Chapter VII
Qingyi returned to her home, looked at this home blankly, and suddenly laughed, because of He Yuanshan, she had given up marriage twice, although she couldn't blame He Yuanshan for anything, but she didn't want to be entangled with He Yuanshan like this for a lifetime! A person's life is very short, she doesn't want to spend all her best years on the relationship with He Yuanshan, after all, this kind of relationship is no longer worth any investment and reluctance from her! In the past, she was young and vigorous, and she was even more willful, but now that she is in her thirties, she has no time to waste on this man! He Yuanshan could not give her a harbor to dock in her life, nor could she give her a home in the true sense, and such a man could not give her happiness! She had told herself these words for more than ten years, and only this time she really listened to her most sincere words!
Looking at the wardrobe with only her own things, she laughed at herself for being stupid. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info yes, think about it carefully, what has she gotten from He Yuanshan in this life of love? never, there has always been only one-sided giving, love is impossible to balance! She doesn't want to love anymore, and she can't love anymore!
I can't waste any more time, I can't find all kinds of excuses to delay, thinking of this, Qingyi's tears still flowed, loving He Yuanshan seems to have become a habit, a habit that can't be changed and doesn't want to change, although this habit is not good, but it has been integrated into life!
The sound of the door opening came, and Qingyi turned her head to look at He Yuanshan who was standing at the door, "Why are you here now?"
"I miss you, I'll come here! I haven't eaten yet, let's go out to eat together!"
"Well, I have a store I want to go to!"
"Where?"
"I'm driving today, so don't worry about it!"
He Yuanshan looked at the small hot pot restaurant, "Why are you here?" He was a little strange.
Qing Yi smiled, a smile he had never seen before, a sneer and a sad wry smile, "All along, my wish has been to come to this restaurant with you for a meal, until more than ten years later, we came here for the first time to eat, what a difficult road, the road to love you seems to be so difficult, it has always been!"
"Qingyi, what do you want to say?" He Yuanshan heard that something was wrong with Qingyi's words!
"Let's order first!I'll talk about it later!" Qingyi took the menu and ordered a lot.
"What's wrong with you today, why are you so weird?" He Yuanshan looked at Qing Yi.
"Have you ever loved me? Ask yourself, have you ever loved me? Although I said when I first loved you, I don't expect to get your love if I love you, but at this moment I still want to know, do you love me? From the time I met you to this day, I have never wanted to or dared to ask you if you love me? However, if only one person in love gives love forever, and the other only receives, do you think such a love will be balanced?"
"Qingyi?"
Qingyi smiled bitterly and looked at He Yuanshan, "Your voice has already said everything! Okay, I understand! From the time you finish this meal today, you can go home! Everything of ours starts with this meal, and it is completely over! I don't want to hypocritically say that being friends anymore, I can't be real friends with you, because we will always have some feelings! From today onwards, we will become strangers, which will be good for you and me!"
"Qingyi?"
"At first, I may have been just a kind of admiration or infatuation with you, but as time passed and I grew older, I had to admit that my love for you began to become mature and selfless! But I was always just an ordinary woman, I am not a god, and I can't really do anything from you all my life! I can't do it! He Yuanshan, you think that I am by your side, embodying your charm and value, right? This is the reason why you will never be a stranger with me, right?"
"Qingyi?"
"We finish the meal happily, you go back to your own home, I go back to my own home, from now on you and I are just strangers!" Qingyi happily picked up the cup, "For our fate and love, a glass of water!
"Qingyi?"
"Thank you, no matter at any time, no matter how long it has been, I want to thank you for appearing in my life!
"Can you really let me go?" He Yuanshan asked Qingyi, who had a calm smile on her face, as if Qingyi had nothing left after excitement, no emotion, and no love!
"I used to think that I couldn't give up, but I wouldn't be happy if I didn't give up, so I had to abandon my own greed and give up!
"What do you want me to do?
"Yuanshan, do you think I broke up with you this time to force you to marry me?" Qingyi laughed and looked at He Yuanshan, "It seems that you have known me for more than ten years, and you still don't know me very well, it doesn't matter! You never bother to understand others, because it is enough for you to only know yourself! Yes! I want you to marry me, is it okay? Are you willing to divorce me?"
"Qingyi, don't force me, you know that my people and hearts are by your side! You knew it from the beginning?" He Yuanshan said to Qingyi with a glare.
Qingyi looked at He Yuanshan with a smile on her face, such a calm smile, such a helpless wry smile, "So, you just gave me up, right? Just as if I never appeared in your life, as if I was not on your flower list, okay? I am willing to disappear from your life and disappear forever! If you also want to be happy, then give up on me, and we can all be happy! Okay?"
"Are you sure?"
Qingyi smiled and nodded, "I'm sure!"
He Yuanshan looked at Qingyi, "Okay, I'll fulfill you!" After speaking, he walked out of the restaurant.
Qing Yi smiled and said in the direction of He Yuanshan, "Thank you, thank you for appearing in my life, thank you for teaching me too much! Love your family and yourself well, I hope you won't see each other again in this life and the next!" Qing Yi smiled, but tears still flowed.
When Qingyi returned home, she saw the key on the table and a note: Qingyi, you are right, I have always accepted your efforts, but I am too selfish, okay, this time, I promise you, let go! I promise you, I will never appear in front of you! I will cherish my family and family, and I will take good care of myself!
Qingyi smiled, "It seems that I should be glad that you love yourself more than anyone else, it is deeper!
He Yuanshan's own home, looking at his wife, he didn't know how to calm his heart? This was the first time that this woman who loved him deeply took the initiative to leave him and break up with him! He couldn't believe Qing Yi's words, and he didn't understand why Qing Yi changed so quickly? As Tang Shijun said, Qing Yi had long wanted to give up on him?
"Lao He, when are you officially retiring? Your colleagues asked us to go out for a walk together, when do you have time for us to go together?" asked his wife.
He suddenly remembered that the happy trip he had with Qingyi was the last and most beautiful memory that Qingyi wanted to leave to him? So Qingyi was a little weird at that time? Qingyi had thought about everything, but today was the end that had been planned for a long time! Yes, he really didn't know Qingyi too much, he didn't understand Qingyi's heart too much, he never seemed to have worked hard, what did he work hard for Qingyi and for himself? He has been living cautiously all his life, and he hopes to be the object of envy all his life, rather than being talked about or criticized by others, so he has been working hard to shape his image in front of others, including his family, very tired and fake, but to this day he no longer knows what his truth is? He knows that he is reluctant to Qingyi, but as Qingyi said, he must give up, both for himself and for his family! At this time, he wanted to cry very much, he wanted to cry out loud, he wanted to say to everyone, he loved Qingyi, he wanted to be with Qingyi, he couldn't lose Qingyi, his heart seemed to explode!