When it is fake, it is emotionally sad
I was surrounded by industry CEOs, and he just dragged me carelessly, and my face turned red. He was dragged out of the dining room and out of the convention center under the surprised gaze of others, and he turned on the car and stuffed me in.
The car door "snapped" shut, and I finally couldn't help but look at him a little unpleasantly: "Mr. Zhao, what are you doing!"
My "Mr. Zhao", Zhao Yijing's eyes almost breathed fire, he pushed me to the car door, his hand tightly pinched my shoulder, I felt that half of my arm was going to be pinched off by him. His lips were pursed tightly, and his chest heaved as if trying to calm his emotions. After a while, a few words almost came out of his teeth: "Nuan Nuan's father?"
I didn't say anything, he increased his strength, and looked at my gaze a little gloomy: "You and him, how far have you developed?"
Looking at his cold and sharp expression, my heart ached faintly, he still cared about me? But what is the point of this care? It is just to increase the entanglement, I deliberately made a little indifferent and said: "To the extent you see it." Fingers wrapped around each other, but they didn't dare to look him in the eyes.
He slammed his fist on the back of the seat beside me, almost roaring desolation: "Song Qingyang, you just want my life!"
His fierceness made my heart ache fiercely, what is this? I squeezed my palm tightly and used all my strength to make a calm look: "Mr. Zhao, I think I have nothing to do with you anymore." You have a fiancée, I have a fiancé, each has nothing to do with it. With those last few words, I was almost hollowed out and collapsed on my seat.
My words made Zhao Yijing's eyes instantly dim to a hollow, he didn't speak again, and the car flew out like a fly. Zhao Yijing's opening was completely out of order, his previous calmness and calmness were all gone, and he was like a wounded beast and rushed away with me in the middle of nowhere.
The car was swaying, I didn't have the slightest fear at all, my mind was all blank, and at that moment, I really felt like I was going crazy. Let him be, if he thinks it's a relief for two people to die together like this, that's it.
The car drove to the top of a hill and came to an abrupt halt. Zhao Yijing got out of the car, leaned on the car and smoked hard. I sat there with all my strength on a rock on the ground. The cool breeze came out everywhere, and my tears were already wanton. Why is it so difficult in this life? I think I have found a husband who is sheltered from the wind and rain, but in the end I lose my husband and have no family; I think I have found a lover who stands up to the sky, but in the end it is just a trick of fate.
I don't know how long it took, Zhao Yijing's voice sounded faintly: "Qingyang, you really can't give me another chance, wait for me any longer?"
"How long will it take?" I asked, but he didn't answer. My heart went cold again.
I stood up with weak hands and feet, and looked at his heart as if it was being cut by a blunt knife: "Yijing, we don't have that fate." Since you have promised someone else to marry, take it seriously. Speaking of which, I choked up a little, looking at Zhao Yijing, the influence of him in front of me and Zhao Shinan in a green shirt continued to overlap, and I almost felt pain to the point of trance.
Zhao Yijing walked in front of me, his eyebrows were full of heaviness, and suddenly he hugged me tightly in his arms, how long has not been touched, but it is like a flood that has leaked the flood, I only feel like the whole body is numb and soft in his arms, the familiar tobacco fragrance on his body, the familiar emotional breath, all make me reluctant to let go like a Gu. I clutched his clothes tightly, tears streaming uncontrollably.
I have 10,000 unwillingness, this man should be mine, the last life should be mine, but by mistake, in the previous life, I have no relationship with me. Why did I have a child with someone else before I knew him? Why did I have nothing to do with the surname Du in this life? I cried so hard that I could barely breathe.
I hugged him tightly, and I lost control again, and I couldn't control the heart-piercing longing when I saw him. When I was in his arms, I didn't have the courage or strength to struggle, and I was reluctant to let go. But neither I nor him could compromise this relationship. He has his pursuits, and I have my bottom line.
After a long time, my mobile phone rang again, it was Dr. Xia's, and I didn't want to answer it, but Fang Cai and Zhao Yijing lost control again, which made me feel very unproductive. I picked it up, and Dr. Xia's voice was a little relaxed: "Qingyang, we're home." Rest assured. ”
I deliberately replied, "That's good." Rest well and don't get too tired. He hung up the phone. looked at Zhao Yijing and said, "Let's go back too, the afternoon meeting is almost over." Gotta go back and say hello. ”
Zhao Yijing's face was very ugly, as if he was trying his best to suppress something, Tie Qing got into the car, I followed and sat in the co-pilot, waited for a while, but there was no movement, I wiped my tears and turned to look at him, he lay on the steering wheel and did not move. I froze and nudged him, but there was still no movement. I was so frightened that I hurriedly helped him up, his face was very pale, his eyes closed and he couldn't breathe.
