Chapter 174: Regretting This Kind of Thing, Everyone Has Ever Done It
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VI's project went much smoother than expected, Lin Yiyi wanted to say that this was a proof of her ability, but she couldn't ignore Ning Shixiu's initiative to give up, he verified what he said on the plane with practical actions, and came to Paris just to decoct Lin Yiyi.
This made her confident negotiation seem a little weak, and this feeling of obviously being conceded was really a bit bad, but seeing that several people in her group were elated by such a smooth process, she stopped thinking about it, and it was better to succeed than to fail.
No matter what kind of success it is.
Originally, Lin Yiyi thought that she would stay in Paris for more than a week, but on the third day, she had successfully signed a contract with VI Group and successfully won the agency, which made her inexplicably extra nearly a week of vacation.
Lin Yiyi hadn't gone out for a long time, and the last time she went abroad was with Ning Shixiu, and that time they went to a lot of places, France was also a place on their last trip, but it was not in Paris, but in the beautiful Provence.
The three of them had never been to France, and they wanted to spend more time here, but Lin Yiyi wanted to take advantage of this time to go out for a walk, so he hurriedly said goodbye to his colleagues.
Without exception, Ning Shixiu still followed, like a dog skin plaster that was difficult to tear off, Ning Shixiu didn't mind Lin Yiyi's positioning of himself very much, as long as he could be by her side, even if it was just a small follower, he was willing.
Ning Shixiu guessed where Lin Yiyi would go, but he never expected that Lin Yiyi would come to the United States, the place where they met for the first time.
When Lu Li called when he checked into the hotel, Lin Yiyi avoided Ning Shixiu to pick it up, leaving Ning Shixiu a little unable to react in place, after all, before Lu Li's call came, he really had a delusion, they were still the same as three years ago, and this time it was just an ordinary trip.
At the door of the hotel, Lin Yiyi and Lu Li were talking from a long distance:
"Where?"
"New York. She looked at the traffic in front of her and was very quiet: "Where I used to study." ”
Lu Li was silent for a moment, and Lin Yiyi, who provoked him, couldn't help but feel strange:
"What's wrong?"
"It's nothing, I'm just thinking, is there a place in this world that leaves you happy, that place in New York, what you give you is not beautiful after all, but you have lived in the two places of Deep City and New York in your life, but what they bring you is not happiness. ”
Lin Yiyi has no so-called relatives in this world, she does feel lonely, but through Lu Li's words, she actually added a touch of frustration to her loneliness, is it because of her behavior that she has caused today's situation, or is everything a test of God?
Lu Li probably guessed Lin Yiyi's mood, and said sorry softly:
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that it affected your mood. ”
"It's true, so it didn't affect me anything. ”
"When are you back? I'll pick you up. ”
"I'll call you. ”
"Good. ”
Lu Li never asked Ning Shixiu, but he didn't ask, how could it mean that he didn't know his peers? It's just that he didn't want to put pressure on Lin Yiyi in this regard, making her worry too much about herself, she was not a person who blindly did something without a plan.
Ending the call with Lu Li, Lin Yiyi stood in place for a while, and when he turned around and was about to enter the hotel, he found that Ning Shixiu was standing not far behind him, looking at that posture obviously for a long time, Colin Yiyi did not notice his arrival in the slightest.
Lin Yiyi had no intention of caring whether he was eavesdropping or not, and what kind of purpose he had, anyway, the door of the hotel was not her own territory, and she did not have the right and qualification to stop anything.
When Lin Yiyi was studying in the United States, Qin Lihua bought a property here for her, and after returning to China from the car accident, it seemed that they had forgotten this place, Lin Yiyi couldn't remember it, and Qin Lihua probably really forgot.
It has been nearly ten years, once exquisitely decorated, and even the small garden in front of the door is a well-designed landscape, the scenery has long been deserted, Lin Yiyi stood outside the door one by one, looking at this wild and overgrown place, it felt like a place where drug dealers hid in American movies.
Ning Shixiu naturally knew about this place, he had taken Ning Gentle from here again and again, and now that he thought about it, it was really ridiculous, if he had expected that he would continue to write such a story with Lin Yiyi, he would definitely not choose to do so at that time.
He would accompany her when she was lonely, encourage her when she was helpless, and hug her when she was sad.
Unfortunately, there are no ifs.
Ning Shixiu stood behind Lin Yiyi at this time, looking at the house with her, to be honest, he didn't know what Lin Yiyi was thinking at this moment, he looked at her back, he only felt lonely, he suddenly realized that in this world, there was no one who could let her rely on unscrupulously.
