Li Xinran didn't say anything else when he heard me say this, but nodded again.

I turned around and walked out of her live room.

I don't know why, as soon as I walked out of Li Xinran's live broadcast room, I suddenly had a particularly bad premonition, which made me instinctively stand still and turn my head to take a look.

The door of the live broadcast room behind me was closed, and I was stunned for a moment, remembering what Li Xinran said just now

"All the best.."

Yes, not only me, but also hope that she herself can go well...

Although I thought so in my heart, I always felt that something was going to be wrong...

After a while I sighed again, and then I shook my head and went upstairs.

After going upstairs, Chen Jiao was sitting in my place, and she was chatting with Zheng Jiayue.

Seeing that I was back, Chen Jiao immediately stood up, and I waved my hand and said

"It's okay, you sit down.."

As a result, Chen Jiao looked at me and said

"No, I should be busy too, you guys. . . Pay attention when you leave tomorrow, I told Xiaoyue what to pay attention to, you.."

"You have to take care of Xiaoyue when you get there, don't patronize yourself and lose her."

It seems that Chen Jiao really cares about Zheng Jiayue very much, I couldn't help but smile when I heard her say this, and said

"You should tell her that, okay? Whoever loses it will probably be me?" Besides, she can speak Japanese, can I?"

Zheng Jiayue blushed when she heard me say this, she looked at me, and then spoke

"Cut, I'm actually not very good at it, besides, how could I be like that, Xiao Xiaoming, just don't run blind.."

Chen Jiao smiled again when she saw me arguing with Zheng Jiayue, and soon she nodded again and said

"Okay, then there is something to contact online, just call in a hurry, I'm leaving.. Tomorrow you will leave early, so I will not send you ~ a safe journey.."

After speaking, Chen Jiao whispered a few words in her ear with Zheng Jiayue, and saw Zheng Jiayue's face flush all of a sudden, and she gently punched Chen Jiao, and Chen Jiao left immediately.

I was a little surprised to see the two girls like this, so I thought about it and asked

"What did she tell you?"

Unexpectedly, Zheng Jiayue stared at me, her face was still red, and she said again after a while

"Don't tell you ~ Don't ask.."

After saying that, Zheng Jiayue put on a look of continuing to work, and I was a little sore, but I simply didn't ask again.

For the rest of the day, nothing happened, everything was too peaceful..

It seems that everything that needs to be said has been said, the people who can be instructed, and the things that can be prepared, have been done...

The only remaining unsafe factor is Zheng Jiayue's father...

But all day, Jiayue's father didn't call, which made me inexplicably a little nervous, and I felt that I was thinking too much.

I even fantasized that after getting off work for a while, Jiayue's father would block me and Zheng Jiayue at the door of the company...

However, it wasn't until I got off work at night, when the people in the company were almost gone, Zheng Jiayue and I went downstairs slowly.

Zheng Jiayue was so happy when I went downstairs, and I was carrying my backpack, and I was a little nervous.

After leaving the door of the company and seeing that there were no familiar figures around, my hanging heart fell to the ground.

It seems that there is no need to worry about Jiayue's father's side, everything is already a sure thing...

Nothing can stop me from going to Hokkaido with Zheng Jiayue...

Zheng Jiayue was still happy, and as soon as she went out, she grabbed my hand and asked seriously

"Xiao Xiaoming, should we skip dinner tonight?"

I was a little strange and looked at her and asked

"Why?"

"Because, you can keep your stomach and eat in Hokkaido tomorrow, I don't know what is delicious over there, I should, there is a lot of seafood~!"

I was dressed up by Zheng Jiayue's innocent appearance, I looked at her, and after a while, I spoke again

"Hey, you don't need to be so exaggerated, do you? I don't have a relationship... I'm afraid that your idea will change before you walk home, so.."

"Let's eat some, I have to get up early tomorrow morning, I have to take the train, believe me, if you don't eat tonight, you will definitely be clamoring for me to buy you snacks in the middle of the night."

Zheng Jiayue was speechless by what I said, she thought about it, and still said

"Okay, okay, then let's eat whatever you want.. Have a snack near my house.. Then I went to the supermarket again and saw if there was anything left behind that I didn't buy.."

