Chapter 254: Can't Live

Zhou Ziliang's brows furrowed fiercely, he tensed his thin lips, and clamped her shoulder, "You're not wrong, you're not at fault! These things have nothing to do with you, they all say that I'm wrong, you're good, I accept how you want to take revenge, even if you want me to die, I accept it." ”

Yu Lin was shocked, and his pupils contracted suddenly.

For so long, Zhou Ziliang has maintained an optimistic attitude after waking up. He had never said anything about life and death, but at this moment, in order to calm down Summer, he did not hesitate to say such things.

Summer bit her lower lip tightly, and her face was full of tears. glanced back at Xia Yu who was lying on the bed with a blank look, and suddenly fainted.

Zhou Ziliang reached out and hugged her slowly sliding body.

After fainting in the summer, Zhou Ziliang made his own decisions and dealt with all the follow-ups. He took Xia Yan's body to the morgue of Xie Ren Hospital, and brought Summer back to one of his private residences.

It was a place that had never lived before, because Xie Ren said she was too stimulated. So try to throw away all the things that will remind her of these sad things, change places, and live in a different mood.

This private house is as quiet as the old one, a bungalow on the first floor. Surrounded by glass, there is a row of ornamental bamboos planted outside the south wall, and in winter, the bamboo leaves are still green, and from time to time a few yellowed bamboo leaves fall from the branches.

There was snow outside, the wind was bleak, and the bamboo leaves made a gurgling sound when they were blown.

Zhou Ziliang stood in front of the bed for a long time until Yu Lin pushed the door in and reported the situation to him.

Xia Yan has basically not been out since he went out to lunch with Lin Mu'an that day, and he has not been in contact with anyone, and his phone number shows that he has not called other outsiders. When I went to the vegetable market on weekdays, Aunt Zhang would follow, and Aunt Zhang said that she didn't find anything abnormal. ”

Zhou Ziliang didn't speak, Yu Lin continued.

Lin Mu'an returned to Yu'an, and there was no announcement in the near future. Should he wait until after the Chinese New Year to come back, do I need to make an appointment to meet him in advance?"

Zhou Ziliang raised his hand to interrupt him, and his voice was very low: "No need, he is not qualified to let me ask him out." I will wait for him to receive the news to meet Summer, and I will question him personally in front of Summer. ”

The best way to completely defeat a rival in love is to completely defeat what he wants to see.

"Mr. Zhou......" Aunt Zhang hurriedly ran over from the opposite room and pushed the door open. "Miss Xia is awake, come and take a look. ”

Zhou Ziliang was shocked, retreated from Yu Lin, and strode in the opposite direction.

Summer has woken up, and Aunt Zhang simply tidied it up for her. I tied up my messy hair and put on my coat and shoes, but in summer I didn't have any focus in my eyes, and it was like I had lost my soul.

He sat motionless on the edge of the bed, staring blankly ahead.

"Summer. Zhou Ziliang stepped forward, sat down next to her, took her hand and asked her, "Are you okay, you have slept for a day and a night, can I ask Aunt Zhang to cook you something to eat?"

Summer still didn't answer, just lowered her head and shrunk herself into a ball like an ostrich.

"What's going on with her?" Zhou Ziliang looked at Yu Lin.

Yu Lin paused for a moment before he reacted, "I'll immediately go and ask Doctor Xie to come over." ”

After speaking, he turned around and ran out of the room, no matter how Zhou Ziliang opened his mouth to guide her to speak. No matter how you ask about her situation, Summer has been refusing to speak.

Her eyes were always empty and unfocused. obviously has no tears in her eyes, but Zhou Ziliang can feel her sorrow. I don't know exactly why, but it's a bad feeling.

Xie Ren came quickly, he simply checked Summer, but Summer was still the same as before, and there was no response.

Zhou Ziliang looked a little impatient: "Can you do it, if you can't do it, I'll change someone else." ”

Xie Ren patiently responded to him: "If you want to change people, you should change people as soon as possible, you always treat me as a god." I can only do my best to cure diseases and save people, and I am not Hua Tuo's reincarnation, and I can cure any disease. ”

Zhou Ziliang's brows were tightened, according to his previous temper, he would inevitably be furious at this moment, lashing out at Xie Ren fiercely. But in order to let him concentrate on the summer treatment, Zhou Ziliang actually chose to shut up.

Xie Ren felt that this was a new thing, how slow and disgusted this person was to feelings before, and how sharp and sensitive he was at the moment.

In the end, he took out his mobile phone and found a photo taken by Xia and Xia Yi before, when Xia could still act in front of her. As if smiling very happily, he hugged Xia Yu and took this photo.

Summer finally blinked violently as if it had been stung.

Xie Ren asked her, "Do you feel guilty now?"

