Chapter 187: Broken
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Lin Yiyi is convinced of Lu Li's character, but perhaps it was a little too ambiguous in such a place that made her have such an undeserved reaction, and when she heard Lu Li ask like this, she was shocked that she had overreacted, and smiled slightly:
"No, it won't. ”
On Lu Li's face, he couldn't see what kind of emotion was at this time, he just said lightly:
"Get out of the car. ”
Lin Yiyi rarely has the opportunity to live in a hotel, especially in Shencheng, where she grew up, so she doesn't know very well that there is such a 270-degree panoramic view room in Shencheng.
But it is undeniable that this room makes Lin Yiyi like it very much, and likes it so much that he even wants to have it, Lu Li saw such emotions on her face, and smiled slightly:
"It doesn't look like I made the wrong choice. ”
"I didn't know there was such a place in Deep City yet. ”
"If you want, I can make this place yours forever. ”
Lin Yi retracted his nostalgic gaze in this room one by one, looked at Lu Li, smiled slightly, and shook his head slightly:
"No, I can come and see whenever I want, but having it is not for you. ”
Anything too good is a disaster for her, and it doesn't end well, so it's better for her to watch from afar than to have it.
Lu Li knows Lin Yiyi well, and knows that she has a lot of dislikes and discomforts, such as a grand birthday party, a day with many varies, even if she will not reject it, but she is not very happy, a person like her is only suitable for staying quietly, finding a place she likes, someone who can be quiet with her, and chat with her, can go on like this forever.
Now Lu Li's choice is exactly what she wants.
Lin Yiyi thought that Lu Li would say something to him, or that he had other programs, but he didn't, he chose to leave not long after taking Lin Yiyi into this room, when he said this, Lin Yiyi was surprised, Lu Li smiled lightly:
"Your face is always reminding me how bad my rest was last night, I am ignoring you by continuing to stay, you sleep well first, call me when you wake up, and I'll come back. ”
Lin Yiyi is indeed a little tired and wants to rest, but the relationship between her and Lu Li does not necessarily require Lu Li to leave:
"You're here, and I'm sleeping. ”
Lu Li looked at her:
"No, I'd better go first, you can rest more comfortably when I'm not here. ”
After Lu Li left, Lin Yiyi's sleepiness somehow halved, she stood in front of the window and looked at the world in the heavy rain outside the window, suddenly, very quiet, as if this rain washed away not the dust of the city, but also those strange distractions in her heart.
Lin Yiyi woke up at one o'clock in the afternoon, she didn't expect that she could sleep for so long, the rain outside the window was still falling, but it was a lot smaller, Lin Yiyi sent Lu Li WeChat and then quietly for a while, and was about to get up to wash when she heard a knock on the door.
The moment Lu Li appeared in his sight, Lin Yiyi knew that he might not have left at all, but sat quietly for a few hours in a corner of this hotel, simply waiting for him to wake up.
She didn't understand, she didn't understand what she could do.
When Lin Yiyi came out of the bathroom one by one, the table in front of the window had already been set up with abundant food, and Lu Li was sitting quietly at one end of it and bowing his head to play with his mobile phone, his face was very quiet, which was a kind of trust that people could calm down, which was a trait that Lu Li did not have three years ago.
Time can really change a person.
Sensing Lin Yiyi's gaze, Lu Li raised his head, put down his phone with a slight smile:
"Hungry, come and sit. ”
Lin Yiyi walked over one by one and sat down opposite Lu Li:
"Today doesn't seem to be the weekend. ”
"Well, I specially pushed away everything and accompanied you for your birthday. Lu Li paused briefly under Lin Yiyi's gaze, and then spoke: "I admit that birthday is an excuse, but I don't seem to have any other excuse to find you out other than this." ”
Lin Yiyi was silent for a few seconds:
"We will always be friends. ”
Lu Li smiled and shook his head when he heard this:
"One by one, the position of a friend should not be my second best, if one day I change my mind about you, I will come back to the position of a friend, but if I can't, I think from now on, I am afraid that we will not have the opportunity to meet, even if I think about it, I will refrain from it. ”
"So, everything today is your farewell to me?"
