Chapter III

Zhao Panyi thought that the school where she was studying and working was no longer her alma mater, and she had no memories of Yuanshan. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 Fortunately, she has the opportunity to adapt to the peaceful life she has chosen in her new environment, and she doesn't have to think about the regrets with the distant mountains. Zhao Fatyi thought for a while, but stood up and walked out of the office, although she knew that she was married and had a child, but today she wanted to indulge herself once, return to the place where she knew Yuanshan, and remember the emotional road with Yuanshan. She hadn't done it for too long, as if centuries had passed. It turns out that it's not that they don't love, it's just that they can't love it, but they can't stay together or the love that will hurt the innocent can't exist, and they all know the degree of harm of this love, so they are unwilling to hurt the innocent, let alone hurt the child. This is their own choice, and they must bear such a painful psychological state by themselves, which is responsible for their love.

Zhao Panyi walked to her alma mater, which is also Qingyi's alma mater. Looking at the familiar campus, looking at the road that Fat Yi and Yuanshan walked together, Zhao Fatyi smiled bitterly. In the past, Qingyi relied on the memories with the distant mountains to give her the power of life, but now Zhao Fatyi is in happiness, and she doesn't need to use painful memories to give herself strength, is this Zhao Fatyi's luck? As Zhao Fatyi, she is much happier than Qingyi, and she is too lucky. She forgot that she was no longer Qingyi, she was Zhao Fatyi, a girl who lived in a wealthy family since she was a child, a happy girl who has always been beautiful and lovely, she is not Qingyi, she has experienced too much pain, and she has worked too hard for love.

She Zhao Fatyi is not qualified to stand here at all, and she has no right to recall the love story with Yuanshan. That's just a story that belongs to Qingyi, that's just a memory that belongs to Qingyi, and she is not qualified to have it. She chose marriage and family, so she could only stay away from Qingyi's memories and stories, and she could only give up the intersection with Liu Yuanshan. For Qingyi, she can do anything for the distant mountains, but she can't. Now Fat Yi is not only a wife, but also a mother, who should not only be faithful to her marriage, but also protect her son from being hurt by her greed.

Zhao Panyi immediately ran out of her alma mater, this is not where she should come, let alone where she can come. To her surprise, Guo Guangshi happened to be standing at the school gate looking at her, which was also Guo Guangshi's alma mater, because he was Qingyi's classmate and Qingyi's buddy.

Zhao Panyi wants to go over like this, return to the campus that really belongs to her now, and return to the life that really belongs to her. However, Guo Guangshi grabbed her arm, "I heard Shijun tell you your story, although it is incredible, but I believe this is the reason why you came here." If it's not convenient for you to share your memories with others, you can tell me. For Qingyi, I will always be the best and most sincere listener, never bored, never leaked. I am always willing and believe that I am also your best listener, and I will do what Qingyi does to you. You can treat me as a buddy or a friend, and I won't put any pressure on you. ā€

Looking at Guo Guangshi's sincere eyes, Zhao Fatyi couldn't refuse. At this time, Zhao Fatyi felt that her heart was about to explode, but she couldn't say these words to anyone. Fortunately, Qingyi has such a good buddy in her life, and fortunately, this buddy is willing to continue to pay for Fat Yi. Zhao Panyi nodded and got into Guo Guangshi's car. She no longer has the strength to pretend that she is Zhao Fatyi, and then pretend that she is not Qingyi.

In Guo Guangshi's car, Fat Yi didn't say anything, just stared out the car window, and Guo Guangshi didn't speak. Both of them listened to very old songs in the car, which Qingyi liked to listen to at the beginning, and Guo Guangshi had been listening. After two songs, Zhao Panyi turned her head to look at Guo Guangshi, "You are still listening to these songs, won't you get tired of it?" Zhao Panyi remembered that when she was in college before, she took Guo Guangshi's car and played these songs.

