Chapter IV
After coming home from work the next day, Li Hao looked at his wife and didn't speak, came to his wife and said, "Don't mind the jealousy between girls, I have always loved you with all my heart, you have to believe it." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoIn addition, there will be times when everyone is young and ignorant, can you forgive me for the story I once had. I can tell you all about it, I just hope you don't get angry because of it, okay? Wife, I'll be honest with all the previous stories, as long as you don't get angry. ”
Zhao Fatyi smiled and shook her head, "Everyone has a story, and such a person will know how to cherish it." I don't want to know about the past, I just hope you don't have any more stories to know in the future. Li Hao, I didn't get angry because I had been rejecting everyone at that time, including my family. Now, I know how to cherish and work harder to cherish you and my family that I have. Li Hao, I don't need to explain anything about the past, and I don't need to know. I want to thank you now for giving me the conditions to make others envious. ”
Li Hao smiled reassuringly, his wife is really unusual. "Wife. Thank you for your trust in me, and thank you even more for choosing me!" both of them laughed, and Fat Yi leaned into her husband's arms, all she wanted was such an ordinary and quiet life, all she wanted was a harbor where she could be down-to-earth.
At night, Zhao Fatyi sat in the study by herself, staring blankly at her computer. She already knows Li Hao's story, and she doesn't want to pursue it because she herself is full of stories. It's not that a woman is smart, it's that she doesn't care about Li Hao to the point where she needs to pursue his past. Once the marriage is on the right track, there is more firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea between two people. There are not so many vigorous love entanglements in marriage, and there is not so much romance.
When a woman chooses marriage, she chooses a stable state and an ordinary life. Zhao Fatyi knows her choices, is responsible for her choices, and is responsible for her marriage, this is what she must do.
In the hospital, Zhao Fatyi sat on the bench with her son in her arms, the child's cold dragged on for a long time and did not fully recover, so she could only come to Liu Yuanshan. originally didn't want to disturb each other's lives, but her son's illness gave Zhao Panyi the best excuse to see Liu Yuanshan.
When the nurse called "Li Kangyu", Liu Yuanshan raised his head and saw the beautiful girl who came in with the child in his arms, "Fat Yi, you?" Liu Yuanshan's words stopped, because he saw the cute little boy with a tiger head and a tiger brain in Fat Yi's arms. "Is this your son? What's wrong?"
"He never gets rid of his cold, and he coughs, so I want to see you. But I don't want to call you directly, so I'll make an appointment with your number and line up. Baby, this is Mommy's friend, called Uncle. Zhao Fatyi coaxed her son.
After the child called, Liu Yuanshan smiled. "As lovely as mom. Hello, show your uncle, you won't cough and feel sad in the future. Liu Yuanshan was very patient with the child, which made Zhao Fatyi smile in his eyes. It's not that something will happen between them, but Liu Yuanshan can still love the house and Wu, which is the rarest. She hopes that Liu Yuanshan will never let her down, and she hopes that Liu Yuanshan will always be the person in her heart.
"Baby, it's almost noon now, Uncle wants to invite the baby to have lunch with his mother, do you think it's okay?" asked the child.
Li Kangyu smiled and nodded. Liu Yuanshan looked at Zhao Fatyi again, "Is it okay? You wait for me for a while, there are a few patients in the back, is it convenient?" Zhao Fatyi nodded.
"You take care of the disease, we still have to go to the queue to get the medicine!See you in the parking lot!" Zhao Fatyi's words made Liu Yuanshan smile and nod.
Liu Yuanshan happily changed his clothes, he was so lucky to be able to meet and dine with Fat Yi so soon. For him, being able to meet the current Zhao Fatyi is a gift, and he is even happier than the holidays. My wife called to have lunch together, and he said that he was very busy, had no time today, and wanted to go out to eat with friends. The wife had no choice but to agree, even if she worked in the same place, she still could not interfere too much with her husband, otherwise their marriage would be in jeopardy.
Liu Yuanshan is very smart, and he took the mother and son to a restaurant where children played, so that he had the opportunity to have a good chat with Fat Yi. "Don't worry, take my medicine and he'll get better in a few days, don't worry so much. Liu Yuanshan couldn't help but hold Fat Yi's hand.
Zhao Panyi nodded, did not withdraw his hand, and let Liu Yuanshan hold it. "I am relieved to have your words, I believe in your medical skills, and I believe in your ability. You're losing weight again, are you too tired at work, or too much pressure, I'll feel distressed!" Fat Yi didn't care about her words, but Liu Yuanshan was very moved because of this. They still care about each other so much, or do they care about each other so much, but can they only live like friends like this?
The meal was distracted by both adults, but the children enjoyed it. Before the two adults got into the car, Liu Yuanshan said again: "If it's still not good, come to me again, don't line up, just call me directly, and don't come to the hospital, children are weak and more likely to be infected with diseases." ”
"Got it, thank you. After Zhao Fatyi arranged her son, she waved goodbye to Liu Yuanshan, got into the car and drove out. However, she stopped before she turned the corner, and waited for Liu Yuanshan's car to drive away, and then she silently shed tears. Perhaps, being able to see each other's health and safety is already the best gift.