I trembled and rummaged through his pockets, and finally found a small vial, which should be a fast-acting heart medicine, and hurriedly fed him two according to the instructions above, but I didn't dare to rub his chest casually. At that moment, I felt like I was damned. Knowing that his heart is not good, why should he be angry with him.
After a few moments, he slowly opened his eyes, and the expression on my face became colder. I shuddered and shook his hand: "Yijing, I'll open it." "I also got my driver's license earlier, but I only had Gu Jun's Xiali before, and I rarely drove it, but I could go on the road just so-so.
"No, I don't. Fang Cai's fainting made Zhao Yijing seem very uncomfortable, and he struggled to continue driving, shook his head vigorously, and his hands were still trembling slightly.
"Don't be tough. "I jumped out of the car, opened the cab door, helped him to the back, and sat in the driver's seat myself. Fortunately, there was navigation in the car, so I was heartbroken and drove to Suzhou City. The horns of dissatisfaction sounded all the way, and I didn't care about it, I just drove it desperately and steadily.
When I returned to Suzhou City, I wanted to send Zhao Yijing to the hospital, he waved his hand and said, "No need, I'm fine, go back to Nanjing first." I asked the driver to pick it up. He called the driver.
Seeing that there were some beads of sweat on his temples, I couldn't help but wipe it with my hand, Zhao Yijing pushed my hand away and smiled bitterly: "If you sympathize with me, you don't have to." ”
I didn't know how to answer, I was completely overwhelmed by today's events, I didn't expect that he, who had always been strong as iron, would fall in front of me, and at that moment, I realized how panicked my heart was. I want to say that as long as you're good, I can do anything. But in the end, I still can't tell. just silently hung his head.
After more than ten minutes, the driver who came with him this time came to drive the car and sent Zhao Yijing back to Nanjing. Looking at his distant figure, my heart hurt as if he had taken it away. I couldn't help but call Xiao Bin: "What are you busy with?"
Xiao Bin's voice was also full of exhaustion: "I'm still working overtime." Recently, I have been on a project and have worked overtime every day. What's the matter?"
"I want to ask you something. After hesitating for a long time, I still asked, "Is his illness serious?"
Xiao Bin was stunned for a moment, then came back to his senses for a long time and smiled faintly: "It's not serious, what's wrong?"
"Are you sure?" I still couldn't let go, "It's not serious, why did I faint today while talking to him." I-" I couldn't go on, my mood at that time, that worry, I really wanted to be able to feel sorry for him.
"What?" Xiao Bin's voice suddenly became louder, "Fainted?"
"What do you mean?" I froze.
Xiao Bin paused for a moment and said: "Let's tell you the truth, Qingyang, he was fine, but his heart rate was a little irregular, which was normal, and in order to delay the wedding, he was hospitalized for such a time." Now it's okay, it's true. What's this- did you say something to him?"
I was speechless. Just biting the back of your hand tightly can make the tears not so bad.
"Qingyang. What do you want me to say? Xiao Bin's voice was very entangled, and after a while, he said, "Since we all understand each other's positions, why bother to make it like this." Xiao Bin couldn't say it well, so he simply hung up the phone.
I took Zhang Fan's car and returned to the town from Suzhou. I really didn't expect it to be like this. Pushing the door in, Dr. Xia was cooking in the kitchen, and when he saw me come in, he smiled and said, "It'll be fine soon, sit down and rest for a while." ”
I took off my coat and threw myself on the sofa, with a splitting headache, did Zhao Yijing have a recurrence of heart disease? Did the driver take him to the hospital? I was anxious like a sleepy beast on the sofa twisting left and right and sat unsteadily, Nuan Nuan ran over to show me her painting, which was a picture of going to spring outing today, although it was simple, it was also a little interesting. "Is mom good-looking?" Nuan Nuan asked me a few times, but I didn't answer.
Dr. Xia came out of the kitchen with the dishes, looking at me with some concern: "Are you too tired?"
"No, no. I smiled reluctantly, washed my hands with Nuan Nuan, and sat down at the dinner table.
Dr. Xia said while serving his meal, "By the way, the training is almost over. I let out an absent-hearted "oh". Dr. Xia continued, "The hospital is going to set up a psychological clinic in Nanjing, and I am ready to apply for a transfer here. He glanced at me meaningfully, "It's closer to you and Nuan Nuan." ”
I bounced out of my chair and said, "What? work over here?"