Chapter VIII
Qingyi gave up the person she loved the most in her life, and she became a little lonely! This is her own choice, and it has nothing to do with others! She is willing to bear the consequences that such a choice brings to herself! At home, looking at what He Yuanshan didn't take away, she smiled, picked it up and put it in front of her, fortunately, there are some memories, but fortunately, there is not really nothing between her and He Yuanshan!
Guo Guangshi looked at Qingyi, who was busy every day, "Qingyi, is there something wrong with you? Why don't you like to laugh and be so happy this time? Is there too much pressure here? Am I putting too much pressure on you?"
"You boss is so good, how can there be so much pressure? It's my own business, it's me who has given up some things that should have been let go a long time ago, such as feelings and people! Suddenly let go and feel a little unaccustomed, and feel a little empty in life! But, fortunately, you gave me the opportunity to make me not so miserable, so incompetent can only live in pain! You gave me the opportunity to work hard and made my life so fulfilling, so I will be fine soon!"
Guo Guangshi smiled, "You will always be so emotional, you will always be so affectionate!
"Isn't that annoying? I think so myself!" Qingyi laughed at herself. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info let go so righteously in front of He Yuanshan, in fact, he is still so sad, still as painful as he was at the beginning, and he still can't help crying! Perhaps, it takes a lifetime to get rid of the habit of loving He Yuanshan, not a moment!
"Accompany me to the scene tomorrow to have a look, and after seeing it on the spot, you will have a better sales strategy?" Guo Guangshi couldn't bear to see Qingyi so sad and painful.
"Okay! The boss is the boss, and he is witty!" Qingyi said with a smile. I don't know what's wrong with me, I give up He Yuanshan, as if I have lost the motivation of life, I feel that there is no point in doing anything, and I feel that there seems to be no hope in my life!
"Qingyi, let's go out and sit down tonight!"
"Okay!" Qingyi smiled, but her smile no longer had the vitality and warmth it used to be, and it didn't make people feel warm.
"What do you want to eat at noon, do you want to eat at the company's restaurant?"
"I don't have an appetite today, you can eat by yourself!" Qingyi smiled and walked out of Guo Guangshi's office, she just wanted to sit quietly, because she no longer had the strength to smile at everyone.
Guo Guangshi looked at the back of Qingyi walking out and smiled, this woman will always be so emotional, always so kind, always so sad and lonely, so that he can't help but love, let him not feel distressed?
Qingyi laughed at herself, not because she had lost He Yuanshan, but because she no longer had the motivation and mood to pursue love in her life, but because her life seemed to have lost its fun! What kind of happiness would there be in such a life? A feeling of fulfillment and happiness?
In the bar at night, Qingyi was drinking cocktails, Guo Guangshi looked at Qingyi who was expressionless, "Is that person really that important to you?
"Guangshi, it's not like this! It's just that I've always been used to this kind of life, and after a sudden change, I don't fit in like this! It's going to get better slowly! In essence, it's not because of losing him, but because I gave up a direction and goal to work towards!"
"How about I give you a goal?" Guo Guangshi said with a smile.
"What?" Qingyi asked with a smile.
"My wife, my life partner, when we are old, will be my wife! We have known each other so well since we were in college, we have missed many years of youth, and because of these years of mistakes, I have understood my feelings for you, and I also understand your preciousness! Qingyi, don't waste your time and life, don't give up on me again?"
Qingyi smiled and took Guo Guangshi's hand, "Am I worth it?"
"I don't know, it's just that I feel like I've been waiting for you for years!"
"Guangshi, I'm very grateful to you! Give me some time, this time I don't want to get married so hastily, and I don't want to accept the next relationship like anger or healing, a scarred relationship can't last long! Give me some time, let me get rid of a confident and independent woman, let my life no longer be so painful, and then think about the emotional problem, okay? This is fair to you, worthy of your heart for me?"
"Qingyi?"
"The reason why my two marriages failed is because I didn't really think about getting married clearly, it was for all kinds of different purposes, gambling or economy! This time, I want to simply consider only the emotional factor, okay? It's just that now I am physically and mentally exhausted, and I don't have the strength to think about it, Guangshi, you give up on me, or wait, everything as long as you do it sincerely! You have no obligation to me, and you have no commitment!"
"Why are you always so considerate, why aren't you like this to yourself?"
"I don't know, but thank you for saying this to me, thank you!" Qingyi's smile was full of gratitude, but there was no sunshine.
"I hope it's not 'thank you' next time?" Guo Guangshi looked at Qingyi blankly.
"I hope so too!"
When she returned home, Qingyi hugged her dog, two marriages and a love were lost, what else would a woman's failure have? What does she have now, only her baby dog, only herself and this family! How should she face her future life, how should she face her future life?
He Yuanshan sat in his study in a daze, his life seemed to have a big hole, and suddenly he felt even older, not only physically aging, but also spiritually aging, and he himself felt that he had lost the power of life! Is this a broken love? He had hurt so many people before, and he himself had a day of falling out of love, and it was only when he was old that he felt the taste of falling out of love, was it sad or pitiful?
"Qingyi, Qingyi, when will we really be together? When can we not care about others and only focus on ourselves? Qingyi, I want to see you, I want to see you! Qingyi, why do we still have such a separate ending?" He Yuanshan complained to himself, complained in his heart, and said to Qingyi.
Qingyi packed her clothes, she wanted to go to the resort to live for a while, maybe everything will pass, everything can pass! She believes that everything will be fine, including her own state of mind, including her own mood can be better! People should live with hope, people live by hope! They can't lose hope, they can't never! Let go of what should be put down, forget what should be forgotten, be happy when they should be happy, no longer torture themselves, and abuse themselves! The most important thing people should do is to love themselves well! Only when you love yourself can you love others! Only when you love yourself can you have the ability and faith to love others!