At this time, there are no words to describe my mood well, I just looked at Zheng Jiayue like this, and my face showed a worried expression...

And Zheng Jiayue didn't seem to look at me with a weak heart, and she was also a little flustered, but she quickly stood up, deliberately avoided me, and then went to answer the call...

Zheng Jiayue's move made me more sure, because if it was a general phone, there was no need for her to avoid me at all, obviously.. She's also a little embarrassed...

At this moment, I suddenly thought of the words that Jiayue's father told me before, those, full of contempt and belittling words...

All along, he didn't want me to be with Zheng Jiayue... I originally thought that the things that parents mixed with their children's feelings would only appear on TV, but I didn't expect it to happen to me now.

The more I thought about it, the more the vicious feeling in my heart came out, and I suddenly made a decision, that is, even if Zheng Jiayue and her father found any reason to stop it, I would take Zheng Jiayue there...

Not only for himself, but also for Zheng Jiayue.

Now that it's this time, Zheng Jiayue is so close to her dream... How can you give up?

While thinking about this, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, Zheng Jiayue was still answering the phone, but I didn't know what to say to the person on the phone...

Zheng Jiayue answered the phone for a while, and finally hung up...

She walked back and looked at me and smiled

"Xiao Xiaoming, our car is almost here, isn't it about to be checked?"

I was slightly stunned when I saw Zheng Jiayue's smile, but after a while, I still nodded and couldn't help asking

"Who's calling... Who?"

Zheng Jiayue's face was very calm, and she soon heard her say

"Ahhh My dad.."

My heart trembled, sure enough, it was Jiayue's father, at this time, what was he calling for?

Although I was very uneasy in my heart, seeing Zheng Jiayue's calm appearance, I couldn't help but ask

"Oh~ Uncle, he.. What did he call you for? Did you tell him?"

"Something going abroad today. ？”

After I finished asking, Zheng Jiayue didn't say anything, she was silent for a while, and then said with some hesitation

"Anyway, it's okay, just make a phone call and ask.."

Although Zheng Jiayue answered me like this, I always felt that something was wrong, or rather, something must be something, right?

Because Zheng Jiayue obviously hesitated, if there was really nothing to do, there was no need for her to hesitate at all.

But although I don't know if Zheng Jiayue has something to hide from me, but looking at her like this, it doesn't seem to be a big problem?

If her father was blocking the two of us from traveling, there would always be many ways, and Zheng Jiayue wouldn't be as easy as she is now?

Thinking of this, I pondered for a while, and finally nodded along with Zheng Jiayue's words and spoke

"That's good, that's good... I thought there was something... It's okay to do it.. That.."

"It's really time to check in soon, get ready, let's officially go?"

Zheng Jiayue smiled and nodded when she heard me say this, and soon the sound of the ticket check sounded on the radio on the side, Zheng Jiayue and I took the luggage and quickly walked towards the ticket gate.

After checking the ticket and getting on the train, the train started after a while..

Because it was fast, Zheng Jiayue and I didn't plan to take a break on the train or anything, but were full of energy...

Zheng Jiayue was very energetic and began to eliminate the leftover snacks she bought yesterday, and I grabbed some snacks from her because I didn't eat in the morning.

It didn't take long for the two of us to arrive in Tianjin..

Out of the station directly into the subway in Tianjin, we are going to Binhai International Airport.. It's quite far away, it is estimated that it will take half an hour from Beijing to Tianjin, and it will take almost an hour from here to the airport.

Fortunately, there are many fewer people in Tianjin's subway than in Beijing, and Tianjin's accent is very good.

Zheng Jiayue and I were carrying luggage, this little guy completely regarded me as a coolie, and he always walked in front of me with a little snack on his back, and said urgingly

"Hurry up, Xiao Xiaoming!"

I'm extremely helpless, but there's nothing I can do...

By the time the two of us arrived at the airport, it was almost noon, more than 40 minutes earlier than the agreed time.

It was my first time at Tianjin's airport, and I felt very imposing when I came in.

Zheng Jiayue was also very excited, she took me and said while entering the airport

"Let's go find a tour group to win people first, and then we'll talk about it later."

I nodded, looking left and right, and followed behind Zheng Jiayue.

Because Zheng Jiayue did it all single-handedly, I didn't know what I should do, let alone who to go to...

Zheng Jiayue looked around for a long time, and finally found a place, and then saw her take out her mobile phone and say it right, and then said happily

"There, Xiao Xiaoming, do you see that little flag?

I looked in the direction of Zheng Jiayue's finger and was stunned.

After following Zheng Jiayue, I was completely stunned...

This.. Zheng Jiayue, what kind of group is this? Why are the people sitting and waiting next to him a group of grandmothers and grandfathers?

It's an exaggeration, but there really isn't a young one at all...

Just when I was about to ask Zheng Jiayue, Zheng Jiayue had already run over to start communicating with a tour guide on the side...

The tour guide is not very old, she looks like a woman in her 30s, the tour guide is very enthusiastic, and she is very happy to say some words of reception after seeing Zheng Jiayue.

And I was standing on the sidelines, my mind was confused...

The tour guide signaled us to wait here first, and another assistant tour guide went to check in, and he would bring the tickets to the two of us later..