I knew that what Zheng Jiayue was going to prepare had actually been prepared a long time ago, and she just wanted to buy some snacks to eat on the way, so I nodded and said

"Okay, whatever you want, put your things down when you pass by your house."

Zheng Jiayue nodded happily when she saw that I agreed, and then dragged me towards her house.

At this time, it was almost dark, and Zheng Jiayue and I walked very fast along the way.

When I arrived at Zheng Jiayue's house, I saw a suitcase as soon as I opened the door, Zheng Jiayue had a lot of things to bring, I calculated, counting my own backpack, Zheng Jiayue herself also had an empty backpack about the same, and a hand-held suitcase...

It's kind of in the past, so I put down my things and followed Zheng Jiayue out to eat..

It's still the mall I went to last time, and the small box and small set I bought here have been packed in my backpack...

I'm hiding it very deeply, after all, I know that I have to go through security or something when I fly on a plane, and if it is... It's too embarrassing to be seen or something...

In this way, I ate a little casually with Zheng Jiayue, and then Zheng Jiayue went to the supermarket to buy a bunch of snacks, saying that I would eat on the road tomorrow..

God knows that the high-speed train from Beijing to Tianjin only takes a few dozen minutes, and Zheng Jiayue actually bought a lot of snacks...

But I'm embarrassed to say anything, after all, her dream will come true tomorrow, so it should be better to follow her in everything from now on...

Later, the two of us took our things and then returned to Zheng Jiayue's house.

After returning home, she only stayed for a while, and Zheng Jiayue said that she should go to bed early.. I'm going to get up early tomorrow....

I don't have any opinions.. And I decided to sleep in the guest room anyway just to be on the safe side.

Because if Jiayue's father comes over in the middle of the night, and when he enters the door and sees me and Zheng Jiayue still sleeping in the same bed, it is estimated that he will kill me.

Zheng Jiayue didn't say anything, she cleaned up and soon entered her room.

And I walked to the guest room, and I was lying on the bed alone.

I don't remember how I felt when I slept in this bed for the first time. But my mood that night was certainly not as good as it was today.

I don't know how to describe my mood at this moment, in short, very calm, but also very uneasy...

I don't know what I'm worried about, but I always feel like there's a fog in my heart, going back and forth, so that I can't be sure...

I tossed and turned like this for a long time, and I didn't feel sleepy, as if I couldn't calm down until something happened.

Just when I was finally a little sleepy, I suddenly felt the door being pushed open.

I sat up from the bed and looked nervously in the direction of the door.

I thought it was Jiayue's father or something, but he came over in the middle of the night and castrated me.. As a result, I took a look and found that it was Zheng Jiayue.

This made my hanging heart fall to the ground all of a sudden, and before I could speak, I heard Zheng Jiayue ask in a low voice

"Xiao Xiaoming.. Have you slept ~ I can't sleep.. Are you the same?"

I thought to myself, oh no, I'm going to fall asleep soon. But he still said it

"Uhhh I didn't sleep either.. What's wrong?"

After asking, I felt that Zheng Jiayue was quiet again, and after a while, I heard her voice come again

"Can I come and stay with you?"

Zheng Jiayue's words made my heart tremble, I paused, but still said

"Aren't you already here?"

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue reacted for a while, and then saw her gently close the door. Then he actually came over and climbed into bed little by little.

You should know that the bed in this room is very small, not the kind of double bed... So with Zheng Jiayue's actions, I couldn't help but shrink inside...

I didn't expect Zheng Jiayue to get into my quilt directly after she came up.. She was wearing pajamas, and her cool little feet quickly touched my thighs.

This chill reached my heart... I looked at her, and I felt that in the dark, Zheng Jiayue seemed to smile happily at me.

I felt Zheng Jiayue's appearance and I thought about it. Finally, he sighed and asked

"Why can't I sleep, is.". Are you so excited?"

Zheng Jiayue moved her body and said in a low voice

"Maybe~ I just can't sleep anyway.. Xiao Ming, what about you.."

"Why aren't you sleeping yet, are you also thinking about tomorrow~?"

———— tomorrow

Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.