Summer began to huddle itself in a ball again, as if it was about to curl itself up into a small ball. Curled up in a place where no one could see it, trying to hide himself from anyone.

Zhou Ziliang hugged her shoulders tightly beside him, wanting to speak, but he didn't know what else he could say.

Xie Ren continued: "I feel that you killed your mother by yourself, and I feel that there will be no one to accompany you in the future." Felt...... If you hadn't been hiding that she had done so many bad things, she wouldn't have left you alone and committed suicide, would she have avoided it? Because she didn't dare to face it, she would rather close herself off, thinking that she could escape from it all if she didn't listen or watch. ”

Summer's eyelashes trembled even deeper, and she suddenly closed her eyes tightly and covered her ears like a bell.

Xie Ren still continued to speak: "More importantly, you think that your mother already knows everything you have done, and because she is very disappointed in you, she chose to commit suicide, and you will not even have the opportunity to ask her for forgiveness in the future." ”

I don't know which sentence stimulated her, and Summer suddenly struggled to stand up. Pulling open the quilt, the whole person hid in the quilt, and hid his whole body. A small lump, shivering in the bed.

That's right!

There was nothing wrong with every word he said, and she felt remorseful. I felt guilty because she killed my mother.

Mom is the best woman in this world, and she has had a rough life in this life. finally raised her as an adult, but before she had time to enjoy the blessings, she left so decisively.

Not a word was left to her, leaving her alone in this world.

If given a choice, she would rather be the one who died from the beginning being herself. As long as she is dead, nothing will happen to her.

Why doesn't she die?

An Xuan is dead, Ziyu is dead, and now even her mother is dead.

Why is she the one who is alive!

Summer curled herself up in a ball, tears falling down as if she didn't want money. Her whole body was crying and trembling, the world was turned upside down in front of her, and everything was falling apart on the shore.

Summer had been crying fiercely, and Zhou Ziliang had been standing by the bed and watching her. Seeing that her whole body trembled violently, she never made a sound.

It wasn't until later that she suddenly stopped moving

There was no movement, not even a slight breathing movement. Zhou Ziliang frowned deeply, and after a while, he finally realized that something was wrong.

He hurriedly lifted the heavy quilt, and his face was already red in the summer. Because I haven't been breathing, my eyes have begun to get bloodshot.

Zhou Ziliang reached out to break her jaw, but she still closed her lips tightly and refused to breathe.

He was very frightened and reached out to break her mouth: "Summer, you can't do this, breathe!"

But she refused, and in the end he leaned over and kissed him in a hurry. His fingers clamped her jaw tightly, and the pain made Summer have to open her mouth. Zhou Ziliang took the air into her chest one by one, and as if she was stimulated by something, Summer suddenly opened her mouth and bit the tip of his tongue.

Biting the tip of Zhou Ziliang's tongue, the rich bloody qi spread in the mouths of the two people.

Zhou Ziliang pressed her arms tightly and whispered in her ear: "Survive! Summer, you must survive, the damn person is me." I forced you to do everything you did!"

Summer gasped hard, and his chest felt like it was filled with stones. It was hard and tight, and every breath felt like a hard pump.

She shook her head and broke down crying: "I can't live...... How can I survive, my mother is gone...... She doesn't want me anymore...... How can I live......"

Her emotions were too high to be contained.

The struggle was so great that even Zhou Ziliang couldn't hold her down. In a hurry, he had no choice but to call Aunt Zhang loudly and hand over Xia Yan's mobile phone.

Zhou Ziliang looked at her painful face, gritted his teeth and said, "You are obedient and obedient, here is a video left by your mother for you." If you're obedient, I'll show you this video. ”

Summer suddenly quieted down, and Zhou Ziliang kept panting, seeing that she was really calm, before letting go of his hand.

He stood his phone on the table not far away, and Summer sat on the bed here. After Zhou Ziliang clicked the video to play, he exited the room and waited at the door, so that he could listen to the situation in the room at any time.

Summer was teary-eyed and staring at the video on her phone.

The background in the video is their home, and Xia Yi recorded the video alone in her room. In the video, she sat by the window, stood her phone on the table, and said a lot to the camera.

The moment her familiar face appeared in the video, Summer collapsed. She covered her lips desperately, afraid that her cry would be too loud and would overshadow her mother's voice.

She leaned in greedily, not wanting to miss a single ounce of her voice.

Xia Yan said: "Every day, mom is sorry for you. I've always only known that I'm greedy for pleasure, and I haven't really cared about you at all. I don't know what your real situation is now, and I know you don't want me to know that. But don't blame Mu An, if it weren't for him, I still don't know how much you have endured for me. You must remember that no one can threaten you in the future, and you must be brave enough to make the decisions you want. ”

As she spoke, tears welled up unconsciously.