Ning Shixiu remembered that Lin Yiyi had said to herself the last time she was in the hospital, and she liked herself when she was studying in the United States, and although his reaction was unexpected, he really couldn't think of anything specific to prove Lin Yiyi's words.
But later, he understood one thing, that is, with a flamboyant personality like Lin Yiyi back then, let alone bullying her, even people she couldn't get used to would give him some colors to see, but how much did she suffer without knowing her?
And she has always endured it without saying a word.
If this is not a liking, then what is it for Lin Yiyi? Lin Yiyi really didn't say anything, he was stupid enough at that time, so stupid that he didn't even notice it at all.
Lin Yiyi stood quietly for a long time, and Ning Shixiu thought that she wanted to stay here, so he stepped forward and stood side by side with her:
"Do you want to live here? Do you want me to hire someone to clean up?"
Lin Yiyi shook his head one by one:
"No, I don't have much time to stay here, and when this house is cleaned up, I'm afraid I'll already be in the deep city. ”
"It's nothing so that you can check in directly the next time you come. ”
Lin Yiyi didn't say anything more, turned around and left, without the slightest nostalgia, as if all the time she spent in such a place just now came from a whim, and there was no resonance with her emotionally and psychologically.
But Ning Shixiu still noticed that since the old residence left, Lin Yiyi's mood has become very bad, even if she didn't show it, but the aura around her whole person has completely changed, even Ning Shixiu didn't dare to approach easily.
Lin Yiyi seems to have reached a state of turning a blind eye to Ning Shixiu's following, no matter how close or far he is from herself, she can treat it as if she didn't see it, for his words, if she is in a good mood, she may respond with a sentence or two, but most of the time Ning Shixiu is talking to herself.
After returning to the hotel from the old residence, Lin Yiyi locked himself in the room and didn't come out for a long time, Ning Shixiu knocked on the door to call her to eat with her during dinner, and she didn't respond to herself, Ning Shixiu went alone, and brought some food back by the way, in case she would be hungry in the middle of the night.
Even if Lin Yiyi didn't respond to what she did all day long, there was still a certain time when she couldn't ignore herself, and that was the time to deliver medicine after dinner, but this night Lin Yiyi didn't come over to open the door for him as usual, and there was silence in response.
Just when Ning Shixiu thought that she had an accident in the room, Lin Yiyi's voice came through the thick door, and she said:
"I want to be alone and stop bothering me. ”
Ning Shixiu didn't know that all Lin Yiyi's bad emotions came from the regret of the year, she regretted that she fell in love with Ning Shixiu in the ignorant rebellious period back then, and put all her enthusiasm into it, at that time she had passion, and she had a kind of reckless momentum to do anything, but she was only cautious about liking Ning Shixiu.
If it weren't for caring too much, she wouldn't have to take care of Ning Gentle's emotions, if it wasn't for caring too much, those things that had nothing to do with her would not have been pulled on her head, if it wasn't for caring too much, whose life and death would have anything to do with her.
If she hadn't met Ning Shixiu, her life might have been a completely different state. Maybe it won't be as magnificent and unforgettable as it is now, and it won't leave any unforgettable memories, but she will live a peaceful and quiet life, and she won't be so unhappy.
Regarding Shen Jing's secret, the secret of the car accident, and the secret of that child, Lin Yiyi's heart has been suppressed too much, she feels that she has been completely overloaded, and she doesn't know when she will tear a hole in the door of her heart and pour out everything.
She didn't really fall asleep until early in the morning, but she was awakened by a knock at the door at eight o'clock, and she knew who it was, and she knew that she had to explain to him, otherwise there was no guarantee that he would not break in.
The door opened, and Lin Yiyi looked at him with sleepy eyes and a little surprise outside the door:
"I just fell asleep, I'm sleepy now, I don't want to eat breakfast, I just want to sleep, please don't disturb me, I won't think about it, I won't allow myself to have an accident, you don't have to worry about this, if there is no accident, I will probably wake up at noon, you can come over at that time. ”
After saying these words in one breath, without waiting for Ning Shixiu to digest it, he closed the door that had just been opened again, and went back to continue to sleep, leaving a person standing outside the door who shook his head helplessly and smiled.
Approaching noon, Lin Yiyi woke up on time, originally wanted to take a look at the time with his mobile phone, but he didn't want it to ring first, Lin Yiyi saw the familiar name on it, his mood improved instantly, and pressed the answer button:
"Lu Li. ”