"Only by listening to these songs can I always remember the person I don't want to forget, and the person I can't forget. She is desperate to save me, how can I forget! I treat you as much as I treat her, there will be no difference, you can rest assured!" This is Guo Guangshi's promise to Qingyi, and it is also to Zhao Fatyi. He won't embarrass her, he will only be her good friend and buddy silently, just as Qingyi hoped at the beginning.

Fat Yi smiled and nodded. "I know what you mean, thank you!"

In the evening, Zhao Fatyi played with her son after eating, and Li Hao felt a little strange when he looked at his wife. So he brought a cup of coffee, handed it to his wife, and said, "Have you ever cried today? Why are your eyes red, as if you have been crying for a long time, is there something unpleasant?"

Zhao Panyi smiled, "It's nothing, I'm fine." People sometimes have times when they are depressed or want to cry, but today is my low period, so it's good to cry. For me, venting tears are the best medicine for unhappiness. Zhao Fatyi has never been willing and unwilling to bring her unhappy emotions home, affecting her husband and children. Zhao Fatyi is used to taking responsibility for her emotions, whether they are good or bad.

"Fat Yi, we are husband and wife, you can tell me anything, I will share it for you, and I am more willing to share it with you. Please don't hide from me, your unhappiness and your pain. Li Hao's words made Fat Yi still maintain a flat smile, how could his heartache be something he could understand?

"I know, you've been so good to me. Li Hao, I appreciate your thoughtfulness towards me, but sometimes I just want to face it myself, please don't ask, okay? I accept your wishes, thank you, my favorite husband, and the person who loves me the most!"

Li Hao looked at his wife's resoluteness and could only nod. "Tell me when I need to share the burden that anything is okay at any time. Her husband's concern made Fat Yi walk over and hug him gently. She will never take the initiative to give up marriage, and she will never take the initiative to give up Li Hao, that is to say: she will take the initiative to give up the person she loves the most in this life but can't love, she will hide the distant mountains in her heart forever, and cherish the love between them forever, this is what she must do!

"Next time, when we have a reunion with our high school classmates, we will take our son with us, okay? My classmates admired that we were able to love each other so much until now, and we were able to get married and have children smoothly, so they wanted to ask us about our experience. Li Hao changed the topic, and he didn't want to get entangled in the pain that his wife couldn't tell. Not only does he love Fat Yi very much, but he also respects her very much, since she doesn't want to say it, he can only divert her mind and make her happy.

"When is the class reunion? I haven't seen my classmates for a long time, and I really miss them? After getting married and having children, I started to live my own little life, and I have forgotten that I was a young student and had such a happy school time?"

Li Hao smiled, "Do you remember when you were in high school? How can I chase you, you have a calm smile and don't like to talk, you are cold and indifferent to everyone, as if no one can enter your heart." When I graduated from high school, you received a lot of love letters, but you didn't accept them, I was very happy at that time, although you didn't accept it, but you didn't really reject me, I always felt that I still had a good chance. Li Hao said that the things in high school just wanted to make Fat Yi happy.

Fat Yi smiled, "You came to the hospital to see me in the car accident, I was very touched and happy." Everyone has moments of vulnerability and helplessness, and your presence has made me feel reassured. Li Hao, you are a good husband and a good father. Fat Yi kissed her husband's forehead, "Now I'm glad I came back to you, and I'm glad you didn't push me away, so that we can all be so happy." Husband, I love you and will always love you. Fat Yi's confession moved Li Hao and hugged her tightly.

At the class reunion, Zhao Fatyi and his wife did not bring their son because the weather was already cold. The classmates looked at Zhao Fatyi's smile and beauty, and they were all envious. "Why are you husband and wife still so affectionate? How many years have you all known each other, don't you feel bored?" The jokes of the classmates made Li Hao and Zhao Fatyi laugh. Among the classmates, they are the only ones who have become partners, and they are so happy, they can't help but make people envious, jealous and hateful.

