Chapter 186: I May Not Come Back Tonight
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Ning Shixiu didn't speak for a long time, but he didn't let go of her, and Lin Yiyi didn't struggle, just looked at him so lightly, as if he was looking at a stranger, and like he was looking at a cloud of air.
After a long time, Ning Shixiu was defeated, and faintly withdrew his gaze:
"You should rest early. ”
When she took a step past her, Lin Yiyi, who originally thought that she would be silent, suddenly opened her mouth, she said:
"Ning Shixiu, you will regret it. ”
"All the regrets in my life have been used on you, 7 years ago I regretted knowing you, 3 years ago I regretted not knowing the real you earlier, now, I regret hurting you at the beginning, as for the future, I think anything I do now is for the future will not regret it. ”
Lin Yiyi chuckled lightly:
"For your sake of not regretting, but imprisoned me in this cage, Ning Shixiu, do you really love me?"
He looked at her sideways, because of the angle, he couldn't see her true emotions, but it must not be much better, Ning Shixiu was a little lonely because of Lin Yiyi's last question, he has done so much, there is no bottom line, no principle, if it is not because of love, what will it be for?
Ning Shixiu admitted that there is indeed that kind of selfless love in this world, as long as the other party is doing well, it doesn't matter what he looks like, such as Lu Li, but Ning Shixiu asked himself that he couldn't do it like this, after all, he didn't believe that the woman he liked would be happy in another man's arms.
The most perfect happiness in the world should also be given by him.
Even though Lin Yiyi is very resistant to himself now, and he is also very disgusted with himself, but everything needs a process and a transition period, Ning Shixiu is confident that after this sensitive matter, there will be a good result between him and Lin Yiyi.
"Whether I love you or not, you know for yourself. ”
"I don't know, this is how you love to lock me up in this palace you built for other women? Take me away from Lu Li's side by despicable means, ruin my hard-won happiness, this is what you call love? Regardless of my wishes, you impose on me what you think should be, good, self-righteous, this is what you should do with your wife?"
Ning Shixiu frowned slightly:
"Love, is it love between you and Lu Li?"
Lin Yiyi chuckled lightly and looked back at him:
"Why not? You don't think I'll only love you alone in my life, right? Ning Shixiu, my love for you 7 years ago not only didn't get a response from you, but also provoked your disgust, I lost my memory 3 years ago and fell in love with you again, but what did you give me? I admit that there is indeed a warmth that makes me want to stop, but those that can't withstand the knife you stabbed in my heart, if there is a memory of me, and I have no memory of me in two lives, I have fallen twice on your road, each time I am covered in bruises, it is a blessing to be alive, where do you get the confidence to think that I will still fall in front of you?"
Ning Shixiu looked at her and didn't speak.
"Aren't you the best at observing other people's hearts? Then why can't you see that I no longer have the slightest love for you? Nearly four years of prison life, no matter how deep the original love is, has long been worn out, and we could have been very happy, but we were ruined by you, ruined by your own hands. ”
"Why are you talking to me so much today?"
Lin Yiyi smiled self-deprecatingly when he heard this:
"yes, what are you talking about this? Can you understand? It's almost dawn, you can go. ”
——
In fact, Lin Yiyi doesn't like birthdays, all her good memories stay before the age of 13, before that birthday is the day she looks forward to the most, her parents will put down everything to accompany her, making her feel that she is a happy little princess.
After her 13th birthday, her father left, and her warm and happy home was joined by people she didn't like, and she didn't want to ruin the good memories of her previous birthday, so she didn't celebrate anything more.
3 years ago, she gave up everything and wanted to celebrate her birthday with Ning Shixiu, but she didn't want to receive the cruelest truth on that day, so she no longer had any expectations.
It's just that it was Lu Li who opened her mouth this year, and she refused to come.
On the day of his birthday, like the weather that year, it began to rain almost sadly and angrily from early in the morning, and the agreed time with Lu Li was at noon, Lin Yiyi got up a little too early because he was not sleepy.
She stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window on the first floor and watched the rain for nearly an hour before it was time for breakfast, but she didn't want to see Ning Shixiu at the dining table, because she didn't expect it, so Lin Yiyi didn't react for a while and was stunned in place, Ning Shixiu was in a simple white shirt and black trousers, probably not sleeping well, and was yawning with one hand clenched into a fist against his mouth, seeing Lin Yiyi stunned in place, he smiled slightly:
"Strange to see me?"
It's his home, not surprising.
Lin Yi walked over one by one and looked at him lightly:
"Aren't you supposed to go to the cemetery today?"
Ning Shixiu looked at her:
"I'll go after dinner and come back. ”
"What are you doing here?