Liu Yuanshan also sat in the car in the hospital parking lot, entangled for so long, they could only separate, is this their fate? Or, they had no chance to stay together, so why let them meet again and again, and love each other deeply?
Zhao Fatyi and Li Hao's home, Zhao Fatyi prepared Chinese medicine for his son, Li Hao asked strangely: "Why did you take your son to see Chinese medicine, didn't you say that he was not used to taking Chinese medicine?" Li Hao felt sorry for his son, hugged the child and watched Fat Yi prepare.
"He has already had injections, but he is not thorough, so I want to change to Chinese medicine, and there should be no problem. After Zhao Panyi finished preparing, she smiled at her son and said, "Baby, drink the medicine obediently, you won't cough in the future, and it will be much more comfortable, okay?"
The son nodded and obediently drank the medicine. "Wow, my baby is so good, it's so good!" Zhao Fatyi kissed her son, "Mom plays with the baby for a while, and then the baby sleeps obediently, okay?" While the son nodded, Zhao Fatyi also took his son. She already has responsibilities, she is already a mother, and she can't live according to her emotions. She still has to love this family and her children, she can't shirk this responsibility, and she can't give up love for the sake of love!
At night, Zhao Fatyi stayed by her son's side, watching him fall asleep, and she was relieved. Back in his bedroom, Zhao Fatyi rubbed his shoulder, "Hey, I hope he gets better as soon as possible, and he coughs like a little old man every day, which is really distressing." ”
Li Hao was behind his wife's back and helped his wife pinch his shoulders, "You have worked too hard for the sake of the child, when he is better, you can rest well, and I will take care of him and you, so that you can relax completely." Zhao Panyi smiled and held her husband's hand. That is the hand that can give her a stable and peaceful life, how can she bear to hurt him and leave him? No matter how deep her love with Liu Yuanshan is, she is no longer able to realize the love she should not have, let alone give up her peaceful life because of this.
"Don't say that, this family is ours, what does it matter if I work hard, as long as you are good and the children are good. I have always wanted to live such a peaceful life, and only you can give me such peace. Li Hao, thank you for showing up. "Having experienced the life-and-death struggle in the ancient palace, and the real parting of life and death, Zhao Fatyi knows very well what she needs, and she knows what she is willing to want.
At school, Zhao Panyi walked back to her office after class. Halfway through, she stopped, and it was Zhong Shi standing in front of her looking at her with a smile on his face. "Is it convenient to have a meal together? I have something to tell you, and I will have a good chat with you by the way. ”
"Don't say it so falsely, we will always be friends, and we don't need that set of high-sounding words, I sound awkward. Someone has a treat, and it's too late for me to be happy, how can I not agree. To be honest, after getting married, especially after the children are older, in order to take care of the children's meals, they have to cook at home every day, eat, and sometimes get tired. You're really a good friend, I'm very happy to improve the taste for me!" Zhao Fatyi said with a smile on her face.
"When did you become so greedy? This is not like your personality at all, you have always lived such an elegant life, when will it change?" Zhong Shi was surprised by Zhao Fatyi's directness, and even more surprised by the impact of marriage on a woman, she has really changed.
"You want to say why I'm so direct, right? I am indeed not the previous Zhao Fatyi, and I am pursuing happiness that only belongs to me. Now Zhao Fatyi has a family and children, she is not only a woman, but also a mother and wife. ”
"Maybe I'm not married yet, and I can't understand your change. Maybe this is the effect of marriage on a woman! Turn a girl who once could only live an elegant life into an ordinary woman who can only live an elegant life. Zhong Shi still can't speak.
Zhao Panyi smiled and looked at Zhong Shi, "I can tell you the reason why I gave up on you and broke up with you now, no matter what I said at the beginning, but now what I tell you is my true heart." You are too naïve to change for a person at all, and you will not integrate into the other person's life, you care more about your own joys and sorrows than your wife or girlfriend's. What you need is the pampering of others, not the pampering of others. Thank you very much, let go so chicly, thank you!" Although Zhao Fatyi was talking about Zhong Shi's shortcomings, it made him feel comfortable, because Fat Yi still wouldn't get along with him so falsely.
Li Hao, who was in the unit, was stunned, and his former girlfriend, who was also their alumnus, Scarlett, stood in front of him, "Li Hao, long time no see." Unexpectedly, we would become colleagues. You are still my predecessor here, please take care of me. Scarlett said with a smile on her face.
"Ah, yes, we're colleagues, and we're friends. Why didn't you tell me in advance that you were admitted here, and give me such a big surprise. Li Hao also smiled, this girlfriend who disliked him ugly back then is now facing it, he can tolerate and forgive her for her former youth and vigor.
"I heard that you have been married a long time ago, and you are already a father? How lucky are you? I have time to introduce your wife to me, I heard that it is also my senior sister?"
"Actually, you've seen her in our school, my former girlfriend is also my high school classmate, you know!" Li Hao introduced his wife with a smile on his face, and his high school classmate is a college classmate, such a fate seems to be rare.