Li Hao and his male classmates talked and laughed, while Fat Yi stood with his female classmates and chatted about dressing up and bags. The boy patted Li Hao on the shoulder, "Dude, you are quite blessed? Such a beautiful wife, and gave birth to a son to you, where did you get the blessing? Why don't we have such blessings? By the way, today I heard that the class flowers of your class are also coming, and they are all chased by you, you are not afraid that you will not be able to spare you when you go back? Does she still remember your previous relationship story?" In their high school years, because Fat Yi has always been cold, Li Hao chased other girls, and even fell in love with a girl who was a year older than him in a foreign school, and he didn't say anything to Fat Yi. The car accident made Fat Yi lose a lot of memories, and it also made him a lot easier.

"After the car accident, she was a completely different person and didn't remember her before. Besides, I didn't really do anything, so she wouldn't mind!" Li Hao said confidently, because Fat Yi had enough trust in him, he believed that Fat Yi would not be angry because of this.

"You'd better not let her know, otherwise how can your beautiful wife let you go so easily? Although your wife used to be very introverted and didn't like to talk much, she is definitely not a tolerant woman? You see she always has a smile on her face, and you can't know what she is thinking. The boy is also envious and jealous of Li Hao, and his persistence has paid off. Since the third year of high school, he has studied with peace of mind, and he cares about Zhao Fatyi, no matter whether Fat Yi repays him or not, he has always insisted on it.

"My wife is generous and kind, how can she care? What about you? Have you found the right girl? When are you going to get married?" asked Li Hao with a smile on his face. He couldn't predict Zhao Fatyi's attitude after knowing his high school past, and he couldn't be sure if he would anger his wife because of it?

Ban Hua is here, compared to Fat Yi, who is young and beautiful but has a calm smile, it is indeed a lot worse, Li Hao laughed at his original aesthetics. Fortunately, he knows his mistakes and can correct them. Li Hao and his wife clasped their fingers and came to Ban Hua, "Fat Yi, this is the two former Ban Hua in our class, do you remember them?" Fat Yi and Li Hao are in two classes, and Fat Yi doesn't know Li Hao's story. Zhao Fatyi smiled and shook her head, completely looking like a cute bird.

"Yo, isn't this the ice beauty of our school? Why hasn't it changed now, and she still looks like she can't speak with a smile on her face?"

"Husband, what 'ice beauty'?" Fat Yi had an idiotic smile on her face that she really didn't know, which made her classmates stunned. Li Hao hugged his wife distressedly, "It's nothing, it's just that you didn't like to communicate with your classmates before, so you were given such a nickname." Fat Yi nodded with a smile on her face, her cute appearance made Li Hao still stunned. They have been husband and wife for several years, and Li Hao is still often amazed by his wife's beauty.

The students sat down at two tables, and Li Hao took care of his wife thoughtfully at all times. "You two show affection, it's endless, don't you?" everyone laughed. Li Hao and Fat Yi's marriage is not easy to have, and they both cherish their choices very much.

A Ban Hua suddenly said loudly to Zhao Fatyi: "Ice Beauty, don't you think your husband is not worthy of you at all?" Look at how beautiful you are, but Li Hao's face seems to be disfigured, how can you marry him?" Li Hao looked at Ban Hua and just shook his head helplessly.

Zhao Fatyi turned her head to look at Li Hao's face and smiled. "I see too much of ordinary or handsome faces, and so do you. My husband's special face is more attractive and cute, isn't it? Actually, I am married to my husband, who is considerate and kind, and I am so happy. After Zhao Fatyi finished speaking, he also kissed Li Hao on the face. When everyone saw Zhao Panyi's state, they could only smile and envy, and at the same time, they could only send their blessings.

The gathering of the two tables of classmates allowed Zhao Fatyi to fully show her calmness and smile. Li Hao watched his wife's performance, and often lowered his head and smiled. For his wife, such a social occasion is really not suitable for her, and it is very good that she can do this. Since he met Zhao Fatyi, Fatyi has been a girl who likes to be quiet, likes to read books in the sound of music, and likes to be calm by herself. In the past, Fat Yi couldn't smile, but now Fat Yi has a smile, but this smile is always the same, an emotionless smile.

