his eyes no longer had the gentleness they had at the beginning, but added a bit of violence and decadence.

The door was gently pushed open.

Shen Xingyao turned around excitedly, but after seeing that it was Shen Ze and not An Xiaojing, those amber pupils instantly dimmed again.

"What are you doing here?" he said in a light tone, not even the strength to disguise.

"Why didn't you tell her that you chose to leave in the first place so that the Shen family wouldn't deal with her?" Shen Ze sat down unceremoniously, "It's rare for her to listen to your explanation." ”

"It's you, cousin. Shen Xingyao smiled bitterly.

Shen Ze's chest suddenly rose and fell rapidly, as if he was very angry, if he didn't care about this Shen Xingyao's body, he was afraid that he would poke Shen Xingyao's head and scold, "When my aunt used her studies as a threat to let you marry another woman, you were very angry!"

Shen Xingyao glanced at Shen Ze and sighed, "What's the use of telling her? The young master is very good to her now, and I can also see that she really likes the young master." She was right, our first encounter was just a shallow relationship. ”

Four years ago, he should have chosen to leave with her, if he had the courage at the beginning, I am afraid that everything would be different now.

He looked out the window, but his mind went back to four years ago.

Four years ago.

"Xingyao, leave her immediately, otherwise I will let her be expelled from the school directly, and she will not have a good name again. The strong Mother Shen forbade it sharply, she would not let a girl of unknown origin ruin Shen Xingyao's life no matter what.

Shen Xingyao looked up at Shen's mother in shock, but he couldn't believe that this was his mother's words.

"Mom, you can't do this to her!" Shen Xingyao lost his warmth for the first time and became a little irritable.

"Her future is in your hands, you can do it. Shen Mu coldly branded this sentence and turned to leave, not even leaving Shen Xingyao a chance.

Shen Xingyao stood in place for a long time, and finally returned to the room silently and began to pack up his things.

The phone vibrated for a moment, and it showed that it was a text message from An Xiaojing.

He was stunned for a moment, hesitantly picked up his mobile phone, pursed his lips and remembered the scene where this girl with no identity background vowed to become the chief jewelry designer, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but lift lightly.

She still has a long and bright future ahead of her, how can she stop because of him?

Perhaps, he should choose to let go.

Shen Xingyao didn't go to look at that text message, but directly pulled An Xiaojing into the blacklist, making it difficult for his beloved girl to contact him from now on.

After doing all this, he also packed his luggage, and asked Shen Ze to buy a ticket to a foreign country for himself overnight and leave the country.

He walked simply and thoroughly, under the banner of being good for An Xiaojing.

But Shen Xingyao four years ago never thought that he would hate his original self-righteousness so much four years later, and he didn't know that a girl would be broken because of his departure.

Until one day he saw a news item in the newspaper about "Angel Wings", and when he saw the necklace, he almost didn't hesitate to think that it was designed by An Xiaojing.

After all, in the time he spent with her, he had witnessed her talent in jewelry, and he knew that one day she would shine brightest as a star.

And he is willing to be a witness on her way to shine, standing aside and applauding her.

But he didn't expect that there would always be moonlight next to the star.

And Huo Yao is the moonlight.