"I'm sorry, I ......" She didn't know what to say for a moment.

"I don't want to hear apologies anymore. Miss An, you have always resented Xingyao for not saying goodbye, and I think you should also listen to his grievances. Shen Ze said heavily, although he didn't know what happened back then, he had also heard about it, and later asked Shen Xingyao a few times.

But Shen Xingyao always fooled around casually every time, but the sadness and regret in his eyes were not hidden.

An Xiaojing nodded solemnly and slowly left Shen Ze's office.

The room at the end of the hospital corridor was a VIP room in a regular ward, and few people would live in it, and she walked along the long corridor, watching the sun reflect off the ground and her heart sank to the bottom of the sea.

Obviously it was only a few dozen steps away, but she felt that she was separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and every step was extremely heavy.

When her fingertips touched the handle, An Xiaojing felt a little panicked in her heart, and at this moment she was cowardly, she didn't know how to comfort Shen Xingyao, and she didn't know how to express her apologies like this.

After fighting in her heart for a long time, An Xiaojing finally pressed down the doorknob, and with a little force, opened the door in.

Unlike the ward she was in, this room was much smaller, and she could see the whole picture at a glance.

On the white hospital bed, Shen Xingyao sat leaning on the cushions, looking sideways out the window, a gust of wind blew, making his slightly longer hair float slightly, flashing a faint luster, just like when he sat in the library and read a book.

An Xiaojing's eyes suddenly moistened a little, and the memories that she had hidden in the depths of her heart in the past kept emerging, like soap bubbles, shattering into various shapes.

"Starlight. She opened her mouth, her voice dry and weak.

Shen Xingyao obviously heard her call, and turned his head in surprise in the next second, and the moment he saw her, a happy glow appeared on his face that he had never seen before, but he seemed to realize something, and quickly hid it.

"I heard you're healed?" his voice was warm, like water flowing over a fine jade, "There are chairs here, you sit down quickly, don't get tired." With that, he reached out to move the chair.

An Xiaojing noticed that his exposed hands trembled slightly, and he didn't look very good, which made her feel more and more guilty.

It was probably because her gaze was too hot, and Shen Xingyao quickly discovered this, and quickly retracted his hand and said with a smile: "It's a small injury, don't be scared." ”

As soon as these words came out, An Xiaojing almost cried.

She desperately held back, moved a chair for herself and sat on Shen Xingyao's side, and said hesitantly: "Doctor Shen said that your right hand has a broken bone, and it may be ...... in the future."

"Don't listen to my cousin's nonsense, he's scaring you. Shen Xingyao hurriedly retorted, but under An Xiaojing's gaze, he didn't dare to stretch out his hand at all, and finally could only promise: "It's a little troublesome." ”

"What should I do in ......the future? It's all my fault, if I hadn't won Huo Guopeng's plan, you wouldn't have become like this at all. She blamed herself, wishing that she was the one who had been hurt like this. "If only I was the one who was hurt, Xingyao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. ”

Tears slowly slid down An Xiaojing's cheeks.

An Xiaojing finally remembered Shen Xingyao's ambition when they were together, he said that he wanted to become the best surgeon in the world, become a "national player", and let people all over the world see him.

But now, all these ambitions have been ruined by her.

Shen Xingyao watched her crystal tears fall drop by drop, and couldn't help but reach out to brush them away, but the moment his hand was about to touch An Xiaojing, he suddenly laughed at himself.

She already has Huo Yao, and she doesn't need him anymore.

"Xiaojing, it's okay, this matter has nothing to do with you. He spoke calmly, with a smile on his lips, as if he was not the one who was hurt.

An Xiaojing looked up in shock.

"Don't say these stupid things in the future, if you hurt your right hand, how can you draw? By the way, I never told you that your group of 'Angel Wings' back then was really brilliant. Shen Xingyao wanted to say this to An Xiaojing for a long time, but he never had the opportunity.

A cloud drifted by, covering the flamboyant sun and darkening the room instantly.

"You...... Did you see that too?"

"Of course, I don't want to miss you at all. ”

It's just that his family can't make it impossible for him to return, and when he can finally get rid of the shackles of the family, the people who are in the same place are long gone.

She has a new life of her own, and he has a world of his own.

It's just that without her world, everything seems so plain and bland, without a little wave.

The clouds suddenly accelerated and drifted by, and the sunlight leaked out again, shining the necklace on An Xiaojing's chest, which fascinated Shen Xingyao's eyes and made his heart sink.

He pursed his lips, and suddenly raised his lips and smiled: "Xiao Jing, don't worry, even if my right hand is really hopeless, I still have my left hand." With that, he stretched out his hand and raised it, his expression full of pride.

An Xiaojing was slightly stunned, and finally laughed.

She remembered that this was what she had said to Shen Xingyao, and she also believed that Shen Xingyao had this ability, he was destined to become the first person to be the first to die, and such a small setback could not change anything about him at all.

The two exchanged pleasantries for a long time, Shen Xingyao told about his future plans, and An Xiaojing also shared her life in the Huo family.

Aside from the fact that the relationship is different from before, there is hardly any change.

When the sun set, An Xiaojing finally ended her greetings in a phone call from Huo Yao.

"I'll go first, Ah Yao is waiting for me downstairs. ”

"Good. Shen Xingyao smiled slightly, just like a spring breeze blowing on his face, bringing a throbbing of people's hearts.

An Xiaojing smiled apologetically and put the bag on herself, got up to say goodbye and prepared to leave.

Shen Xingyao's smile stiffened immediately after she turned around, her face was full of loneliness and sadness, her star-like eyes instantly dimmed, and even her handsome face was a little decadent.

But when he was at the door, he suddenly stopped again and turned his head sharply.

Shen Xingyao didn't expect An Xiaojing to suddenly turn around, and the loneliness on his face didn't have time to put it away, so he showed a strange expression.

"Xingyao, I have a question I've always wanted to ask you. She paused for a good moment, her face was full of tangled looks, but she didn't notice Shen Xingyao's abnormality.

"Why did you—why did you leave me in the first place?"