Zheng Jiayue smiled and nodded, and then dragged me to find a seat on the side and sit down.

After sitting down, I couldn't help but look at Zheng Jiayue and asked

"Uhhh There's a lot of people in this group, and there's a lot of them."

"Don't you think ours. . . Are all the group members bigger?"

Zheng Jiayue smiled when she heard me say this, and continued

"Well, it seems to be oh~ No way, the one we set at the beginning will be a few days late, and that one is okay.. Didn't this change suddenly, a little earlier... So.."

"It's worse than the original one. But this is good, don't look at the age of these people... They're all very good... It seems that they are all some.. Doctors who are about to retire, doctors or something... If you follow them and get a little injured, you can rest assured.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me speechless for a while, meow was still a little injured, these grandmothers and uncles themselves are all bloodless, how can they care about others when the time comes.. But since it was arranged by Zheng Jiayue, I didn't say anything, after all, she knew so well, she should have been told in advance before coming...

It's good to say, Zheng Jiayue and I are the youngest in the group, and I will feel very lucky...

In this way, I didn't say anything to Zheng Jiayue, and after a while, the tour guide seemed to have a ticket. Motioned for us to go and rent a wireless Internet thing, and then sent us all the tickets.

Zheng Jiayue and I took the tickets and found that the seats on the plane were not next to each other...

But Zheng Jiayue said that it doesn't matter, just change the plane when you get there..

It didn't take long for the tour guide to signal us to go through the security check together, ready to board the plane.

Seriously, it's not so much a nervous trip to Hokkaido, it's better to say... Flying makes me nervous and worried... To know how painful it is for a person who is afraid of heights to fly on a plane...

Zheng Jiayue's face was casual, as if she didn't take it seriously at all...

The two of us walked together and slowly passed through the security check.

The security check of the plane is very strict, after all, it is also for safety... Originally, I was worried that the small sleeve in my backpack would be checked by security.

As a result, the security inspector didn't disappoint me at all, and really turned it out for Lao Tzu..

When he took the box of small condoms in his hand and looked around them over and over again, I could feel that Zheng Jiayue and I were all blushing in the eyes of others...

After the security check, I entered the airport and looked around. In front of me is a huge glass with some airplanes outside the glass...

I just saw a plane ready to take off, and I got to the glass with Zheng Jiayue. Quietly watched the plane turn around little by little, then drove to the runway, and finally accelerated, whistling into the sky...

Seriously, at that moment I was a little emotional, feeling the power of science... How did you invent such a means of transportation?

If you don't have airplanes, you can't do a lot of things, right?

Thinking of this, I turned my head to look at Zheng Jiayue, she was still on the glass, and her eyes were looking at the direction where the plane had just taken off...

I don't know what Zheng Jiayue is thinking in her heart at this moment, but she should be very excited...

Because I noticed that her little hands were slightly clenched into fists, and they were still trembling slightly.

Seeing Zheng Jiayue like this, I thought about it, but I still reached out and gently squeezed her hand.

Zheng Jiayue turned her head to be pinched by me like this, and she looked at me. A hint of surprise flashed in his eyes.

I smiled at her and spoke

"Interviewed, got here... You're one step away from where you've always dreamed... How does it feel in your heart?"

Zheng Jiayue smiled when I said it, and after a while, she said lightly

"My heart is so calm... It's like.."

"There's no emotion left... Like, everything is gone.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me a little stunned, I looked at her, and I only felt that the current Zheng Jiayue was really very calm...

I have seen too many people, they are very calm in the moment before their dreams come true, as if they are accumulating strength, accumulating years of longing and expectation, and waiting until the moment of realization, and then bursting out all their emotions...

After a while, I smiled and spoke

"Really... That's good.. I remember what you look like now... Wait a moment for the plane to land, and when it arrives in Hokkaido.."

"I'll interview you again."

Zheng Jiayue finally smiled when she heard me say this, she looked at me, smiled and said

: "Good~"

After saying this, the radio on the side sounded again, signaling that we were about to board the plane...

Zheng Jiayue and I glanced at each other, and soon walked towards the boarding gate on the side.

Seriously, it's scary to get on a plane.. Especially my kind of...

If it weren't for Zheng Jiayue, I would even feel like I wanted to run...

When I got into the plane, it wasn't a very good plane, and the space wasn't too big... Very small..

For the first time, I felt that this kind of small space also made me feel pressure, but fortunately, Zheng Jiayue and I immediately found a position, and Zheng Jiayue also changed places with a kind grandmother and sat next to me.

After the two of us sat down, some of the flight attendants began to explain the precautions...

Seriously, I look at models or something every day on weekdays, and I feel like nothing when I see these flight attendants... Or rather.. Zheng Jiayue next to me stood up, can you kill these little flight attendants or something?

But these young ladies are still very beautiful... Of course, my mind is not on them, I looked out of the small window, and my heart became more and more nervous, and even felt a little breathless.

And at this time, I suddenly felt that Zheng Jiayue held my hand again...

I turned my head and saw her smile at me, then leaned into my ear and whispered

"Don't be afraid, Xiao Xiaoming~ I'm with you.."

———— tomorrow

Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...