"Oh, isn't that a beautiful senior sister? It's just that I don't remember her name. When will you have time to ask her out for a get-together, how about we are all alumni, what do you think?" Scarlett smiled naturally as she faced her ex-boyfriend. She still can't really like him, or can only treat him as an ordinary friend, a big brother. Compared with the people who chased her, Li Hao has no more outstanding advantages except for his better personality.
"No problem. Then I'll go back to the office first, and I'll treat you to dinner at noon, hoping that you can adapt to the environment here as soon as possible. Li Hao said it very well, and it also made Scarlett feel good, although she didn't care about the unfamiliar environment, but it was really nice to have a familiar person.
In the private room of a restaurant with an elegant environment, Zhong Shi looked at the girl he once loved, although she was still very beautiful, she was no longer as cute as before. She is full of the life that a married woman must have, and when she sees a delicious dish, she will say, "This dish is good, I can cook it for my husband and children when I learn it." Such words are a stimulus and a blow to Zhong Shi. He really couldn't imagine that Zhao Fatyi would become like this.
"If you're disappointed in me, you can just say it. Zhao Panyi's smile has a lot of peace and tolerance, this may be the brilliance that only a mother can show!" I also feel that I have changed a lot, and I am very glad that I have changed, because I can enjoy ordinary happiness!"
"Do you think it's good to change? I like you a lot, not who you are. Now you are too indulged in family chores, and you don't have the calmness and peace you had at the beginning. Zhong Shi's words made Zhao Fatyi smile, and the ordinariness she deliberately showed made him so disappointed.
"I like the ordinariness and I like the peace I have now. The peace of the past was all faked, but the present is real. Zhong Shi, in fact, every girl will change after marriage, especially after having children, this is real life. Zhao Panyi's smile made Zhong Shi helpless.
"Fat Yi, I thought the happiness you pursued was not like this. I thought what you needed was an extraordinary life, I thought you would be a strong woman who prioritized your career, I thought you wouldn't get married and have children so soon. Zhong Shi didn't seem to be very good at talking in front of Fat Yi.
Zhao Panyi smiled, "I didn't live in what you thought, I am Zhao Fatyi, not the girl you thought in your heart." Zhongshi, you are a wonderful man, but you are really not suitable for me. Li Hao is much more mature than you, although he is not as old as you. ”
"You love him so much that you can't even see my love for you? However, you hurt me like this, I can't forget it, maybe not only can't forget you, but also the harm you gave me, right?"
"Zhongshi, I have no intention of hurting you, but we are indeed not suitable. Any girl will probably want a stable and peaceful happy life, and you want a new and exciting life full of challenges. I'm sorry to hurt your heart!" Fat Yi smiled peacefully. It's also a good thing to be a pain in Zhong Shi's heart, first, he knows what kind of life he wants in the future, what kind of other half he wants. Second, it's a blessing to be remembered forever.
"Every word you say makes it impossible for me to refute it, or I really should accept it. After all, to you, I still seem to be a boy, not a mature man with responsibilities. Fat Yi, in fact, I have always wanted to say to you, I'm sorry, I'm not a good boyfriend!"
Fat Yi's smile never changed, "Saying this means that you haven't let go of me yet." Zhongshi, it's really not worth it, you should let go of me, look for a woman who really belongs to you, and look for happiness that really belongs to you. This is also what I am looking forward to the most, please do it for me. ”
Zhong Shi looked at Zhao Fatyi's appearance and nodded with a smile. Fat Yi has always been a kind woman, always like this, hoping that others will live happily, and always so kind. Zhong Shi took out a paper bag and handed it to Fat Yi, "This is the coffee I bought abroad before, you can taste it." This is my café membership card, always 50% off, welcome to come at any time. Zhong Shi's heart made Zhao Fatyi smile and accept it, this is her favorite, and there is no need to pretend to refuse.
"Thank you, I'm happy to accept. You haven't forgotten that I like to drink coffee, and I'm so happy. Zhong Shi, I hope that we can still be friends in the future, but we are friends who do not meet and contact each other often, what do you think? Actually, as a friend, you will be a good choice. Zhao Panyi's sincere smile made Zhong Shi unable to refuse. Zhong Shi nodded, this was also his hope, after all, Fat Yi was a very mature and smart friend, and it was good for him to have her advice.
Li Hao and Scarlett were also eating, but they were much calmer between them. Li Hao looked at the young girl and smiled, and took the initiative to say: "Since we broke up, we have hardly met at school, and we don't know your situation, have you always been okay?" After all, it was Scarlett who chose to break up, because she couldn't stand Li Hao's thoughtfulness and care, and she couldn't stand Li Hao treating her as his wife and not letting her go out with too many boys, so she didn't mind breaking up.
"I'm fine, what about you? I heard that you and Senior Sister have been very good until they get married and have children, congratulations. That senior sister is very good, I can see that she will be a good wife and mother, and I am very happy to see you. We're colleagues now, and I hope you can help me more. Scarlett is still concerned with the current existential issues, and she no longer wants to talk about the things of many years ago. After changing boyfriends many times, I know what kind of boyfriend is worth falling in love with, and it's too late to regret it.
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