Lu Li looked at her:
"Yes, say goodbye, and make a break with the Lin Yiyi in my heart. ”
Lin Yiyi didn't know how to respond for a long time, her reason was telling herself that Lu Li's approach was completely correct, this was the best ending, but the emotional part she was aware of her reluctance, for so many years, she had not learned to rely on others, Lu Li could be said to be the only one in her heart, defenseless, almost unreasonable to believe.
But this is such a person, and now he is saying in front of himself: Break it.
She was clear about her reluctance, but she had to give up all the emotions in her heart and smiled slightly:
"You're right. ”
"I'm sorry to mention this to you on your birthday, but I'd rather be able to make it clear to you in person than if I disappeared quietly. ”
"You know, I don't really value birthdays. ”
Lu Li looked at her deeply:
"One by one, I don't know how you lived before you met me, but with a character like yours, I think I can probably guess what you have experienced, and you don't seem to be very happy after meeting me, all the people and things around you are changing, often making us overwhelmed, but there is one thing you haven't changed, that is, you have never been good enough for yourself. ”
"You care about too many people's emotions, you care more about others than you care about yourself, so you often forget whether you are happy or not, I used to think that it didn't matter, after all, I was by your side, you don't care about yourself, I will be doubly nice to you, I will always make up for it, but now it seems that I have lost this qualification. ”
"So I hope that no matter what happens in the future, you have to think about whether you are happy or not, whether it is beneficial or not, people are selfish, and selfish people tend to be happier, because they don't have any worries, the whole world just needs to take care of themselves...... This is also for my good, after all, only if you are good, I have no excuse to come back to you. ”
Lin Yiyi's eyes were slightly red, but she couldn't help but smile, she said:
"Lu Li, if you want to be good, so will I. ”
Lu Li nodded heavily:
"Let's eat. ”
At the first time at the entrance, Lin Yiyi concluded that such an exquisite meal did not come from the chef of the hotel, but Lu Li himself, she looked at him and smiled slightly, but she didn't say anything, sometimes, knowing that pretending not to know is actually a necessity.
After the meal, the service staff came to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and Lu Li and Lin Yiyi sat on the carpet in front of the window, each holding a glass of red wine, and talking about the trivial things they encountered after separation.
"How is Brother Lu?"
Lu Li took a sip of wine:
"It's out of danger, but it's still the same, there is no sign of waking up, and the doctor can't say the specific time, it may be the next second, but it may never wake up. ”
"Where's Midsummer? Still no news?"
"No, it's like the world has evaporated, people can't find it, but no news may be good news. ”
Lin Yiyi was silent for a moment and slowly spoke:
"If Brother Lu hadn't come back in midsummer when he woke up, I don't know what it would have been like. ”
Lu Li clearly knew Lin Yiyi's worries, after all, Lu Yuan never hid his possessiveness and domineering towards Midsummer, he couldn't wait to see Midsummer all the time 24 hours a day, if he woke up, Midsummer was gone, and he took away almost all his life's work, maybe it would be better to just fall asleep.
"It's your birthday, don't mention anyone else. ”
Lin Yiyi smiled and drank lightly.
"I will accept the 2 billion you transferred to the company, and then the finance department will transfer it to your account in batches, and the interest will be calculated according to the bank. ”
"Good. ”
Lu Li looked at Lin Yiyi for a few seconds and didn't speak, until he drank the red wine in the cup in one gulp, and then he spoke almost eagerly:
"One by one, what are you going to do with Ning Shixiu?"
In the past, Lin Yiyi knew everything about Lu Li, but now, after the two were clearly separated, some things were destined to be too unsuitable for him to intervene too much, she smiled softly:
"Lu Li, this is not something you should focus on. ”
"Definitely. Lu Li admitted very simply: "That's your business, from the moment you decided to go back to Ning Shixiu's side, what you do has nothing to do with me, when I see you, I can't help but want to know, one by one, will you think I'm ruthless?"
"Why do you feel that?"
"I know all your suffering, and even the purpose of your return to Ning Shixiu's side, but I still clearly chose to part with you when I know all this, isn't this ruthless?"
Lin Yiyi looked at him one by one, his eyes soft:
"Lu Li, this is not ruthless, this is reason, you and I are not saints, naturally there are many things that can't be done, I won't blame you for this, you didn't do anything wrong, from beginning to end, I owe you. ”
When Lu left his mouth to say something, he suddenly felt that a fire seemed to be slowly gathering in his lower abdomen, burning him almost hot.