Chapter 175: If you are still there after the dust settles, I will marry you
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But Lin Yiyi didn't expect that it was not Lu Li himself who was talking to him.
It was just a meeting with Su Liang when Lu Li was sick last time, but Lin Yiyi was surprised that he remembered her voice, she said:
"Hello Miss Lin, I'm sorry to disturb you, but can I ask you to help persuade Lu Li, he is so drunk in the bar now that he won't leave, I think he should listen to you." ”
Lin Yiyi forgot that today was Lu Li's birthday, even though he didn't have the habit of celebrating birthdays, she shouldn't forget it.
The phone turned to Lu Li's hand, and he didn't seem to realize who the other party was, and he said indistinct words in his mouth:
"Who are you?"
Lin Yi lifted the quilt and got out of bed one by one, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window and opened the curtains, it was raining, not big or small, but it was just enough to put a thin layer of mist on the glass window, so that the whole world was shrouded in a kind of fog.
"It's me, Lin Yiyi. ”
Lu Li didn't respond for a few seconds, probably to determine whether he was on the other end of the phone, and later, he said:
"Something?"
"You're drinking. ”
"Well, I'm in a good mood, so I drank a little, Huzi and they are all here, and we'll get together again when you come back, and they all said they wanted to see you. ”
Lin Yiyi looked out the window one by one:
"Good. ”
"I'll hang up if it's okay. ”
"Lu Li. Lin Yiyi stopped his movements one by one and spoke: "Happy birthday." ”
Lin Yiyi didn't know that these four words knocked down Lu Li's suppressed reason, he was silent for a longer time this time, and the background sound on his side gradually faded away, Lin Yiyi guessed that he should have walked to a quieter place.
"Yiyi, I want to talk to you. ”
He speaks with a big tongue, but his reason and thinking are clear, and it does not hinder normal communication between the two.
"You say. ”
"I know I shouldn't ask this question, but it's a birthday present from you, and I wonder if it's possible between us?"
This time, Chang Lin was silent one by one.
"I used to think I was great, so great that I just watched you be happy and happy, and I didn't care who gave it to you, I could be a complete spectator and watch you laugh, and I always did that, but recently I've found that I'm getting more and more greedy. ”
"Your happiness, I don't want to fake others, I want to give it to you personally...... I've been thinking these days, if you hadn't revealed my thoughts about you, maybe I could really continue to be a friend, and I wouldn't have to be as greedy and hypocritical as I am now. ”
When the doorbell rang, Lin Yiyi was completely immersed in Lu Li's words, so that he had no spare time to think about who would knock on the door at this time, when she opened the door and saw Ning Shixiu, Lu Li's voice also came immediately, he said:
"I know that you still have Ning Shixiu in your heart, whether it is love or hate, his position is there, you can't escape, I can't ignore it, but what do you think in your heart, your wish was to make him regret not doing it at the beginning, but what about after this goal is achieved? What will you do after he regrets and wants to ask for your forgiveness?
Lin Yiyi avoided Ning Shixiu's gaze one by one, and turned around and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, the rain seemed to be getting heavier and heavier, and every drop was sullenly knocking on her heart, making her feel suffocating, but Lin Yiyi couldn't ignore it, Lu Li was waiting for his answer at this time.
"Lu Li, I never wanted to start over, I'm not as merciful as you think. ”
Lu Li on the other end of the phone seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and then cautiously spoke again:
"What about me......? Have you thought about the future with me?"
"Lu Li, you should understand me. ”
"I understand you, I understand your heart so much, give one person, you can't pretend to be another person, don't want to start over, won't forgive, but it doesn't mean that you don't love, but time will go longer and longer, I believe that one day you will always forget, right? I don't believe that only unforgettable injuries in this world can make people forever unforgettable, love should also be okay? I'll give you time, no matter how long it takes, I'll wait for you to forget him, wait for you to like me a little bit, okay?"
Lu Li's voice was choked with wisps, although he tried his best to hide it, Lin Yiyi still realized that at that moment she suddenly didn't know what she should say, in the time she had known Lu Li for so many years, she had never met such a humble side of him, and all this came from herself, it was she who turned that dashing and wanton teenager into what he is today.
She suddenly, very distressed, suddenly, wanted to save him from this dire situation.
"Love and care are naturally more acceptable than pain. ”
After Lin Yiyi finished saying this, Lu Li didn't speak again, even his breathing was light, even though Lin Yiyi couldn't be sure what kind of expression he was at this time, she could still imagine the torment he was suffering at this moment because of waiting, she smiled slightly, she didn't want to torture him like this.