"Fat Yi, have you ever quarreled after you have been married for so long? Among the classmates, you are the only couple who are really married and have a family, share some experience with us. You got married and had children so soon, and we want to live such a happy life. Some girls asked, they are a lot of the time like Fat Yi, calm and unwavering, but still haven't found the right person. The twenties are the prime of life when they are looking for love and a partner, and they don't want to live up to it, but they don't know what to do.

"As far as I can remember, it seems like there hasn't really been a quarrel yet. We know each other too well to know each other's thoughts without arguing. Besides, quarrels can't solve the problem! When it comes to marriage and love, I just go with the flow and work my own. Zhao Fatyi said with a relaxed face, making the person who asked look dazed. Love and marriage are the best schools in life, learn to strive to be tolerant and considerate, learn to put yourself in the shoes of others, and learn to accept imperfect each other.

Zhao Panyi's answer made Li Hao smile, his wife is indeed excellent, and she said it very well. "Our husband and wife are the best proof of you, and finding someone who you truly love and love you is the guarantee of true happiness. Wife, thank you for choosing me!" In front of his classmates, Li Hao actually said such a thing, which made Zhao Panyi very happy. Li Hao is indeed a mature man, a person worthy of his life.

"Husband, let's not be so sensual, otherwise the classmates will be angry. Zhao Fatyi smiled and grabbed her husband's arm and said coquettishly. Li Hao nodded, patted his wife's hand, and smiled. Everyone was a little unbelievable to see how good they were. Back then, Zhao Fatyi had eyes on the top of her head, and she had never been good-looking, but now it is a miracle that she can be so small. The boys all poured Li Hao wine vigorously, and Fat Yi sat on the side and watched but did not stop it. It is also the best catharsis for a man to drink at the right time, and Li Hao is also under a lot of pressure, so it is also a good thing to make him so happy. As a wife, many times she can't share her husband's pressure, and only hopes that Li Hao can be relieved in the way she wants.

When the banquet was dismissed, Li Hao was really drunk and leaned on his wife's shoulder. Zhao Fatyi stroked him with some distress. They took a taxi home, but they didn't drive out because they were all drinking. When she got home, Zhao Fatyi helped her husband to lie on the sofa, and immediately went to get a glass of honey water for Li Hao to drink. Li Hao took Fat Yi's hand, "Wife, I'm so happy, I've never been so drunk, not even our wedding." Do you know why? Because I'm worried that you'll be angry, I'm worried that you'll regret marrying me, you're an angel, and it's true that I'm Gao Pan marrying you, isn't it? Hahaha, I'm really blessed, isn't I?" His incoherent speech made Fat Yi smile and touch his face, and didn't say anything. As a wife, she still put pressure on him invisibly.

Zhao Fatyi will not be angry because of her husband's drunken words, but she must think carefully about how not to put so much pressure on him. If there is so much pressure in the marriage, how can you get along well for a long time? Pulling her husband who was already asleep, Zhao Fatyi's tears fell, "I'm sorry, Li Hao." I chose you just to live an ordinary and happy life, I didn't expect to make you so hard, I'm sorry! If one day you give up on me and leave me because of such pressure, I won't blame you. I just want you to do what you want to do, don't change yourself for me, it's not worth it!" Zhao Fatyi thought of Liu Yuanshan in ancient times, and worked hard for the power she wanted, is it worth it?

When I came to the balcony and looked at the night sky where there were almost no stars, I remembered that the night sky in ancient times was so bright and there were so many stars to see. In different time and space, she can adapt so well, she even admires herself. Picking up the brush that she hadn't touched for a long time, Zhao Fatyi smiled. In ancient times, her life was accompanied by a brush, but now she can go untouched for several years. The development of science and technology is really good. "Your Majesty, I don't know what year it is, are you okay? Do you know that the person who is now by your side is no longer me?" Zhao Panyi smiled and burned the paper in his hand. It turns out that as long as you remember, you will have concerns, and it is better to forget, it will not hurt or worry.

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