Ning Shixiu was silent and did not speak.
Lin Yiyi smiled slightly:
"You don't have to be like this, you can stay in the cemetery all day at the same pace as before, and accompany your poor and short-lived love, I won't, and I can't wait for you as stupidly as before, after all, you are not the only one in this world who has a date. ”
"You're going out?"
"Are you going to restrict my freedom?"
"I don't have this plan, you are my wife, not a prisoner. ”
Lin Yiyi chuckled lightly:
"That's good, I have an appointment with Lu Li today, and I may not come back tonight. ”
Ning Shixiu just wanted to say something, but saw that Ning Wenrou was walking over behind Lin Yiyi accompanied by Wen Heng, Ning Shixiu stopped talking, looked at Lin Yiyi, and smiled slightly:
"You can try. ”
——
Before breakfast was finished, Yang Nan told Lin Yiyi that there was a Mr. Lu waiting outside, and Lin Yiyi smiled shallowly:
"Got it, tell him, I'll come out right away. ”
The smile on the corner of Lin Yiyi's mouth was from the bottom of his heart, which Ning Shixiu could see, and his mood was naturally affected a lot, but he didn't show it, he and Lin Yiyi's current state was sensitive enough, he couldn't be so stingy and didn't even have a measure of this.
Putting down the dishes and chopsticks, he was just about to leave the table, and Ning Wenrou opened his mouth:
"Mr. Lu, it can't be the one named Lu Li, right? Lin Yiyi, don't you think you're a little too shameless?"
Lin Yiyi stopped his movements one by one, chuckled, and looked at Ning Gentle:
"Shame, Ning Wenrou, do you think those feelings of yours deserve to mention these two words?"
One sentence made Ning Wenrou's face change and stop talking, Lin Yiyi suddenly felt bored, sneered and left, but Ning Wenrou did not learn to be obedient in Lin Yiyi's warning, after she left the restaurant, she looked directly at Ning Shixiu:
"Brother, she went to meet Lu Li, and you didn't care?"
Ning Shixiu looked at her lightly:
"Between her and you, the one who seems to lack discipline has always been you. ”
"Brother......
Ning Shixiu put down the dishes and chopsticks, and wiped the corners of his mouth with a napkin elegantly:
"Hopefully this is the last time I've seen or heard you speak rudely to Yiyi, otherwise I can't guarantee that I'll be as indulgent as I am next time. ”
Ning Shixiu's words were like a muffled thunder that exploded in Ning Wenwen's chest, she even couldn't believe it, after nearly four years, Ning Shixiu would still have such an attitude towards herself, and the woman who had been in prison, had human lives on her back, and had all kinds of bad deeds could get his favor again and again, which made Ning Wenrou unable to understand and accept incompetence at all.
"Brother, why did you do this to me? What did I do wrong? Can you forget what she did to me just because you like her? If it weren't for her, would I be the way I am?"
"If it weren't for you, Lin Yiyi would be much better than he is now. Ning Shixiu got up from his seat, threw down his napkin and looked at Ning Wenwen: "I said, don't play the sympathy card for me again, compared to what Lin Yiyi did, what you did to her is even more shameful, learn to be smarter, and be a dumb person from now on, maybe God will favor you a little." ”
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Rain, very much.
When Lin Yiyi walked from the main house to the door, his trouser legs were already wet, Lu Li sat in the car, watched her approach from a distance, and got out of the car to open the car door for her, just a few seconds, although he was holding an umbrella, he was still wet a lot, although Lin Yiyi felt that it was unnecessary, but it was too late to refuse, so he could only accept it.
Lu Li sat in the car, shook his hair casually, and then looked at Lin Yiyi:
"Happy birthday. ”
Lin Yiyi smiled lightly:
"Thank you. ”
"Is there anything in particular you'd like to go, or want?"
Lin Yiyi shook his head one by one:
"Nope. ”
"Okay, then let me arrange it. ”
Lu Li's plan is to let Lin Yiyi return to her before she was 13 years old, even if it is only one day, it is good, but it rains, and many plans cannot be done, even if he is a little helpless, he can only accept it, but fortunately, he has other preparations, so as not to be so busy in this important date between the two.
Lin Yiyi didn't have any expectations for her birthday, but she knew very well that she didn't want to stay in the delicate cage of Jingyuan, and being with Lu Li was the best choice, and she believed that there were many, many things to say between them.
It's just that Lin Yiyi didn't expect that Lu Li would bring herself to the door of the hotel in this vast rainy world, she was a little surprised, and the doorman came over to open the door for her, and she didn't react when she held up an umbrella for her outside the car door, Lu Li reacted to her and smiled slightly:
"How?