"Lu Li, after I finish what I want to do, if you are still waiting for me in the same place, I will marry you. ”
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When Su Liang found Lu Li in the corner outside the bar, he was squatting on the ground with his hands around his knees, his whole body trembling, Su Liang's heart throbbed suddenly, she subconsciously felt that Lin Yiyi's words might have hurt him something, so she hid here alone and was sad.
Sitting down beside him as he did, he tried to organize his language, and spoke:
"At such an age, it shouldn't be the first time you've fallen out of love, right? It's just that I've been rejected, so I won't cry here like a woman, right?"
In response to her, there was silence.
Su Liang looked at him:
"I've been rejected by you so many times, and I haven't cried, do you want me to confess again, you refuse again, and I'll cry with you?"
As soon as Su Liang's words fell, Lu Li raised his head from his knees, his eyes were clean and smiling, and there was no trace of crying at all, probably because he was in a good mood, so that his eyes were stained with tenderness when he looked at Su Liang.
Perhaps it was because of such a tenderness that she had never gotten that Su Liang did not immediately realize that such a tenderness should not appear in the body of a lover who had just been rejected, she almost jumped into the whirlpool of tenderness, with a resolute mentality, wanting to live and die with him.
At that moment, she didn't think that what she was experiencing was a fantasy dream, and it was the person who gave her the dream that shattered it, he reached out and flicked her head, and the smile on the corner of his mouth showed his triumph:
"Who told you that I was out of love?
Su Liang's heart, just like her name, was cold all of a sudden, looking at him, her eyes didn't blink, lest she miss any expression that belonged to him, she thought that all this experience at the moment was a veritable dream, but there would be no pain in the dream, and the pain left by Lu Li on her forehead was still clearly there.
So, it's not a dream.
"Lin Yiyi agreed to be with you one by one?"
Lu Li leaned against the wall, looked at the starry night sky, and smiled:
"I've waited so long, and finally I've arrived. ”
Su Liang used all her strength to take her eyes off his face, and looked at him in the past, she couldn't remember how long it had been since she had seen such a beautiful night sky, and each star seemed to be trying its best to emit its own light, as if she felt the mood of the people on the ground.
The heart that was originally cold warmed up little by little, and when she felt her heartbeat, Su Liang smiled slowly, and she said:
"That's good. ”
"yes, that's nice. ”
Su Liang looked back at him: "Today's wine is not in vain, even if you have a terrible headache tomorrow because of a hangover, it must be worth it." ”
Lu Li looked back at her gaze, and suddenly realized that the woman in front of him also had a feeling for Lin Yiyi, how long he had waited for Lin Yiyi, this woman had been waiting for him for as long as he wanted, and with his wishes, what he gave her could only be a mirror.
"Su Liang ......"
Su Liang got up from the ground and patted the dust on his buttocks:
"Don't look at me with this kind of eyes, my feelings don't need anyone's pity, I told you a long time ago, if you wait until you want, I won't bother you anymore, although a little unwilling, but also a little uncomfortable, but since I love, I can naturally afford to lose, than to make you as sad and sad as me, I want to bear this emotion more than me. ”
Lu Li never thought that Su Liang would say such a thing, and he also saw his own shadow in her, he used to be so wholeheartedly paid without asking for anything in return, his waiting in exchange for the good result now, but Su Liang could never wait.
Lu Li stood up, drunk and his movements fluctuated too much, he was dizzy for a moment, Su Liang saw it, and wanted to go over to help him, but after all, she endured all the movements, because she knew better than anyone that no matter how reluctant she was, the man in front of her would not belong to her from now on, and her proximity would not benefit him in the slightest, except for causing him trouble.
"You guys should continue to play, right? I'm on the morning shift tomorrow, so I'll leave first. ”
Lu Li looked at her:
"I'll send you. ”
"No...... No, I'm on par with you, so I won't have any problems. ”
Lu Li nodded:
"Be careful on the road. ”
Su Liang smiled faintly, but there was a moment of pause when she turned around and walked away, she turned her back to Lu Li and looked there, the dim street lamp hit a thin layer of warm yellow around her, but it didn't give people a warm feeling, at least Lu Li saw loneliness in her body.
When he opened his mouth to say something, Su Liang suddenly came back to his senses and walked in front of him, hugging himself tightly before he could react, such an intimate action was jealous for only a few seconds, she let go of herself, and then smiled chicly:
"Like you for the past few years, a hug as interest, cheap for you. ”